Philstar or Gaju’s Regression

181Wo 60. Him and his circumstance (3)

“Please?”

What do you mean, you need to find yourself as soon as you open your eyes?

Loan stares at Damon with a slightly embarrassed face.

“Actually I……. ”

I don’t know if it was the aftermath of the injury, but he seemed more serious than before.

“I’m not an idiot. ”

Of course, that doesn’t make a difference.

“Huh?”

Stupid thing that popped out of a serious atmosphere,

“…… yes. It’s just a rumor. ”

Loan nods with an awkward smile.

I don’t know if you wanted to deny it, because there’s already a rumor that you’re a pretty fool.

When I’m out of my mind, sometimes I bluff.

“Actually, I’m a genius. ”

And in the words that followed,

“…… Ah, yes. ”

Loan turns to face when he doesn’t know what to answer.

The face was so serious, I couldn’t tell if he was obsessing, not out of his mind, because of the pain.

No, he was usually so serious that it would be more difficult to tell.

“Since you were a swordsmanship genius before you came to the Academy. ”

Anyway, Loan, who had no intention of bruising him or hurting him at all, said,

“That’s not what it means. I am not only a swordsman, but also a genius. ”

Damos still shakes his head with a serious face.

“Huh?”

While Ian was laughing at his head, wondering what to say,

“I don’t forget what I saw once. No matter what book I look at, I don’t remember everything at once. ”

He took out something he never thought of.

“ ……. ”

Then he frowned and stopped talking for a while, as if the pain had come.

“…. Is that why you’re memorizing all the vampire hunter’s lines? ”

Loan also asked, blaming himself.

Damos has already shown extraordinary things, such as fixing Cedric’s wrong line.

“How many times have I not seen you like a dark night lady? ”

“The only thing I’ve seen so many times is Roanne. One look at the book is enough. ”

I can’t believe it. On the question he asked again, he revealed his affection for Loanne, who was still alive.

“Well……. ”

I don’t know what to say to love in this situation.

So you said you wanted to wear only illustrations like that.

With Loan laughing awkwardly,

“What I have to say from now on may be quite shocking. ”

Within days, Damon sighed deeply.

“…… tell me. ”

What the hell are you trying to say after confessing to being a genius, not an idiot?

I didn’t know what to listen to, because it was Damos I couldn’t catch.

“I am in fact not the real heir to the Duke of Fandragan. ”

And according to the shocking remarks he made,

“What?”

Loan’s pupils are also shaken.

It’s a remarkable remark in itself, but if there’s one more reason to surprise Loan,

‘No way Damos knew that already? ’

Because what he said was true.

The yo-yo of the revolt caused by the former Povos was that he was the heir to the real Pandragan family.

Damos is the scribe that Duke Pandragan brought from Nero, and he is the real son of Duke Pandragan and his accomplice.

Povos’ rebellion at the time had been preparing for quite some time, and the forces who supported him had risen together.

At that time, Loan wondered if his words could elicit so much support just because of the color of his hair, but only today.

If Povoss had shown that power, he would not have believed he was the real heir.

However, they could not defeat the existing forces that supported Damos.

It was not so important that Povos was the real heir.

Traditional interests were much more important than that.

Despite this, the supporters of Damos, who have long been regarded as the successors of the Pandragan family, also experienced significant differences between the supporters of Povos and his troops.

Moreover, itself is already in the position of a Sword Master.

It must be true that there was no way to stop him unless it was a battlefield that made the war go unpunished.

As a result, Povos was killed by Damos.

He who lived his whole life as a servant of the one who took his place, and then tried to regain his place at the last minute, would disappear into the back of history.

And it was enriched by the black history of the Pandragan family, leaving no record.

Somewhat controversial was that Damos went up to the position of Swordsman and had a tremendous reputation, so he forgot about it over time.

Of course, there is no direct involvement of Loan in this case.

The fact that I learned from gathering data for the assassination of Daemos Swordsman by order of Egbert.

The name that he used to lure Damon from his previous life was Povos, and he was undoubtedly there when he discovered it.

It made me realize that everything was true.

“ ……. ”

In any case, I didn’t know that Damon, not anyone else, already knew about it.

Looking at Loan, who was blamed for losing his word about Moore,

“…… it’s not surprising. I’m just a corner like my father and mother, with two eyes, one nose and one mouth. ”

Damon said with a bitter laugh.

