Romantic Gangster

#78

He didn’t remember how he climbed the stairs. He didn’t remember if there was a deck on the rooftop, and he didn’t really remember what happened all day today. Hyun-joon, who barely took out his keys and opened the door, entered the house with feet he didn’t even know how he was moving. Only after closing the door and turning the lock did he think that it was done now.

“Ha… Haa… We’re here… Ji-woo, Ji-woo… We’re here… Now, now it’s okay…”

Ji-woo wasn’t heavy or it wasn’t hard to carry him on his back, but it wasn’t easy to ignore his mind ordering him to enter Ji-woo right away and run. Hyun-joon carefully put Ji-woo down in the entryway while exhaling rough breaths.

The places on his neck where Ji-woo’s lips pressed and rubbed were tingling. His mind that had only been thinking simple thoughts like Seo Ji-woo is so fucking pretty, Seo Ji-woo is so fucking cute, I fucking love Seo Ji-woo, Seo Ji-woo seems like he’s really mine, was now filled with the thought of wanting to penetrate him as he pleases right away. 

He couldn’t get rid of it even if he tried, and even when he tried to calm down, he got more and more excited instead of calming down.

“…Phew…”

His back felt empty after Ji-woo got down. Before turning around to look at Ji-woo, he wanted to have at least some human thoughts, but he couldn’t. He couldn’t come to his senses with the scent of castella spreading deep into his body every time he breathed.

He couldn’t do everything with his own will. Calming down, not getting excited, slowly grasping the situation first, not turning around until he pulled himself together.

Hyun-joon turned around with half-dazed eyes and looked down at Ji-woo. Ji-woo, whose face was soaked with tears… was looking up at him. Ah… Fuck… It felt like he would go crazy from how lovely Ji-woo looked, trembling with fear and excitement, looking only at him as if asking for help.

“……”

The painfully erect spot between his legs twitched. Even just being enveloped in Ji-woo’s pheromones, it felt like he could come a few times. Hyun-joon exerted his last patience and bent down to try to lift Ji-woo, who was sitting in the entryway.

As he tried to put both hands under Ji-woo’s arms on each side like lifting a fallen child, their eyes met.

“……”

“……”

Ji-woo’s closed lips slowly parted. Sweet breaths mixed with trembling flowed out.

“……”

Hyun-joon lifted the hand he was trying to put under Ji-woo’s arm and lightly caressed Ji-woo’s cheek. Just from his hand touching, Ji-woo’s eyes closed and his shoulders flinched.

It felt like his mind was being sucked into Ji-woo. He couldn’t take his eyes off him at all. As if in a trance, Hyun-joon grabbed Ji-woo’s cheek and stretched his thumb to press down on his feverish lips. Hot… and soft.

As he rubbed his lips, the lips parted again and warm breaths flowed out. Pushing his thumb into the open mouth was an extremely impulsive action. He did it with the single urge to put something in the parted lips without even imagining what Ji-woo would do.

It was a mouth that had never had anything else in it besides his tongue. When he watched a few videos to learn about relationships between men, he did see putting other things in, but he had no intention of making Ji-woo do that.

Ever since he got to know his heart, he only put things that were delicious, pretty, and couldn’t hurt the delicate inside of his mouth. He wanted to continue doing that in the future. Of course, he would have to put his tongue in since they couldn’t live without kissing, but…

So perhaps that’s why he hesitated to put a single finger in Ji-woo’s mouth even in this situation. What kind of face would Ji-woo make if he put his finger in? And what kind of reaction would he show…? He was curious. To the point where he couldn’t control his impulse.

“……”

“……”

He saw the tongue moving between the parted lips. The tongue he didn’t expect to approach first rubbed the fingertip pressing his lips and then his back.

…It was all because of Ji-woo that he had no choice but to get his finger bitten. Because he licked his finger first, so… Even the thought that he shouldn’t rationalize like this was blurred by excessive excitement. As he pushed his finger into the small mouth, this time the soft lips closed, trapping his fingertip.

“……”

Ji-woo, who closed his mouth around Hyun-joon’s thumb, mumbled his lips. It looked like he had the tip of a soda-flavored lollipop in his mouth, and it also looked like when he had a candy stick in his mouth and licked it with a slurp, saying the owner gave it to him. 

He was so excited, so happy that he couldn’t help but laugh. Even though it was Ji-woo’s heat, his own head was spinning.

He barely took his eyes off and raised them a little to see the mattress. It would take 10 seconds to get there, no, 5 seconds. But today, that distance looked very far. He didn’t have confidence in going.

“…Mmm…”

As he lowered his gaze again, he saw Ji-woo sucking his finger tightly, with a slurp. Ji-woo, who had barely sucked in just the tip of his thumb at first, now repeatedly put his finger deep in his mouth and pulled it out.

Hyun-joon’s focus completely blurred. He lowered his body like that and quickly thrust his finger into Ji-woo’s mouth. Even though his mouth wasn’t completely filled, Ji-woo’s face was panting as if it was overwhelming. Keeping his gaze fixed on it, he went down and pulled out his finger. And he captured the tongue that followed like swallowing it and pressed his lips against it.

