Chapter 56
Chapter 53 Ask my heart
When Ning Yuan took the 120th step, the noise in his consciousness appeared again.
But unlike before, this time Ning Yuan heard a noisy but clear voice. The tone of each voice is different, either whispering or whispering, or cursing or seducing, in short, there are all kinds of voices.
Ning Yuan’s mental will sank in the countless complicated voices, his spirit became a little chaotic, and all kinds of distracting thoughts that had disappeared appeared again.
Immediately, Ning Yuan felt a burst of heart palpitations inexplicably, regret, fear, despair, and all kinds of negative things came up clearly.
Ning Yuan guarded a little clarity in his consciousness, and firmly resisted the invisible pressure that had been pressing on his spiritual will in a chaotic sea of consciousness. Unfortunately, as the distracting thoughts continued to be used, Ning Yuan’s mental will began to become disorganized, and the invisible pressure slowly sank and continued to approach the core of Ning Yuan’s consciousness.
Ning Yuan didn’t know if the pressure would crush his core consciousness. Although the virtual zone would not cause permanent damage to the player in theory, such as making people become fools or vegetatives, Ning Yuan still did not dare to take risks.
This world is obviously not of the same nature as the previous virtual areas. Since entering the game, Ning Yuan really dare not look at this world with a game mentality.
But Ning Yuan didn’t have the slightest clue as to how to get rid of the current predicament. Although those noises and distracting thoughts suddenly appeared in his consciousness, Ning Yuan faintly knew that these things should have been affected by what he had experienced before. The generated distracting thoughts and the murmurs remaining in consciousness. In other words, these are all the negative emotions he has accumulated so far, but suddenly all of them broke out for some reason.
So what is the cause of the outbreak? Ning Yuan “looked” at the invisible pressure that had been sinking. There is no doubt that it was caused by the sudden increase in mental pressure.
“Wen Xin? Wen Xin? Is it looking for my original mind?” This thought suddenly flashed in Ning Yuan’s mind of keeping Qingming.
“So, are these my heart?”
Ning Yuan “looked” at all kinds of negative images and thoughts in the sea of consciousness, “listened” to all kinds of messy sounds and muttered.
“No.”
“Since they are not, what is necessary for them to exist.”
Thinking this way, Ning Yuan suddenly realized how he should deal with it.
While concentrating hard, Ning Yuan started “Xizhao” with thoughts, and actively began to weed out the distracting thoughts around him. For Ning Yuan, this was the first time to actively use “Xizhao” to destroy his own memory thoughts. In the past, he used “Xizhao” to passively endure the blur and disappearance of memories.
But “Xizhao” has a downside, that is, it destroys distracting thoughts and reappears everything that was once in Ning Yuan’s consciousness.
The unpleasant thoughts of the past that constantly surfaced in his consciousness made Ning Yuan gradually lost in confusion. He couldn’t help thinking about what his original wish was?
Why did he decide to come here to get a chance after he had that “dream” before he entered the continent of Nieno?
I said earlier that Ning Yuan is not a determined person. He is lazy and has no self-control. Although the Three Views are normal, he has no perseverance and perseverance. Mindful work is often a three-point enthusiasm. Although you are decisive when you make up your mind, you also don’t hesitate when you give up. Although I have been regretting it, I often don’t stop it.
Looking back on all the memories from birth to the present, Ning Yuan has accumulated countless negative emotions. But what was his original, most fundamental mind?
The heart is the original wish, nature. The original wish, the original intention. Although the original mind will change, it will always follow its own conscience.
So what is Ning Yuan’s original intention?
Ning Yuan remembers that when he first awakened as Huangsheng when he was a child, he gave birth to the first wish from his heart since he was born.
When he was studying, his wish became stronger as his knowledge increased. But with frustration again and again, he began to become depressed, abandoning himself, and drifting with the flow.
That initial wish was also hidden in the deepest part of consciousness, and I didn’t want to think of it.
But when seeing the announcement issued by the coalition government and knowing that Zhuxing’s “Fourth Tianyuan Change” is about to come, everyone will start from scratch in this virtual world called “Rebirth” for the next hundred years. When he returned to reality and competed, his deepest thoughts moved.
If there were no “foreseeing dreams” later, Ning Yuan estimated that the thought would have only moved in the end. Years of experience has changed most of his personality. Getting used to this stuff, especially bad habits, is easy to form, but it is difficult to change. Changing a person’s character is difficult and difficult to say and easy, but it is even harder to change back.
But that “foreseeing dream” made Ning Yuan inexplicably give birth to the last “struggle” mind, this idea has been firmly occupied in his mind after he got up, until he entered this world.
