Philstar or Gaju’s Regression

222Ch 73. Scheduled things (2)

Was it because of the face that seemed so distressed?

Between Roan and Angelina, static remained for some time.

“Princess….. ”

But Roan was already expecting it.

There were a lot of things in the past that he didn’t know, and they were memories he never had.

Angelina was surprisingly busy for only a month, not just because of Yawin Schwabaltz’s work.

Obviously there must have been a change in her condition.

And all I can think about now is that Nialie’s lost memories came back.

Of course she’s recovered her health, and even now she’s regained her memory, but she doesn’t know why she’s been so distressed.

“I have something to tell you first. ”

Was it because of Loan’s compassionate expression?

She said with a laugh.

“Forget everything I said to you when I lost my memory. ”

And in the surprising words she took out,

“Yes?”

Loan raises his head.

You want me to forget everything I said before?

“I don’t deserve to love you at all. ”

And then Angelina said with a face that seemed to be crying even sooner.

Loan was rarely able to catch the reed.

“…… qualifications. ”

It was the exact opposite of what Angelina looked like when she lost her memory.

It would be natural to look for the previous appearance at the same time as recalling the memory, but there seemed to be another difference from the previous coldness that was extremely depressing.

What the hell is the reason for this difference?

“ ……. ”

And so, seeing Loan, who was rarely easy to talk to,

“…… this is also deeply related to the past, the facts that I have to talk about. ”

Angelina closes her eyes with a bold face.

“In the past? ”

At that end, Loan recalls the dream he had just before he went to Seyre’s temple.

– For the imperial traitor, he said he should execute the appropriate sentence.

And he stares at her as he prepares his mind.

“I……. ”

What she’s trying to say now seems to have something to do with it.

“How many times have I caused you to die……. ”

And in her words,

“…. Death? ”

Loan asked carefully.

Before Emilia’s regression, Angelina would also have the power to fight evil things, including the Ariman Church.

If Loan had fought with her at that time, then it would not have been so strange if he had been killed.

But the problem ‘made me die.’ was.

“This world flows according to the prescribed principles and roles……. ”

“I know that. Everyone has a defined role and rule, and breaking it requires a superhuman will or……. ”

In her words, Loan replied, recalling that Fitzgerald had not made a hunch.

“or something like me that doesn’t have the prescribed rules. ”

In response to that,

“…… I’ve already learned a lot. Now that you know it, it’s going to be easier to understand. ”

Angelina nods with a bitter smile.

“That’s why I….. ”

And she sighs deeply, lowering her head.

The bluish hair covered his face, and his tears immediately filled his eyes.

“I had to make you die. ”

She squeezes out a hard voice.

“That……. ”

What the hell is the reason?

In the face of Loan, who was about to ask,

“The reason. ”

She raises her head again.

I quickly returned to my old face because I was also good at hiding emotions, but I couldn’t hide only tears.

“Because the world is facing an imminent disaster. ”

In her answer to that question,

“The rise of the Ariman Church and the descent of the evil god Ariman? ”

Loan also replied with regret.

I want to comfort her who is suffering, but now there is something more important than that.

I had to find out what had happened.

“…… Yes. ”

I don’t know why, but I feel like I don’t have much time.

“You were the only one who could stop it. ”

That was the same for Angelina.

“Because I have no rules, no destiny? ”

Loan asks her again, answering with unrelenting tears.

“Yes.”

According to her answer that followed,

“So it seems that the owner of the Ariman Church was someone who could not hurt anyone but me. ”

Loan clearly outlined the situation.

Where is there in the world that could harm the existence that will lead to the future of the disaster?

This will not be tolerated, even if there is no one other than Roman.

“No, that wasn’t the only thing. Even if he knew who he was, he wasn’t a fighter. ”

According to her answer, which led to no stop there,

“Even if you know who you are? ”

Roan pauses.

“…… Bolonez IV. ”

And I became very sure of who the owner of the Ariman Church was.

I thought there would be a connection, but I didn’t think he would be the head of the Ariman Church.

“What the hell is he, the owner of the Empire…. ”

To a certain extent, there is clearly a big difference from confirming the facts.

The Ariman Church has established equality, making it a sensitive group.

Why would the Emperor of the Empire make such a choice?

I don’t understand it sensibly, but I can’t help but wonder at Loan.

“That’s not my father. This is the evil spirit of Aribay, who has been parasitizing the Rosesta Wilderness for a very long time. ”

Angelina finally told me everything.

“The first Ariman Church was based in the North. But it was once defeated in the past, where it took over the body of the late Emperor Bolonez I and built the Rosesta Empire. ”

Did the empire itself have anything to do with the Ariman Church?

“Since then, have you been preparing for the rise of the Ariman Church? ”

Ron’s eyes twitch as he learns of it.

The disaster was being prepared for a much longer period of time.

