Chapter 11: 〈Episode 11〉Lovers (5)
"ah."
It was an unfamiliar ceiling. Rubbing my eyes, I looked at the window on the left side of the room, the bookshelf on the right, the desk, and the dresser in front of me. As I did so, I began to remember little by little what had happened last night.
The clock on the wall said 12 o'clock, just past noon. I don't know what time I went to bed last night, but my condition itself wasn't bad.
It was just before midnight when I bought condoms at the convenience store with Cha So-young, so I thought I must have slept for about 10 hours.
"Ah, sir. How did you put it in right away…"
I tried to block out the shame that was rushing in by covering my eyes with my wrist, but the memories of last night's love affair kept coming back to me and shaking me up again and again.
No matter how tired I was, no matter how excited I was for hours, I told her to change positions because it might hurt, and then I came right after I put it in.
'I'm not a premature person, am I…?'
Even though I rationalized that they were equal since I ejaculated at the same time as Cha So-young climaxed, my pride as a man was still hurt.
As I was looking for excuses like that, another possibility came to mind, based on the fact that the roles of men and women in this world were reversed.
What is Cha So-young thinking?
'Shouldn't he be more embarrassed than me?'
Cha So-young was too confident last night to be embarrassed. As if I was weird for caring about such things.
You could say that they were so calm because they were so happy about the fact that they were connected to each other that there was no moment to feel embarrassed, but I still had some doubts.
However, I stopped thinking about it, concluding that it might be an extension of that, since it wasn't a thought that went beyond suspicion and he had acted like a younger sibling or a child on several occasions.
It was not a time to lie down and be depressed, but the moment I got up, Cha So-young opened the door and came in.
"Oh. You're awake? When did you wake up?"
Dolphin pants with a shirt that goes down to the pelvis. As I looked at it, I was reminded of last night's lovemaking and I couldn't help but look away.
Even though we had seen everything about each other, I was still embarrassed to show her my erection so early in the morning.
"I just woke up. When did I fall asleep?"
"Hmm. It must have been around one o'clock. I brought you a drink because I thought you might be thirsty, but you were already asleep."
"I see…"
As soon as I put it in, i cum, and as soon as I take it out, i falls asleep.
It was difficult to face each other.
I'm sure we're not the only ones who have had our first experiences in this way, but I feel anxious that it's all been too short and meaningless.
But I couldn't ask her anything freely. It was like asking her to say what I wanted, knowing that she would probably say something like, "It was okay, it was good."
"I woke up around eleven, too. I was cleaning up when I heard noises coming from your room, so I came in to take a look."
Cha So-young came up next to me, sat down on the bed, and spoke. She wrapped her soft palm around my entire hand and stroked the back of my hand with her thumb.
"Is there anything bothering you?"
If I have the same worries as yesterday, I'm a little scared too. Cha So-young said with a slight smile.
It's a low voice for a woman, but it's a voice that makes you listen. It must be Cha So-young's way of joking to get me to say something.
However, if Cha So-young guessed that my thoughts were similar to those of yesterday, the bad thing was that I kept my mouth shut.
Because I don't want to make her think that the boyfriend she had a one night stand with is the boyfriend she had her first kiss with after 6 months of dating.
So, I held Cha So-young's hand tightly as she stroked the back of my hand to make her feel at ease.
"I had something to think about. It's nothing."
"Um… Okay. Are you hungry too? Should I order something to eat? Or should I just wash up and go?"
Cha So-young let out a sigh as if there was still something suspicious, but fortunately she didn't ask. So I decided to take care of the urgent matter first. I was hungry.
"I could have stayed a little longer… My parents don't care about that kind of thing."
"i'm going because I'm worried about my mom, not your parents."
I sent a text message to my mother in advance yesterday, but it still bothered me.
If you think about it the other way around, even if the other person is your childhood friend and boyfriend, it's the same as your daughter who you raised with great care leaving a text message saying she's going to spend the night with the man.
When I sent the text, I didn't get a confirmation call or anything, so it seemed like it would just pass without saying anything, but it was an issue that needed to be confirmed.
I was a bit awkward about meeting Cha So-young's parents. Not only did I not know what 'Shin Jae-hyeok' was like, but it had been years since I had seen them, so I preferred to meet them later with Cha So-young instead of welcoming them.
"Shall I take you there?"
"Why are you dropping me off when it's only five minutes away? Just stay home."
I returned home, leaving Cha So-young behind, who reluctantly followed my orders.
Fortunately, my mother, who was resting at home, welcomed me without complaining. All I got was a warning to tell her to come earlier next time if she thought she was going to be late.
It could mean that she trusts Cha So-young that much, or her mother is lenient in that regard, or she feels indebted to me for taking care of all the housework, or there could be various reasons.
Anyway, it wasn't a bad sign, so I decided to do my thing.
After leisurely finishing my housework, I surfed the web and thought about things I didn't know.
[Title: What would a woman think if she saw a man who ejaculates immediately after having sex?]
[We had been caressing each other before putting it in, but as soon as I put it in, he came and took it out, and then he fell asleep right away.]
[It was our first time together, but I think it's not strange for a woman to be disappointed in a man, so I'm asking.]
'If you're a guy, you're out if you cum as soon as you put it in.
