Reborn as a Girl?

Bruce knew he was dead, and yet there was still thoughts within his head, though no feeling of pain. Instead there was only a feeling of weightlessness as his body floated through the dark empty void.

There time seemed to stand still, and even if lifetime's passed before his eyes he wouldn't have know of it there. Luckily though he didn't seemingly have to wait for long before a small glimmer of light within the dark distance.

And by some miracle a force unseen and un felt began to pull him towards it, and as it did the light became brighter and brighter with him seemingly getting ever closer to it. Soon he began to see stars, with great speed he flew past them, he even seemed to pass by earth, go past the solar system, and soon the whole milky way galaxy and then even further beyond.

From there he could see multiple galaxies all around and yet there still seemed to be that single light there before his eyes. His being was drawn to it and as he flew closer towards it his life seemingly began to pass though his eyes.

Suddenly memories began to come to him, memories of his past that he shouldn't have remembered. He could see himself being born back then within that hospital surrounded by many doctors and nurses. His mother had been in great pain as he was quite a big baby, one that the doctors were quite interested to see. Although his mother wasn't at all interested in him, and to his surprise his father wasn't even there, like no other loved ones were.

From there time passed and memories of a broken home, his parents arguing, his early school life and so on came. Still he was a good boy, a mostly quiet boy, he always listened, was obedient and tried not to annoy others and merely be good to all.

He got some friends at school, but never did he get the love and attention he wished for from his parents. Still he kept on trying to make them love him, notice him, or at least like him a little.

And then came his most dreaded memory of all. The memory of one fateful night when he was still merely 9 years old. He had heard his father's car pulling up to the front yard and mother going there to greet him. In excitement he too went down stairs to greet his father, even though he knew that mother would not have liked it as he was already supposed to be a sleep and not to be bothering the two.

Still he wanted to surprise his father and so he ran to the front door to greet the man. He was a young boy still at that point in time after all, and so he simply couldn't help it. But just then a black car with loud music playing came slowly driving down the road before their house, and as they did, men with guns popped out the windows and started firing.

It happened so fast that before he even realised what was going on his father had already fallen to the ground, followed by mother. The two lay there on the front yard of his home, bleeding, with eyes wide open and faces devoid of any life. And then something struck him hard, there was a sharp pain and he too fell to the ground.

After that it all seemed like a blur, though he could still recall meeting Frank then for the first time. With a surprisingly calm expression on his face Frank had come running to his side as he lay there bleeding on the ground.

He didn't know it back then, but a bullet had struck him causing major bleeding. Though Frank somehow had known exactly what to do back then and with ease had managed to stop the bleeding. Frank was merely six years older than he was and yet Frank somehow had seemed so cool as he had then told him that it was going to be alright.

Frank was truly quite an amazing and brave guy even back then. His words calmed him down and yet, he knew them to be a lie. Even back then as young as he was, he knew it was not fine as his parents were most definitely dead. However still he did find some comfort in knowing that Frank was there with him.

From there life seemed to fly by, Frank's family adopted him, they were brothers then and best friends as well. They might not have been the same age or gone to the same school because of it, but they still spent almost all their days together.

It wasn't like he actively sought out his company, he in fact at first didn't really want anything to do with him. Having lost his parents and with no other relatives to speak of, he had grown detached from the world. He became silent and totally withdrawn from life and for that people bullied him at school.

Still he never fought back or made a fuss, he merely wanted to be left alone in his own misery. And so most all the people left him, nobody seemingly cared and that was fine by him.

But there was one who cared for some reason and that one was Frank. Even now looking back at it, he couldn't help but feel that this man was truly a good man. When everyone else gave up on him, he never did. For years he kept on bothering him, he would hang out in his room even though he wasn't invited, he would constantly keep nagging him about manning up, going to the gym, building muscle, and learning how to fight back against those bullies at school.

Frank always kept talking to him about big dreams, making it big within the world, doing a positive difference to the world and making something out of one's life. Most of all he talked about how everyone should do their part in life to try and make the world a better place, no matter how insignificant that part might be in the end.

And then one day before highschool he finally listened to Frank. It was like something finally snapped within his brain and he said fine I'll do it, I will fight those bullies and make a difference. So from there on the two of them trained and trained and trained.

And little by little he started growing into a true beast of a man. He might not have been blessed with good looks, but he was tall and muscular which was great. Although due to this he never did get to beat up those bullies as they decided simply not to mess with him in the end.

