My Girlfriend Is Very Good to Me

TL/Editor: looloo

Status: ongoing

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It was the second time we had sex, and it felt incredibly good. Yeonho's hands teasing me and his mischievous voice—all of it excited me. I was confident that even if I were subjected to that for a lifetime, I would be happy.

When I woke up in the morning, washed, and came out, I saw Yeonho's face worried that he had been too rough last night. There was no need for that at all.

What was more important was that it was morning, and he hadn't given me a kiss.

"Hmm? Yesterday? It was great! Oh! You didn't give me a morning kiss, did you?! Hurry up and do it!"

"Oh, sorry."

He kissed me, a bit late as if he had forgotten. I was about to get a little upset, but since it was the day we decided to live together and he loved me so much the day before, I decided to let it go.

After receiving the kiss, I busily moved to prepare breakfast for him. Even though it was just cereal, both Yeonho and I usually had a light breakfast.

Doing something for the one I love made me especially happy today.

After tidying up the bed from last night, we visited home together. My sister, who was visiting, greeted us noisily, making it feel like we were really visiting my in-laws.

Fortunately, it seemed that Mother had prepared her heart for our cohabitation, and we were able to get her permission without any big issues. Moreover, I was grateful that she accepted me taking the lead in Yeonho's matters. Of course, she had always been that way, but it was comforting to know her feelings hadn't changed.

After a brief chat, we packed clothes to take with us. Meanwhile, I sincerely answered my sister's questions about our night.

"It was really good..."

Even though I felt a bit embarrassed, I answered shyly. But it really was so good. I was filled with a desire to share this joy with someone.

I wanted to have a long conversation about it with my sister, but seeing Yeonho's displeased face, I held back.

I didn't want to do anything my husband genuinely disliked. I still felt as if Yeonho's presence was inside me.

It would be wonderful if this led to pregnancy. Taking a year off from school wouldn't matter at all.

With such thoughts, we sorted clothes and called my brother. We needed to move Yeonho's computer too, and even though we minimized the clothing, there was still a lot.

So we called my brother who could bring a car.

There was a brief fuss over the kiss mark I had left, but honestly, I didn't mention it on purpose. I wanted to show the world that Yeonho was mine.

Soon my brother arrived and immediately started grumbling at us.

"I trusted you!"

"Shut up."

"Oppa, don't say that to Yeonho."

"Yeah, hyung. Let's just say good things."

"My head hurts..."

I loved these moments so much.

Seeing Yeonho joking around with my brother, who didn't even know Yoonjung before, and now getting along well. Despite his constant complaints, my brother always being kind and caring to me.

Although not as much as Yeonho, I really loved my brother.

Watching him with a smile, I hurriedly packed the clothes. Since the car was parked on the main road, we had to move quickly. After loading the clothes and the computer, we greeted Mother and headed to our house together.

Thanks to the car, we arrived quickly. Seeing Yeonho naturally enter the password and open the door, as if it was his own home, moved me. It was nothing special, but it was a sight I would see often from now on.

Once inside, we left my brother and sister in the living room and organized the clothes together. We made space, putting Yeonho's underwear alongside mine.

Yeonho's slightly reddened face at that moment was cute. But he had to get used to it. I would be showing him a lot of what I wore. If he wanted, I wouldn’t mind living in just underwear at home.

With that in mind, I planned to wear the lingerie I bought before tonight. Seeing his excited reaction at the sight of that revealing underwear, even before I put it on, satisfied me.

After we finished tidying up, we joined the others in the living room to eat chicken and chat for a while. Yeonho went to the laundromat to get the blanket, and while he was gone, I learned something important.

"Heena, did you know?"

"Know what?"

"Men always have porn on their computers."

"......."

I had never heard it directly, but I had a vague idea. However, I couldn't believe Yeonho would do that with me around. Reading my thoughts, my sister continued with a smirk.

"Don't tell me you think Yeonho doesn't have any?"

"But, still, I’m here!"

"That doesn't matter! They always have it! Right, Heeseong?"

"...No comment."

