Mushoku tensei: The renegade heir

"Is there really nothing that can be done, doctor?..."

"...I'm afraid not, his wounds are too deep, his lungs are collapsing, we couldn't do anything, it's best that you say goodbye once and for all."

Two different voices reached my ears, one was my brother's and the other was unknown, but judging by the situation I was in the hospital.

But how did I get here?...

"I-I see...it's a shame, Brother, can you hear me?" My brother's voice suddenly called me so I opened my eyes instinctively, But a blinding light came into my sight so I closed them immediately.

"h-how is she?..." I murmured.

"Good! You saved her, Julian! You...you saved her" he replied but I could hear his voice breaking.

"I see... it's a relief, but still... I don't want to die..." I murmured as tears came out of my eyes.

I felt extremely weak, my chest hurt terribly, every breath I took was like torture and it felt like I was breathing water.

"C-calm down! You'll be fine! J-just don't fall asleep! The doctors will see you soon!"

"I heard it all, John, I don't want to die!..There are still so many things I want to do!!" My voice began to break as tears of fear and frustration came out of my eyes.

"Forgive me brother! I saw everything and I just stood there! It's all my fault...everything"

"No... I know you would do the same for her, right? That's why we're brothers..." I murmured in a low voice.

"Haha...yeah, yeah, I'm proud of you..." He muttered, but he knew it was a lie.

I had just started enjoying my life recently, I was always a burden to my brother, I got him into a lot of trouble and this is one of them.

"t-thanks...I love you Jonh"

"...I-I love you too Juls..."My brother muttered and that was the last thing I heard before I passed out.

(sigh) what a disappointment...

I hadn't even come of age and now everything was over, even dead I am a burden to my brother...

But still, I guess I haven't introduced myself, right? Hi, my man is Julian Adams, I'm 17 years old and...I just died.

You might be wondering why right? Well, let's just say it was the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life. I'm the living description of a bum, Oh well, I was until the last months of my life.

You see, I'm the middle child of three siblings, my other two siblings are Jonh and Jenna Adams...

Let's say that I was always the black sheep of the family so to speak, I was never interested in school, I hung out with bad influences during my adolescence and fell into drugs with barely thirteen

But at that age you don't realize this, right? You feel above everything, you feel invincible!

Just because your body grew you feel that you can now challenge your parents right? Fuck it, I'm stronger than them, why should I obey them?!

No... you're just a bigger kid than before and you're putting shit in your body...

I realized all this very late, or rather, my older brother made me realize all this, since my parents gave up on me when I hit my father in a fight...

As you can imagine, I was up to my neck in Ketamine and other shit that I never knew what it was.

Everyone gave up on me, except my brother, why? I don't know.

I yelled at him, insulted him and even tried to hit him on more than one occasion but he continued to love me...

I didn't understand why, why would you love me! Hate me like I hate you! Just leave me alone!

But he never did, my older brother never left me alone.

It was too late when I realized, I took a big risk and became a drug dealer in the slums.

But I went too far where I shouldn't have and the opposing side beat me until I was almost dead.

That was six months ago, I thought I would die there, I was already resigned to dying like a dog in the street, but my brother saved me...

He took me to the hospital and looked after me at home, he also took me to rehabilitation and I was just starting to walk well before the second incident...

I stayed to live with my brother, I stayed away from drugs and alcohol, I rehabilitated myself in a certain sense, But I still have a long way to go, I was still showing signs of withdrawal symptoms.

But still I fought, and fought, because I knew that there was still one person who loved me in this world and that was my brother, my family.

All this could have ended here, but even when I was far away from them, drugs led me back to misfortune.

And it just happened that when my brother convinced Jenna to come over for dinner, it was my chance to reconnect with my family again.

Dinner had gone well, Jenna was barely fourteen, she was still a child, and she was my sister.

But then those bastards came knocking on my door and broke into the house, My brother called the police, the damn ones that I once considered My friends were now threatening me and my brothers to go back to selling drugs and pay them for the ones the rivals took from me.

I couldn't hold out any longer and I fought them. I was able to take on the damn five-foot-tall dwarf, but the other two were older and stronger, and I had just recovered from another beating.

But that was enough time for the police to arrive.

