My girlfriend from the reverse world expects me to be a Netorare

My body stopped again as I turned to head towards the kitchen. My consciousness was reconfigured to where it was headed.

The hallway and kitchen were revealed in the darkness, the whole body was uncomfortable because it was hot even though it was dawn and I hadn't washed, and the fatigue that remained from the intense sex.

Even if you try not to be conscious of it, you temporarily shake off things that are irritating you, like putting on a sandbag.

I remember that. I remember that.

I carefully take two more steps, exactly two more steps, towards Cha So-young's door, as if I were moving my feet in three parts: heel, middle, and forefoot.

My body, which had moved silently, ended up standing completely in front of Cha So-young's room.

He leans his upper body slightly toward the crack in the door and turns his head to the side.

Using the alien sound that pollutes the silence as a landmark, I erase even the sound of my breathing and focus my consciousness on hearing.

"Ugh… !. Yeah… … I love you… Ah… Ahh… ! … Yeah… Good… !"

Another groan and voice that seemed to be cut off abruptly was heard.

When I heard the first moan, I only had my toes slightly in the realm of certainty, but when I heard the second moan, I had my feet completely in the realm of certainty.

'… she's masturbating.'

If we just look at the situation of moaning alone in a room, there are probably quite a few different cases.

Maybe you have an emergency that requires your help, or maybe you have a hidden illness that you have to deal with alone, or maybe you have a very unique hobby that you find difficult to reveal.

But I didn't even glance at that side.

Just a few hours ago, I had let out the exact same moan, this time from my own body, so there was no way I wouldn't be able to discern the meaning behind it.

'why…?'

That one word was engraved in my heart.

Is there a reason why Cha So-young must masturbate right now, less than two hours after having sex with me?

Is there a reason why Cha So-young has to let out the moans that were like screams while having sex with me?

Is it because I've been doing this routine, like a knife, out of obligation since before I started dating you, that I'm masturbating today too?

Is it so obvious that she masturbate just out of habit, without any regard for sexual desire?

'That can't be…'

If you need to masturbate right after a hot night with your significant other, why is that? I already know the answer.

But since I can't accept that answer, I'm looking for a question that can lead to another answer. It's like saying I'll only see what I want to see, even though I know it's the unavoidable truth.

The pride, self-esteem, and self-respect that one has as a man.

I feel like all those feelings that used to give me a strange thrill every time I slept with Cha So-young are now collapsing in an instant.

At first, I was not sure if it existed or not, but as I shared my love with Cha So-young, my masculinity, which had been confirmed to be strong, was stabbed with doubt.

"… Huuuuuuut!!?"

What brought clarity back to my consciousness, which had been consumed by a sense of loss, was a loud groan, different from the moans that continued on and off, barely audible.

I was momentarily lost in thought, but my posture with my ear bent toward the crack in the door remained unchanged, so I could clearly hear the loud groan.

No matter how negative my thoughts were, I knew better than anyone else the charm of Cha So-young's body, so the desire to hear her mind-blowing moans a little more was almost an instinct that I couldn't resist.

'… I guess it went badly.'

I could guess from her moans how and how loudly Cha So-young had climaxed.

There was no reason. It was just a reflexive imagination that came to mind because I heard it, like when you hear a cat meowing louder than usual and you distinguish between it being in heat or being in pain somewhere.

A dildo that was smaller than my cock and not very warm, which Cha So-young had explained in detail to me before to arouse me.

I wonder if she still climaxes while poking her vagina with that dildo. It's a bitter feeling.

For a moment, I had the urge to open the door, but I knew what the consequences would be, so I calmed myself down by cursing myself for imagining something so stupid.

Think about it the other way around. Even if you've seen everything, it would be more embarrassing than getting caught by your family.

Moreover, if you think about the reason why Cha So-young is masturbating right now, you might feel something closer to guilt than shame, just like last time. It must be a moment she doesn't want to show me.

"Haa… haa… more, I have to do more…!! Huh!?"

There was no need to listen any further, and I had to respect her alone time for whatever reason, so I quietly moved my feet and tried to head to the kitchen like I had done the first time.

However, my upper body, which was trying to return to its original position by tilting back, stopped moving upwards for a moment at the moans of Cha So-young, who resumed masturbation with questionable words despite having reached a great climax.

I put my ear close to the crack in the door again.

'Do I have to do more?'

The words Cha So-young spoke were much clearer than before.

The reason why moans are more clearly audible is probably because we are in the quiet darkness where our hearing is heightened, and because the decibel range that our hearing can detect is wider when a loud moan hits our eardrums at once.

'Why? It wasn't something she did lightly... Even if she's a woman, she need some time to rest, just like a man. Is there really a reason why she have to masturbate?'

I focused my distracted consciousness on my hearing again and analyzed the incomprehensible words that Cha So-young was spewing out.

The negative emotions that had been pressing down on my chest were instantly crushed by more important clues.

The proposition that Cha So-young's masturbation was based on other reasons including sexual desire. As soon as a clue to prove it arose, something like an intuition tickled the back of my head.

It's that feeling of forgetting something, but not being able to recall the clue even though it's right there in front of you.