“… but. ”

I could not believe it because I already knew it.

I just hope his wound isn’t too big.

Because of that, I was hesitating to look at Loan.

“Exactly what I found out was that Phobos had just come to the Duke of Pandragan. ”

Damos continued the old story.

“…… how long ago? ”

“My mother brought me Povoss, who will be my servant. Almost the same height, the same size. Even the same day I was born. ”

Soon he drenched his dry lips once,

“When I was a kid, I couldn’t beat him. Not once. ”

I had a pale smile, as I recall then.

“Even my mother’s love…. ”

In the words that just came out with a bitter laugh,

“…… ahhh. ”

Loan loses his word.

“I knew instinctively that my eyes were different from those of Povos. All the good things I had, but I couldn’t feel the warmth. So I don’t even know what happened to Sam. This one must want to win. That’s why I want to be loved by my mother. ”

A childhood beating heart.

It must have hurt him to remember himself.

“….. You did. ”

In the face of Roan nodding his head to understand all that,

“But every time I lost, there was a day when I wanted to beat him too much. And then I gave him a checkup. ”

Damos spoke with a face full of regrets.

“I couldn’t count what he was thinking at the time. There was no consideration of identity or the like. ”

And touching his chest wound,

“Just out of jealousy, I cut off the breasts of the man who couldn’t swing the sword and stopped. ”

I took out my own fruit that day.

“I’m still not forgetting that feeling. And the look of Povos who fell with blood…. ”

The reason why there was hesitation in the sword of Damos once.

Loan, who heard it, nodded with a handsome face.

All he could do now was take his heartfelt story seriously and listen.

“I found out afterwards. My mother was angry when she cried while Povos was sick. How could you do this? I brought something that had no roots, and I asked him if he had done this cruel thing. ”

And Damos remembers the most painful memories of his time.

“No way… from then on? ”

“Yes. I could have been my father’s son, but I didn’t think I was my mother’s. I just checked it out. After that, he said he was sorry, but he couldn’t forget. I wasn’t a child, I had no foundation. ”

It wasn’t Duke Pandragan who brought Damon.

Lamella Van Pandragan, his wife and mother of Phobos.

She was the one who brought him.

The successor to the Duke of Pandaghan should have the same blue hair as the Duke of Pandaghan!

“That wasn’t all. The same goes for the book that disappeared last time, and I’ve found many messages that Povos is the real heir. I could see it every time. I must have taken Povos’s place. Even if it wasn’t my will. ”

He was really a genius.

I also found the message that Ian found last time, and I must have read it all from it.

Just not at all introverted.

Maybe he was just mad at the sword, or he couldn’t stand it.

Regardless of his will, he was not saddened about them being put in a tangled path of destiny.

Looking at Loan with a face that has been wrinkled with regret,

“In any case, I don’t want to continue to take that position. ”

Damos closes his eyes slightly, as if he was trying to hide his chubby tears.

“I’d like to give it back right away, but that’s not going to be as easy as my heart. ”

And after taking a deep breath, he quickly swallowed his tears and opened his eyes again and looked at Loan.

“If Povoss finds out about this one day, I want you to wait a bit and do it for me. Povos will be able to do everything already, so if you wait a little longer….. ”

“So in the meantime, I told Phobos everything..? ”

Perhaps the purpose of Povos was to build his capacity to inherit the post of Duke of Pandragan.

I’m surprised by that thoughtful thought.

“Mostly, but surely I was bothered. ”

Damos replies shrugging.

“Uh, yes……. ”

Too honestly, there was no complete touching moods.

“… I don’t think you’d rather talk about that, anyway? ”

Anyway, I thought it was him, and Ron listened carefully.

“I don’t know if I can do that. ”

Then Damos shakes his head that he is not confident.

“I’m a genius in almost every way, but I’m a pain in the ass for treating people. ”

“Well……. ”

And when he saw him still in the middle of it, and he laughed,

“And I think you’d better talk. I don’t think so, but Povos likes you a lot. No, no one will hate you moving forward without being distant. I love you for not being caught up in color. So I like you too. I think I want to be like you. Maybe Povos is no different. ”

Damos said he was comforted to see him move forward without hesitation.

“…… Damos. ”

And when he had said this, he could not say anything, but called his name.

