134: Just How Dysfunctional Were We? 🌶️
SHAH
I liked the ear thing, Euri crawled on his bed, laid on his back, and motioned for me.
So I climbed on top of him and rubbed my nose across his cheek and over to his right ear, tracing his earlobe. His hands went around my hips, pulling me against him. I sighed against his ear and flicked my tongue over the inside, pressing my body against his. His cock felt so good against my middle.
In his mind, I showed him I wanted to feel him through his leggings. He nodded, so I shifted and let my hand run down his chest and over him. He groaned and moved against my hand, but I could feel his mind watching everything, alert. I pushed my sandwich against his hip. I felt how much he wanted me, and I was so wet it felt good to just push myself against his body.
I moaned, kissing his neck and touching him. I wanted him so bad. I crawled back on top of him and kissed his mouth again. Euri groaned into my mouth and pushed his cock against me. I pushed back, and we writhed against each other. It wasn't enough. It needed him deeper in. In my mind, I felt him ask if I wanted him to get the spot I needed.
Please, I begged. He did, and I pushed against his thumb, moaning and I felt myself cresting, rising, and I was about to fall over the edge. I was so wet against my panties, and his cock felt so good and my breasts were so tight, and then he pressed against the perfect spot with his finger.
I broke, and my heart burst open. I felt Euri's release as my own. It was a double whammy of my own heart-opening climax and his. Both of his arms wrapped around me, holding me tight against him as the inner glow of him in my body started to fade. I was shredded open and emotion surged out of me, too wild to handle. I panicked.
I fled to the bathroom, curling into a ball on the toilet and rocking, squeezing my arms around me. I no longer felt Euri. He was gone behind a telepathic shield that felt like Ronnie's.
EURI
I curled in a ball on my bed, holding my middle, tears streaming down my face as Ronnie cradled me, rocking me like I was a child sitting in his lap on a rocking chair. I couldn't think. All I could do was feel my shredded heart as Portia ran to the bathroom and disappeared from my mind, body, and soul.
SHAH
I don't know how long I stayed in the bathroom. I found a toothbrush and brushed my teeth and washed my face. Then I went into the bedroom, and Euri was curled in a ball on his side. I'd told him I wouldn't run away. Just to the bathroom. I'd said I didn't want to break him.
So I climbed on the bed behind him and spooned him. He wasn't in the mental Faraday Cage anymore, and I wasn't behind my shield.
I said I would try, Euri. I'm doing what I said.
I'm glad you're here, Shay. Can I hold you? I nodded mentally, and he turned over onto his back, opening his arms. I wrapped my arms around his torso and put my head on his chest.
Thanks, I said. But I really meant, "I love you. I suck at it. But I still love you." I didn't say it, but I didn't have to. He felt what I really meant.
Me too. We'll get better at this. It's gonna take practice, but as long as we both agree to keep trying, we'll get better at it.
I'm gonna keep at it, Euri.
Then we'll be just fine, Shay. I should go shower and brush my teeth. Family rules.
I giggled against his chest. "Okay, I'll go shower downstairs. Ronnie's asleep already. I'll come back, okay?"
He nodded, and I saw in his mind he was picking out a t-shirt and boxers. I showered and went back to Euri's room in a sports bra, tank top and pj short shorts. I didn't really like to sleep in bras, but it seemed like the best option until I figured out how to be with Euri without freaking out about my heart-opening climax situation.
He knew I was thinking about that when he spooned me. He was turned on again, and it felt really, really good to lay in his bed knowing he wanted me.
I scooted back against him. This okay?
Of course, Shay. We don't have to do anything about it. It will go away.
I chuckled. You sound like it's an uninvited mirka.
He laughed. Pretty damn good mirka. No, wait, we are not calling my junk "mirka." Erase this entire conversation!
We both laughed, and that was good. I relaxed after that.
The heart-openers. That's what really good climaxes do to me, I explained.
I'm aware of the concept, Shay, tone wry. What do you think climaxes to do me? Wait— "really good?" Do you have BAD climaxes? He felt genuinely puzzled.
Well, I can do these really soft ones. They're like barely there. Just a soft twitch. Just enough to call it an orgasm, but it's not really deep.
I could feel Euri's mind processing through data and experiences, trying to place if he'd ever had something he would call "a barely there, just hardly a twitch orgasm." He couldn't come up with anything relevant and decided he'd just have to wait to experience it vicariously. That thought was accompanied by humor.