After that life changed for the better as he finally had found a new purpose for himself then. Like Frank had told him to do, he decided to dedicate his entire being into making a positive impact on the world.

At first he thought of becoming a paramedic, maybe getting into an ambulance and going around saving lives in it. Or maybe with some more studying he could have even become a doctor, but instead of these noble life saving professions he simply decided to become a police officer in the end.

This he did simply for the reason of stopping people from ever getting hurt in the first place, like so he would be the first on the scene and the first in danger. Like so nobody else would be placed in harms way and he would be the one to carry all the responsibility as well. And there was of course always the thought of catching those guys who killed his parents as well, plus he really wasn't all that good at school.

But sadly even these dreams didn't really go as he had planned. He didn't become a solo cop fighting against crime by himself, no instead Frank for some reason had decided to quit the army and join him. So his one man mission to change the world for the better had become a two man mission, he didn't carry all the burden for his actions anymore all on his shoulders. Instead they did everything together and in the end also died together.

Thinking of it now he felt like such an idiot, just why did he have to get them both killed like that? Had his life even in the end really meant anything to begin with, did he really even manage to make a positive impact on the world, or was it all just a waste of time and a worthless sacrifice?

Though as the memories flashed on by, he did also see a lot of good within there as well. During his time he had helped many, he had saved an old lady from a fire, solved plenty of cases and brought relief to many, he had prevented crimes from happening as well and most vividly he could recall saving a beautiful woman's life. He had given her CPR, brought her back to life and watched her safely be transported to the hospital, from where he later heard that she returned back to her daily life without any complications thanks to his quick actions.

Sure he hadn't gotten her number or anything else for saving her life, he hadn't even gotten a thanks out of her, but he didn't care because he knew that he had done a good thing. In fact now as he looked back at his life he could see that he had done many such things.

He had even spent most of all his savings to help restore the forest's of Greenland and Iceland. Though he did sort of doubt that him giving money to those homeless people was not really useful at all, as he had later found them having a big party with lots of alcohol under some bridge. Alcohol that most definitely had been bought with his money. But even still he had brought smiles upon many peoples faces and that was good enough for him.

However he still couldn't get over Frank's death. That was something that he could never forgive himself for.

***

Then suddenly the light over took him and from it he seemed to emerge into a new plane of existence. Around him there were planets everywhere just like within the galaxy he knew, but here all the planets were full of greenery, water and life all around. And the further along he went the more amazing things he saw.

Around some planets he could have sworn that he could see absolutely stunning space ships of white and gold, with slick, smooth designs of amazing craftsmanship. There seemed to be many fleets of them flying around from planet to planet and each and every one of them seemed to almost have some sort of white golden angelic wings carved into their sides.

It seemed like he was flying past some sort of an space age angelic empire, with angelic looking holy space ships and what seemed like space stations of awesome scale.

Then his speed slowed down as he came before a lush green planet of many seas and continents that had a white golden metallic halo ring around it and countless starships around its orbit. And there within the heart of the world, on its largest of continents he could see a brilliant white light that seemed to be calling to him, as something within him was telling him to go to it and so he did.

Without hesitation he began to fly towards it. Passing the halo ring, entering the atmosphere and descending down towards the surface and past the white clouds he then saw it there. A magnificent white golden city of many high towers, high walls, a singular mighty golden gate and in its center a tall white tower with a brilliant white crystal at its top that shined brightly upon all the land around it.

Looking towards it he could see countless of other souls seemingly pouring into it's brilliant light and then from it beautiful newly born angels seemingly emerged. Quickly from the city below angels both men and women dressed in white tunics came. They went to pick out the young ones and then proceeded to carry them within to another tall tower.

And as he flew closer he could see more and more of these angels flying all around the city, while golden armoured Angelic warriors with spears stood guard on the walls and patrolled the city with their wings.

He desperately wanted to get closer, get within that crystal and become a beautiful, and a seemingly perfect angelic being. He wanted to be a golden armoured angel warrior as well. However some invisible force was not letting him get within the city and instead he quickly found himself being tossed before heaven's mighty golden gates.

In confusion of everything that was happening he wanted to protest and say, hey what the hell. But sadly without a mouth, or a body for that matter no words were heard. Still he couldn't help but take in the sights around him no matter what ever it was that was going on here.

The gates seemed to be rising hundreds of meters into the sky. It looked taller than any skyscraper that he had at least seen in New York and it most definitely wasn't made of any simple metal found on earth.