“Exactly. Since then, the evil spirit of Ariman has taken over the body of the Emperor of the Rosesta Emperor, or of the powerful, and has continued to build up its power in AmAmherst. ”

I can’t believe Rosesta’s 200-year history was a process for the fall of the Ariman Church!

“Was it necessary to do such an ineffective thing? If it is enough to build a country…. ”

But it could not be questioned.

It’s been 200 years, hasn’t it?

“As I said before, the evil spirit of Ariman has already experienced failure in the North. The power of humans, including Sword Masters and Wizards, was not enough, and there were transcendent beings who were fighting evil forces. Like Arthur Van Fandragan or Flame Empress. ”

“Flame Empress? ”

After that, Loan laughs at his head again.

Arthur Van Pandragan was the ancestor of the Duke of Pandragan.

However, Flame Empress was an unusual name that was never even encountered by Loan, who had accumulated knowledge of piracy throughout the continent.

“It’s the dawn of the Dyke family. He defeated the Ariman Church in the north, and then he became the most feared of the Ariman Church. ”

In that way, Angelina replied with a pale smile.

“Ah……. ”

Ron nods with a pale smile, knowing that the reason that Alicia had to be the most cruel was because of her.

Since Flame Empress is a descendant of a powerful being, it means that it can open its eyes at any time.

I do not know that Alicia has awakened to Flame Empress in the wake of Roanne’s raid at the moment, but it was only a pleasure that she would gain the strength she was trying to gain anyway.

“In any case, Ariman’s evil spirit wanted to make the world his own, more perfect and more discreet, to overcome past failures. So I founded Rosesta, and I built a very discreet force in it. ”

Soon she was laughing again.

“Absolutely. If we had held the position of supreme authority on the continent for more than 200 years, no one would have been able to easily threaten, no doubt. ”

It took a very long time, but it was definitely worth it.

Both the Pandragan and the Dyke are under his command, which is a factor that can be judged dangerous.

And even Loan, who was listening to this story, couldn’t easily believe that Bolonez IV was the bishop of the Ariman Church, but would anyone else die?

“…… so Egbert said. ”

But I was forced to believe it.

He’s already been through his previous life.

Especially Egbert.

He is a completely different person than before.

Rather, it was close to the current Bolognese IV, which would have been sufficiently convincing if it had been for the existence of evil spirits robbing the body of the powerful.

“Did Leon, the third prince, die? ”

And Loan recalls the memory of the wagon headed for the Imperial Court after Sword Master accreditation.

The truth of the death of Prince Leon, whom Brad had asked him to do.

“Originally, the evil spirit of Ariman was aiming for Leon’s flesh. However, I already knew that the Emperor would be too promulgated to stop him……. ”

I didn’t have time to tell you the truth.

“No way?”

As a result, I knew the truth.

“…… Is that the way Leon died? ”

What Angelina is saying right now is,

“…… Yes. ”

He confessed that he was the one who put Prince Leon to death.

Thinking of the Rosesta brothers, whose mothers were different, but who were particularly caring for each other, this was a really cool choice.

“Really……? ”

In response to Loan’s unbelievable question,

“…… My role is to defend the world order. ”

Angelina said with a distressing face.

“For that, I killed all my human feelings. I had to.”

Just because she is doesn’t mean she wants her brother dead.

“I am the guardian of this world. Because that’s my role! ”

There were inevitable things to prevent an upcoming disaster.

“So there was a time when we had to abandon human emotions……. I don’t even know what role I’m playing right now…. ”

He killed all his human feelings.

“Anyway, so I want you to understand that there was a time when even loved ones had to throw it away……. ”

She’s still unable to break out of her misery.

“… otherwise there would have been no answer at all. ”

Roan nods to understand rather than the tree.

“…… that was the best I could do. ”

He knows better than anyone how painful it is to kill emotions, to live as non-human.

“I understand. We’re not perfect. ”

Being understood instead of being blamed.

It was unexpected.

“Phew……. ”

Angelina lifts her hand and steals the snow.

“So I thought it wouldn’t be too bad to give up my life. I thought it was atonement for my sins that made me sacrifice my loved ones, and somehow I fell in love with the idea that I had to save this world. Maybe that’s why I didn’t think of Emilia’s mind. As a matter of fact, I was just as distressed as he was…! ”

When a fortified castle begins to collapse, it collapses indestructible.

Loan smiles once more bitterly at her feelings of emotional collapse.

Now all the puzzles have been matched.

To stop Bolonez IV from running into a scheduled disaster, he needed Rule Breaker and assassin Ron.

If not for him, no one will be able to stop Bolognese IV, who served as the destroyer of the world.

So she would be forced to silence his death.

By the time Emilia arrived, she did not accept the fact and did not even know that there was a crack.

The best value to Angelina would have been the guardian of her role in the world, but the best value to Emilia would have been not that, but Roman himself.

‘Emilia…. ’

I could understand Emilia’s heart, who had refused him so many times.

She obviously had an indelible guilt towards him and didn’t even know she was on a very different path.