"Even if he does, as long as he stops watching from now on..."

"Men watch that stuff even if they have girlfriends. Even if you tell him to delete it, he never will. Right, Heeseong?"

"Stop asking me!"

My brother clammed up, but his reaction only made me more certain. At the same time, I felt tears welling up.

Sure, it’s normal to watch that stuff when alone, but I wish he would just come to me instead!

Rather than feeling angry, I felt sad that he relieved his desires by watching other women's bodies instead of coming to me.

Even if he promised not to go all the way before my birthday, he could have asked to see my body anytime. I would have given him everything!

When it was time for Yeonho to come back, my brother and sister got up to leave. They told us to have a good talk.

So, I waited for him in the room. I wanted to hear his side and judge for myself.

When he entered the room with the blanket, I started questioning him immediately.

"Why did your brother and sister leave so suddenly? They seemed apologetic."

"That's not important. Can you turn on your computer now?"

At first, he acted like it was nothing, fiddling with the computer.

"What are you looking for? Should I help?"

"Yeah, you need to find them."

"What?"

"Videos."

He stopped moving the moment he heard that.

So, it really exists, huh?

I silenced his attempts to explain and quickly checked the folder he opened, going through the videos he had watched.

Videos of big-breasted women in sexy cosplay. Videos of big-breasted women having tender moments like lovers on a bed. Videos of students and big-breasted female teachers. Videos of big-breasted women acting like dogs with adult toys attached to their bodies.

Each video had its own concept, but one common theme was clear.

All the actresses in the videos were big-breasted, sexy types.

Though I had grown quite a bit and wasn't small anymore, I still felt inferior compared to the women in the videos.

I was upset.

But his words, saying he liked my breasts too, eased my mind a little. Still, I couldn't let it go and subtly threw him a bait.

"You'll keep watching this stuff, right? I thought it was just the two of us living here, but I didn't know we'd be living with these unknown women too."

"I won't watch anymore! Should I delete them all? Right now, I can delete everything!"

His expression showed a hint of regret as he said he would delete them immediately.

"If you don't want to delete them, you don't have to. They say men watch those even when they have girlfriends, so I'll understand this much."

Hearing my words, which seemed to offer some relief, he sighed.

"Thank you so much for understanding. If I delete them, I always end up thinking about them later. So, I'll just leave them─"

Seeing Yeonho relax and take the bait, I felt a string snap in my mind.

"Really? So you plan to keep watching them?"

I was shocked when he avoided my gaze slightly at my continued words.

Even with me here, he was watching those women!

"I'll delete them right away! I'll never watch them again!"

"It's fine. Do whatever you want, delete them or not."

Even though he quickly deleted the videos and begged for forgiveness, I was already hurt by his reaction. So, until we lay in bed that night, I didn't speak to him, intentionally wearing the revealing lingerie I had worn earlier to make it harder for him.

Meanwhile, I was burning with jealousy over the women in the AVs.

I could do it too, whether it was cosplay, role-play, or using toys to tease me. Anything!

I could do it all!

Of course, my sulking didn't last long, as Yeonho constantly whispered how much he loved me in my ear, making me relent.

But I couldn't let it slide so easily.

"You won't watch it anymore, right?"

"Yes, yes. I won't watch it ever again."

"If you do, I'll smash your computer."

"...Trust me."

I made him promise.

"Yeonho, I'll do anything you want, so just tell me. Whether it's cosplay, toys, anything."

"Got it."

"Hehe, then it's settled. I love you~ Thanks for putting up with my demands."

"No, it's nothing. I love you too."

Only after hearing those words did I feel completely better. I confirmed he had deleted all the videos and that he would come to me if he ever wanted to see something like that.

I would do it all for him.

However, deleting everything seemed to hurt Yeonho too, as that night he teased me even more than the night before.

Even after I came countless times, to the point where I couldn't even moan properly from exhaustion, he didn't stop and kept playing with my body.

I could fall asleep smiling.

Yes, Yeonho.

Do everything with me.

I'll accept anything.