I thought he lived without thinking, but in fact he also had tremendous troubles and suffering.

And thankfully, he’s giving himself this good look.

In addition, if he had known all this, Damos would have suffered considerable pain in his previous life’s persuasion book.

I feel guilty about the past.

“I’ll do it one way or another. I do my best.”

In the face of Loan answering responsibly,

“…… I wish you were a woman. ”

Damos whispered with a slightly regrettable face.

“Huh?”

“No, on the contrary, it would be nice if I were a woman or something. I’m still pretty, so I’ll be a little girl. I’m sure he’d be better off. ”

“Hmm?”

“Then I would have really risked everything to fall in love with you, that’s too bad. ”

No matter how serious it was, it basically didn’t change the character that had the wrong corner.

“…… why is that coming out of here? ”

With a smile on his face, Damos smiled lightly.

“I’m serious. I’m not kidding. ”

But I’m not joking.

Seeing him unchanged,

“… Well, Povos has a similar corner. ”

Loan, who recalls Povos who had just played a similar prank, nodded that the two brothers were right.

“Because I’m your brother….. ”

And in what Damon said,

“ ……. ”

Loan nods without saying a word.

I think that’s why Damon was on the wagon last time.

You knew you weren’t Povos, you knew you were.

“…… Not a good brother anyway. ”

It was a complicated brotherhood under these circumstances.

“And now that I can’t do anything, I want you to take good care of him with the Water Dragon. Strange things are sticking together and harassing me. ”

At least it was not unusual to think of Povos as a real brother.

“Don’t worry. I won’t let Povos touch a finger. You’re resting comfortably. Dedicated to recovery.”

Within days, Loan smiled brightly and nodded, while Damos closed his eyes and smiled.

“It’s good that you’re like a mother. ”

And in the words that followed,

“… like a mother? ”

It was a panic and a bay roan.

“You’re not a brother, you’re not a father, you’re a mother? ”

But…

“ ……. ”

Damos no longer spoke because he had finished everything he had to say.

“…… yes, well. ”

One day, looking at him as he was asleep, Loan gently stroked his hair.

“Good dreams. ”

* * *

While Damon was asleep, Loan stood by him for a long time.

I didn’t want to leave because I fell asleep.

Sweet.

It was only after he was completely asleep that he left the door carefully.

“Were you still waiting? ”

I met Povos again, who was thinking a lot, leaning against the wall next to him.

“…… did you share everything? ”

He seemed to want to know what Roan and Damon had to say.

In the eyes of the unmasked curiosity,

“ ……. ”

Loan nods without saying a word.

“I have a favor to ask. ”

And when he got lucky,

“Please?”

Povoss opened his eyes wide and watched him.

As long as it took, I think they had a pretty important conversation inside.

Then Loan shrugged at him,

“…… that? ”

I gave out my leather jacket.

The leather jacket that Damon was wearing.

In the way of Loan, who speaks without a word,

“Why are you doing this? ”

Povoss took a leather jacket with a smile on his head.

“Povoss, he wants you to wear it for him and take the Water Dragon and beat the Vampire together. ”

Within days, Loan took out a horse with an awkward laugh.

I haven’t been able to tell you everything yet.

“You are the only one who will inherit that jacket…. ”

But it must be true that Damos’ heart wanted to convey it somehow.

In the words of Loan,

“That’s a relief, really. ”

I knew it. Povoss burst into laughter.

“…… hmm. ”

In fact, the jacket was designed by Ron himself in case the story gets complicated, but how do we explain that?

“If you don’t like it……. ”

If you don’t like it, you don’t have to wear it.

Ugh.

Povos wore his jacket without a word.

“Huh?”

Fobos shrugs with a slightly embarrassed look at Loan.

“… I actually thought I’d like to try it on once too. I’ve never talked about this before, but Damon and I have quite a lot of overlap. ”

Leather jackets and water dragons.

In the way that almost everything but hair reminds Damon,

“You look great. ”

Loan also nods with a smile.

Within minutes, Povos breathed deeply.

“Then let’s go, Lord Pilstein. ”

Wait is over.

“We’ve had enough rest, so we should go smash it. ”

In the eyes of those who decided to get rid of the man who did this.

“Yes.”

Then, facing the figure, Roan nodded.

“Let me show you what happens when you touch us. ”