In any case, Angelina would not have wanted all of this.

That’s why I was probably distressed the whole time.

As much as I remember everything, more than anyone.

“Any such death would make sense. At least he wasn’t as horrible as he used to be. ”

Within days, Loan gave her a heartfelt and consoling hug.

I couldn’t even find a reason to live with a previous life where I committed an unwanted murder.

At least the previous life had to have lived like a human.

With a consoling heart and sincere heart and a pale smile,

“… why don’t you resent me, Loan? ”

Angelina had a more distressing face.

I would feel better if I heard a grudge!

“I understand your sincerity. I would have gladly chosen death at any time. If that’s the best.”

In response to that, Angelina collapsed completely.

“I have to ask you to die again! I’m back again! ”

After all, the destruction of this world will not be avoided unless the Bishop of the Ariman Church, Bolonez IV, dies.

When she cried out in agony, knowing it better than anyone,

“…… if that’s what I can do. ”

Loan replied surprisingly with a very calm face.

“The Ariman Church would have made a lot of time because of the confusion in memory, and this would have happened. Maybe if we go back to Bologna now, something scary is waiting for us. ”

Maybe there’s no time to lose.

The existence of a suspicious plague in Bologna may be the beginning of a disaster.

The only way to stop it was the assassination of Bolonez IV.

It will be too late to remove him after what has happened, and he will eventually face a situation in which he will be forced to become a traitor.

Perhaps a very harsh end awaits him, as he was observed in his dreams.

But, uh…

“If that’s the way to a better tomorrow, I’d be happy to. That would be the only way to counter Nialie’s plot. ”

He was much better off heading for the destruction he had already suffered.

to defend a world where we can save ourselves from new relationships such as Damos, Alicia, and Povos.

Even if he had known everything,

“Every time you were someone else, you always made the same choice. ”

Angelina said, feverishly.

If he refuses, she will not be able to force him to die.

No, I wish I had.

Then she can make excuses.

“Everyone else? ”

In the meantime, when Loan asked,

“You don’t have a set rule. ”

Angelina recalls him being alone every time in a few repetitive hours.

“Aah.”

And I remember how many times Loan and Emilia thought he was different from before.

“The fact that I am at any time the son of my father and mother, Loan Pilstein, will remain unchanged. ”

But the essence will never change.

No more than he was born a child of Stella and Willian.

“I really do……. ”

Despite his appearance in front of her as the owner of a different personality each time, he speaks the same words and calmly rubs her shoulders.

I may have thrown it away against such a strong affection.

Enough to fall in love with him again, even though he knows he’ll regret it a few times.

“Nialiga……. ”

Soon she said with her face in his arms.

“Nialie wiped out my memory, not just to make time. ”

And she said that’s not the only reason for memory loss.

“Is there another reason? ”

Nialie showed up in exchange for a blurred causal rate, so didn’t she intervene to correct the causal rate?

And the question I’m thinking about is,

“….. that demon just wants to see me suffer too. Because it afflicts us through an unsolved past. ”

“Unresolved past……. ”

“It made me choose to take back my lost feelings and eventually push my loved ones back to death. So I can’t forgive myself, so I can push myself to hell. ”

Angelina replied with a more distressing face than anyone else in the world.

“…… Select. ”

If the existence itself is full of malice, it can be enough.

Loan nods and speaks with a bold face.

“That’s the biggest pain and regret. I can’t blame anyone for choosing pain on my own…. ”

What he gave up came back, and the moment he had to give it up again, he knew better than anyone.

“To live in pain with resentment for yourself, that’s the most painful thing. The devil knows that, so he will make a choice….. And it will be the same with Loan or Emilia……. ”

An evil god who makes you choose your own destruction.

“I hope you make a choice you won’t regret, Loan. ”

That’s what she said he had to deal with.

“…… I’ll keep that in mind. ”

Loan also nods seriously.

Like Angelina, who had to push him to his limbs, knowing what situation he would be in, Loan was forced to make a determination to stop Bolonez IV.

It was something he had to make his own choices.

Are they all headed for the disaster that is coming together?

Or do you contemplate death and lead everyone to an unscheduled future?

“ ……. ”

Emilia may have been another distressing choice in trying to revive him.

I thought so, and my heart was filled again.

The cause of the distress she would have suffered was also herself.

“…… Do you know about the Wandering Wizard Reeves? ”

Now, no matter what choice she makes, Emilia only thinks she wants to save it, and Loan asks.

Maybe Angelina knows about Reeves.

Emilia, what could be called the cause of transformation.

In response to that question, she said with a stiff face.

“…… Lives is not a wizard. ”

By the way,

“Yes?”

Loan stares at her with a flaw.

You’re not a wizard?

“Elves?”

In response to his question, Angelina shook her head and replied.

“Reeves is a nominee. A place called Baisha in the language of the Elves. ”

And he took a deep breath and said,

“It’s also the first place I’ve met Nialie since I stopped the Ariman Church with your death. ”