NOVEL NEXT Chapter 527
Chapter 527: 527, I don’t feel disgust in your kiss, I only feel… … trembling
Author: Qin Ruoxu MACHINE TRANSLATION
It was already very late at night. The star-studded wall lamps at the bedside, along with the various garden landscape lights that leaked in through the gaps in the curtains, made the spacious bedroom appear even more charming and ambiguous, as if it was a romantic scene that could only be seen in television dramas.
His iron-like arms propped up on both sides of her head, completely surrounding her. The woman’s small hands propped up on his chest, looking at his handsome face that was just inches away.. “Lin Nancheng, do you know that you’re drunk, and yet you’re still acting like a drunkard so brazenly? ”
“Do you know? A man who acts like a drunkard with a woman not only doesn’t have a gentlemanly demeanor, but he’s also very annoying. ”
“I don’t know, because I don’t feel disgusted in your kiss. I only feel… trembling. ”
At this moment, not only was her lips numb from his overly violent kiss, but the pain was also fine and dense, trembling. Even her hands were also fine and dense, as if she was complaining about his vile behavior just now.
The man did not care at all. Instead, he felt that the more wronged he was, the more he wanted to bully her.
Their bodies were pressed against each other. He could feel that her body was too soft, as if there were no bones in it. He could not help but want to ravage her again and again.
However, the woman’s feeling was completely the opposite of his. She only felt that the man’s body was tense and hard, making it hard for her to breathe. “Lin Nancheng, it’s already very late. There’s a limit to your drunken madness. I don’t have time to accompany you here. ”
As she spoke, she began to struggle slightly. “Let go of me, quickly let go of me! ”
The man’s pair of pitch-black eyes stared intently at her beautiful face. It was not until she frowned and revealed anger that could be detected with the naked eye that the man smiled. His voice was magnetic and deep, revealing a sexy Yuppie look between his brows “Guoguo, you just said that a man who acts like a drunken maniac with a woman doesn’t look like a gentleman. He’s especially annoying. In order to live up to your disgust, I have to act like a drunken maniac until I’m satisfied! ”
“You’re still not satisfied? ”
From the living room to the room, she had already helped him solve his physical needs twice. What else did he want?
The man raised his eyebrows slightly, and his voice was extremely innocent and aggrieved. “If you want to blame someone, you can only blame your body for being too charming. It makes me hard at any time… ”
At this moment, she couldn’t say anything, nor could she refute him. She could only call his name to vent her anger. “Lin Nancheng… ”
She didn’t know if it was because he hadn’t given her such a shocking feeling for a long time, or because he was right in front of her, which made her feel a long-lost sense of reality. It filled her heart, which had become blank and uneasy after not seeing him touch her for the past week It actually made her feel wronged unconsciously, an unprecedented grievance.
Her pair of eyes, which seemed to reflect the Sea of stars, gradually became misty, as if tears could fall at any time. He actually continued to bully her in a bad way, with no intention of stopping at all.
Song Guo finally bit her red lips and shed tears. Before she could say anything, the tears on her face were dried up by the man’s hot kiss, bit by bit.
“Don’t cry. What’s wrong with me taking advantage of my drunkenness to get more benefits for myself “For the next year, I’ll bear with it and not touch you. I’ll let you familiarize yourself with how to please each other in this way. It’s a good thing to have the best of both worlds. What’s there to be embarrassed about “HMM? ”
“Lin Nancheng, don’t flatter yourself. I don’t feel happy at all. I only feel that I’m a tool to please you. When you want it, I’ll be there anytime, anywhere! ”
“But why do I feel that… you really want to please me? ”
His voice was filled with a low, Husky charm. “otherwise, even if I have ten thousand reasons to bully you, all you need to do is give me a slap. But you’re not even willing to give me a slap. Aren’t you eager to please me? ”
He knew better than anyone that she was not really angry, but just angry with him. Angry that he could ignore her for a week, angry that he could only touch her when he was drunk, and usually treated her like the plague, hiding as much as he could.
But in fact, he also wanted to get close to her, but he was afraid that he could not help it. Tonight, he only did what he wanted because he was drunk. When he was sober, he cherished her more than anyone else, and he would not let her do this kind of thing.
Even If… … It was under her tacit consent, he would not let her do it …
He wasn’t deliberately exaggerating how deep his feelings were, but she was too beautiful, so beautiful that he couldn’t defile her.