After that, our happy cohabitation began. We did everything together, and sometimes I would seduce him while wearing only underwear, enjoying our time together.

Then, when I had to leave home for the new student orientation.

I didn't like the idea of going to such a place without Yeonho, so I fussed about it. Even at the moment of departure, I couldn't bring myself to leave.

"Have a good trip. Be careful not to get hurt."

"I will... I love you, Yeonho. Don't forget me."

"Heena, you know you're coming back the day after tomorrow, right? Anyway, I love you too. You should go now. You'll be late."

"I'll be back..."

Did Yeonho, who was comforting me as I clung to him, know?

That while he was comforting me, he too had a face as if he was about to cry.

That his expression showed how much he hated being apart from me.

After that sad farewell, I attended the orientation, which, as expected, wasn't particularly interesting. Having experienced similar things before, I thought it was an event with little meaning beyond getting to know my peers.

After a two-hour bus ride, we arrived and were assigned rooms. Immediately afterward, the first event, club introductions, took place.

It was a simple introduction but a surprisingly long event. During this time, I firmly rejected anyone who tried to approach me.

"Your name is Heena, right? Have you decided which classes to take? I know a great elective with easy exams..."

"I’ve got it all planned out, thanks. Sorry, but I’m feeling a bit nauseous from motion sickness. Could you leave me alone?"

"Oh, sure. Sorry to bother you while you're resting."

Seeing guys awkwardly approach me as if they had no ulterior motives made me sigh. Most of the people trying to talk to me had that obvious look in their eyes.

At least my profile picture was a photo of Yeonho and me kissing, and I subtly showed my left hand with the ring on it, which reduced the number of guys approaching me.

I just wanted to listen to the club introductions. Of course, I had no interest in joining any clubs. I barely had enough time with Yeonho, so I couldn't afford to spare any for such activities.

So, while half-listening, I kept messaging Yeonho, pouring all my longing into my texts.

"Is this seat taken?"

"No. Lia, are you interested in any clubs?"

"Oh! You remembered my name? We were seatmates on the bus, after all. Yes, I'm very interested!"

"We talked all the way here; of course I remember."

If there was one good thing about this otherwise pointless event, it was meeting Lia. Her cautious, slightly nervous approach on the bus showed her genuine desire to befriend me. I liked her gentle demeanor, which reminded me a bit of Yeonho.

While Lia and I chatted, the lengthy club introductions ended, and the after-party drinking session began.

It was a time for mingling, drinking, and getting to know each other, regardless of gender.

Not that it had anything to do with me.

"Hey, freshman, let's have a drink."

"Sorry, I don't really like drinking. Plus, I'm in the middle of an important conversation with my boyfriend."

"Oh, I see..."

I answered loudly enough for everyone to hear when a senior approached me with a drink. I wasn't actually messaging Yeonho at that moment, but I didn't want to drink without him. Drinking felt meaningless without him, and I didn’t want to get drunk.

Maybe I would drink a little if it were just Lia and me. But I didn't see anyone else I wanted to get close to yet.

Keeping too much distance from my college peers wasn't good, but I learned in my past life that there's no need to get unnecessarily close to everyone.

"Heena, you really know how to refuse firmly. I should stick with you! I don't like those situations."

"Sure. Let’s have a drink together later."

"That sounds great! You must really like your boyfriend. Your profile picture is something else."

"I love him a lot. I wish I could go see him right now."

"Wow... that's serious. How long have you been together?"

Talking to Lia about Yeonho was a thousand times more rewarding than dealing with guys hitting on me. At least, I enjoyed myself while talking.

Eventually, unable to hold back my longing for Yeonho, I impulsively started a video call where we expressed our mutual longing.

─Smooch!

"Mmm~ Smooch!"

We exchanged cute kisses.

"But your boyfriend is pretty cute~ You said he’s our age, right? Kind of my type-"

"What?"

"I mean, no! Not my type! I just think you two look great together!"

I playfully covered Lia's mouth as she made a silly joke. Maybe I should reconsider getting too close to her.