Why do you have such a thought, maybe it is because of the unwillingness deep in my heart.
“My heart.” Ning Yuan murmured consciousness.
Following this murmur, a small “rosary” that had been hidden in the deepest part of the sea of consciousness brushed off the “dust” on the surface and began to emit a bright light.
The light shone, and all the distracting thoughts began to turn into “dust” and disappear one by one.
Along with the changes in the sea of consciousness, Ning Yuan’s precarious mental will suddenly became firm again, and once again withstood the invisible pressure that was sinking like hell.
As the light became more dazzling, Ning Yuan suddenly felt relaxed and firm like never before. At this moment he felt that he seemed to have completely changed.
But how “changed” has changed, there is no way to express it clearly.
There is only one thing he is sure that no matter what happens in the future, as long as the thought in his heart is not covered in dust, he will be fearless.
“May the glory of all summers shine on the earth again.”
This is his heart.
is the first and most true wish that he made in his young mind after experiencing many things on another boundary line with a great deviation value when he awakened.
Ning Yuan straightened up after waking up, and looked up at the high platform in front of him.
“There is the initial capital that allowed me to realize this wish. So this time, even if the catastrophe is overwhelming, I won’t back down anymore.”
Thinking like this, Ning Yuan felt his body lighten inexplicably. Although the pressure on his consciousness was still there, it seemed to be relieved a lot.
No, Ning Yuan soon discovered that it was not the pressure that was relieved, but that his mental will increased. And the magnitude of the increase is beyond imagination.
If Ning Yuan’s spirit was originally 70, it just soared to 85.
The inexplicable increase in mental power made Ning Yuan suddenly relaxed.
“Is this the effect of the legendary’obviousness’?” Ning Yuan asked in an unbelievable low voice.
At this moment, Ning Yuan felt something inexplicably.
“this is……”
After clarifying what this inexplicable feeling meant, Ning Yuan sat down cross-legged without any hesitation, and entered another state of epiphany since the first enlightenment of “Three-Edged Spear Jue”.
Soon after Ning Yuan entered the realm of epiphany without thinking, the two Xue Hanfeng at the entrance of the secret realm also knew the whole story from Xu Yong’s mouth.
“That is to say, a player entered?” Xue Hanfeng frowned.
“Yes, Grand Prince.” Although Xu Yong was nervous and sweating, he calmly replied: “Because of the animal tide, it is too late to determine whether the player who died with the gang of Scar has been reincarnated. After confirming that this is the target of the mission, he did not dare to venture into the secret realm to investigate, so he could only notify the Lord Xing Shou as quickly as possible.”
“Why didn’t you report the player’s information together?” Yu Chong asked next to him.
Xu Yong lowered his eyebrows and said, “This is indeed the negligence of his subordinates.”
Xu Yongxian admitted his mistake frankly, and then said: “But what happens to players, especially wild players, everyone knows. An ordinary person with only three resurrection times, even if Huang Sheng does have a lot of special abilities, but most of the abilities They can only be regarded as ordinary. And the deviation of the realm line is doomed to look for opportunities. They are actually betting on fate. And from the information received, this player did not show any offensive or defensive abilities. Xingshou’s subordinates thought that even if the player entered the secret realm, he would never have a chance to obtain the target information mentioned by the subordinates. So the subordinates neglected the information of the player and did not mention it specifically.”
Xue Hanfeng frowned slightly and looked at Xu Yongdao with a gloomy expression: “Although I know you are making excuses. But I have to say that no matter how you think about it, you really cannot be blamed for this matter.”
Yu Chong glanced at Xu Yong indifferently and said: “Under the beast tide, no one can get close to this place. Two months are enough time for many things to happen. You have verified the news in the first time and reported it, “Xingshou” After receiving the report, I was also sent with the grandson as soon as possible. The grandson and I knew that the situation was urgent and there was no delay in the way. So it makes no difference whether there is information about players or not.”
Xu Yong breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this.
“But,” Yu Chongran’s words of turning made Xu Yonggang’s heart about to land suddenly mentioned again, “If there is an accident next, you must do everything possible to find out all the information of the player who entered.”
“Yes.” Xu Yong let go of his heart again, nodding his head and saying yes. In his estimation, this possibility is almost impossible. This group of players has only appeared for three months. With his understanding of this secret realm, let alone three months, even three years, this secret realm is definitely not a wild one. Of players are able to attack.
Seeing a slightly disapproving look in Xu Yong’s eyes, Yu Chong frowned calmly, turned his head to look at Xue Hanfeng, and said: “The eldest son, the current situation is a bit complicated. Please notify the Xing Chief first and decide if it is right It’s good to make a strategy for this secret realm at this moment.”