Stunned for You

Chapter 154 Only eat sweet, not bitter.

Although Fu Sitian helped Wang Meifen in the yard, his mind was always held by Shi Yi and Fu Jiantao in the living room. She was not afraid that Shi Yi could not cope with it, but she was still worried that Fu Jiantao would not speak well, which would make Shi Yi uncomfortable. After enduring and forbearing, she finally couldn’t help it. By giving Fu Jiantao and Shi Yi a taste of Wang Meifen’s freshly fried nine-section prawns as an excuse, she pretended to carry a small dish and went in to investigate the enemy’s situation.

Unexpectedly, the living room was empty and quiet, and there was only a chessboard that seemed to have not been moved at all-where there were shadows of Fu Jiantao and Shi Yi.

Fu Sitian’s mind suddenly became confused. She quickly turned around to run upstairs, but when she passed by the door of Fu Jiantao and Wang Meifen’s dormitory, she heard a steady “Okay, I will” from inside.

She stopped immediately, felt a little relieved, and turned and walked towards the door.

In the door, Shi Yi and Fu Jiantao stood opposite each other, Shi Yi turned their backs to the door, and Fu Sitian could not see her expression clearly.

She laughed, reached out and knocked on the door to remind the two people of her arrival.

Fu Jiantao and Shi Yi both turned their heads in response to the sound.

Only then did Fu Sitian see that Shi Yi was holding a few kraft paper-colored envelopes and a few photos in his hand.

She could vaguely guess what it was, and her heart seemed to be stabbed by something inadvertently. But she still smiled nonchalantly and said: “Why are you running here? Auntie has just fried nine-section shrimp, let me bring it in and give you a taste.”

Fu Jiantao glanced at Shi Yi, and Shi Yi immediately knew it. She naturally raised the envelope and photos in her hand to Fu Sitian, and replied: “Suddenly we talked about you when you were young. Uncle said that he still had some photos of you when you were a kid. I asked him to find out and show it to me. .”

Fu Sitian confirmed that it was indeed the photos that Fu Jiantao took every year for more than ten years and then sent them to the prison along with the letter for Fu Jianze to see.

She had seen Fu Jianze rubbing these photos when she was alone, but she hadn’t noticed it. It turned out that after his death, these photos were kept by her uncle.

She moved her throat, constricted her eyes, and still smiled: “Uncle, you don’t want to leave me any image.”

Fu Jiantao disagreed: “What are you afraid of, you haven’t been ugly.” He asked Shi Yi to verify: “Yes? Is our family Tiantian beautiful from childhood to big?”

Shi Yi nodded: “Yes.” She looked at Fu Sitian and said with a wave of eyes: “It’s beautiful and cute.” Then she put the photo and the envelope in her bag.

Fu Sitian didn’t notice at all. She was a little embarrassed to be so boasted in front of her elders, her ears were red, and she changed the subject: “Do you want a drink? The shrimp is still crispy, and it might be a bit dry after eating. Aunty is still fried squid rings outside, for a while Some will come in too.”

Fu Jiantao responded: “It’s okay, the drinks are all piled up in the back warehouse. Go, let’s go out to eat a little bit, dinner may be late tonight.”

Shi Yi follows kindness.

Fu Jiantao went out and walked ahead. Fu Sitian was waiting by the door, his lips curled up, and he asked Shi Yi with his eyes.

nailed it?

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows, made a light laughter, raised his hand and scratched Fu Sitian’s nose.

Fu Sitian’s heart suddenly became clear, and a peach blossom bloomed at the end of his eyes, shining brightly.

Shi Yi couldn’t help but deepen his eyes.

Fu Jiantao turned around and wanted to ask them if they could eat fried cakes, or let Wang Meifen fry them a little bit. After Yu Guang, Shi Yi reached out and grabbed Fu Sitian’s fingertips and shook them affectionately.

He quickly turned back and swallowed the words back into his stomach.