Women don’t make such jokes unless they have at least some interest. Her words indicated she had some feelings.

Though I was briefly upset by Ria’s teasing, seeing Yeonho's face and hearing his voice after hours apart quickly calmed my heart.

Why was I at such an event? I wanted to spend time wrapped tightly in Yeonho’s arms until our bodies felt like they would break.

"We're going to go now. Sleep well, Yeonho. I love you!"

─Yeah, I love you too. Sleep well.

The happy time ended quickly, and his voice grew distant. As soon as the call ended, I walked straight to my room, leaving Lia and her unnecessary chatter behind.

I needed to sleep quickly so time would pass faster, and I could see Yeonho again.

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Raei Translations

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The next day, the second day of orientation.

I felt like time had stopped. I watched people running around and shouting under the scorching sun, feeling dazed. They asked us to refrain from using our phones during the sports event to encourage participation, so I couldn't even message Yeonho.

Coming all the way here, I didn't want to get dirty looks because of this. I wished I hadn't come at all.

"Are you okay? Do you want to go inside and rest?"

"I'm fine."

Lia, thinking I was unwell, worriedly asked from beside me, but I gently shook my head.

It was because Yeonho wasn't here, so it made no difference where I went to rest. Since I was here to at least make some acquaintances, I had to participate in the event for that purpose.

I moved my heavy body, slowly blending in with the people. Thankfully, after yesterday’s incident, most of the overtly flirtatious people had disappeared.

I miss Yeonho.

Finally, the orientation that felt like ten years in a second was over, and I returned. Seeing Yeonho waiting for me at school, smiling brightly, filled me with energy.

Ignoring everyone else's stares, I ran to him and hugged him. Feeling his warmth and scent calmed my heart.

When we got home, I asked Yeonho to stay with me from dinner onward.

"Is that okay? I’ll keep kissing you so you can't sleep."

"Hehe... Yes, as much as you want, Yeonho. Even if I don’t sleep, it’s fine, as long as it’s with you."

Happiness enveloped me as he craved me. Those three days had been tough. It was clear this time had been harder than when Yeonho went on a trip with friends.

I was already worried about how I would cope when he eventually enlisted. But for now, feeling his love was more important than those worries.

My life seemed to revolve around Yeonho, with everything centered on him.

But what did it matter?

I liked who I was now.

And this moment was so incredibly happy.

Being in Yeonho’s arms, right now.

After returning from orientation, Yeonho and I couldn’t get enough of each other, making up for the time we missed. Those days were filled with blissful satisfaction.

Then, Yeonho started his part-time job.

Though I had just started classes, the first day ended quickly with nothing much happening. So, I immediately went home and nestled in his arms as if to say, “Don’t go anywhere.”

But Yeonho left. Without me.

Of course, I followed right after.

Arriving at the café where he worked, I saw Yeonho and a female employee looking very friendly. Seeing them laugh together made me clench my hands.

Until now, the only woman around Yeonho was Yoonjung, so I never had these worries. But recently, Lia and now this woman seemed to be flirting with Yeonho.

Even though I knew it wasn’t true, a part of me felt uneasy. But I kept reminding myself it would be okay.

Because I trusted Yeonho.

They were just learning the job.

But isn't that too close?

Do they really need to be that close to learn?

Why is he smiling so kindly at her?

Why is she giving him a flirtatious smile?

Why is she holding Yeonho's hand?

He doesn't need help; he can do it just fine on his own!

It was all heading in a bad direction.

"Could I get a refill?"

Unable to just watch any longer, I emptied my cup and asked for a refill, trying to interrupt them even for a moment.

But Yeonho's eyes were on the female employee making coffee, not on me.

He was looking at another woman.

I struggled to keep my expression neutral. I didn't want to be a distraction for Yeonho.

For hours, all I did in the café was suppress my rising jealousy and wait for his shift to end.

When his work was finally over, I pulled Yeonho out as he continued chatting and smiling with the café staff.

"You should've gone home first. It must've been hard waiting."

"It wasn't hard at all. But, Yeonho."