“Who wants to curry favor with you? I, I just forgot… ”
After saying that, she threw a slap at him in exasperation, but he didn’t even dodge it. He didn’t even blink his eyes.
The Room was very quiet, which made the sound of her slap a little loud. She was shocked. Her watery eyes stared at the expression on his face, as if she was afraid that he would be angry and abuse her.
After a long while, the man slowly said, “is a slap enough to vent your anger? ”
She still had the same panicked expression, and the man was in a good mood because of her expression. “Or should I ask, after this slap, do you still want to be angry with me? ”
Song Guo struggled repeatedly. “Lin Nancheng, aren’t you tired of it? ”
“Guo Guo, is it that hard to make you admit that you love me, that you can’t bear to let me be sad, and that you even love me more than you think? ”
Song Guo finally couldn’t take it anymore. “Lin Nancheng, wouldn’t it be better if you just said that I’m childish, that I don’t understand romance, and that I don’t understand romance? ”
Lin Nancheng sighed again and sat up. The moment she turned her back to him, he pulled her into his broad arms “Guoguo, I won’t hide from you like this anymore. I know you need my company more than words. ”
He had been avoiding her these days, whether intentionally or not. His busy work was one of the reasons, and the other reason was obvious after the confrontation.
Yes, he was indeed afraid that he would be unable to control his desire for her and bring harm to her body and the child in her stomach.
And what made him even more bothered was her appearance of compromise.
She probably wouldn’t like to use other ways to satisfy his physiological needs that he had to vent out, but she knew that he liked it, so no matter how much she disliked it, she would cater to his likes and please him.
But he didn’t want her to please him, because she had no need to please him.
“You only know how to use sweet words! Do you know that you fought for a long time a few nights ago? But you still came back late at night, reeking of alcohol. When you found out that I was almost woken up by you, you even went straight to the study and chose to sleep separately from me… ”
As she spoke, tears began to fall like rain “Lin Nancheng, I never thought that this relationship was a mistake. But that night, when I tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, I actually had this thought. I even wondered if we were wrong from the start, which was why you alienated me and pretended not to see me… “…”. “…”
The man could no longer listen. “sorry, sorry, it’s my fault. ”
“I don’t want your apology. I also know that I’m very pretentious now. I’m very selfish when I look at many things. I’ve never thought about things from your point of view… ”
At this point, she paused for a few seconds and continued, “but Lin Nancheng, I’m pregnant now, so you should accommodate me. Isn’t this what you should do? or… is my request really too excessive? ”
“It’s my fault, it’s my fault. I should have discussed this with you, but I made a decision on my own, thinking that it was the best way for you… ”
Lin Nancheng had not finished speaking when he was interrupted by Song Guo’s gentle voice, “Lin Nancheng, I don’t mind. ”
“What did you say? ”
“I said… ”
Lin Nancheng suddenly stopped talking and waited for her to continue.
Song Guo’s face turned red from his stare. For a second, she even found it difficult to breathe. She lowered her head, and after about ten seconds, she continued in a low voice, “What I mean, what I mean is, I don’t mind doing that kind of thing. Of course, I didn’t do that just to please you. You… don’t misunderstand. ”
“I already have three children. How can I misunderstand? Hmm? A little woman who doesn’t mean what she says. ”
He had been aggressive ever since he came back. He had been using a very strong attitude to force her to admit her innermost thoughts. She thought that Tai Chi could cover up her thoughts, but at this moment, she felt that she was wrong And very wrong.
Lin Nancheng had been in the military, political, and business world for many years and had seen all kinds of people. How could he not understand the thoughts of a woman who liked him enough to give birth to three children for him?
She was too naive from the beginning to the end.
“Okay, then let’s be frank. From today onwards, you have to be with me every step of the way. I don’t care if you’re thinking of me or if you can’t bear for me to do that kind of thing for you. In short… ”
When she said this, she raised her head from the man’s iron-like chest and looked into his eyes that were as deep as the night. “I have to go through the gates of Hell for you. I’m not having a good time, and I definitely won’t let you have a good time. ”
Song Guo finally spoke her true thoughts, but she did not feel relieved. Instead, she felt nervous, more nervous than she had ever felt before.
