Since The Red Moon Appeared

Chapter 1081: Facing the beginning, spiritual baptism (1)
 

This assassination, or trap, was naturally very dangerous.

Lu Xin had never felt so helpless and hopeless as he did when he was at the peak of his strength.

However, he was not lying.

He had indeed understood something because of this incident.

However, he did not answer immediately. Instead, he focused on eating a Happy Meal with his classmates from the orphanage before arranging for them to stay in the special guest house of the special clearance Department. Doll stayed by his side the entire time, helping him take care of his classmates and sending them to the guest house. However, Lu Xin did not return to the villa with doll after the meal was over.

“I still have some things to deal with. You go back first.”

Lu Xin muttered to doll.

Doll was obviously unhappy.

“I’m not bringing you because it might be dangerous,” Lu Xin explained with a smile.

Doll looked at him worriedly.

“Then, why don’t you tag along?” Lu Xin asked, scratching his head.

Doll nodded his head.

Lu Xin thought for a moment before extending his hand, and the doll happily offered it to him.

Holding hands was a very natural thing.

The black particles in Lu Xin’s eyes trembled slightly in a gentleness that he had never seen before.

The mental power that had been circling around doll suddenly resonated with him. Then, like waves, it gently floated up from the cup of water in qinggang and spread out of the high wall.

Lu Xin’s power did not have the ability to pollute.

On the other hand, doll had the ability to forcibly borrow the mental power of everyone who saw her, and her contamination was second only to her father.

Therefore, when they held hands, the most magical scene appeared.

Lu Xin disappeared from the street like a snowflake with the doll in his hand.

In the next moment, they had already crossed a distance of nearly a hundred miles and arrived in the wilderness outside. They stood under the Crimson Moon.

Without going through the abyss, he had completed such a magical crossing in reality.

However, perhaps she was too eager to get this done. After Lu Xin and the doll left and the entire Street became empty, the younger sister excitedly crawled out of Xiao Shi Jiu’s room and followed the wall to the sky above the street.

And then she was suddenly stunned?

Where’s my brother?

Where did he go?

Did he realize that he had forgotten something?

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“This place should be safe enough.”

Lu Xin made his way to the empty wilderness and used doll’s mental power to expand his own mental power. After confirming his surroundings, he nodded lightly, signaling doll to stay away from him. He then stood quietly under the Crimson Moon.

Looking up, Lu Xin noticed that the Crimson Moon was exceptionally large and round.

He didn’t know if it was an illusion, but it seemed to occupy half of the sky, quietly floating above his head.

He even felt like he could reach out and touch it.

This caused his heart to fluctuate slightly, and he was actually a little excited.

“Hu …”

He gently touched his chest to calm himself down. Then, he silently recalled the feeling of being touched for the first time.

His only consciousness was that Lu Xin had already obtained it when he was investigating the ruins of the red Moon Research Institute.

He knew that this was very important, and he also knew that it was something that a generation of researchers must have.

However, he didn’t know what it was or what effect it would have.

And before this, because every time he touched it, he would have a feeling that was infinitely close to the beginning.

This made him feel extremely pressured, so he had been dragging it on.

Until this assassination, he was forced to approach the beginning.

This instead gave him some strange ideas.

Bit by bit, he recalled his ‘foolish’ actions at the time, the feeling of being drowned in the beginning, and the surreal spiritual contact and conversation he had with someone when he was drowned.

Was it Lu Tianming?

He was the only one who would exist in such a strange place.

He said, very much in admiration of his own stupidity.

He said, don’t turn me into him …

He also gave her some spiritual things, which touched the only consciousness in her mind.

So …

Lu Xin’s gaze gradually became more determined.

The reason why he did not dare to continue digesting the consciousness was because he did not believe in such power.

After all, he was just an ordinary person. He only had his current power because he had been contaminated by the divine particles.

He was just a contaminated body.

As a contaminated body, it would be good enough if he could withstand the invasion of such spiritual power and not lose his mind.

How would he dare to continue adding pressure to himself?

Therefore, he was afraid that this was the natural reverence of the contaminated body to the source of contamination …

However, if he wanted to digest the only consciousness, what if the price was to resist the beginning?

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Just the thought of this question made Lu Xin feel a little nervous.

However, after this assassination attempt, he was more and more certain.

This was the way to digest the only consciousness.

As a contaminated body, the key to resisting the initial attack was …

Lu Xin searched his mind for the item that Lu Tianming had left for him.