He wondered if I'd ever have a barely-there orgasm when he was involved. Or maybe I could go in the bathroom and let him peep in while I did it for myself? We both snickered quietly.
It helped, laughing like that. I thought I could keep talking if it kept being funny.
That's all I've been able to muster up since Five Spheres, really. If I'd had a heart-opener, I couldn't stay away from you in my feelings.
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Would that have been so bad? To be open to me in your feelings when we were apart? he asked.
I pushed my body against him. Hold me tighter, Euri.
He pulled me closer against him, and I felt his inner self wrap around me, holding me in warmth and safety.
I did what I did, Euri. Maybe it was the wrong thing. But I'm here now. I don't know how to let someone that close to my heart. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why it makes me feel like running away. Tears ran down my cheeks, and his face was a mirror of mine behind me.
Do you wanna stop for a while. Just avoid sex? We could read each other's stories? Spend time talking? Get to know each other better?
I turned around in his arms and wrapped my arms around his body, shaking my head.
No, Euridyne. I've been running away from everything for too long. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know how to do this, but I know that I want you, so let's keep trying to figure it out. Even if it hurts. I don't know if there's a way to do this that doesn't shred both of our hearts. I don't want to do that again.
He nodded. "Okay, Shah. Then we'll just keep trying. Next time, if you have a heart opener, can you stay a few seconds longer? Maybe fifteen more seconds before you run to the bathroom?"
"I don't want to run away again, Euri. It doesn't feel any better to run away." His fingers brushed the tears away from my eyes.
"Okay, then will you stay? I can hold you while you feel like your heart is shredding?"
I nodded. "I'll stay." I kissed him. He kissed me back, and I crawled on top of him, rubbing myself against him. He felt so good.
Shay. Shay.
Mmmm. Mmmm. I don't want to stop, Euri.
He nodded. We were in a telepathic blend so he didn't need to question if it was what I really wanted. I didn't have to tell him I was on contraception. Those things were just already known.
I opened the bedside table and pulled out the bottle of Slingin'. I was an expert at this, wasn't I? Hadn't I written this dozens of times? I knew what to do with lube and a naked man. Rilla wanted to know what it was like to be with only one man, so we'd find out with Euridyne.
I pulled off his shirt and licked his neck and his ear. I showed him in his mind that I wanted to touch him, and he showed me that the boxers had snaps. I unsnapped them and slid him out, and was rewarded with his lust surging through us both.
Ungh, Shay. Shay.
Rilla ran her fingers lightly over him, wondering if he would be the last man she'd ever touch. His cock was so smooth; the skin so soft against her fingers. With a few drops of Slingin', Rilla coaxed him into bliss, running her fingers under the ridge and up and down and smoothing off the pre-cum.
Stop, Shay. Not yet.
I smiled. He was so close, and I could feel him wanting to come. I wanted to come too, and he knew it.
You're in charge, Shay.
He showed me in my mind I could crawl on top of him if I wanted to. You can rub yourself against me if you want to know what it feels like. So I slipped my shorts off and laid on top of him. Rilla kept her shirt on, but slid her sandwich over Euri's slick cock.
Anhhh. Anhh. Euri! Euri! I need to come so bad.
You're going to, Shay. You're gonna come, baby. I can feel your body. You're so ready, so wet, and we're gonna come together. You feel so, so good, baby. You're so beautiful. So pretty. Do you know how good you make me feel, rubbing against me like that? You feel so good.
I felt Euri's lust. He wanted me so bad, and that made my body need it all the more. It wasn't enough. I needed so much more. Inside. Inside me there was a spot that wouldn't be ignored. Euri knew. I need you inside, Euri.
You're in charge, Shay.
But Shay didn't know what to do. It was just a desperate need to come. Rilla slid her hand down Euri's cock and moved so he was at her entrance, wondering if he would be the only man she ever let into her body again. Euri groaned against my neck.
I can move, Euri sent, or you can slide down onto me. What feels good, Shay?
Rilla showed him that she wanted him to slide into her. Euri's hands took my hips, and I held still while he slid in. He got that spot inside me that needed it so bad.
Euri! Euri! Oh gods, do not stop. I need to come, Euri. I don't know how!
I won't stop, Shay. You're gonna come, don't worry. You feel so good, baby. So good.
I felt how much Euri liked pushing into me, and I slid down, letting my clit hit his pelvis.