She was afraid that his reaction would be lower than she had expected, and even more afraid that his reaction would be higher than she had expected. However, how could there be so many perfect things in this world?
Therefore, she was waiting, waiting for him to take the initiative to say something excessive to her. Only then could she completely give up the thought of wanting him to be like an ordinary husband, accompanying and caring for his wife.
Yes, that’s right. In her opinion, a man like Lin Nancheng, if he could use money to solve or get rid of people and things, he would definitely not use another method.
People said that even if her mother was expensive, she would still have to do a DNA paternity test before entering the Lin family, not to mention that the thoughts of a man were as complicated as the sea. She could not figure it out, let alone guess it.
So, she simply stopped touching and guessing.
“So… ”
Of course, Lin Nancheng understood what the little woman in his arms was trying to say. He smiled, and the emotions in his voice were slowly pulled away. “Do you think that you are a woman who can be gotten rid of with money? ”
After saying that, he paused for a few seconds. When he spoke again, there was no more emotion in his voice. “I thought you had to be a woman who could be dismissed with sincerity. So, tell me, have I always been thinking too much? ”
He was angry. Song Guo could clearly sense his anger.
“Lin Nancheng, aren’t we misunderstanding each other? Do you think I’m the kind of woman who would throw her life away for love? I thought you were the kind of man who could be like an ordinary couple and give me the whole world without hesitation. ”
“But in fact? ”
She bit her Red Lips. Although her pleasant voice was trembling, every word was clear enough to completely mess up his heart. “We have been suspicious of each other and testing each other’s bottom line. ”
“Lin Nancheng, marriage is not just about love. It also needs a lot of nutrients. What I can give you and what you can give me is too little. How can such a marriage be maintained? ”
“Three Children? ” She smiled, her voice and smile were filled with sadness. “But if that’s the case, we are too pathetic. We have become the guardians of marriage and love. We will not rest until one of US dies. ”
Lin Nancheng frowned, and his tone was as gentle as water, as if the man who spoke coldly just now no longer existed “Guoguo, if you think that these two children can’t bring you happiness, and marriage can’t bring you happiness, I can agree to abort these two children, or I can agree not to get married and continue to be in love. As long as it’s what you want, I’ll give it to you, but you can’t say that my love is fake. ”
When she heard that he could agree to abort the child in her stomach, she was completely stunned. After about ten seconds, she found her voice. “Lin Nancheng, do you know what you’re talking about? ”
“I know. ”
“I know you’re afraid to face my family, afraid that all three of my children will have to undergo DNA paternity tests, and even more afraid that after giving birth to the twins, your figure will be out of shape, and you won’t be able to fix my eyes… ”
He seemed to have completely regained his consciousness. The drunk man from before no longer existed. “I know all of this. It’s precisely because I know that I can be responsible for what I’ve said. ”
He did not want their love to turn into some sad love story. As long as she was happy to be by his side, whether they had children or whether they got married was fine.
Life was too short. There was no need to worry about unnecessary things. Moreover, they already had Xin Qiao. Their lives could already be said to be very perfect. There was no need to force it to be more perfect.
When Song Guo heard his words, she almost subconsciously blurted out, “Lin Nancheng, don’t you know that aborting a child is also very harmful to a woman’s body? ”
“I know, but compared to having twins, the harm is much smaller. When your body recovers, I will go to the hospital for a vasectomy. In this life, I don’t want anyone else’s child except yours. ”
He was promising her that he would use a vasectomy.
But… If he went for a vasectomy and had an abortion with her, wouldn’t they be hurting each other ? ?
“Lin Nancheng, are you forcing me to make a choice? ”
“You can think of it this way. ”
Between his inferiority complex and his inferiority complex, he would make the final choice.
And between the two choices, he would make the biggest compromise and compromise.
“What if I’m not like this because of my inferiority complex? ”
“If it’s not because of my inferiority complex… then I’ll have to listen attentively. After all, I can’t fully understand what other reasons and reasons make beauty song so reluctant in the face of true love and marriage. ”
Song Guo lowered her head even more. “then… if I say that I have prenatal anxiety, do you think that my mental illness is too serious? ”
When she was pregnant with Xin Qiao, because of the eyes from the outside world, coupled with the pressure from school and her family, her body and mind had collapsed for a time. Thus, it was only natural that she had a disease called prenatal anxiety.
This disease was a type of depression, but it was less harmful than depression.