These little young ones. The smile lines at the corners of his mouth waved involuntarily. Forget it, the women’s college is not staying.

Sure enough, I ate very late in the evening. During the dinner, several people have been discussing the specific procedures and matters of tomorrow’s wine service. From time to time, Fu Jiantao and Wang Meifen would have a few words with Shi Yi and ask about her and Fu Sitian, so this The meal was eaten directly until nearly nine o’clock, and everyone could almost go back to the room to rest after washing.

Fu Siyu said it was the last night of being single, and pestered Fu Sitian to sleep with her, and asked Shi Yi to lend her her sister for one night. Naturally, Shi Yi would not fight with her, and responded generously, taking a shower by herself, and cleverly guarding the vacant room alone.

The room Fu Sitian had slept in before, but the bed frame was very new, like a newly purchased one. The area of ​​the whole room is not large. As far as I can see, it is painted concrete walls with gray paint, but I don’t know if it’s because there are too few furniture. There is only a bed, a small table board and a few storage boxes, so it looks like a few. Separated.

Shi Yi imagined how Fu Sitian would avoid her grandma every time he went home in the past few years, talk to himself on the phone in this lonely small room, listen to his travels in Saibei, hang around for parties, and feasting. It hurts.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, she rubbed and pointed at Fu Sitian’s childhood youthful face in the photo, and finally had time to open the five kraft paper envelopes that Fu Jiantao gave her to take a closer look.

The letter paper in the envelope is very thin, and it is old and yellowed.

Shi Yi looked at the envelopes one by one and saw that four of them were supposed to be written many years ago by Fu Jianze to Fu Sitian to celebrate his birthday when he was still in jail. The handwriting was neatly written and sentimentally, but I don’t know why. It didn’t seem to be sent in the end, and there were no stamps.

The letter confessed that he had a good life in prison, and he was earnestly and actively undergoing reforms. I hope that Fu Sitian will listen to his grandma, uncle, and aunt, take care of himself, and grow up. He misses her very much and he will try to get out early. Those who grew up with her, and so on, are all words of love from the father of the boxer.

At the bottom, the one with the most difficult handwriting is the letter that Fu Jianze left to Fu Sitian’s future lover.

At that time, I don’t know if Fu Jianze’s physical condition is not very good anymore. He didn’t write much, and the handwriting was clean and tidy in contrast to the previous letters, a little scribbled, big and small.

He wrote:

Child, Zhan Xinjia. If this letter can be handed over to you, it means that Tian Tian and you mentioned my father, you also know and accept everything about her, and you are willing to be with her for the rest of your life, love her, protect her and cherish her, then the greatest thing in my life The worries and worries are finally settled and can be put down.

I don’t have the blessing and the qualifications, holding Tian Tian’s hand, walking with her through the long red carpet, and handing her to your hands, so I can only write such a thin letter. Let me tell you the sadness and blessings of being a father. I hope it doesn’t bother you too much.

In this whole life, I spent too little time with her, and I missed too much. Until now, I still often think of how she just learned to walk and babbled when she was still learning to talk. She stepped on her little short legs, swayed towards me, called me “Daddy” sweetly, hugged my thigh, and beggar my heart. At that time, I picked her up, listened to her giggling, turned around and said to her mother that when I lifted the sedan chair to welcome them home, I would change her name to Tiantian. I said, in this life, my Fu Jianze’s daughter, I want her to eat sweets instead of bitterness.

However, I am useless.

Damn me.

I became the culprit for her suffering.

For the youngest half of her life, she has suffered through hardships. I see it in my eyes and hurt it in my heart. I once swore that after I was released from prison, I would do my best to make up for her, take care of her, and be a good father. But too many bad things have been done, God, don’t give me this opportunity.

I have no time to love her more.

I can’t wait to see her smile again.

But she is such a good child, I feel too distressed and can’t let go of her.

She is kind, tough, and responsible, but sometimes too self-sufficient, too stubborn, and too horny. My child, be a person who understands her, can you appreciate her more, be more patient and considerate?