I thought that this was not the time to be depressed alone over a sense of loss, so I let go of distracting thoughts and focused on the current situation.

"Haak…! Haaaang! … Idiot…! … Always… Ugh…! Danger… Hey…! … Go… Properly… Haak! Seriously… Hey…!"

[Idiot, today was dangerous, Cha So-young, or I, had to endure it properly.]

Fortunately, Cha So-young's monologue did not end with just one phrase about having to do more.

There were a few words that I had trouble pronouncing properly, but they weren't words with meanings so difficult that I had trouble connecting them.

'Do you like feeling things when you talk?'

For a moment, I remembered the NTR wall of Cha So-young that I had discovered during the day.

There is little merit to a smartphone when you have a computer, so you are probably watching your porn on the computer and masturbating.

And that daughter-in-law is likely to be full of NTR series.

'I'll have to check the computer later.'

Since it wasn't that important, I turned my thoughts elsewhere.

Now that the time for analyzing is over, I need to find a reason why Cha So-young masturbates without me knowing.

'… This is the first time I've heard Soyoung swear.'

Does that mean you care about the way you speak when you're with me?

Even though it was unlikely, I got goosebumps when I imagined Cha So-young indiscriminately hurling verbal abuse at me.

'... You're not swearing at me, are you? If you look at the other words, it's more like you're blaming yourself. Wait, today too? This isn't the first time... Surely this isn't an everyday occurrence?'

What is dangerous, what must I endure? I brainstormed and imagined a variety of words, including the word "retard."

Because my mind was focused on hearing, I had enough energy left over to listen and analyze simultaneously, filling in the gaps in my thinking.

"… Yeah. Me… . … I won't… … Ah. Jaehyuk…!! Heh heh…!!"

Cha So-young's words, which had started to sound clear when she said that more had to be done, became unclear again.

It seemed like the voice itself was quiet this time, regardless of my ears adjusting to the darkness.

However, the short words that were uttered until reaching a shallow climax were easy to understand even without having to match the word order because their meaning was simple.

'… Are you sorry? To me?'

I stopped listening for a moment as I heard my name and the words of apology clearly.

As I return my upper body, which had been leaning against the door gap, to its original position, I no longer hear any words, but only the sound of groans that cut off like before.

'…wait for a sec…'

At that moment, a feeling of inexplicable frustration and sadness came over me like a cloud.

Unlike a few minutes ago when I was frustrated because I couldn't find any clues, now I feel frustrated because I can't find the right answer even though it's clear that the clues are already out there.

I've almost finished fitting all the thousands of puzzle pieces together and now I just need to fit a few dozen pieces left, but it feels like those few dozen pieces are taking up multiple times as much time.

I stopped eavesdropping and collected my thoughts.

At this moment, I have to draw a conclusion by synthesizing all the other clues, not just the fact that Cha So-young is masturbating without me knowing.

The branch for the answer that stretched out with each blink of an eye quickly formed a plausible sentence.

─ After the bruises on my body, Cha So-young's true feelings clearly still remain even though she said it was okay.

─ Cha So-young's 'face' that seems to hold back something that is revealed every time she finishes her affair.

─ After sending Cha So-young out and searching through her smartphone like a stray dog, she found a pile of NTR videos hidden by lax security.

─ Today, when she experienced her third orgasm unlike usual, Cha So-young lost her patience and showed her excitement in a completely different way.

─ Usually, she was able to hold back on things well, or rather, barely, but today, she almost couldn't hold back on it, so Cha So-young is blaming herself.

─ In order to properly endure that something, Cha So-young must masturbate now. Even though she has just had a big orgasm, she must continue masturbating so urgently and intensely that she has to poke her vagina without stopping.

─ What is it that Cha So-young is holding onto from me?

"…ha ha ha…"

A dry laugh flowed out, as if a part of his body was falling off. He took a step towards the door frame and leaned his back against the wall.

Kung. Even though I had almost solved the problem, I still felt so frustrated that I felt like I was hitting the back of my head against a wall. It was also the frustration that came from not being able to come to a definitive answer until I checked it myself.

I did it thinking I didn't care if I got caught, but the groans still wouldn't stop coming from the other side of the door.

If you're this oblivious to the outside world, you're probably wearing a headset or earphones. If not, you might be so absorbed in masturbation that you don't have time to hear anything else.

"You should have at least said something… "

Don't do this alone. As if responding to my blank soliloquy, another strong groan of orgasm leaked out from beyond the door.

"Huh…! Haauk…!"

After a brief pause, large and small groans are heard again.

From what I've heard, it's already been two strong climaxes, but even so, Cha So-young doesn't stop masturbating

Suddenly, I felt annoyed and raised my knees, leaning on my hanging arms and scratching my head.

'... Let's sleep for now. Take a deep breath... and think about it after waking up.'

Contrary to when I first woke up, when I was physically tired but mentally alert, I now feel more mentally tired than physically tired.

But since it would have been even more unpleasant to just sit there and get caught by Cha So-young, I got up with my heavy body and walked to her father's room with trembling steps.

Swaying

This time too, I threw myself on the bed and soon fell into a deep sleep.

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