Chapter 84
Chapter 84
Su Chang left again, for the second time.
This time, Yu Zhou heard the intelligent female voice of “closed door” very clearly, because Su Chang didn’t slam the door.
Even when she was leaving, she still remembered to quietly take the coat and bag she left in the hallway.
Like a daily farewell, the most inconspicuous farewell, just like when she went to work when they lived together.
But Yu Zhou knew that she would not come back again.
As I said before, Yu Zhou is a person who loves introspection. As an author, she also fully understands what Su Chang means.
What Su Chang cares about is that every time she makes a choice, she regards Su Chang as the one that can be discarded at will.
She was attacked, and her self-esteem was hit. She never thought of facing it with Su Chang, but wanted to stay away from her, every time.
It seems that Su Chang is the root of all harm.
Su Chang’s mood is understandable, because she feels that those boring words are actually just sand in the eyes, which is uncomfortable, will make people worry, and even make people cry, but how could someone, Because I don’t want to face this grain of sand, why don’t I choose not to have eyes?
If Su Chang were her eyes.
The fact is that her most precious eyeballs have never been Su Chang. Perhaps Su Chang is just a few eyelashes that she can take off at will.
But Su Chang regards her as his eyes.
She has always felt that there is a very romantic sentence, youaretheappleofmyeye, translated into Chinese as “You are the apple of my eye”, Su Chang doesn’t like this translation very much, because she thinks “the apple in the eye” seems to make people think A smile is so precious.
Yu Zhou was the apple in her eyes, the light in her eyes, and later, her eyes.
Unfortunately, Su Chang was never Yu Zhou’s firm choice.
So Su Chang’s words almost convinced Yu Zhou.
She kept wondering whether she didn’t like Su Chang enough, didn’t love Su Chang enough, if she really loved Su Chang, why couldn’t she muster up the courage to hold her hand?
Why can’t I always see Su Chang’s devotion to her?
Why do you always ignore Su Chang’s feelings?
But her heart clearly reminded her that she was so uncomfortable that she was about to die. If it wasn’t because of love, then what was it?
She couldn’t figure it out. After writing almost two million words of feelings, she still couldn’t write her own paragraph well. So she also blindly felt that what Su Chang said was right, as if she didn’t like her enough, maybe, she should let her go.
That way everyone will be better off.
So she got up, took a shower, washed her hair, cooked a quick-frozen dumpling, and then started mopping the floor, thinking about whether she should find a job. She attributed her current hypocrisy to Too much free time, if she has a fixed nine to five, then she probably doesn’t have time to watch those yin and yang weirdness.
If she can receive money from real life, maybe she will take the three-dimensional dimension more seriously.
She suddenly felt that people who live on the Internet are really amazing, because they don’t have a fixed financial account every month to transfer money to the card, and without this life-saving money, they will pull you back from the virtual world to the living again and again of three dimensions.
Mind you, you are still a living person with face-to-face social relationships.
I also remind you that in your life, you will not suffer from these unwarranted malice at all.
And look in the mirror. If she goes to work every day, she must look in the mirror, but if she stays at home and doesn’t go out, maybe once every two or three days, maybe once every three or four days. In short, she doesn’t take a good look in the mirror every day. Take a look at yourself.
So, how did Su Chang come here? Although she is busy in the three-dimensional work, she doesn’t have any friends, they are all working relationships, and the fetters are not very deep. How does she avoid living as a symbol on the Internet in the face of such a large Internet volume? Woolen cloth?
It’s all right, and the foothold is Su Chang again.
Yu Zhou mopped the floor harder, and then suddenly remembered that when Su Chang was inspecting the house, he said that he liked the floor-to-ceiling windows very much, because she felt that if Yu Zhou sat cross-legged on the sofa with the computer in his arms and typed, and the sunlight came in, he would very nice.
Because Yu Zhou likes to laugh out loud while writing, and then Su Chang just takes a look at her. This look, if it has the bonus of sunshine, will be more beautiful.
Yu Zhou stopped and stared out from the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze.
Sure enough, Su Chang never looked for her again, and Yu Zhou never went online again.
What she didn’t know was that the senior whom Su Chang offended by pushing back the job that day, there were a few impulsive newcomers in the studio, who had heard some rumors and were eccentric on Weibo.
First, someone posted a microblog without naming them.
“It’s really big, hehe.”
Then, several colleagues in the same studio forwarded the connotation.
“Shh, don’t say it.”
“I’m not afraid that fans will rush at you.”
But the turmoil was not too big. After discussing it in the forum, there was no clue, so it dispersed. During the period, some people came out and said that it must be Su Chang, but no one responded, and even the fans didn’t want to get involved, so they drowned in the floor without much reply.
The Changpei account of the eight imperial envoys has been suspended for more than 20 days, and many readers are urging.
Naturally, Xiang Wan also sensed something was wrong. Bingxue was as smart as she was, so she made a phone call with Yu Zhou, and quickly figured out the ins and outs.
