Chapter 9 How to be embarrassed?
The following days were ordinary, tense and full of infinite expectations for the future.
Just like countless days and nights in the past, Su Jiamu was always indifferent during Lin Jie's silence.
Lin Jie didn't want Su Jiamu to express anything... He just wanted to hold on to a trace of fantasy deep in his heart after he actually took that step.
This trace of fantasy will not bring Lin Jie's feelings for Su Jiamu back to what they were before, but it will give him a little balance in his heart.
He is like a desperate gambler who, after spending all his feelings, is frantically looking for a little bit of the bitter pill of winning.
Lin Jie is very decadent and Su Jiamu is very charming.
She is still smiling like a flower, and she is still as beautiful as a picture.
In the next few days, Lin Jie began to subconsciously avoid interacting with her... When he saw her, he would feel uncomfortable.
Lin Jieduo wanted to see a trace of apology and sadness on Su Jiamu's face, which would make him feel relieved... but she didn't.
She is Su Jiamu.
Mu Mu, who used to be soft and frail and seemed easy to talk to, suddenly became unrecognizable to Lin Jie.
On the eve of the college entrance examination, Mo Jiale took Lin Jie and Zhao Yan and ran to the street to play. They were blowing the evening breeze on the bridge by the river, each holding a bottle of beer in their hands, laughing and joking like fools.
What surprised Lin Jie even more was that Lin Jie's parents actually came back together.
Lin Jie was very surprised... Although they only came back briefly for one night, this also made Lin Jie very happy.
This was the only time Lin Jie was happy since that night.
Sitting in the college entrance examination room, Lin Jie thought that he would be affected by Su Jiamu's incident. He was indeed in a bad mood, but this also made him feel a little unfazed by any question he saw.
Anyway, he was in a bad enough mood, and he could still remain expressionless no matter how disgusting the questions were.
In any case, after the college entrance examination was over and out of the examination room, Lin Jie personally felt that he had performed well.
On the afternoon when he walked out of the examination room, the afterglow of the setting sun hit all the candidates. Lin Jie looked at the sunset in the distance and inadvertently turned around, bringing his three years of high school to a complete end.
"Lin Jie!"
Just when Lin Jie walked out of the school gate and looked back at the school in a daze, a familiar voice brought him back to reality.
Lin Jie followed the sound and saw Su Jiamu dragging a large suitcase, carrying a schoolbag, and carrying several bags in his hand, walking towards him "with difficulty".
Lin Jie was silent for a while, then walked over and took the suitcase and bag from her hand.
He didn't speak, just looked at Su Jiamu quietly.
Su Jiamu didn't feel embarrassed at all, just like she usually chatted with Lin Jie. She frowned slightly and complained that her parents didn't come to pick her up. Then she looked at Lin Jie curiously and asked, "Eh? What's yours?" Woolen cloth?"
"I pulled it back the day before."
"Wow, did you call a car?" Su Jiamu wiped the sweat from her fair forehead and asked with some envy.
"No," Lin Jie shook his head and said, "Mo Jiale asked his driver to drive the car for us."
"Oh, that's right." Su Jiamu nodded.
Because Lin Jie was helping her carry things, he walked in front. Su Jiamu tilted her head slightly and looked at him, her eyes in a corner where he couldn't see, her eyes unclear.
Some people greeted her on the road, and some people greeted Lin Jie.
Su Jiamu gradually discovered that Lin Jie did not seem to be as neglected as he thought... Many girls tentatively invited him to hang out with them, and even said that Lin Jie would not need to pay.
They pretended not to care, but Su Jiamu could see the tension and anticipation in their eyes at a glance, as well as the way they mustered up their courage.
why?
Because they are exactly the same as Lin Jie before.
Su Jiamu was nervous for no reason. She hurried forward a few steps, wanting to get to Lin Jie's side. However, there were many people outside the school gate at this time. She was squeezing and squeezing. She could not reach the position that she could easily reach in the past. .
She couldn't reach Lin Jie.
Su Jiamu was slightly angry. She coughed hard twice, trying to attract the attention of Lin Jie and other girls, but Lin Jie did not look back, and the other girls just looked at her lightly.
But in the end Lin Jie rejected them.
He said he wanted to practice driving.
Su Jiamu felt a little comforted, feeling that this was just Lin Jie's excuse for rejecting them.
Just like when she rejected those boys, she would always use various reasons and excuses.
They walked through the long street outside the school gate and walked to the intersection, ready to hail a car and go back.
Su Jiamu was keenly aware of the difference between Lin Jie and before. When he was around him, Lin Jie would always show vague happiness, and he would talk a lot.
It will never be like this now, with calm eyes and an indifferent expression.
Su Jiamu knew the reason for this.
But what does that matter?
In Su Jiamu's mind, that was her first time going out, and it was also the first time she had a little intimacy with a boy... But before that, shouldn't the boy she had the closest relationship with be Lin Jie?
She knew that Lin Jie wanted to confess, but she just chose the wrong time... What does this have to do with her?
Su Jiamu didn't think she had done anything wrong, nor did she think it was a big deal... Anyway, after a while, she and Lin Jie would return to their previous relationship.
If she cares too much now, then she can't guarantee that Lin Jie will always like her so much.
Su Jiamu thought like this, and then got into the taxi. She felt a little better, but in the end she still felt a little prickly pain.
Lin Jie was sitting in the passenger seat. He turned his head and looked out the window, trying to stop himself from paying attention to Su Jiamu... He actually had a lot of messy thoughts in his heart.
For example, there is no need to pretend anymore, you still care about her anyway, you are just pretending anyway, those things are nothing anyway...
Anyway, you are just a licking dog. In her eyes, you are just a licking dog... There is no shame in facing the person you like. What if you finally catch him?
Lin Jie frowned, a little disgusted that he would have such thoughts.
This is not embarrassing...then what should be done to be ashamed?
"Lin Jie."
"Ok?"
"I just remembered that my parents want you to come to our house for dinner tonight."
Lin Jie didn't reply immediately. He looked out the window and it took a long time before he softly uttered the word "oh".