Lu Tianming’s current state was very strange.

His mental power seemed to have been torn apart. In the old site of the red Moon Research Institute, he had encountered the mental power he had left behind thirty years ago. In that mental power, there was only one consciousness, and also his desire to return to this world. Therefore, it had formed a role for him that had almost become him, and the other part had integrated with the original.

This part possessed a strong hatred and wanted to destroy everything. That was why it had contaminated him.

However, when he was being assassinated, he had encountered another group in the beginning.

This part was very pure and seemed to be very clear-headed. He looked at himself with admiration and sympathy, full of hope.

The mental power that he left behind seemed to be a reminder to himself.

The moment Lu Xin thought of Lu Tianming, he began to interact with the latter on a spiritual level.

Two different people, under the same Crimson Moon, separated by life and death and thirty years, were communicating on the spiritual level.

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Yes, Lu Xin finally understood.

The key to his resistance against the beginning was his own ” stupidity ” at that time.

It was precisely because of his own ‘stupidity’ that he did not completely assimilate with the beginning at the first moment.

That was why Lu Tianming admired him and thought that it was appropriate to leave the only consciousness to him.

And what was this stupidity?

Lu Xin took a deep breath and slowly spread his arms.

“Chi …”

Fine spiritual turbulence began to appear around him.

The spiritual turbulence caused the air around Lu Xin to ripple like water. The ripples intertwined with each other, and the Crimson moon’s glow seemed to deepen at the spot where the ripples were the most concentrated. It was as if a new space had been opened up around Lu Xin, and countless strange shadows appeared in the air like an illusion.

Black flesh began to grow from the depths of the earth.

An ethereal voice sounded, as if there were 10000 fanatical voices singing loudly, and the voices overlapped.

white soul, rotten body, depressed soul, and desperate man.

look up to hell, God’s guidance; climb out of the coffin, and descend for eternity.

“..”

sacrifice the truth, and wait for God. Feel the pain and transform into eternal life.”

“The gods have descended, and the world is watching. When the gods descend, all shall prostrate before them.”

“..”

“Foolish man, I don’t know where you’ve gone. A stubborn soul, forever incomplete.”

“Trapped in a cage, eyes red and tongue red. I’ll sleep in the grave and accompany the starry sky forever.”

“..”

“There’s always a place to go after opening the heart. Let go of the restraints and be buried in the wilderness.”

“The gods have descended, and the eternal night will cross. When the gods descend, nothing will happen.”

“..”

pray, pray, people trapped in the dark night.

hope and hope, God who descended from the Crimson Moon.

“..”

“..”

Lu Xin had never felt the power so vividly before. He had also never felt the ethereal, eternal, and calm power so clearly. However, it was also extremely despairing and tiny, like a weak candle in a violent rainy night that could be completely extinguished by a strong wind at any time.

Therefore, she still had to face him in the end.

The best choice was to face the things that couldn’t be avoided.

Of course, there was a chance of failure.

However, this depended on whether he believed it or not.

“Do you believe in yourself?”

As Lu Xin was drowned in the endless ravings and singing, he seemed to hear his mother’s voice. It turned out that her mother had not helped him digest the other half of his consciousness because she knew that she had to face this situation alone.

However, she believed in herself, so she made the arrangements without worry.

“Do you believe in yourself?”

when the ocean-like mental pollution sweeps over, do you still have the confidence to maintain your consciousness? ”

we can’t refuse the suppression and influence that we had in the beginning, because we can’t refuse this world …

“But we also have a choice.”

“Or, be a candle in the storm, extinguished at any time, losing light.”

or, be a reef in the ocean and let the waves drown you countless times, but still stand here firmly.

“..”

“I choose to believe.”

Lu Xin’s heart clenched as the image of his baby holding an umbrella under the Crimson Moon flashed before his eyes. He thought of his mother, who had sacrificed everything for him and was still waiting for him to bring her home. He thought of his classmates who were willing to come back to help him despite knowing how terrifying the old principal was. He thought of teacher Lu, who took care of the children in satellite city No. 2.

He thought about qingang, the special Investigation Department, his colleagues, and everyone who worked hard.

Thus, he opened his eyes abruptly and pouted.

“I’m willing to believe that this world is beautiful.”

“I’m also willing to believe that there will always be hope in this world.”

“If this world isn’t beautiful enough, then let me make it better.”

if this world is truly facing despair, then let me be the last hope …