Chapter 42
Chapter 41 – Campus
The answer clearly pointed to himself, Lu Yinxi was stunned for a moment, the corners of his lips raised unconsciously, and thinking of restraining himself, he pursed his lips and suppressed the smile at the corners of his lips.
Just at the corner of his lower lip, a smile could not be restrained from the corners of his eyebrows and eyes.
It’s like walking alone in a dark alley, when a light suddenly lights up in the alley, the world suddenly becomes brighter, and I can’t help but run happily.
She didn’t hold grudges, and immediately put the heartache and grievances of the past two days behind her. After eating a candy given by Jian Qing, she forgot her warning to herself, and only wanted to treat her wholeheartedly.
Lu Yinxi thoughtfully pushed her long hair to the left side of her body, pulled her down jacket hat to her right shoulder, tugged at Jian Qing’s sleeves, patted her shoulder again, and said, “Lend me your shoulder, there is no charge.” ,Although you are thin, such a pad will not hurt you.”
Jian Qing opened her eyes and looked at Lu Yinxi with a blank expression on her face.
There was a bright light in Lu Yinxi’s eyes, and his tenderness was like water.
The eyes were too gentle and sincere, and she couldn’t see the slightest meaning of acting. Jian Qing looked away and sighed inaudibly.
Seeing her reaction, Lu Yinxi thought that she was going to mock him or warn him again, so he looked away embarrassingly, blinked, and was about to build a step for himself, when his right shoulder suddenly sank
—The person on the right is resting on her shoulder.
Feeling the weight on his shoulders, Lu Yinxi fell silent for a moment, sat on the seat with his back straight, and looked at Jian Qing motionlessly.
His eyes followed her long eyelashes, which were as thin as cicada wings, to her tall nose bridge, and wisps of fragrance rushed into her nostrils. Her right arm was pressed against her soft body, and she felt part of her body’s weight.
Lu Yinxi turned his gaze away and smiled slightly.
At this moment, I am needed and depended on, not useless.
very nice.
In fact, she knew very little about Jian Qing, he was like a goblin with a thousand years of practice, and without making a fuss, she seduced her to give her heart.
She really wants to offer a sincere heart without reservation, and treat the person around her wholeheartedly and seriously, instead of being misunderstood as acting on the occasion and hypocrisy.
But she can’t give more, all the happiness now seems to be stolen, she is like a dying person suffering from cancer, in her limited life, she fell in love with someone she shouldn’t like, promise , companionship, responsibility, these duties that should be performed in an intimate relationship, she can’t take out any of them.
Lu Yinxi thought, if he is a person who is drunk today, not bound by those illusory promises and responsibilities, not thinking about the future, and only seizing the day, will it be more relaxed?
Maybe.
But she is destined not to have that kind of personality. Her parents and grandmother in the real world, her friends and classmates, the education she has received… the life experiences of the past few years have shaped her current personality.
How to let go of the life trajectory in another world and start a brand new life in this virtual world without any suspicion?
She can’t let it go, and she can’t do it.
What I can do is to treat the people around me as well as possible, and not leave too many regrets when I leave in the future.
As the train drove to the suburbs, the fewer people in the carriage, the quieter it became. Lu Yinxi remained motionless like an old monk in meditation.
There are 24 hours in a day, and Jian Qing spent 1 hour coaxing her well and abducting her to the university city.
In a professional class with more than 200 people, if there is one more person, it will not cause an uproar, and some students who don’t hear things outside the window don’t even notice.
The relationship between classmates in college is not as close as that in junior high school, and the alienation and politeness among adults is beginning to show. Some people who have been studying for four or five years may not be able to recognize the names of all classmates in the class after graduation.
Lu Yinxi found a medical mask from Jianqing’s bag and put it on, covering most of his face, only his clear eyes were exposed, and his outstanding temperament could not be concealed. Among the students, he stood out from the crowd.
Fortunately, most of the students’ attention was concentrated on the podium. Only the students in the back row would look back at the clock hanging at the back of the classroom from time to time, and look at Lu Yinxi a few times, showing amazing eyes.
Every time Jian Qing attends class, the students will use the pretext of taking pictures of the handouts, take out their mobile phones openly, secretly take pictures of her from various angles, and even post a Moments, showing off the temperament and appearance of their professional teachers with emotion, making the students in other colleges go crazy Envious, I ran here to take lessons.
Jian Qing is not the teacher who cares most about students, but she is the teacher who receives the most flowers every year on Teacher’s Day.
In the first year of teaching, she was too young, and some students would pursue her openly regardless of their importance.