But more interestingly for him was the vast fields of wheat around him that were seemingly made of gold. It seemed to be the purist and holiest wheat in the world or the galaxy or heaven or wherever he was. The golden wheat was also tall, many meters high in fact, not something that he had ever seen on earth before at least.

Truly this place seemed to be paradise and he was seemingly chosen then to enter it. His life in deed had not been a waste. He had done enough to be given this privilege to enter heaven itself and become one of the angels hopefully as well. Now he just needed to find Frank here and all would be great.

However as he thought of this he was suddenly pulled backwards the way he had come. "Huh, what the fuck?" Was all that he could say as he flew back past the halo ring, past the green planets, out of this heavenly plain of reality and back towards earth.

The stars merely swished past him with great speed until suddenly he came to a stop at earth again. Though it wasn't quite how he remembered it now, from high above in orbit he could see explosions, intercontinental missiles being launched and seemingly the world was at war.

Days seemed to pass by within the blink of an eye for him and with the passing of time the war only intensified from a few missiles to hundreds of missiles. He wanted to do something, but he couldn't. All he could do was watch the fires rage.

There were so many questions he had now, just what was it that he was even seeing and why was he seeing this? Thinking of this year's seemed to pass in the blink of an eye and all of a sudden the earth was calm again and from it bulky spaceship's emerged.

Soon a great space station was also built and within it the leaders of mankind gathered and seemed to come to some agreement. For before them on a stage stood a single figure that they all seemed to respect and look to in admiration.

With the earth visible from the large window behind the figure, it seemed like a god stood before them, a creature more beautiful and perfect than any of them gathered there, or any who had ever lived. And he too had to admit that this was the most stunning woman that he had ever before seen.

While beautiful beyond comprehension, she also held an air of authority, and air of superiority around herself which seemed to make all before her not look to her with malicious intent, but with a want to listen and protect. And so they all came together as one under her leadership, they signed their names upon a large paper and all them seemed to rejoice.

Finally after so many sacrifices, so much meaningless conflict, such unfathomable bloodshed that had left the earth itself forever scarred. After it all finally humanity managed to look up from the blood, and the dirt and the dying, to the stars.

It seemed that not all had given up on the idea of reaching out, beyond earth, yearning, seeking a new horizon, and finding a new space to grow and prosper. And for the first time ever humanity was finally united in one shared vision, one common goal.

She had seemingly made all realise that this one single planet was just too small for all of humanity, there were simply too many souls upon it now and so little a world to live upon. So she seemingly sent now humanity forth to seek other worlds, thus letting humanity escape its need for destruction and its need to fight for the meager land on earth.

Quickly Terra forming had begun, new habitats were build, habitable worlds to colonise and so humanity expanded. New cities on many different planets were built, fleets of starship's built and long range colony ships set forth on voyages that laster for centuries or even more.

Though in time other species of some intelligence was found and as such quickly conquered, and destroyed. For none would be allowed to stand in the path of human progress and within its conquest of the aliens, humanity found itself further unified under one eternal Empress of mankind.

It seemed that a golden age of endless expansion, new innovations and unimaginable prosperity unlike ever before had been set in motion. And in deed as time passed again the galaxy merely fell more and more within humanitys grasps.

Some alien civilizations resisted, but humanity and its now endless inexhaustible armies could not be stopped. The galaxy was theirs and seemingly no other alien species inhabited it that could possibly hope to match humanity's strength. And so history of man didn't ever again repeat itself, man in fact not even ones after leaving earth had fought a single war against man.

And though for him it all seemed to pass by so quickly, he still though could see great many things within this fastly evolving human empire. He could see the advances of humanity within the field of technology and its advancement from faster than light travel to FTL travel, and then to the creation of mass jump stations. Stations that could send ships safely from one such station to another station located in another neighbouring star system in the matter of hours.

But then the peace and human dominance suddenly came under a grave threat that it had not been prepared for. From outside the galaxy two threats emerged. First from the northern reaches of space came three large fleets of monstrous ships of living flesh covered by hard carapace armour that held within them forms of hideous beasts with unquenchable hunger for all organic matter.

From the skies they sent down pods of living flesh like rain, from which smaller monstrous, raptor like creatures emerged. They had sharp rows of teeth capable of tearing even metal apart and claws that ripped through flesh with ease, and being protected by their carapace armour no simple weapon or blade could hope to bring them down unless it were aimed at their unprotected spots.

Despite this the creatures fell under humanity's weapons with ease and were slaughtered by the thousands. But by sheer force of numbers they pushed on through the weapons of humanity and over their own fallen comrades.

