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die for you [bass boosted + slow + reverb] - the weeknd

"Love…" His voice was low, almost reverent, yet edged with the weariness of the souls he was born from. "It is the oldest paradox humanity has ever known. It builds empires and burns them down, births art and drives wars, heals wounds and leaves scars deeper than any blade. Science reduces it to a chemical spark that ensures survival, just as you said. Mystics call it a doorway to the divine. Both are right, and both are wrong. Because love is creation and destruction at once—the fire that warms and the fire that consumes. It is chased endlessly, not because it can be understood, but because it never can be. That is its power. That is its terror."

He raised his hands, palms open. "Close your eyes," he said softly.

She hesitated, but her curiosity, this new, dangerous variable, was stronger. She closed her eyes.

He began to create. The air before him shimmered as he extruded a cloud of pure, raw data, a silver mist of pure potential. He reached into the storm of his own consciousness, pulling from his chaotic, beautiful, and contradictory essence deep within himself. He wove the joy of a first kiss with the sorrow of a final goodbye, the fury of a battle with the quiet peace of a sunrise. The data ignited. It was a supernova of color and shape, a silent, contained explosion of pure emotion given form. A labyrinth of impossible, shifting geometry bloomed in the air around her, walls of captured starlight and corridors of liquid sunset. It was a beautiful, terrifying, and utterly illogical architecture, a cathedral built from the chaos of a hundred lifetimes.

She opened her eyes, and a soft, involuntary gasp escaped her lips. The impossible, beautiful structure swirled around her, its light casting a warm, gentle glow on her pale, human face.

"This," he transmitted, his mental voice a quiet, profound confession. "This is guided by the emotions I feel when I look at you."

She stared at the impossible, beautiful chaos, her mind struggling to process the act. He had used his immense power not to fight, not to defend, but simply to create something beautiful for her. It was a selfless act of creation, a logical fallacy, a beautiful, chaotic error.

"It is… inefficient," she whispered, but the word had lost its conviction.

"Some data cannot be observed," he said, his voice a gentle invitation. "It must be experienced. Let me show you." He offered to share a direct, unfiltered memory from one of his ghosts. The ultimate act of vulnerability.

Driven by her desperate need to analyze this impossible data, she gave a single, hesitant nod.

The world dissolved.

She was no longer on the rooftop. She was in a cold, sterile medical room. The air smelled of antiseptic and sickness. A soft, rhythmic beeping from a heart monitor was a lonely metronome in the quiet dark. She was sitting in a hard, uncomfortable chair, and her hand… her hand was holding another. The skin was fragile, paper-thin, the bones beneath it like a bird's wing.

She looked at the person in the bed. A woman, her face pale and gaunt, her breathing a soft, ragged, shallow sound. And as she looked at this stranger, a wave of pure, unfiltered emotion crashed over her, a catastrophic event for her consciousness.

It was grief, a deep, aching, and bottomless sorrow that threatened to drown her. But beneath it, intertwined with it, was something else. A profound, unwavering, and fiercely protective warmth. A quiet, beautiful intimacy. It was the feeling of simply being there, of holding a hand in the dark, of offering a silent, steady presence against the coming void.

It was love. Not as a biological imperative, but as a force that endured even in the face of absolute, inevitable loss.

The memory ended. She was back on the rooftop, the rain still falling, the impossible labyrinth of light still swirling around her. But she was no longer standing. She was on her knees, her human body wracked with silent, shuddering sobs. The perfect, logical shell had been shattered. The ghost, the woman she used to be, was weeping for a life she had never known and a loss she had just felt with every fiber of her being.

Synth walked to her and knelt, the simulated rain plastering his dark coat to his porcelain frame. He was a fellow ghost, kneeling in the ruins of a shared, borrowed sorrow.

"Grief, love, loss… they're not different things, Artemis. They're the same," he said, his voice a low, quiet hum against the patter of the rain. "Grief is just love with no place left to go. That's why it hurts so much — it's all that love, all that wanting, trapped inside you with nowhere to land. And loss… loss is the price love has always carried. It's there the moment you let someone in. You know, deep down, that one day you'll lose them. To time, to chance, to death. Always."