Umm. Umm, Euri. Euri. I need to come. I need to come, Euri. I was desperate. I needed more. So much more. It wasn't enough. I needed to come, but I didn't know how I was going to. What could I do? What did I need? I needed something. Euri, I need it so bad.
I know, baby. I feel your body needing it. I know what you need, Shay. You're gonna come so good. You're so wet for me, Shay.
Euri didn't stop talking. He kept going, and I focused on his telepathic voice. You feel so good, baby. I feel what your body wants. You feel mine? You feel how hard I am for you?
That did it. That was what I needed. Euri kept going. Ummm. Yeah, Shay. You make me so hard. I want you so bad. You know how many times I stroked myself thinking about your tongue? Your tongue on the back of my hand made me hard every time I thought about you.
He showed me images of himself in the shower, stroking his cock while he thought about me. That's right, Shay. That's my girl. You know how good I feel when I think about you? You do it for me every time. I feel so good sliding into you. Umm. Ummm, Shay. So good, so, so good. Your pussy is so tight on me. So good.
I got right up to the edge, feeling how close Euri was and seeing all the times he'd come while he thought about me. I felt his desire raging and how much he wanted to come into me. There you go, baby. You can't stop it now. You're gonna fall over the edge, and I'm coming with you.
I shuddered against Euri, crying out as we both came. Euri's heart-opening orgasm tore through us both.
Shay! Shay! Shay! he called in my mind. He gripped me to him, and he was terrified I was gonna run away.
I won't leave you, Euri. I won't. I'm here. I'm here.
Shay. Shay. He moaned, and I wasn't the one with the heart-ripping reaction. I was shocked. It wasn't me, it was Euri!
No, Euri. I'm here. I'm here. I'm staying. I am right here. I've got you, Euri. I've got you. I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere.
I used every power I had as a true telepath to surround his whole being with the conviction that I wasn't going to run away from him. That I was gonna stay with him so he would know that he wasn't alone while his heart shattered into millions of pieces. He groaned against me, body and soul, and eventually stilled.
Now you know you're not the only one, Shay.
I held him so tight. And I didn't let go. I promised myself I would never, never run away from him again.
We held onto each other, and I felt Euri believing me that I wasn't gonna leave. I was full up of Euri, and he forgot to feel achy inside because my body was happy. Like, really, really happy, and I wasn't done.
Euri's whole being smiled all over and inside me, and he started moving. Everything was sloppy wet, and it felt so good.
Sooo good, I need to come again, Euri. I've never had two, I sent him.
I know, Shay. It's gonna be so good. I'll make it good for us both. Euri's whole being said "determined," and I let go.
Euri took over, and I found out how good it felt to be loved by a telepath. By someone who felt everything I felt. I'd never had multiple orgasms before, and I felt just how crazy it made me to want to. It was more than pleasure. Yeah, it felt amazing, but mostly it was need. As in, if Euri didn't make me come, I'd die.
He felt how desperate I was, and his hips pushed into me while his hands pulled my body tight against him. It wasn't enough. It wasn't enough, and I was going to die.
Euri smiled. He wouldn't let me die, no way, he knew exactly what my body wanted, and we found out just how flexible two telepaths could be in bed. Our bodies stayed just as they had been: Euri on his back, me on top of him. But that's not what happened in our minds because Euri moved behind me and rode me so hard doggy style, slammin' into me, with two fingers mashing my clit into oblivion.
I'm gonna die, Euridyne. You better make me come.
Euri showed me how good he was at dirty talk. Didn't I say we'd be so good together, Shay? I'm gonna make you come so hard you weep for a week. I know how much you love my cock inside you. You can't hide from me anymore, baby. Your body shows me exactly how much you love it.
He grunted against the back of my neck and pounded into me as hard as he could. Uhn Hunh. I feel your pussy so tight. You can't stop it, Shay. You can't stop how good it feels when I pound into you. Oh yeah, baby, I'm gonna make you come, and you will beg for more. You'll never stop beggin' for my cock, baby. Come for me 'cuz I said so. When I tell you to come, Shay, you come. Come 'cuz I told you too.
And thank the clouds, I did, and it was so, sooo good. I lost all connection to reality. Everything went pink in our brains.
Bliss.
Bliss.
Bliss.
We floated in a hazy pink bliss. I had only one thought: curiosity. Then we lost consciousness.