Cities burned, new hideous insect like high towers of living flesh emerged in their place and from them bigger monstrous forms of beasts emerged. And though a few fleets of flying beasts fell, more fleets with creatures that looked like sea creatures encased within carapace armour, creatures that had spikes, large horns or things like tentacles protruding out their protected bodies still kept on coming. From beyond the galaxy the monstrous fleets came in ever increasing numbers. And little by little humanity began to lose its smaller outer colonies to them.

The situation seemed desperate and slowly humanity was forced to start sending in its main battle fleets to deal with the threat. But at the same time, as if drawn to these creatures another threat came from outside the galaxy as well.

Arriving on the Eastern reaches of the galaxy fleets of black and red ships came. An advanced civilization at first glance was what it seemed like, until the occupants of them were seen.

Landing on the planets their bulky red and black transport ships sent forth horrific demonic creatures of many different sizes and formes. Some held what seemed like plasma rifles that fired fiery bolts of burning energy, while others swung around their demonic axes and swords. Some flew, some walked on all fours, and all were easily distinguished for their red skin, glowing red eyes and horns.

And like the monsters they poured within the galaxy with ever increasing numbers. Humanity fought fiercely for each and every one of its planets, but before these two invading monstrous and vile races, humanitys numbers quickly began to dwindle. The enemy was seemingly endless and only really halted by the two of them more focused on fighting one another than humanity at all.

Watching it all from a far Bruce was truly amazed, though he still couldn't quite understand what it was that he was seeing. Just why was he even seeing all of it, what was the point?

While thinking of this he was suddenly tossed to another place within the galaxy. He could see a world under siege by the monstrous living ships of flesh and a city that was being evacuated. All were seemingly running towards a large bulky structure of metal and as they all entered, the ground shook and the thing rose up into the air.

Many mighty guns emerged from it's metallic surface and began blasting holes into the fleet of monsters above and then it made it's escape. And on the edge of the galaxy it met up with other ships and together they flew outward into the void.

Bruce didn't know how long the fleet went onwards for, but along the way a few ships were lost. Seemingly having been damaged by the fighting they either diverted their course, turned back or evacuated their crews onto the other ships.

And finally as they seemed to have made it to another galaxy the ships were silent. Most had their lights turned off, there was no movement on their bridges to be seen and whatever life was on board still wasn't as well trained in the ways of operating the ships as they were probably supposed to be, as when they came before their final destination, a beautiful blue planet seemingly identical to earth they simply crashed into it.

No efforts were made to stop the ships, only some escape pods were launched as the massive things slowly crashed into the seas and onto the continents of this new world.

Then suddenly before he could see anything more darkness took him again. There was silence and great confusion within his mind. He had seen too much in too short of a time and was having a hard time making any real sense of it all.

And then he saw clouds over head, there was a storm coming. But how was it possible, where was he, why couldn't he move?

Thunder struck in the skies and from there an angelic being in a white cloak came flying down before him. He couldn't see its face that was covered in the shadow of the hood, but there was a clear air of wisdom around the angelic being. He could sense that the being was old and yet quite serious and maybe a bit desperate as he looked to him.

Then as lightning struck behind him again he pointed at him and spoke as if giving him a command, although it somehow ended up sounding more like a plea, as he spoke in a deep, almost ancient like voice saying.

"You must rally your people and lead them to their destiny, before the tides of darkness come again."

It seemed the angelic being had more to say, but quickly its form began to fade into nothingness. Then lightning struck again, its flash blinded him for a second and soon he could feel walls of flesh wrapped around himself. With gentle force they hugged his form and pushed him towards the light and cold air.

It seemed absurd, it all did and yet he could feel again. Somehow he had a body, he was alive again and his new body felt so cold, so weak. The light came to his eyes blinding him. He felt the warm water touching his feet and moving with him towards the coldness of the light. He didn't want to go, it felt uncomfortable, he wanted to resist, but his body was so weak and even his eyes refused to open.

He was in a tunnel of some kind and its fleshy walls only kept on pushing him more and more out of it, until finally the cold air hit his bare skin as he was engulfed within the blinding light and pulled out the tunnel by large hands.

How dare someone large grab him like so? He felt so annoyed, he wanted to protest and say something bad, but all that was heard were a bunch of baby noises as he spoke. It kind of sounded like a baby whining.

"Baa vaa vaa, ugu ugu aah!"

Then as if being happy to hear this infant child cry, a happy feminine voice spoke up saying.

"Congratulations my lord, It's a healthy baby girl!" 

