Stunned for You

Chapter 138

Fu Sitian’s heart trembled, and Yi’s chest was up and down in resonance as time went by.

She called her “come”, and she asked her “Shall we start again?” Fu Sitian stiffened his back, motionless, fearing in his dream, two lines of tears rolled silently.

The heart is so sore that I can’t breathe.

She knew how proud Shi Yi was and how difficult and serious it was to say such a thing.

The suspicion that has been hovering in her heart since Shi Yihong left her eyes is finally confirmed. But apart from the joy that could not be restrained, there was more pain and distress in her heart.

Is she still missing Shiyi?

And, a mistake for many years.

She always thought that Shi Yi was in contact with herself with revenge and mocking herself, but it turns out that Shi Yi hasn’t let go of it over the years, is she really still in love with her?

Then what did she leave without permission to Shi Yi?

She clenched her fist, and she suddenly felt so painful that she couldn’t help herself. She squatted in Shi Yi’s arms, lowered her head, crying and trembling.

The tears in Shi Yi’s eyes also slipped down instantly, wet Fu Sitian’s neck.

She hugged Fu Sitian tighter, her chin pressed against the top of her hair, trembling, gently rubbing softly, like hugging a fragile dream, and like hugging a little stiff beast, with each other. Keep warm.

Regardless of the answer, she thought, she tried her best and has no regrets in this life.

All of Fu Sitian’s persistence and reason fell apart and collapsed in her tears, her gentleness, and her fragility.

That is the embrace that she dreams of, and the person she wants to follow to death.

But, is she really qualified to have it again and be loved again?

She trembled in her chest, stopped her choking, grasped the back of Shi Yi’s hand which was on her waist, turned to look at Shi Yi.

In the dark, Shi Yi sat on his knees, his ink hair messy, his black eyes glowing with water, and his nose was red, seemingly tender.

Fu Sitian’s heart was full and painful, and the sentence “Shi Yi, you can have a better choice” couldn’t say how to say it. Speaking again, she was afraid it was a humiliation to Shi Yi.

Powerless to resist, but also reluctant to resist. Her eyelashes trembled, and a teardrop rolled down quietly.

Shi Yi raised his hand and wiped her with his thumb, but said nothing.

Fu Sitian bit her lip, her breath trembling with her touch.

“Shi Yi…” Her fingernails fell into the palm of her hand, and finally she spoke with difficulty.

“Yeah.” Shi Yi’s hand stiffened, and he put it back, curled up against his thigh, quietly waiting for her to follow.

There was undisguised anxiety in her eyes.

Fu Sitian’s heart shrank sharply again. She has never seen such a look from a girl who has never been calm, confident and steady. I really want to hold her in his arms desperately, but she can’t.

She forced herself to calm down, looked into Shi Yi’s eyes, and said, “Shi Yi, I am Jiang Cunxi.”

Shi Yi was stunned. He didn’t know why, but he answered earnestly: “I know. After discovering that you are allergic to mushrooms, I’m sure.”

Fu Sitian trembled from the bottom of his heart. She really knew it all the time. She tried her best to straighten her body and continued: “I lied to you, gave up on you, and hurt you.”

Shi Yi said, “I know. It’s okay, it’s all over.”

Fu Sitian restrained the shame and pain, and his voice grew dry: “My father…My father is a murderer, and I am the murderer’s daughter. There is a bad gene flowing in my body.”

“Jiang Cunxi, shouldn’t I believe you from the beginning? The bad genes will surely be inherited.” The words that were deliberately forgotten that year, suddenly resembled a sharp sword, engulfing the past The wind and snow, pierced the tympanic membrane, straight into the heart.

Shi Yi was in pain all of a sudden. She suddenly understood what Fu Sitian was thinking about and what he was hesitating. She didn’t really think about it that way. At that time, she was too angry, too unwilling, too painful, too disgusted to see Fu Sitian’s calm and indifferent appearance, so she just wanted to grasp all the sharp words, wanted to sting her, wanted her to suffer, wanted to find a little bit. Fu Sitian also has pain, feelings, and evidence of reluctance.

But what has been said is what has been said, and what has been done hurt is what has been done. She didn’t know how to explain, how to make up.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry… I’ve never really thought about it this way. I’m sorry, I was so angry at the time, I…” Her eyes were covered with mist again, and her regrets crawled all over her cheeks.

Fu Sitian looked distressed and stopped her: “Shi Yi, don’t say I’m sorry, you have nothing to apologize to me. I say this, not to blame you, to make you uncomfortable.”

Shi Yi looked at her helplessly.

Fu Sitian said softly and sadly: “Shi Yi, in fact, I have always regretted that I concealed you back then. I rushed into your life and stayed with you. I didn’t give you enough choice.”

Shi Yi was moved, and the water vapor that had been stored in the bottom of his eyes overflowed. She stretched out her hand again, hugged Fu Sitian straight into her arms, circled tightly, her voice dumb like a breath: “I know, I know all of them. From the beginning, I knew you were Jiang Cunxi and you were Come on. I know how timid, cruel and unfeeling you are, but I also know how kind, warm and brave you are. No matter who you are, no matter what you are, I like you.”

“If I could, I would have thought I would dislike you a long time ago. But I can’t.” Her low tone was painful, “All I know, come on, the only thing I don’t know is you Do you still love me or not.”

It’s so gentle and warm. Fu Sitian’s sanity is falling, and all the cells in his body are clamoring for her to agree, not to leave, and let her sink. But she still gritted her teeth and insisted on breaking free from Shi Yi’s arms.

Shi Yikong’s arms fell down, staring at her forbearance, as if waiting for the final sentence.

Fu Sitian paled, and said the last words.

