NOVEL NEXT Chapter 4: chapter 4
" Ma'am jane, are you still awake can i ask you something"?.yes ofcourse what is it anna. ?i said to anna as i continue texting nate while lying on my bed.i smile while hugging hansshen in my free arms his sleeping already..'' i i just wanna ask you about..ahm.. About..ahm johansshen's da-d..i froze instantly looking at her..why, and what about him?!.i put my phone back in the bedside table so that i can hug my hansshen fully..to anna she did not meant to pry on her boss personal life she know's that,what she was askingto her will make her uncomfortable as she can see her got tense when she mention about johansshen's dad but she can't help it she so curious she never saw hansshen's daddy coming in here or visiting hansshen...if their not in a good term.. atleast if that man will responsible enough he wont let his son grow without a father and she don't think that he cant accept ma'am jane and the baby cause with their good looking faces and their kindness no one would be in their right mind will denied with this two beautiful creature here infront of her..and she's one hundred percent sure that hansshen got his daddy's feature exept for hansshen's eyes ..." Anna.,? I call anna,snapping her back to her thoughts she seems like she's thinking hard while frowning..yes..amh im sorry ma'am is just that.,hansshen wont stop asking about his daddy..i sudennly tense while uncusiously hugging my son tight.."mwomy..,i loosen my hug when i heard hansshen's voice..shs..its ok love go back to sleep mommy is here..i said as i patt her bam jently to sleep..its already late anna you can go now.i said to her as i dont like to talk about that man anymore..o ok ma'am good night..when anna is gone she look at the face of his son while combing his straight and healthy hair...im so sorry love,. Im sorry if i cant tell you about your daddy,.*hic..i hic..e even if i want to. i just cant..because me myself dont know who he is..i said to my son while still sobbing..you dont hate me right love?..you wont leave mommy don't you?..i only have you, i cant lose you too love..i cant take it..just thinking of losing you makes me go crazy..i cant live without you..it made my heart aching so much..i start trembling so hard..mwomy?..why are you crying.. Mom *hic please stop crying hansshen is here shss stop crying i wont leave mom i love you..hansshen said while wrapping his little arms in my body...i hug him too..i love you to so much..let sleep now i said to my baby as i relax a bit...ok mom sleep..he said in giblesh as she press his face to my shoulder..i chuckle your so cute and hansome.its so unfair i am the one who carry you in my tummy for nine months and only your eyes got like mine..i love you. She whisper at him....*.Mommy please wake up .i smile as i hear my son's whisper. Mommy, beautiful come on wake up..he said while showering me his kississ too..mo-ahhh hahaha mommy enough hahaha mommy..,he said while loughing as i make him lay in the bed whith his back while tickling his tummy..hahaha mommy i cant breath no more..i let him go while still giggling good morning love..bad mwommy i chuckle as i saw his adorable and hansome face ..its all read all over and his drolling too..look at your face so cute..i said as i act to bite his pluffy cheeks, . ahh mommy no!.. He imediately jump out of bed..come back here you! I am not done yet i said as i was loughing so hard..no mommy ..now i will not tease you anymore come back here give me my good morning kiss.. I said to him.he look at me while pouting promise?..hehehe come here i promise i wont tease anymore..he still pouting while coming to me i giggle..good morning mommy he said as he kiss my lips..good morning my love...what do you want for breakfast love amh?.i want pancake, and milk??..eww mommy no i dont want!!! i chuckle as i pinch his cheecks okay okay..are you really a four years old? you seems like more adult than anna..i playfully tug his pointy nose" aww mommy!''.i dont like milk anymore.thats why you dont look like a kid anymore even the way you talk and act is like your ten years old already..who's kid dont like milk? i said.. im a big boy so i wont drink milk anymore.and mommy im smart like you thats why i act like an an adult now.i smile as i ruffle his hair..i know for sure love that you got your smartness from your father cause i dont have a photographic memmory like you..i said to myself ..just dont grow so fast ok?....mom lets go get a shower together and make our breakfast so that we can go to uncle nate's house already..he beam excitedly..why?. did you miss your uncle nate that much or you just want to go to his house so that you can swim there amh.? I said to him while raising my eyebrows...oh mom you got me.he said while he giggle..i lough hey you little fox ..dont let your uncle nate knew that or he will be sulking all weekend while we were there and im sure he gonna pull out his swimming pole so that you cant swim there anymore.i tease..oh no..i wont tell uncle nate.and i miss him too..he said while jumping okay okay come on lets take a shower so that we can go there now ..horey.!!.he immediately run into the shower room..johansshen vince stop running.!! opss sowrry mom..he cutey shout back. i just shake my head and follow there..