Chapter 592: Reaching the Peak 1 - A 6,000-Word Chapter _4
Shuangshuang, who had just died once, felt a bit confused, but Shuangshuang could clearly feel that she didn't have the sensation of heartache, not even much hatred. Moreover, when she thought of everything she had done for Liang Ziqian, Shuangshuang had only one feeling: inconceivable!
Shuangshuang's emotions had always been very indifferent. Even she didn't know why she was suddenly drawn to Liang Ziqian, why she was so insanely obsessed with being together with him! Shuangshuang remembered that before she died, she had once coughed up a mouthful of heart's blood, which had a faint pinkish tint.
At that time, when she was about to die, Shuangshuang didn't care much, but thinking about it now, it was after she coughed up that mouthful of heart's blood that her heartache over Liang Ziqian's attitude of protecting Hua Qingcheng disappeared, and she became calm and clear-minded.
The more Shuangshuang thought about it, the stranger it felt. Just like now, her mind was incredibly clear, realizing she no longer liked Liang Ziqian. But in her heart, whenever she recalled Liang Ziqian, there was a vague heartache and that familiar impulse to give everything for Liang Ziqian, though this impulse was forcibly suppressed by her rationality.
Shuangshuang frowned. Her feelings right now were extremely split, with her brain and heart seemingly divided, acting independently. Her mind clearly understood she didn't like Liang Ziqian, yet her heart couldn't forget him, feeling trapped in both love and hate, making Shuangshuang feel very troubled.
Shuangshuang closed her eyes and began to Inner Vision her body, mainly checking her heart area. Shuangshuang suspected that her sudden drastic change, being humiliated and still loving Liang Ziqian, was neither pure nor simple.
Because in Shuangshuang's rational mind at the moment, there was not a shred of love for Liang Ziqian. In fact, whenever she thought of the things she had done, there was a deep disgust with herself and a transferred anger towards Liang Ziqian for making her do those foolish things.
Shuangshuang felt something was off because if she truly loved someone, it would not be so easy to feel unloved and even transfer anger.
Although Shuangshuang had given up cultivating to a higher Level for Liang Ziqian, she was naturally very gifted. When not cultivating, she found other ways to pass the time, such as slowly exploring every vein, acupuncture point, and even every tiny Spiritual Energy spot inside her body.
After decades of exploration, in terms of body mastery, even a Martial King might not be as clear as Shuangshuang. Hence, Shuangshuang quickly found a fingernail-sized pink blood cluster at her heart.
Shuangshuang's gaze turned cold. There was indeed a problem in her body! She wondered who was plotting against her and why? It's crucial to know that until she died in her previous life, the person plotting against her never appeared, so why would they do this?
Shuangshuang didn't believe the Tan Family was plotting against her. Even in her past life when she disgraced the Tan Family, lowering herself to become someone's Maid, she would still receive various resources from the Tan Family every year. With such family, Shuangshuang couldn't believe they would plot against her.
Yet this kind of dark scheme felt strangely familiar, but whenever she tried to think in detail, she was at a loss.
Regardless of who plotted against her, the immediate priority was to get this thing out of her body! While others might struggle with this, Shuangshuang was confident in her meticulous control over her body, and removing this thing shouldn't be a problem.
Shuangshuang confidently began to mobilize all her strength within her body, bit by bit approaching that red foreign object, intending to expel it from her heart. Who knew that when she actually tried, Shuangshuang was dumbfounded!
Shuangshuang found that the foreign object at her heart seemed like something illusory, no matter how she tried, she couldn't touch it at all. The power in her body passed over the pink foreign object repeatedly, completely unaffected, not even able to touch it, let alone expel it!
If not for experiencing it firsthand in her previous life and expelling it with her heart's blood, she might have believed it was truly illusory and without substance!
Troubling over it for an unknown period without removing it from her body, Shuangshuang felt somewhat defeated and gave up. Flattened on her bed, exiting her Inner Vision state, she began to recall how she expelled it in her last life.
After thinking for a long time, Shuangshuang finally determined it was because she was beaten to death, that's why it was expelled along with her heart's blood.
Shuangshuang sighed helplessly. Could it be that without suffering life-threatening injuries, this thing couldn't come out? Shuangshuang didn't believe it would always be this way. Just because she couldn't do it today didn't mean she would never be able to.
Shuangshuang speculated that this thing likely made people easily fall in love and once in love, undergo a drastic character change, becoming as devoted as a slave to another person, similar to the Heart Demon.
Shuangshuang believed that since she had already awakened, she wouldn't be bewitched by this thing again. For instance, recalling everything about Liang Ziqian still caused heartache, but her mind remained rational and cold, with no trace of affection, fully suppressing this feeling of heartache.
"Sister Shuangshuang, are you here? That kid Wu Zhao somehow got a Level 3 Magical Beast Red Flame Wolf and wants to gamble with our Fei Hu. It's fighting on the Beast Fighting Platform now, aren't you going to watch?"
As a loud voice came, Shuangshuang's door was violently kicked open. A boy who was so handsome he made girls ashamed of themselves strode in, saw Shuangshuang lying on the bed, and unceremoniously approached her, pulling her up by the hand.
Feeling a headache, Shuangshuang rubbed her forehead. This kid was her second uncle Tan Qianzheng's son, Tan Feiyu, only a year younger than Shuangshuang. He had a great relationship with Shuangshuang, though he had a fiery temper, and because he was prettier than girls, he hated it when people called him pretty.
Due to her distraction earlier while dealing with the foreign object in her heart, Shuangshuang did not hear clearly what Tan Feiyu was loudly yelling outside, only hearing him kick the door. Now being forcefully pulled up by Tan Feiyu left Shuangshuang a bit muddled, completely unsure what Tan Feiyu was up to.