“Shi Yi…”

“I have depression. I have taken medicine for two years. I thought about it many times if I could die. I don’t know if I really get better and won’t relapse.” Her voice was soft. She lowered her eyelashes, as if she was relieved.

Suffering day by day, hoping to die in an accident. This is most of her life in six years. She once thought that she would never get better.

Shi Yiru was struck by lightning.

what does she say?

Obviously, his mind was still unwilling to believe it, and before he could react, the tears had already fallen violently. She kept her back straight down, wrapped her arms around her, and her shoulders trembled.

Fu Sitian heard a very small and short whimper.

Shi Yi cried out. Her cold and beautiful face was covered with water marks, and her thin lips were covered with blood stains.

Fu Sitian felt pain in his soul.

She had never seen Shi Yi cry so fiercely, so embarrassed. Her heartache, her pity, shone in her tears, like stars adorned with the wrong sky, wishing to illuminate all the long dark nights in her past.

Fu Sitian finally couldn’t help but knelt and sat up, stretched out his hand, and hugged Shi Yi tightly into his arms, as if he was about to rub into his bones.

Shi Yihui hugged her, sobbed in her ear, and said in a crying voice: “It’s okay, baby, I’m not afraid, don’t you… No matter what happens, I will be by your side in the future. With me, in the future , Will definitely make you happy, okay?”

Shi Yi rarely talks about love. Fu Sitian knew that what she said was a promise from the bottom of her heart. Never break his promise.

Fu Sitian surrendered. She couldn’t bear it. Too reluctant. Just forgive her, let her be selfish and force her again.

She smiled from the corners of her lips, but tears fell in her eyes.

“Shi Yi, I gave you a chance. You can’t blame me.” She murmured softly against Shi Yi’s ears, and the bitter tears on the cheeks of the kisses went all the way to her eyelashes, the bridge of her nose, and the tip of her nose. Yi kept crying and didn’t refuse her.

Fu Sitian kissed her lips lightly, staring at her, dumbly: “At that time, I wrote on the postcard-Tomylove, mysunshine, mystarlight: Iloveyou, forever.”

The signature is-Jiang Cunxi.

Shi Yishui’s misty eyes lit up, his heart beating violently, and the blood in his body seemed to come alive in an instant.

She couldn’t help but leaned forward, put her arms around the back of Fu Sitian’s head, and kissed it deeply.

Hungry, affectionate, grinding inch by inch, sucking, sucking, licking, breathing intertwined, lips and tongue, mixed with tears, slightly bitter, more sweet.

The temperature of the whole body was rising, and it was about to wipe. When the gun went off, footsteps sounded on the stairs.

Fu Sitian escaped from his throat, and wanted to retreat hastily, but Shi Yi refused to let go. He chased her and swept around for a few more seconds until the footsteps approached, and he rubbed the tip of Fu Sitian’s nose intently. , Let her go.

As soon as Fu Sitian got a free breath, he immediately backed away, looked at the door, and sat down tightly.

Shi Yi looked softly.

It was the same when she first kissed her many years ago.

She stretched out her hand to wipe the water mark on her lips, pressed her voice to tease her: “Aren’t you bold when you just responded to me?”

Fu Sitian’s eyes were still sultry, and he turned his head and called her: “Shi Yi…” It was ashamed, but also like petting.

Shi Yi is very useful.

She sat down, moved to the side of the bed, stepped on the ground with her feet, and said, “Don’t bother you, go and change your clothes. It’s all soiled by me. I’ll take a shower, too.”

As soon as the voice fell, Chen Xizhu came before his voice: “Si Tian, ​​have you finished the bath?”

Fu Sitian and Shi Yi turned around and looked out.

Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu approached, and then they could see clearly that there were two people sitting in the dark room.

…

what’s the situation? Why is Shi Yi here? Isn’t it time to come? Have they cried? Why are eyes so bright and wet? How to do? Is it too late to retreat now? Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu were stunned in place. It was neither advancing nor retreating. Barrage flashed crazily in their brains.

Shi Yi and Fu Sitian looked at each other, Fu Sitian smiled lightly, Shi Yi had the answer in his heart.

She turned on the light in the room, looked back at Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu, and said frankly: “I’m sorry today, I scared you.”

Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu were stunned: “No, it’s all an accident. What are you saying?”

“Then I’ll tell you the truth.”

“Ok?”

Shi Yi stretched out his hand to hold Fu Sitian’s hand, and Fu Sitian let her pass through her five fingers, which interlocked.

“We are reconciled,” Shi Yi said.

The air suddenly fell quietly and could be heard.

After blinking and blinking, Chen Xizhu suddenly clapped his hands and exploded with a swear word: “Damn!” He was overjoyed with joy.

Fu Sitian and Shi Yi smiled enthusiastically, and Yin Fanlu reminded Chen Xizhu: “Mr. Chen, keep your focus, the floor is about to collapse.”

Chen Xizhu stopped with difficulty.

Yin Fanlu turned her head, looked at Fu Sitian and Shi Yi, bent her eyebrows, and suddenly hugged Chen Xizhu without any image, hung it on her body, and couldn’t help jumping: “Ahhhhh! I rely on! Finally!!!”

Chen Xizhu, Shi Yi, Fu Sitian: “…”

The birds parked outside the window were startled by the joy in the house, shaking their wings and flying away. After a long time, Fu Si heard the sound of wind, water, branches and leaves, and the breathing of all things in the world.

Time started to flow again.

The four seasons rotate.

Her midsummer is back.

The author has something to say: the little bunny twisted the corners of his clothes, blushing, and the more he spoke, the quieter he said: it doesn’t matter if the clothes are dirty.

You make me… dirty, it’s okay…