Chapter 32: Hard Talk
Half an hour ago.
Girls' dormitory.
Su Qianyi returned to the dormitory with a sullen face.
She sat in her seat with a bad expression on her face.
What Xie Shu said just now in the classroom...she heard it.
He said that kind of thing in front of so many people, and she didn't dare to stay in the classroom longer. She ran away before everyone noticed her.
It was strange, she was obviously sad, she was wronged, she obviously wanted to go up to Xie Shu and ask her questions clearly, but why did she feel scared and run away in the end?
What is she afraid of?
Are you afraid that if you ask in person, you will be treated coldly by Xie Shu?
However, Xie Shu had always been very kind and gentle to her, so she shouldn't have such worries.
Although she thought so in her mind, she then thought about how Xie Shu had turned a blind eye to her in the past two days. The reason in her heart still told her that if she asked Xie Shu in person, she would most likely be treated indifferently and ignored by him.
The best evidence is that she took the initiative to sit with him during the first class, and he ignored her.
In the second class, he changed seats and distanced himself from her.
Therefore, she was afraid in her heart, afraid that she would be embarrassed, afraid that she would be laughed at, there were so many people, and she couldn't afford to lose that face...
Su Qianyi suppressed the sourness in her eyes. She never thought that Xie Shu would say such things in front of the public one day.
They've known each other for so many years, hasn't he always liked her?
He even accompanied her to a social event a few days ago.
Why do you say you don't like her now?
Wasn't he deliberately acting to attract her attention?
But then... why did he act as if he had really drawn a clear line with her?
So uncomfortable, so suffocating.
"Qian Yi, why didn't you wait for me? I don't even know when you left." An Tian just returned to the dormitory.
At that time in the classroom, she, like everyone else, looked at Xie Shu in the back with curiosity.
When she looked back later, she realized that Su Qianyi had left without knowing when.
She sent her a message but she didn't reply. There were so many people along the way and she didn't know where Su Qianyi was, so she could only go back to the dormitory to take a look.
An Tian, who had just returned from climbing the stairs, was still a little tired. In addition, Su Qianyi was sitting at the table facing her, so she didn't notice anything strange about Su Qianyi immediately after entering the dormitory.
After she put down the book, she remembered what happened in the classroom, so she looked at Su Qianyi cautiously.
Her seat is right next to Su Qianyi, and you can see her profile when you turn around.
When she looked at it, she realized that Su Qianyi's eyes were red at some point, and she was holding back the tears.
She was startled and immediately walked over and whispered concernedly: "Qianyi, are you okay?"
Originally, Su Qianyi was fine and she could still hold it in, but when An Tian asked her, all the grievances in her heart broke through the dam in an instant, and tears fell out.
In the past two days, Su Qianyi often felt aggrieved and uneasy about Xie Shu, but she always had hundreds of reasons to explain to herself that Xie Shu did that deliberately just to attract her attention.
And every time she was able to comfort herself in the end and act as if nothing happened in front of others.
But this time, before she could comfort herself or make a disguise in advance, An Tian's caring words broke her guard.
The countless grievances really can’t be contained now.
She couldn't control it anymore and started crying. Her heart was broken and her heart was broken with tears.
An Tian gently patted her back to comfort her. He wanted to speak but didn't know what to say, so he could only accompany her silently.
Su Qianyi cried for a long time because she was worried that the other two roommates would come back and see her in her current state, so she quickly controlled her emotions.
After the tears stopped, she wiped them with a tissue, and then complained aggrievedly: "How could Xie Shu do that just now?"
An Tian sighed, it was indeed because of Xie Shu's matter.
She opened her mouth to speak, but in the end she swallowed back what she wanted to say.
As Su Qianyi's good sister and best friend, An Tian felt that he should stand on her side and speak for her.
However, what can she say to thank her?
Call him a scumbag?
Please, Xie Shu is the most dedicated person she has ever seen in her life. He has been by Su Qianyi's side for many years. Many of their girls are envious of Su Qianyi.
Now that he's tired of chasing people, what's wrong with not wanting to chase anymore?
"Xie Shu, what did he mean by saying that? Did he deliberately want to embarrass me?"
"He wouldn't have done that before. He would have considered my feelings before."
"He's too much..."
Su Qianyi sobbed softly, feeling that she had been greatly wronged.
An Tian listened for a while and finally couldn't help but speak.
"Qian Yi, to be honest, Xie Shu is actually very kind to you. People like him who have persisted in love for so many years are really rare. He has been chasing you for three years and has never received a response. , no matter how hot your heart is, it will become colder day by day."
Su Qianyi stopped sobbing and looked at An Tian in confusion: "What do you mean?"
"Have you ever thought that Xie Shu would feel tired if he persisted for three years?"
"tired?"