And in an act of desperation those bastards tried to hurt Jenna, I found strength from who knows where to get up and fight against the strongest of all, I barely bought time for Jenna to escape, but the bastard broke free from my grip and stabbed me with a knife...

The first impact was directly in the stomach, the second was near the appendix, the third in the middle of the ribs, the fourth in the thorax and the fifth I could barely stop with my hand.

A policeman shot the bastard dead but I was already mortally wounded. My brother immediately took me to the hospital where I barely made it to die.

Why did it have to be like this? Why now? Why not before when I was in the shit, but now when I was struggling to get ahead!!

I had never felt so frustrated in my life, I wanted to recover, see my parents, apologize to them, go back to school, have true friends, fall in love and all the steps that follow after that...

But no...my life was over in a couple of seconds because of my mistakes, I partly deserve it, But I never thought that destiny would come to me so quickly...

My anger, my frustration and my feeling of helplessness were so great that if I could cry here and now I would, but I couldn't, now I was in a completely dark void.

Here I would spend the rest of my life imagining what could have been...

or so I thought...

...

"Haaaaa!!!"

What the fuck?!, a woman's scream took me out of my grief and I tried to look around me but it was just a dark void as always.

I didn't know how long he had spent here, but I could bet a couple of hours at least.

Also, panic is growing inside me, that scream was heartbreaking, of intense pain, is this perhaps purgatory and will I go to hell?!...

I don't want anything but that!!!...but I guess I deserve it too...

"Haaaa!" A woman's scream reached my ears again which only made me panic.

"Almost there ma'am! I can see the head!" Another female voice reached my ears

"What? Can you see your head? What the hell does she mean by that?!

"haaaaa!!!" With a final scream the woman's voice reached my ears and a huge pain came to my head.

The pain was so deep that I tried to hold my head with my hands but I couldn't, but after this, I felt like a force was pulling me to one side and a light appeared in the middle of the eternal darkness.

The force pulled me towards the light at tremendous speed and I closed my eyes due to how bright it was.

"It's here, Madam! It's out!" The woman's voice shouted one last time and...

When I opened my eyes again everything was blurry, I couldn't move and I felt extremely weak.

Did I survive?...

"Lord Amarant!!, it's a boy!!, your firstborn!!" A woman said and I felt like I was being carried in her arms.

What the hell? A child? A firstborn? Was i next to a delivery room?...

"Hahaha! What a great day! My dear, you have given me an heir!" A man's voice echoed in my ears but everything around me was blurry.

"Honey...let me carry him, Elena" a woman said.

"Of course, my lady," the woman replied and I felt as if I was being carried in her arms and passed from one side to the other...

what the hell is going on here?!..

Immediately in my line of vision the silhouette of a woman appeared in my sight, I could not recognize her face, everything was very dark, and I could only recognize the color of her hair which was blonde.

"My lord, what will you call the young master?" The same woman asked.

I could see from the corner of my eyes how the silhouette of a man approached me and stared at me.

"Paul...his name will be Paul!" The man said.

"Wonderful! Paul Notos Greyrat! The heir of the Notos house!!" The woman said happily from the side.

I was totally in shock at this, and the woman's caresses didn't help much.

But I didn't even have too much time to think about it, as I immediately fell asleep, but still with the feeling that what the fuck just happened.

...

I woke up who knows how long later, still feeling terribly weak and my vision was still as blurry as before.

"Oh? My little one is already awake, are you hungry?" The same woman said and I felt something soft on my face the next moment.

What the fuck?!, by instinct I tried to reach for whatever that was, I don't know why, but now my arms did move at my will.

I felt it...hmm, they looked like water balloons, but they were warm and skin-like and had a bulge in the center...

Wait a fucking second!!!

"Hehehe, little one, you're not supposed to play with them, you should drink your milk" the woman said as she placed her... tits in my mouth.

I was extremely embarrassed by this situation but maybe it was because of my male instinct or something like that, but I sucked them...

I was sucking this woman's tits and she was okay with it!!

"Moooo! Not so fast Paul, I'm not going anywhere!" The woman said while stroking my head.

I couldn't respond to this and instantly fell asleep...what the hell just happened?!

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