Chapter 133: A Single Misstep
"What," he said, his voice dropping to something dangerous, something that made the air in the car feel thin, "did you just say?"
The rage wasn't at Lila for knowing... he'd always known she was sharp, too observant for her own good.
It was her brazenness that cut through him. The way she'd tossed Linda's name into her twisted little game like it was just another card to play.
Before Lila could draw another breath, his hand shot across the console.
His fingers wrapped around her throat... not squeezing, not yet... just there. A promise. A warning. The weight of his palm against her windpipe made her entire body go rigid.
"Say it again," he whispered, his voice deadly calm. "I dare you."
Lila's eyes went wide. Her hands flew up instinctively, wrapping around his wrist, but she didn't pull. Didn't struggle.
Just held on, frozen, as the reality of how badly she'd miscalculated crashed over her.
This wasn't a game anymore.
His thumb pressed slightly... just enough to make breathing difficult, just enough to make her understand exactly how much control he had in this moment.
Lila's breath caught. For the first time since she'd gotten in the car, genuine fear flickered across her face. Not the playful kind, not the thrill-seeking adrenaline she'd been chasing all evening. Real fear.
The way he was looking at her...
His eyes had gone dark... not with desire, not with the frustrated attraction she'd been trying to provoke.
This was fury. Cold, controlled, and absolutely lethal. The kind of anger that didn't explode outward but turned inward, sharp and precise like a blade.
A shiver ran through her... involuntary, visceral. Her body recognized danger even as her mind scrambled to recover the situation.
Alex..." she choked out, her voice barely a whisper.
"Say her name again," he interrupted, each word deliberate and cutting. "Go ahead. Say it."
The silence stretched between them, suffocating. Outside, cars had begun to pile up behind them, but Alex didn't seem to notice.
His entire focus was on her, pinning her in place with nothing but the weight of his gaze.
Lila's mouth opened, then closed. The teasing confidence that had carried her through the evening evaporated.
She'd pushed too far. She knew it now, felt it in the rigid line of his shoulders, in the suffocating pressure of his hand against her throat.
HONK!
The sharp blare made them both flinch, but Alex's eyes never left hers.
HONK! HONK!
"HEY!" A man's voice cut through from behind them. "MOVE YOUR DAMN CAR!"
More horns joined in, an angry chorus building in volume. Someone shouted something unintelligible. Another car tried to swerve around them, the driver leaning out his window with a furious gesture.
"What are you doing, stopping like that in the middle of the road?!" a woman yelled. "Are you insane?!"
HOOOONK!
The noise swelled around them... angry, demanding, impossible to ignore.
Alex blinked, and something shifted in his expression.
His gaze flickered to the rearview mirror. Cars. Dozens of them, stretched out behind him in a chaotic line. Some still honking. Others swerving around the space he'd blocked.
He could see drivers gesturing angrily, mouths moving with curses he couldn't hear anymore.
Then his gaze snapped back to Lila's face. To his hand around her throat. To the way her eyes had filled with tears... not from pain, but from fear.
Real fear.
The realization slammed into him with sickening clarity.
He'd lost control. Completely. The anger had taken over, blinded him, and he'd let it. Let himself cross a line he'd sworn he never would.
He released her like she'd burned him.
Lila gasped, her hand flying to her throat as she sucked in desperate gulps of air.
Her whole body trembled, pressed as far back into the passenger seat as she could manage.
BANG!
Someone slammed their fist against the trunk.
"MOVE YOUR FUCKING CAR!"
Another voice... sharper, higher... joined in.
"Are you out of your mind?! You'll cause an accident!"
"Jesus, it's always idiots like this!" someone else yelled.
HONK! HONK! HONK!
"I'm calling the cops!" came the final shout, sharp and shrill above the rest.
Alex's jaw clenched. Without a word, he threw the car into gear and hit the gas. The vehicle lurched forward, cutting back into traffic as the mob of angry drivers continued shouting behind them.
The silence inside the car was deafening.
Lila kept her hand pressed to her throat, feeling the phantom pressure of his fingers still there.
Her breathing was ragged, uneven, and she couldn't stop the trembling that had taken over her entire body.
What had she done?
The question ricocheted through her mind on repeat.
She'd known... known... that Linda was a line she shouldn't cross.
And she'd done it anyway, thrown that name out like ammunition because she'd been so focused on breaking through his walls that she hadn't stopped to consider what would happen when she finally succeeded.
She'd poked the bear.
No... she'd stabbed it.
And now, staring at Alex's rigid profile as he drove in absolute silence, she felt the full weight of her mistake crushing down on her.
"Alex," she whispered, her voice hoarse.
"I'm... I'm so sorry."
Nothing. Not even a flicker of acknowledgment.
His eyes stayed fixed on the road, his expression carved from stone. The only sign he'd heard her at all was the slight tightening of his grip on the steering wheel.
"I shouldn't have..." Her voice cracked. "I shouldn't have said her name. That was... god, that was so wrong. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
Silence.
The streetlights slid past in rhythmic intervals, casting alternating shadows across his face.
But his expression never changed. Cold. Distant. Completely unreachable.
Lila's throat tightened... this time from the tears she was trying desperately to hold back. She'd ruined everything. Whatever chance she might have had, whatever door she'd been trying to pry open, she'd just slammed it shut herself.
"Please," she tried again, her voice barely above a whisper. "Please just... say something. Anything. Yell at me. I don't care, just... "
"Don't."
The single word was quiet but absolute. Final.
Lila flinched as if he'd struck her.
She opened her mouth to try again, to apologize one more time, to something... but the look he shot her stopped her cold.
It wasn't anger anymore. It was emptiness. Like he'd already erased her from his mind, was just going through the motions of getting her out of his car and his life.
So she fell silent.
And the rest of the drive passed in suffocating quiet.
When Alex finally pulled up in front of her apartment building, he didn't put the car in park. Just stopped, engine still running, and stared straight ahead through the windshield.
Lila sat frozen in the passenger seat, her hand still occasionally touching her throat, tears threatening to spill over.
She didn't want to get out. Didn't want this to be how it ended.
But she'd done this to herself.
"Get out," Alex said quietly.
The words landed softly... but they cut deeper than if he'd shouted.
"Alex, please..."
"Get. Out."