I wanted to tell him I was worried and that he'd worked hard.

"You seemed to really enjoy talking with that woman."

But my true feelings slipped out. Even though I flinched after saying it, I wanted to spill everything now that it had come to this.

I don’t want you talking to other women. I want your eyes only on me. Honestly, I don’t want you to have a part-time job. I want you to stay with me forever.

I couldn’t say all of that, but...

"We're going to be working together, so if I act uncomfortable, it'll be hard for me. You understand, right?"

"I don't!"

I pouted, my emotions flaring up.

"Can you tell me why you're suddenly acting like this? You said it was okay before."

I leaned on his kindness as he tried to comfort me.

"No! Did you see her? If I weren't there, she would've acted even more familiar!"

I let my jealousy show.

"You don't know that! Maybe she's already thinking that! Maybe she fell for you at first sight, and because you smiled kindly at her, she thought, 'Oh, he might be interested in me,' and started approaching you! She could pretend to help you when you're tired from making drinks, comfort you when a weird customer bothers you, and then suggest having a drink together! She could take you to a hotel when you're drunk, saying she'd help you!"

I spilled out my worst fears from the café, pouring out those stupid fantasies. Only after I did, did my emotions calm down a bit. But then, embarrassment washed over me.

Yeonho always thought of me, cared for me, and made sure I didn’t feel bad.

But I just showed my selfishness and jealousy.

Just as I was about to be overwhelmed by negative emotions, he suddenly placed his hand on my butt.

"Heena, how about we talk about the rest at home? I really want you right now."

His words, expressing his desire for me, made my face flush instantly. Just moments ago, I was drowning in self-loathing and bad feelings, but the moment Yeonho showed he wanted to be with me, my body responded, craving him.

I wanted to be in his arms right then. I felt an unbearable heat building inside.

"Well, then, we have no choice... Let's talk later. Let's go home."

We left behind the conversation from a moment ago and held hands, heading back home.

As soon as we arrived, he grabbed me and kissed me passionately right in the doorway. His hands roamed over my body, expressing his intense desire to possess me.

Unable to control our heated bodies, we undressed each other passionately, almost tearing our clothes apart.

Finally, naked, we headed straight to the bathroom.

Unlike the past few days, Yeonho held me gently, as if it was our first time. It felt like today’s s*x was solely for me.

I loved it when he teased me, but it was also wonderful when he focused entirely on my pleasure, prioritizing my happiness over his own desires.

After one incredibly blissful session, we soaked in the half-bath to warm our bodies.

This bathtub was my favorite thing about the house. Just as I had imagined, it was the perfect size for us to sit together with me in his arms.

In this small space, it was just Yeonho and me. It oddly felt like a safe haven, like my childhood secret base.

"Heena, does it feel good?"

"Yeah... it's good. Hold me a bit tighter."

"Okay."

His gentle whisper in my ear made me feel like I couldn’t be happier. In that state, we talked honestly about our feelings.

"I'm the one who always gets jealous."

Seeing him always smiling at me, I never imagined he could be jealous.

"I'm worried someone might hit on you at college."

"I'd never entertain that!"

"I know. But it still makes me uneasy. You know what I mean?"

"...Yeah."

I realized that Yeonho also always carried the same anxiety as I did.

"I know. I love you, Heena."

"I love you so much more."

Finally, we expressed our love for each other.

Overwhelmed with emotions, I turned and hugged him. I felt his body against mine, and I wanted him again.

"I don't think I can wait until we get to the bed. Can you do it once more before we go?"

"Yes! I'll make you feel good!"

Maybe Yeonho felt the same way. Unable to hold back, he asked me to please him, and I did so with all my heart.

Seeing him feel good because of me made me happy. It aroused me even more.

I could do it as much as he wanted.

Now that he had deleted all the videos, I planned to take care of all his needs from now on.

Only I, in the whole world, would make him feel good.

Always.

Author's Note:

Again... I'm sorry to say to the minors... but please consider tomorrow as... a day off... ㅠㅠ

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