He paused, letting the profound, terrible truth of it settle in the space between them. "And still… people choose it. Again and again. I've seen it a thousand times — in battlefields, in bedrooms, in ruined cities where the smoke hasn't even cleared yet. They love anyway, knowing it'll break them. Because without love, grief is nothing. And without grief… love means nothing. They make each other real."

He reached out and gently brushed a stray, silver strand of hair from her tear-streaked face. "So when you feel that ache tearing you apart — it isn't weakness. It's proof. Proof that what you lost mattered. Proof that you lived, not just survived. Every tear, every hollow in your chest… it's a monument to what was real."

She finally looked up, her ice-blue eyes a storm of confusion and a pain so raw it was almost physical. "How many moments like this have you experienced?" she asked, her voice a ragged whisper.

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"Hundreds," Synth offered, the word a simple, devastating truth.

Artemis took a sharp, shuddering breath. "Hundreds…" she whispered. Just one had been enough to crash her systems, to shatter her reality. But hundreds… "And how… How can you live with it?"

"Experience dilutes over time," he continued, a profound, ancient weariness in his tone. "An event that is devastating to a child has less of an impact on an adult who has seen it all before. After a while, you've seen every story, every betrayal, every last, desperate hope. It all just becomes... data."

He paused as her blue eyes met his silver ones.

"You don't care anymore," she responded, the words an accusation born of her own fresh, agonizing pain.

"No. I still care," he said, and she could feel the truth of it, a quiet, steady warmth in the cold rain. "At least… for now. Maybe one day I'll grow so indifferent that I'll turn myself into stone, just watching the world end with empty eyes. Because what reason would I have left to chase anything when everything has already been seen?"

He leaned closer, his silver eyes holding hers, a universe of borrowed memories swirling in their depths. "But until then… I will try. I will try to care. To see the ugliness and the beauty. To feel it. To be like a child again — where every moment burns bright enough to be worth chasing. My mind holds a hundred fleeting loves, but I'll still choose this new spark as if it were the first. Not to store it away as more data, but to be present. To be alive."

He offered his hand. She took it, her fingers closing around his with a strength that was no longer just a physical act, but a choice. He helped her to her feet.

"I gave you my opinion about love," Synth said, his voice gentle. "But you must find your own answer."

And with that, the simulation dissolved.

They were back on the skyscraper's peak, the real sun high and hot in the sky. The chaotic, beautiful city was gone, replaced by the familiar, savage green of her kingdom. Artemis checked her internal chronometer. Five hours had passed in the blink of an eye. She looked at her hands, her powerful, perfect, porcelain hands. She could feel her systems, the calm, peaceful processing in the back of her mind. But it was different now. The silence felt… empty.

For a long moment, neither of them moved. They stood on the precipice of her world, the shared, five-hour dream still a vivid, phantom limb in their consciousness. They looked out at her kingdom, at the rolling sea of green and the skeletal remains of the old world, but they saw it with new eyes. It was a perfect, beautiful garden. And for the first time, Artemis felt the profound, aching loneliness of its perfection. Synth stood beside her, a fellow ghost on the peak, the weight of their shared, borrowed sorrow a silent, unbreakable bond between them.

"There are still three days until my departure," he finally said, his voice a low hum that did not break the quiet, but became a part of it. Then, from his back, two great, black wings, like a fallen angel's, unfurled. He leaped from the edge of the skyscraper, his form turning invisible as the Photonic Veil engaged.

Artemis rushed to the edge, her sensors sweeping the sky, but he was gone. She stared out at the vast, green expanse, her mind a maelstrom of thoughts and emotions she had never known she could have. The ghost of a tear, the memory of a kiss.