As usual, the leaders of the academic affairs department do not seek out students who are troublesome, but specifically talk to the teacher to put pressure on her, telling her to focus on teaching and not to dress up too ostentatiously.
It’s pure nonsense to dress up and show off, but Jian Qing really didn’t put his mind on teaching. In class, he almost read ppts and books according to the script, and occasionally mixed in one or two clinical cases that students who haven’t graduated from the clinic love to hear. .
Lu Yinxi supported his head, thinking of his student days, and also encountered a teacher like Jian Qing who read books dryly.
Many of the teachers in the medical school are part-time doctors from affiliated hospitals, not professional teachers.
Some doctors have not even obtained the teacher qualification certificate in the first two years of teaching. They almost always attend the class first and then get the certification. The teaching skills are inevitably insufficient.
Besides, it is not easy to make achievements in one of the fields of clinical, scientific research, and teaching. There are almost no doctors who are good at all three.
Lu Yinxi looked at Jian Qing on the stage, and thought that she was so pretty, not to mention reading textbooks, even Buddhist scriptures, she could listen with gusto.
In class, Jian Qing spoke the most. Lu Yinxi listened to every word with his head propped up.
At 5:30 in the evening, the three classes ended, and the students who would usually disperse after class, now swarmed up, pestering Jian Qing to ask questions, exhaustingly flipped through the textbooks, and abruptly found a few questions to ask. The teacher answered.
Lu Yinxi stepped forward and sat in the first row, looking at this group of “diligent and inquisitive” students, waiting quietly.
She saw a tall and burly male classmate standing behind the crowd, looking at Jian Qing eagerly, as if he planned to wait for everyone to finish asking before going forward.
Jian Qing dealt with all kinds of problems seriously, and also saw the male classmate.
“If you have any questions, leave a message on the online course platform, and I will answer them.” She dismissed the rest of the students and recruited the male student, “Do you want to ask a doctor?”
The male classmate stepped forward, looked at Jian Qing, and was dumbfounded: “Teacher, do you have mind reading skills?!”
Jane smiled lightly, but did not answer.
Just guessing, she looked at him with the same expression as the patients outside the hospital waiting room, looking around with anxious eyes.
“I’m in the oncology department, you ask me for a consultation?”
The male student drooped his head: “Teacher, I suspect that I have nasopharyngeal cancer…”
Medical students have a common problem—medical student syndrome. After learning about a disease, they take a seat and feel that it matches their physical condition very well.
Every year, there are a few students who rush to the hospital in a panic to call for teachers, do consultations, and have examinations. Jian Qing is not used to seeing this, so she unscrews the cap of the mineral water bottle, takes a sip, and asks as usual, “What’s wrong?”
“Teacher, in the past few months, I always have blood in my mouth when I wake up in the morning. Sometimes I have a little nosebleed, which can be stopped soon. At night, I always have a blocked nose, and I can’t breathe. Sometimes I have a migraine. , Also, recently I feel that my hearing has dropped a lot, and I still have tinnitus and ear fullness! Teacher! Look, **** nose, epistaxis, nasal congestion, headache, hearing loss, and tinnitus are all symptoms of nasopharyngeal cancer ?”
Jane said calmly: “Student, you are only in your early 20s.”
Nasopharyngeal cancer, like thyroid cancer, is called happiness cancer. It is a type of cancer that grows slowly, has a good prognosis, a long survival period, and a relatively high cure rate. It is not like lymphoma and leukemia that attack young people. Waiting for serious diseases, the high-risk group of nasopharyngeal cancer is middle-aged and elderly men over forty years old, and the probability of young men in their early twenties is extremely low, unless there is a family genetic history.
The male student added: “Teacher, I am from Fujian, and there are many nasopharyngeal cancers in our area!”
Malignant tumors have certain epidemiological characteristics. Domestic Fujian, Guangdong, and Guangxi regions, as well as foreign Southeast Asian regions, are high incidences of nasopharyngeal carcinoma.
Jian Qing asked, “Is there any family history?”
The male student shook his head: “That’s not true.”
“Let me check your neck.”
The male student peeled off his clothes and exposed his neck for Jane to touch.
From the neck to the back of the ears, no lumps were felt.
Jian Qing asked, “Do you have chronic rhinitis?”
The male student blushed to the base of his neck and nodded.
“Now the season is changing, the nose is more sensitive, you can wear a mask when you go out; don’t stay up late, don’t wear headphones to play games on your mobile phone, don’t think too much, I really don’t worry, if you want to generate income for the affiliated hospital, I will prescribe a nasopharyngoscope for you an examination.”