If it's your first time, it's not that weird. If you've done it dozens of times, it's already weird.
You'd think I was being rude, you little shit. Haha. Were you expecting to hear anything else?
No shit, cumming fast is one thing, but what about the fact that you take it out and then fall asleep right after?'
"Ugh…fuck."
After surfing the web for hours looking at sports, entertainment, current affairs, and other popular things, I was so upset about last night that I decided to write something on a site I often visited in the old world.
This is the result. I didn't expect anything when I posted this, but when I read the comments, I couldn't help but curse. But when I remembered that I had vented my feelings somewhere, I felt a little relieved.
'Would Soyoung like it if I did that for her?'
While surfing the web, my eyes almost rotted because of the advertisements that emphasized masculinity by revealing protruding thighs and pert chests, but as they entered the corner of my vision, my thoughts turned in a new direction.
In the previous world, a man wearing a thong and exposing his dick through a piece of cloth would have been something only a corrupted pervert, regardless of gender, would accept.
But in this world, for a man to wear such underwear would be a small event, or something close to a 'competition underwear'. I'm sure women also have various cultures that I don't know about.
'I have no intention of doing something like that with my own hands.'
If Cha So-young wanted to, I could wear underwear like that or act cute, I thought. It wasn't something she would show to anyone else, but only if it was something that was between the two.
Of course, it wasn't something to think about deeply yet. Since I had my first experience, I could just think of it as a mental preparation just in case.
"… Let's study."
Maybe it was because it was sexual, but once I thought about it, it felt like the thoughts would just keep going on and on. Since it was a waste of time to continue, I opened the book and shook off those thoughts.
"Hmm…"
"Junhee, why have you been like that since a while ago?"
Lunchtime. Close friends are sitting together at a large table in the cafeteria, eating. Shin Jae-hyeok, Cha So-young, Lee Jun-hee. These three were also among the group sitting together.
"It's nothing."
"It's a bit bland."
Shin Jae-hyeok and Cha So-young sitting next to each other. Lee Jun-hee sitting across from them.
Lee Jun-hee is the only person, other than Cha So-young and Shin Jae-hyeok's families, who knows about their secret relationship.
Of course, no matter how much Cha So-young and Shin Jae-hyeok tried to hide the fact that they were dating, there were bound to be people who thought, "Are they close?", but Lee Jun-hee was the only one who knew that for sure.
'Something must have happened…'
Shin Jae-hyeok suddenly leaves school after having an unclear conversation with Cha So-young. Then, Cha So-young follows him after collecting Shin Jae-hyeok's belongings and leaving school early.
Although Shin Jae-hyeok may only think of Lee Jun-hee as a friend, as the only person who knows about their lukewarm relationship, Lee Jun-hee couldn't help but be concerned about their love story.
It clearly looked like they had been fighting over something, but something had happened in the two days that had completely changed their mood from before. Of course, in a positive way.
Lee Jun-hee confirmed in the cafeteria that the feeling they had since the incident in the classroom had changed.
It was strange from the start that they were sitting so close together.
'Did you have rice cakes in two days? Even so, you hid it for half a year and then suddenly?'
That was the most dramatic change Lee Jun-hee could think of. Platonic love and physical love are two different things.
At least in Lee Jun-hee's eyes, the possibility that two people who were in a relationship would experience such a change was low, but Lee Jun-hee wanted to confirm it.
Near the library, in a corner that is rarely crowded after lunchtime.
Cha So-young followed Lee Jun-hee, who was about to have a cigarette break after eating. Tok tok, Cha So-young waited for Lee Jun-hee while touching her cell phone.
"I guess things went well? Jaehyuk's expression brightened too. That day was a bit strange, though."
"Ah… That's good. Well."
Cha So-young was holding back her words. Hoo, Lee Jun-hee added, glancing at Cha So-young for a moment while smoking an cigarette.
"So, why did you guys fight?"
"Huh? Fighting?"
"No? There's no way you could have had sex with Jaehyuk in two days, and I can't think of anything else besides that."
"… We just resolved our differences of opinion. I guess Jaehyuk had a lot to think about back then."
Cha So-young's answer was briefly delayed. The only word that stood out in the calm conversation was probably the one that created that brief pause.
It was a detour that Lee Jun-hee came up with because he knew that Cha So-young was not a very quiet and calm friend.
"I guess there were quite a few differences of opinion? Well, you guys were a bit of an odd case compared to the others."
"Heh heh. Really? I think there are quite a few people who have dated like Jaehyuk and me."
"What the hell. You say that when you're trying to die."
Phew. Lee Jun-hee thought as he let out another sigh.
If you've been in love for nearly 10 years and are satisfied with just a kiss on the cheek, and suddenly had sex, you'd probably feel like you had everything in the world.
Moreover, the opponent was Shin Jae-hyeok, whose lower body did not match his appearance, so just imagining it was enough to make me laugh like that.
Lee Jun-hee wouldn't know exactly how that feels.
"… I'll go first. The homeroom teacher told me to come before class."
"Huh? Okay. I'll be there in a bit."
As soon as she answered, Cha So-young manipulated her phone again. Lee Jun-hee glanced at the smile that was blooming again and left first.
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