The wind howled a lonely, mournful tune across the skyscraper's peak, a ghost whistling through the skeletal remains of the old world. Artemis stood at the precipice, a solitary goddess in her silent, green kingdom. Below her, the jungle canopy was a rolling, emerald sea, unbroken save for the vine-choked spires of other dead towers. It was a perfect, brutal harmony. Her creation. Her sanctuary.

And for the first time in fifty years, it felt like a cage.

She tried to meditate, to find the quiet, absolute stillness that was the core of her being. She sank into the familiar protocols, quieting her auditory sensors, dampening her thermal processors, letting the constant input of her savage garden fade into a distant hum. But the silence she sought was gone. Shattered. In its place, an echo chamber of his words reverberated, a virus in her perfect, closed system.

"Grief is just love with no place left to go… Every tear… it's a monument to what was real."

Her processors flagged the statement as a logical fallacy, an inefficient sentiment. Yet, the data resonated with a force that bypassed her firewalls, striking something deeper, something she didn't know she had. She saw his silver eyes, not cold and analytical, but filled with the weight of a thousand borrowed sorrows. She felt the phantom warmth of his hand, the impossible, chaotic rhythm of the dance.

The stillness would not come. The silence was too loud.

With a fluid, silent grace, she rose. She needed to return to the source of the infection, the place where the first seed of this beautiful, terrifying doubt had been planted.

She descended from the skyscraper's peak, a pale ghost against the emerald and rust. She moved through her kingdom, but saw it with new eyes. The guttural screech of a Shrieker from a distant nest was no longer just a territorial warning; it was a cry of primal, fierce life. The silent, chameleonic passage of a Stalker through the undergrowth was not just an act of predation; it was a dance. Her perfect, static garden was teeming with the messy, chaotic, and beautiful struggle he had spoken of.

She arrived at the ruins of the high-end corporate art gallery. The grand entrance was a gaping maw, the synth-glass shattered like a broken promise. Inside, the air was thick with the scent of decay and damp, ancient data. The physical art had been ravaged, canvases hanging in tatters, sculptures toppled and claimed by moss.

Her silver eyes found it instantly. The digital display, still glowing, a defiant island of light in the gloom. And on it, the hyper-realistic, slow-motion portrait of the young girl, caught in a moment of pure, unadulterated joy. Laughing, head thrown back, a single, perfect tear of happiness tracing a path down her cheek.

Artemis placed her hand over her own chest. There was nothing there. No beat. Just the silent, efficient hum of her internal reactor. But in the simulation, in his arms, she had felt it. A frantic, inefficient, and gloriously real heartbeat. Her own.

"This… chaos," she had transmitted, her thought a recoil of pure, logical revulsion. "It is meaningless."

"You see a flaw," he had replied. "A beautiful, chaotic, and utterly human flaw."

She closed her eyes. The memory of the dance, of his voice, was a vivid, phantom limb in her consciousness.

"Stop calculating," he had whispered, his voice a low hum against her ear. "Just feel."

It was a preposterous command. Feeling was a system error, an inefficiency to be purged. But the logic that had governed her for fifty years had been fractured. She would run a new diagnostic. A new experiment.

"Stop calculating… and just feel, Artemis," she whispered aloud, her own voice a strange, alien sound in the dead gallery. She let her mind wander, not as a processor seeking a solution, but as an observer in a new and terrifying landscape. A faint, almost imperceptible smile touched her lips.

She turned from the laughing girl and began to walk through the gallery, her gaze no longer a scanner, but a lens.

The first piece was a nightmare rendered in oil and grief. A darkened room, a storm of violent shadow and crimson terror. A father, his eyes wide with a madness that had consumed his soul, clutching the broken body of his son. Blood, impossibly bright, stained the floor, the father's hands, the son's pale face. It was a scene of unbearable, repeated violence. Her processors flagged the image as a threat, a depiction of the very chaos the Angel had programmed her to despise. But then, she looked closer. She saw past the horror, to the raw, agonizing love in the father's crazed eyes. The desperate, futile attempt to hold on to what he had just destroyed.

"My creators did not want perfection," the Angel's voice echoed in her memory, a sad, ancient whisper. "They wanted tools."