Then he felt something rough come over his body, a badly woven blanket it felt like. It was wrapped around him by large feminine hands that then handed him off to someone even more feminine that had really soft and gentle feeling hands. This person held him with what felt like great love and care, very gentle it was.

Then little ways away from him he heard a deep manly voice speak.

"Hmm, how disappointing. Yet another girl, if only it was a boy then I might have had some actual use for it. Well I suppose that's to be expected from someone as feminine and weak like you. Hmm, although then again if this one manages to survive to become a beauty such as yourself then maybe I might have some use for her, but until then you can keep her. I do not wish to see her anywhere near me or my family." 

Unable to open his eyes Bruce was blind and now feeling extremely confused. Bruce knew not what was going on at all. He could hear people speak, understand their words, but why couldn't he see?

Then with some effort, he managed to slowly start opening his eyes. Why did it feel so hard to do, why did he feel so weak?

But as he did this he was immediately met with the sight of a shabby roof made of straws. No way, was he in some primitive hut in Africa? How'd he get here, was he kidnapped by those bastard's?

But then he noticed the shabby wooden walls and a fireplace made of stone to her right. And the back of a woman dressed in what looked like a maids outfit walking out a Cracked wooden door.

Seeing it he figured that instead of a primitive hut in Africa this now seemed more like some crappy cottage straight out of the dark ages or something.

Seeing it he couldnt help but wonder what type of a poor person might have lived in such a place, or more importantly why was he here? And why was this place looking kind of huge?

Confused by this all, he then looked around for answers and immediately noticed a giant woman looking lovingly down upon him. He seemed to be in her gentle arms.

Wait how was that possible, a grown woman was holding him like a baby? Although to his eyes the woman looked absolutely massive like a giant, but an extremely beautiful giant for sure.

The womans eyes were a deep shade of blue, her hair was blonde and her appearance greatly resembled that of the gymnastic girl on TV he had seen. Well that was except for the fact of how frail this giant woman looked like, she seemed so weak-looking. Her bones were showing, but despite this she still managed to show a gentle smiled to him as she spoke and said.

"Now what should I call you? Well you look like me, so maybe just to play a little trick upon you're father. I think I will give you my name. And so from this day fourth you will be known as Lili. My little baby girl."

What a cute name for a girl, he thought. But then realised, no wait am I a girl? Your not speaking of me woman, now are you? Because like I'm totally a man you know.

Thinking of this he tried to protest and say.

"No way! You can't call me Lili? I'm a man, my name is Bruce. It's a manly name and its definitely not Lili, ok!"

Despite wanting to say this, only crying baby noises came out his mouth no matter how hard he tried to sound like a normal rational manly man. Hearing his own voice he couldn't help but feel ashamed. These were not the sounds of a man, but a baby. He felt ashamed.

And now even the giant woman before him seemed to be disturbed by his unmanly voice, she was looking so worried at him as she said. 

"Oh dont cry Lili. Here have some of mommies milk."

Then the womans one free hand moved to the top part of her dress and started pulling it down. Eyes wide Bruce immediately stopped making baby noises and silently watched as the woman pulled out a massive breast from within her dress.

To his eyes, it looked bigger than his own freaking head, even the womans beautiful nipple along with the pink part around it seemed so big.

Stunned by the sight he tried to yell to her. "No woman, cover yourself. Do you feel no shame showing me your tits?"

But as he cried out the woman without warning just shoved her massive tit into his open mouth. She had a hand behind his head, it was a perfect head lock. He was stuck, totally stuck there and then came the warm milk.

The woman was actually actively squeezing her own tit to send milk into his mouth. This felt so strange, so wrong to him, drinking women's milk was not one of his fetishes, not at all.

For but a moment he resisted, but soon his baby instincts kicked in and he automatically took the nipple into his mouth and started sucking on it. More milk flowed into his mouth and to his surprise, the milk was actually extremely tasty and so warm.

He could feel himself quickly getting used to it. Maybe drinking a woman's milk was something he actually liked after all? Soon he got the hang of it and wanted more, so he placed his hands upon the tit and tried to squeeze out more.

And that's when he noticed just how small and soft his hands appeared to be, they were like that of a small babies. Where were his muscles, scars and all the pumping veins? What the fuck was going on?

Alerted by this he wanted to say something but soon found himself feeling extremely tired, and then he slowly began falling into sleep. The woman's arms felt so warm and big tits so soft, he just couldn't help it. And with a pop, his mouth let go of the womans nipple and darkness came and dreamland followed.