She is weak, but she often doesn’t take it seriously. You can eat more snacks, take care of her, and watch her more, okay? Your words will definitely work.

She has a strong mind, no matter how much suffering and grievance she has in her heart, she is always used to being bored in her heart and digesting it by herself. Keep more snacks for the child, enlighten her, and be her backer and harbor, OK?

Having my father is the greatest misfortune in her life.

But she deserves all the best in this world.

So, my child, promise me that you will be the greatest fortune in her life, okay?

Respect her, cherish her, cherish her, avoid her suffering, avoid her inevitable, avoid her being displaced, let us Tian Tian like her name, from now on, only eat sweets, not bitter, okay?

If so, I died without regret.

I will always guard you in the sky.

Hold your hand and grow old with you.

Each other is moist, and Sheng is all homophonic.

Old father congratulation

At the end of the writing, as if exhausted, the strokes were trembling, and the ink penetrated the paper.

Shi Yi saw mixed feelings.

She pinched this thin piece of letter paper, and felt that what she was pinching was not paper, but a heavy father’s love, a deep, late father’s love.

If I knew so, why bother in the first place.

Fu Jiantao said that when he was alive, he never came to accept him. Shi Yi did not sympathize with Fu Jianze, but she felt sorry for Fu Sitian.

Originally, she came, how happy and smooth life could be. Fathers are kind and mothers are virtuous, love a hundred pets, grow up in love and in the sun.

Even if she never meets her again, even if she can’t become her sun or star, it doesn’t matter.

As long as she can live happier than now.

As long as the strangers meet and pass by, the smile on her face will not be a trace of haze.

But there is no if in life. Fu Jianze’s late love can’t buy regret medicine, nor can it cure Fu Sitian’s heartburn, and it even left a deeper gap.

She looked at the dark and shallow handwriting on the paper, like looking at her girl’s missed life, her heart frustrated. She carefully folded the letter paper according to the original crease, put it back in the envelope, and put it into the bottom layer of the bag. Then, turned off the light, lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, thinking about the sentence “The youngest part of her life, It’s all suffering, and the hardship has gone through”, thinking of the little Fu Sitian who was alone in the corner when she met at the beginning of the year, thinking of Fu Sitian’s several self-exiles during the years that Fu Siyu and her said, thinking Fu Sitian’s silent sentence in the morning, “Shi Yi, I have a lot of regrets, I can’t make up for it.” His mouth was bitter and even his nose was sour.

She has insomnia and can’t sleep at all.

Want to see Fu Sitian, want to hold her hand, touch her temperature, confirm that she really exists, and really returned to her life.

I don’t know how long I have been tossing about, whether I should go to the next door to lay a floor with a cheeky, and suddenly the sound of the door lock turning came from the door.

When Shi Yi turned his head, his nerves were tense.

In the gloom, the door was opened by a slit. Under the moonlight, Fu Sitian’s slender figure appeared beside the door, with a gentle smile, with his backhand brought to the door, lightly and gently, step by step towards Shi Yi.

Shi Yi sat up, and before she could react, he stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms.

Fu Sitian didn’t expect that Shi Yi was still asleep, and he almost screamed, thinking that it was already late at night, he suffocated briefly in his throat.

She fell into Shi Yi’s arms, feeling lingering in her heart, grinning sullenly, and annoyingly: “Why haven’t you slept yet?”

Shi Yi hugged her to sit and asked instead, “Why are you back?”

Fu Sitian laughed, rubbed her forehead with her forehead, and said softly: “Come back to accompany you.”

Shi Yi looked at her soft eyes and held her soft body, his heart suddenly softened as if it was about to turn into water.

I will. uncle. Feeling uncomfortable, she lifted Fu Sitian’s temples, stroked lovingly, and got close to her relative Fu Sitian’s forehead, nose, and lips, and promised in her heart:

Come, it will be Shi Yi’s entire future.

Tian Tian will only eat sweet, not bitter ones from now on.