My Servant System

The moment we were out of sight behind that carriage Jahi tossed me against it, looming over me with an expressionless face that sent a shiver down my spine, especially as those golden eyes pierced my mind more than any blade could ever hope to do.

A myriad of emotions rolled around behind those eyes; the heat of rage, the sharpness of anger, the concerns for me, the concerns for herself, the reluctance to do this alongside the broiling desire to just spin me around and fuck me harder than I had ever been fucked before.

There was so much going on inside of her that I had no time to think about myself, and that only got her to feel so much more as she noticed how I moved forwards to try and comfort her, my hands landing initially on her stomach before one crept down towards her cock as I began to stroke the erection that was being restrained by her pants.

Her growl didn't even stop me since I felt her step closer to me while her cock twitched beneath my palm, and even as she leaned down and curled her lip back in anger I just kept stroking that monolith of blue meat that always made me feel better.

"Kat..."

Even just saying my name made me contemplate if I should just fall to my knees right this moment, and yet she pushed me back and pressed me against the carriage as she growled "Kat, please... just be still..."

When she felt me continuing to rub her dick and noticed that I was pressing my breasts against her on purpose the Demoness let out a frustrated growl before repeating her order, and this time I froze completely as she exercised the control afforded to her from the Soul Bond.

"Just... stop... I don't need a handjob right now, Kat... I need you to... I..."

Gritting her teeth, Jahi clenched her eyes shut and rested her head against the carriage above me, the frustration rippling through her body and making my stomach do a flip as my own worry and frustration grew with hers.

Taking a deep breath, the Demoness tried to calm herself as she asked "I know Sla'Caligo wasn't lying about the dues you owe to her, but... surely you can manage this in some other way, right..? Sex is just... out here..? How are we supposed to do this without mentally fucking over the others..?"

Her worries were completely well founded and something that I had no real answer to, but I could answer the first question she asked, and after her control over me waned back to it's usual dormant state I released her erection and instead just clutched her armor for support, resting my head against her chest.

"I... I can't, Jahi... I physically... mentally... emotionally... I just can't. I... I need the sex, need a cock or a pussy to make me cum, to be embraced by someone else... Those months when I was ripped away from you..? It was hell. Not just because I wasn't with you, but because each night I was going crazy with need. I NEED sex the same way I need air... same way I need food, water..."

Trying to explain to someone that you needed something that no one else in the world 'needed' to survive, something that everyone wanted but never actually required to live a normal life was... I was confused, scared, and the usual control and calm that I could muster in front of everyone was ripped away.

"There's no way around it. I... Maybe Cali enhanced it more than usual, but I only met her at the end of my journey during those months! Each night I was forced to scratch an itch deep inside me with a rod of ice just to be able to think clearly the next day, to function without my thoughts being all about how nice it would be to be pushed against a wall and railed by whoever wanted to fuck me."

My throat dried out and my eyes watered as I fought the urge to look up at Jahi's face, worried that all I would find were golden eyes filled with disgust, and yet she knew me just as well as I knew her, the Demoness yanking my head back and staring me in the eyes as she whispered "Then we can do this together, but this was something that we should have discussed before we were here, Kat..."

Before I could respond to that she just kissed me, the Demoness taking one of my hands and guiding it back down to her pants as she pressed me against the carriage to trap me, forcing me to remain where I was and to feel her in her entirety, eventually whispering "But we need to be quick and efficient. I know you're a 'ravenous' woman, Kat, but how many rounds is enough? Is one good? Two?"
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She kissed me just as I was about to respond again, and this time when she freed me she instantly began to work on unbuckling her belt, showing off just how serious she was about this needing to be quick; my response then was to help her before taking the little space she gave me to spin around and lower my pants as well, accepting the Demoness' entire cock as she buried it to the hilt inside me.

Clasping her hand over my mouth, the Demoness just started ramming herself deep into my womb, spearing herself into me and taking me like a whore that she had bought for just a couple of minutes instead of an hour, using those powerful thrusts to make me feel the euphoria of a building orgasm.

Jahi slid her other hand down and began to flick my clit whenever she could, sending sparks traveling through me as she helped me reach my orgasm faster, but sadly despite the arousal I had felt before hand, the sheer buildup that Cali had caused for me emotionally, by the time Jahi was burying herself balls deep inside of me and shooting the thickest load she had ever had into me I was yet to cum.

And so that gave her the answer she needed as she just resumed pounding me, keeping this quiet and making sure the carriage wasn't rocking as she took me as hard and as quietly as was possible.

By the time I had erupted thanks to her second deep creampie the Demoness was clearly wanting to go longer, and yet her control over herself made me feel even more ashamed as she just pulled out and looked at me with a measured gaze, making it clear she wanted an answer on if that was enough.

We were nowhere near completely satisfied, and yet that was all we could manage here without stoking the ire of our comrades who were without an outlet; this was where Cali's words - and Lady Fenyras' - struck a chord deep inside of my soul, one that amplified the shame a little.

If I was just the same woman as before and hadn't decided to get committed to Jahi, then I could just make this so much easier for everyone involved by spreading my legs each night and letting them all take turns using me until they were satisfied...

And that thought flooded me with disgust as I hugged Jahi as hard as I could, hating how easy it would be to just slip back into the version of me that had created a life of hellish mediocrity and cold loneliness.

It would be so much simpler to just tell Jahi, to tell Anput and Leone that they needed to just forget about me for this trip and have them witness as I spent this entire time bent over or on my back in someone else's tent, and yet the simplicity of that lifestyle was lackluster and shallow, with nothing to be gained and everything to lose.

Everything.