Lu Yinxi stared at the male classmate, and cursed quietly in his heart: What’s there to blush? ! Blushing when touched, what kind of psychological quality!
Out of sight is pure, she simply turned her eyes away and stopped looking at them.
The land in the suburbs is cheap, and the campus occupies a large area. The roads are lined with sycamores, ginkgoes, and camphor trees.
The campus scenery of Jiang University is famous all over the country. Even the stray cats on the campus are Internet celebrity cats. There is a special stray cat rescue volunteer association on campus, and the doctors of the medical school will sterilize them for free.
Sometimes the doctors from the affiliated hospital would come an hour in advance, not to attend classes in advance, but to take a leisurely stroll around the campus and get a breath of fresh air.
After dealing with the male classmate and leaving the classroom, Jian Qing deliberately took Lu Yinxi to a remote path to avoid the peak crowd after class.
Ginkgo trees are planted on both sides of the road, clusters of golden yellow as far as the eye can see, and the asphalt road is covered with ginkgo leaves, and there is no open space for footfall.
The breeze blows, and the ginkgo leaves fall like snowflakes.
Lu Yinxi leaned over to pick up a leaf, watched the ginkgo rain, and recited a poem appropriate to the occasion: “Boundless falling trees are rustling.”
Coincidentally, Jian Qing was looking up at the falling ginkgo leaves, and blurted out: “The tree is losing its hair.”
The voices landed one after the other.
The beautiful image was completely destroyed, Lu Yinxi was silent for a moment, playing with the leaves he picked up in his hand, lowered his head and smiled and said, “You don’t have to say anything if you don’t want to talk.”
It’s good for two people to stay together quietly.
Jian Qing stopped talking, walked side by side for a while, and saw a lake head-on, the clear water was like jade, the waves were as flat as a mirror, and a pavilion stood in the middle of the lake.
Looking at the lake water, Jian Qing came to her with a consonance, picked up Lu Yinxi’s favorite words and told her: “On the land opposite the lake, there are lychee trees and mango trees. You can come and pick them in summer.”
Lu Yinxi looked in her direction, and smiled: “I’m afraid that the students on campus will pick it up before I come to pick it up.”
Jian Qing also looked over, didn’t speak, and thought silently, then he would steal some and give her a taste.
“Let’s go, let’s take a look at the pavilion.” Lu Yinxi dragged Jian Qing to the pavilion to see the scenery, and said, “Do you remember the text you learned in junior high school? It’s been so many years since I watched the snow in the pavilion in the middle of the lake.” , I just remember the phrase ‘the sky, the clouds, the mountains and the water, the top and the bottom are white’, if it snows now, the scene can probably be restored.”
Jian Qing said, “I’ll take you to see it in January next year.”
I don’t know if I will still be in this world in January next year… Lu Yinxi lowered his head, looked at the veins of the leaves, heaved a sigh, and asked Jian Qing: “Mr. Jian, did you think I was hypocritical, fragile and sensitive at first, hurting the spring and the autumn, Just looking at any flowers, plants, and moon will make a lot of noises, so you don’t like to talk to me too much?”
Jian Qing stopped and looked at Lu Yinxi.
Lu Yinxi also stopped, and met her gaze calmly.
After looking at each other for a few seconds, Jian Qing’s eyes were filled with smiles.
She really can’t understand the white paper that is too clean and fragile for no reason, it will be torn as soon as it is torn, and she always wants to destroy and ruin it.
Lu Yinxi turned her head, not daring to look at Jian Qing again.
She felt that the smile in Jian Qing’s eyes was a bit pervasive.
After a moment of silence, I mustered up the courage to pour out the words in my heart like beans: “It is good to have a delicate and sensitive mind. Be more emotional. Look at a tree, a flower, a leaf, or a piece of text. You can get a lot of it.” Good emotional experience.”
Although I don’t know what happened to Jian Qing in the past that caused her to be cold and closed now, and I don’t know what will happen in the next few months, but I can change a little bit, at least, don’t let her go on the road of self-destruction.
Lu Yinxi gave the ginkgo leaf to Jian Qing: “I’ll give you a ginkgo leaf, Teacher Jian, be happy, experience more emotions, don’t always live so depressed. How about I tell you a few tongue twisters? “
The author has something to say: Slowly uncover the psychological shadow~~~
Digression: One time on the subway, I saw two beautiful girls sleeping with their arms around each other. Jida was beeping. I first looked at their hair, which was all long hair, and then looked at their nails. They didn’t seem to have manicures, but I couldn’t confirm. , it may also be a good girlfriend, kowtowed silently for a while, it is really a pleasing picture~~~
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