The moment their tongues intertwined, his eyes spun. He couldn’t see anything but Ji-woo. Not knowing where this place was or where he had to go, he frantically mixed their tongues as if being chased by something.

“Mmph… Mm, hic…”

“…Ha…”

Even with the kiss that pushed recklessly, Ji-woo didn’t push Hyun-joon away. He sucked on the tongue filling his mouth, and the hand that went under his t-shirt only felt itchy. Pheromones were leaking out like crazy, and Hyun-joon’s hand touching his body with a risen temperature from excitement was as hot as his body temperature, but strangely it felt cool.

“…Phew, ha… Fuck… So fucking hot…”

His whole body was so hot that it wouldn’t be strange if it exploded. Hyun-joon slightly detached his body from Ji-woo, who was leaning back, took off his t-shirt that felt stuffy, and threw it anywhere. And he hurriedly intertwined their tongues again and undid Ji-woo’s pants buckle with one hand.

It was the beginning of a time when it was unknown whose heat it was.

* * *

How long did he sleep? Hyun-joon, who woke up first after falling asleep later, quietly looked at the window where light was seeping in. When he reached out his hand, picked up his cell phone, and checked the time, it was almost noon.

Even though he thought he overslept, he soon thought it made sense. He had overlapped bodies with Ji-woo, whose heat cycle had hit, for a long time, and then his own rut was triggered and he fell asleep after continuously joining bodies without thinking about time. 

Then he woke up briefly at dawn, mixed bodies a few more times, and fell asleep again while seeing the dim light coming in, so it was natural for him to open his eyes when it was almost noon.

Hyun-joon, who opened his eyes that were trying to close again, picked up the cell phone he had roughly thrown by the bedside. And he carefully got up so as not to wake Ji-woo, quickly put on shorts and a t-shirt from the drawer, and left the room.

After being in a place filled with Ji-woo’s pheromones the whole time, coming outside felt somewhat empty. Hyun-joon, who quietly closed the door so it wouldn’t make a sound, dragged his slippers and sat on the deck. And he immediately called the owner of the store where he worked.

When he said he might not be able to go to work for a few days because of his rut, the owner readily told him to rest for about three days and contact him, along with worrying about him. Hyun-joon, who answered with the customary thank you, hung up the phone, scrolled down the contacts a bit more, and pressed on the letters ‘Convenience Store Owner’.

He had saved it in case something happened at any time, but until yesterday, he never imagined he would call for this reason, so he felt a bit strange. To think he would be in a situation where he would call the place his lover works and tell them he might not be able to come to work… Honestly, it was quite exciting. Of course, he wouldn’t mention the heat cycle.

In a quite serious and grave voice, Hyun-joon told Ji-woo’s convenience store owner that Ji-woo was very sick. When he said he would probably need to rest for a few days, the owner, who was very worried, readily told him to do so and had a worried voice until the end. After expressing his gratitude to them as well, Hyun-joon lay down on the deck with a relieved heart.

“Ah… The weather is so fucking nice.”

The clear sky was so blue and sparkling that it was hard to look straight up. The sunlight shining down alone made him smile because it was the kind of weather where Ji-woo would say the weather was too nice and that they should wander around outside on a day like this.

Recently, Ji-woo had been finding places he wanted to go to once in a while and showing them to Hyun-joon. Whether he found them himself while working or showed him dating spots on his cell phone, his ears would turn bright red.

So on days with nice weather, days when it was okay to take a break from studying, they would wake up early, get ready, and go out on dates like other ordinary couples.

They would go to a huge cafe decorated like a botanical garden and pretend to be adults, pretending to be the kind of person who only drinks coffee, and they would also go to a pasta restaurant that many couples go to and eat noodles rolled up with a fork.

At those times, Ji-woo would smile much prettier than the sunlight shining on his face right now. He would smile all day long looking at Hyun-joon, and it was so nice that his heart would ache.

Ah… Ji-woo would be happy to see the weather. We made plans to go to the beach on a nice day and eat grilled clams.

Thinking of Ji-woo made him want to see him right away. Now that he had achieved the purpose of being able to stick closely to Ji-woo for a few days, he thought he should hurry in and claim the spot next to Ji-woo, but just as he was about to get up, he heard the sound of the door opening with a creak. Hyun-joon immediately sat up and looked at Ji-woo coming out through the opening door crack.

“Hyun-joon…”

“Yeah, Ji-woo. You’re awake? Come here. The weather is really nice. You like this kind of day.”

As the door opened halfway, Ji-woo’s whole body was revealed. Hyun-joon’s gaze dropped straight down from Ji-woo’s face.

“……”

As if he picked up anything that fell on the floor and put it on, Ji-woo was wearing Hyun-joon’s t-shirt. Although it was long enough to come down to his thighs for Ji-woo… Since he wasn’t wearing pants, his straight and white bare legs were fully visible under the t-shirt.

“Are you coming out without wearing pants? Our Ji-woo is so fucking bold. Who told you to come out dressed so sexily? What if someone sees?”

“Why… did you come out alone… leaving me?”