"Well, I felt tired, so I wanted to give up."
"You mean, Xie Shu, he really..."
"I really don't plan to chase you anymore. He just told the truth and had no other intentions." An Tian completed the rest of her words for her.
The air was quiet for a while, and then Su Qianyi said in a trembling voice: "No, Xie Shu, he won't..."
"Qian Yi, three years is really a long time. Even everyone will feel tired."
"No, he won't. We have known each other for six years and have been together all the time. We are in the same school, class, and major..."
"Six years!?"
An Tian discovered Hua Dian.
This university has only lasted three years. Why did Su Qianyi say it was six years?
Su Qianyi sniffed, stopped the crying that was coming from behind, and nodded.
"Xie Shu and I have known each other since high school. We have been together often since then, and later we applied for the same university and the same major."
An Tian was shocked after hearing this: "Why haven't you said that before?"
"You didn't ask."
"Okay, let's not talk about this for now."
An Tian quickly calmed down and couldn't help but admire Xie Shusheng again. At the same time, he became even more puzzled and started asking Su Qianyi one question after another:
"Qian Yi, it's been six years since high school to college. To be honest, Xie Shu has been chasing him for so long. Even the cold-hearted person will be moved, right?"
"I'm curious, why didn't you agree to him?"
"I don't know what happened in your high school, but Xie Shu from college has confessed to you many times, but you refused every time."
"Don't you like him? Then why do you have to acquiesce that he stays with you? Why don't you just let them keep their distance from you like you do with other boys?"
"If you like him, then why do you reject his confession again and again?"
A series of "why"s came down, and Su Qianyi was immediately silenced.
why?
Because...it's always been like this?
He confessed that she refused, and then continued to get along as if nothing had happened.
From the first year of high school to the third year of junior high school, they have always been like this. They are just... used to it, right?
She was used to Xie Shu staying by her side.
She is used to him being nice to her.
She was used to the feeling that he cared about her everywhere.
got used to......
Over time, it seems like these things have become a matter of course.
Precisely because they had been together for a long time, she never seemed to have thought that Xie Shu would leave her one day.
She felt that Xie Shu would always be with her, always be kind to her, always...
Su Qianyi stayed silent for a long time without speaking.
An Tian didn't know what she was thinking, and continued: "Qian Yi, you can't always take other people's sincere devotion for granted. Love is a matter between two people. If you like Xie Shu, you can't always be silent like this. Go down, you need to respond to him.”
"I do not like him!"
"Then why are you crying again when he said he wouldn't chase you again?"
"I...I just think it's a bit too much for him to say it in front of so many people!"
An Tian looked at Su Qianyi, who was still arrogant, and sighed again.
After a pause, she continued: "I saw Xie Shu seeing off the girls back to the dormitory last night."
Su Qianyi's pupils trembled, and she turned her head sharply to look at An Tian: "Who is it?"
"I don't know, I didn't see that girl's face clearly."
Su Qianyi's hand on her thigh tightened again and again, and she didn't even notice that her nails dug into her flesh.
Is it because Xie Shu has ignored himself these days because he likes other girls?
No, impossible!
How could he like other girls?
Shouldn't he always be by her side?
How could he like someone else?
When An Tian saw Su Qianyi looking in great pain but still trying to endure it, a trace of helplessness flashed in his eyes.
Now she finally experienced the feeling of being confused by the authorities and being clear by the bystanders.
He obviously cares about it, but he doesn't want to show it.
For what reason?
face?
Although he didn't understand Su Qianyi's thoughts, as a good friend, An Tian still tried his best to help her find a solution.
"Qian Yi, I think if you are reluctant to thank me, you'd better take the initiative?"
"Who can't bear to leave him?"
An Tian ignored her harsh words and continued: "It's okay to take the initiative for the person you like. Think about it, Xie Shu never cared about what others said about him because of you."
After saying that, she stopped looking at Su Qianyi. Instead, she got up and changed her shoes. Then she went to bed, took out her mobile phone and started playing games.
She knew that Su Qianyi should think carefully about it later.
Whether she wants to retain him or not, it depends on herself.
All she could do was give her advice.
After An Tian went to bed, Su Qianyi also stayed quiet for several minutes.
After calming down a little, she went out and washed her face to wash away the tears on her face.
Entering the dormitory again, she also got into bed.
Hiding behind the bed curtain, she opened her phone and clicked on vx. Her eyes stayed on Xie Shu's name for a long time, and finally clicked on it.
Su Qianyi: [Xie Shu, what are you doing? 】
no reply.
Su Qianyi: [Are you busy? 】
Still no reply.
Su Qianyi: [Shall we play games? 】
Still no reply.
Su Qianyi: [It’s still early, do you want to go out for a walk? I want to watch a movie. 】
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