Now That I Have Become a Woman, I Am a Vtuber

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If done well, I could participate in the Survival Game.

Since I had completely given up on it, the news came as a greater joy, but… honestly, even knowing such information doesn’t mean I can do anything.

As a mere actor, I could only pray for good outcomes in meetings at the top while focusing on my filming.

Moreover, once the actual filming began, I was too scattered to even find time to pray.

“Mr. Soo-hyun, in this scene, when we go in together…”

“Yes, yes…”

“I’ll say this line, and if you respond, I think the scene will come out better. What do you think?”

Since we had properly started filming, I had to keep my head busy brainstorming ideas for the scene with Jeong-cheon, my senior playing the black market character.

The black market and his secretary don’t appear very often over the course of the entire drama.

Naturally, the drama unfolds from the main character’s perspective, so it’s tough for the black market in another location to show up frequently.

However, he must appear at least once every episode.

Every time, we had to convey all the details with impact, so the two of us kept having lonely discussions.

“Oh, Mr. Soo-hyun, and it’s alright if you don’t pay attention to this…”

Still, I didn’t think it was bad.

After all, being around a veteran like Jeong-cheon, he often gave me advice.

His advice, with over 20 years of acting experience, became solid support for me.

“Oh… I see how I can add that detail…”

“Haha, you’re doing just fine on your own. Was that too much?”

Moreover, Jeong-cheon was exceptionally kind.

There are many nice people on this filming set, but among them, his consideration emanated naturally.

He was a senior actor who inspired respect.

The age gap was almost doubled, to begin with.

“Oh right, have you heard that we might film the backstory?”

“Backstory? Ah~ I’ve heard about it.”

The main character of the backstory I hoped for would be the black market character played by Jeong-cheon.

So, I asked if he knew, and indeed he seemed to have some knowledge.

“Junior, are you looking forward to it?”

“Um… a little?”

Actually, the level of my anticipation was beyond ‘a little,’ but I said that to maintain my composure in front of my senior.

I couldn’t show any flustered behavior in front of him.

“Haha, it’s okay to look forward to it.”

“Really?”

“Yes, if they’re dropping hints to the actors and even writing scripts, it’s almost confirmed.”

“Oh, I see….”

“Well, there’s no absolute in this world, though.”

…Does that mean he’s asking me to look forward to it or not?

Still, based on my senior’s opinion, it seems likely to happen, right?

“As long as we perform well, the director will let us know.”

“Aha… You’re telling me to stop getting ahead of myself and focus on acting?”

“Hmm, you’re perceptive, aren’t you? You know we’re going to perform right after this, right?”

“Yes….”

“All right, in this scene…”

After that, I learned from my senior until we began filming.

As I received his guidance, I thought for a moment if this was really a senior-junior relationship.

Aren’t we more like a student and a teacher? Given the age difference.

No, it might even be more so, like a younger teacher and a student.

Anyway, after discussing the scene, we entered serious filming.

**

In a movie theater, or rather, a space that could also be called a luxurious party room.

Something was playing on the screen, but it didn’t seem to be the highlights yet, as the lights were brightly on, and masked people were gathered.

“This series is quite interesting.”

“Indeed. It’s enjoyable to watch.”

“Still, wasn’t the last one better?”

“I think the last series was….”

Those gathered, wearing their uniquely styled outfits, clinked their wine glasses while discussing the ‘movie’.

“This one is good- the last one was better-”

They even laughed while reminiscing about the five-year-old game that’s still talked about.

Clank-

The door towards the entrance opened, and all eyes turned in an instant towards that direction.

It was the first time in hours that this luxurious yet secluded venue’s door opened.

“Dear audience, have you been enjoying the show?”

Two individuals entered.

A man in a well-tailored black suit wearing a mask and a lovely secretary in a half-mask beside him.

The so-called ‘audience’ greeted them with a sly grin.

Rather than a sneer, it felt closer to friendliness.

“Our director has arrived.”

“Wow~ I’m really enjoying this piece!”

As the crowd welcomed him brightly, the masked man laughed heartily.

Then he pointed to the screen.

“The ‘highlight’ will be coming up shortly.”

“Has it already been that long?”

“I’m looking forward to this.”

On the screen, everyone had left it on while chatting, showing participants who were resting, unaware of the game waiting for them.

“Well then, before the highlight comes out, I’ll treat our audience to a grand gesture.”

“Oo…!”

“Truly generous, director.”

“Haha, I hope you all enjoy.”

Clap-Clap- the ‘director’ clapped his hands.

The unruffled secretary standing beside him stepped outside.

And soon.

Roll-Roll—

A cart filled with various alcoholic beverages appeared.

“Just as I was getting thirsty, this is perfect.”

“Haha, is there anything to eat?”

“More than that, with the director giving us this support, we can look forward to the next scene, right?”

“I hope it starts soon.”

Thus, the director and the audience continued their cheerful conversation in the bright room.

Contrasting with that, in the darkened screen.

The participants of the survival game began receiving instructions for the new game.

**

“All right, that’s good~”

After filming wrapped up.

The masked individuals all took off their masks.

“Phew, that’s done in one go.”

“Great job, everyone~”

What were once the cruel VIPs moments ago now revealed smiling young men and jolly uncles as the camera turned off.