But she didn’t say much, and three days later, on a weekend, she said she would come back for dinner and asked Yu Zhou if he could make corn rib soup for her.
She also said that the ones ordered outside were not tasty, but the ones cooked by Yu Zhou were the freshest.
This feeling of being needed is tantamount to life-saving medicine, although Yu Zhou may not realize it.
But she woke up early, cleaned the house, and then went to buy fresh ribs and corn, and bought a few side dishes by the way, thinking that Xiang Wan actually doesn’t like meat very much, but likes to eat vegetables. Her favorite meat is Ribs.
When they got home, the pork rib soup was still in the pot, Yu Zhou went to open the door for her and let her sit casually, then went back to the kitchen to cut vegetables, Xiang Wan changed his shoes and followed her in, washed his hands and asked her: ” What else to do? Not too much.”
“Not much, I’ll fry a few casually, you peel some garlic for me, it’s in that drawer, you know.” Yu Zhou cut quickly.
“I know.” Xiang Wan smiled, bent down to look for Suan.
The two of them worked together to finish the meal, and the banquet started earlier than expected, the meal was not ready yet, Xiang Wan was very hungry, so he said no, let’s eat first. So the two ate with empty bowls first, and then talked about the current situation.
“Well,” Yu Zhou was the first to bring up the topic, because she was afraid of Xiang Wan asking her, so she brought it up during the intermission of food, “You know, that drama is not going to be done.”
“I know, I won’t do it for now.” Xiang Wan added “for now”.
Yu Zhou wanted to say it wasn’t temporary, but after thinking about it, she didn’t say it.
But Xiang Wan didn’t continue this topic, just rolled his eyes and said, “Do you know about the Sound Festival?”
“Ah? I know, it’s just the annual party for your voice actors, anchors and other sound workers, right, and you also receive awards and so on.”
“Yes. The organizer invited me to participate in this year’s event, in November.”
“Invitation so early?”
“I don’t know, it’s half a year in advance.” Xiang Wan said.
Although she didn’t know what the process was, Yu Zhou still thought it was great. She said, “You are so good. You can be invited to participate in the grand ceremony after debuting for one year.”
“Really?” Ke Xiangwan held the bowl, tilted his head slightly, and asked her with a smile.
“What’s the meaning.”
“Shouldn’t you say – ‘I’m amazing’, why did you say ‘You’re amazing’?” Xiang Wan said in a delicate voice with meaningful meaning.
Yu Zhou blinked, but didn’t turn the corner.
“I was taken in by you. You taught me everything. You are responsible for food, clothing, housing and transportation. You suggested the CV path for me. Now that I have achieved results, aren’t you amazing?” Xiang Wan raised his eyebrows , said with a smile.
“No.” Yu Zhou frowned, what kind of nonsense, “I helped you, but your grades are all your own. You know there is an idiom called ‘A Dou who can’t help’? If you don’t Gold, if I spray some paint on you, it will shine?”
“It’s up to you to work hard and live up to it.” She said seriously.
“I see.” Xiang Wan hooked the corner of his mouth.
“You…” Yu Zhou narrowed his eyes slightly.
“So, you also understand this truth.” Xiang Wan whispered.
Still as clear as Xueluo’s voice.
Yu Zhou had some thoughts in her mind, but she didn’t say anything.
Xiang Wan picked up a green vegetable into the bowl, thought for a while, and said, “You taught me the rules of society. We are in a social relationship, and we can never be an isolated island. We make friends and open our hearts. Give and get.”
“We exchange affection for affection and benefit for benefit. We can never refuse to interact with others, nor can we refuse the care of friends and the hands extended from all directions.”
“If someone shows kindness and wants to pull you when you need it, what should you do? You should say to her fiercely, take back your hand, and then stay in the dark by yourself, or hold her, first How about leaving the bottom of the well and giving back your olive branch when she needs it?”
“I will choose the latter,” Xiang Wan said, “as if I live in your home with peace of mind, as if I accepted Teacher Su’s clothes that day.”
“You told me, if I really need it and I can’t refuse, then I will accept it, and then, remember this ‘kindness’. Right?” She turned her head and asked Yu Zhou.
Yu Zhou bit his lip and said nothing.
“But you never told me that some help will become the key to your self-deprecation. You just got a chance to cooperate and an effective publicity method to make more people understand your article. You don’t Confident that your articles can leave real readers, are you not gold, but just painted?”
“I…”
“You can’t deny that Shen Bai and Qiao Qiao will be unhappy.” Xiang Wan said slyly.
“So you came here to persuade me.” Yu Zhou said sullenly.
“I’m here to persuade you, and I’m here to show off my current line skills.” Xiang Wan said with a smile.
She doesn’t plan to say more, the rebuilding of self-esteem needs to be done step by step. Click to finish.
“You’re annoying!” Yu Zhou picked up a piece of corn and threw it into her bowl.
Xiang Ban really belonged to roundworms, she was sure.