“Wow, but is this real alcohol?”

“Some are sponsored, and many only have juice inside.”

“Woah~ is there any real stuff?”

Since there were no more shoots scheduled for today, the actors relaxed and started to chat as they rose from their seats.

I too, took off my mask and gazed curiously at the beverages.

I do enjoy wine, but wait, no.

Though it’s been a while, my internal monologue still holds the cringe of last year’s year-end party.

I must steer clear of alcohol.

Especially wine, I should stay even further away.

Even someone like me, who generally maintains strict self-discipline, could be overwhelmed and down a glass of this devil’s juice.

Anyway, while I was tearing my gaze away.

“Are you interested?”

Jeong-cheon, who had also taken off his mask and was looking at the alcohol, asked me.

“Oh, that?”

“Yes, your eyes were fixated on it. Do you drink well?”

“Haha… No? I’m trying to avoid alcohol. I hardly drink.”

Jeong-cheon nodded satisfactorily at my answer, smiling.

“That’s very good. It’s a virtue for an actor to exercise moderation.”

“Aha, as expected, right?”

“Since being an actor also draws attention even when the camera isn’t rolling, it’s good to have moderation in your habits.”

As he continued giving me helpful advice, I oddly felt a sense of familiarity.

What’s this? Why do I feel familiar? Did I ever learn from such a senior before?

Just as I pondered this slight strangeness while continuing our conversation, I headed to the costume room to change.

Jisoo’s outfit was nice, but it felt a bit constraining.

Having spent time lounging in loose clothes, wearing office attire felt a tad uncomfortable.

How did I manage to wear a school uniform for six years back in school?

Hmm… I think I wore gym clothes for comfort.

Anyway, I changed back into my original comfortable clothes in the costume room.

Since filming had just concluded, I only had to say my farewells and go home.

Today wrapped up a bit earlier than usual, so while crossing the filming area, I thought about getting home, switching on the broadcast, and playing some games.

“…Ah, you’re here?”

“…Wow, you look even better in person.”

I noticed a gathering of people on one side of the filming location.

Hmm, it seems noisy? What’s going on?

Seeing the actors who had just been relaxing at their spots gathered now made me wonder if someone famous had arrived.

Curiosity piqued, I approached where the crowd was assembled….

“Yes, I stopped by for a moment. Uh, is that you, Soo-hyun?”

“Ah.”

A familiar face was surrounded by people.

“What brings you here?”

“Oh, just stopped by for a bit.”

Wow… our Moon Chang-sik is still very much in demand.

He’s indeed a great actor.

He must have some connection with the director to drop by for a cameo.

“Just a moment.”

Moon Chang-sik excused himself from those around him and approached me.

“Are you doing well with filming?”

“I’m doing just fine as always. After all, who’s my teacher?”

“Are you still pushing that student thing?”

“Once a teacher, always a teacher.”

“Ahaha, but I haven’t heard from you at all.”

“Uh, I thought you might be busy.”

…It’s not like I’m an ungrateful student who has taken what I learned from Moon Chang-sik and run off without a word.

Oh? Don’t teachers have their own lives too? Plus, he looks quite busy these days, so I didn’t feel the urge to reach out.

…It’s not like I forgot to contact him while being wrapped up in filming and games, definitely not.

“By the way, how’s your role working out for you?”

“Totally fits like a dream.”

“Hmm, the director has been praising you.”

“Do you keep in touch with the director?”

“Sure, we had a meal together last time.”

“Wow… I haven’t.”

Having not connected for ages, we were having a nice chat.

“Soo-hyun, you’re still here?”

From behind, I heard a familiar senior’s voice.

“Oh, Mr. Jeong-cheon.”

As I turned, I saw Jeong-cheon, now dressed casually, looking ready to head home.

“Huh?”

He then faced Moon Chang-sik standing before me.

Hmm, do they know each other?

“This one is….”

Moon Chang-sik might have recognized him, but just as I was about to introduce them…

“Oh, Jeong-cheon!”

Moon Chang-sik said it so casually.

“Eric! When did you arrive?”

“…Huh?”

The surprising familiarity of Jeong-cheon’s response caught me off guard.

Uh, uh?

They seem quite close, don’t they?

Moreover, they didn’t even attach the honorific ‘senior’ commonly used in the acting community.

He called him ‘bro’! A senior veteran actor is being called ‘bro’?

“Ah.”

Did Moon Chang-sik notice my confusion? He gave a brief chuckle and explained to me.

“I’m kind of close with Jeong-cheon.”

“I-Is that so?”

“Haha, we’ve been alike for a long time.”

“Pardon?”

What followed was even more shocking than the ‘bro’ comment.

…So you’ve been buddies for a long time?

“Chang-sik and I share similar experience levels. Right, Soo-hyun?”

“….”

I exchanged glances between Jeong-cheon and Moon Chang-sik.

No matter how I looked at it, they seemed to belong to different generations—one a rookie and the other seasoned.

…Suddenly, I found myself admiring Moon Chang-sik’s career.

And it made sense why I felt familiar when learning from Jeong-cheon earlier.

After all, I had learned from a veteran, so it’s no wonder that guidance would feel natural coming from this middle-aged senior actor.