However, there was also a biggest weakness, which was that her emotions were fragile and she did not want to be alone. She was a typical symptom. She had tried her best to suppress her depression, but obviously, the effect was not obvious.
“When Xin Qiao was born, I suffered a huge hemorrhage. I was resuscitated for a day and a night. After being pushed out of the operating theater, I still had to breastfeed. The nurses from the obstetrics department called my boyfriend while they massaged my chest to give me milk. That method of pushing milk was even more painful than giving birth to a child. From then on, I developed an extreme fear of pregnancy… “…”. “…”
She only briefly explained the series of changes that happened after she learned that she was pregnant. However, he only heard a small part of it. His entire heart felt as if it was pierced by thousands of swords, and it was extremely painful.
“shh, don’t say anymore, Guo Guo. ”
“Lin Nancheng, I didn’t mean to say these things to make you miserable, and it’s not that I don’t want to give birth to your child. I just can’t overcome that fear… ”
The man closed his eyes. “Don’t say anymore. We don’t want to have children anymore. I’ll go with you to abort the child tomorrow, HMM? ”
“Can you bear to do it? ”
“As long as you’re happy, I don’t care. ”
Song Guo leaned against his chest and said in a low voice, “but I want to give birth to your child. Besides, the Lin family has only one son for three generations. How can you not want a boy when you’re here… ”
“That’s my business. You don’t have to think about it. ”
“Lin Nancheng, listen to me. ”
Her soft arms wrapped around the man’s lean waist. Because she was nestled in his chest, her voice sounded a little stuffy and sexy “I… I’m just a little emotionally fragile and don’t want to be alone. Maybe if you stay with me, I won’t be so sad and scared. ”
When Xin Qiao was born, she was only eighteen years old. Everyone else was in class putting on makeup, but she had to feed the child milk and change his diapers. She lost everything that a teenage girl should have.
But Did she regret it?
She did not regret it, especially after watching Xin Qiao grow up happily. The suffering she had suffered before was not worth mentioning.
Her mother’s health was not good, and she was the only child she had. She often fantasized about her having siblings, so she had sworn that she would not let Xin Qiao be as lonely as she was. She had to give birth to a younger brother or sister for her.
Now that God had given her a chance to fulfill her wish, she had no reason to reject it. Furthermore, it was the child of the man she loved the most, so she had even less reason to reject it.
The man’s face rubbed against the woman’s hair. His voice was somewhat seductive. “Are you really not saying this just to coax me? ”
“Do I look like a natural love maniac who would risk his life for a woman? ”
After the man heard this, he replied bluntly, “Yes! ”
She was so angry that her eyebrows jumped. “Lin Nancheng… ”
“Do you really only need me to accompany you? ”
The woman nodded very gently. “With you accompanying me and me actively doing some psychological counseling, there shouldn’t be any problems! ”
When the man heard her say that, he wrapped his iron arms tightly around her soft body and called her name affectionately. “Guoguo. ”
“Yes. ”
“I’ve always had a question to ask you. ”
“What? ”
The man kissed her petite ear and said in a low voice, “why didn’t you come to me when you were pregnant? You know, I can’t deny it even if I wanted to. ”
“please, Lin Nancheng. You’re the stubborn old fogey, right? ” “What era is it now? It’s no longer the case of a mother relying on her child. Besides, if I find you, will you marry me “It was clearly my mistake to walk into the wrong room, and you just happened to drink a cup of wine that was prepared by a brother. There’s no way to divide the responsibility. ”
The woman drew circles on his chest “also… I don’t want Xin Qiao to be an illegitimate daughter. Since I can’t become Mrs. Lin and give her an honorable identity, I might as well bring her with me. This way, I won’t be too lonely for the rest of my life, and Xin Qiao will be happier. ”
“Have you never thought that maybe you succeeded in forcing me to marry you? ”
“How is that possible? ”
Song Guo took a deep breath “even a woman as capable as Wen Nuan hasn’t caught your family’s eye, let alone me. Besides… “At that time, you had someone else in your heart, and my appearance with the ball only brought you more embarrassment. I’m not someone who needs to be abused, so why would I flail around in front of you and annoy you? ”
Hearing her words, Lin Nancheng wondered if he would have fallen in love with her sooner if she had appeared by his side?
But he did not know the answer, just like how he had never known that he had never loved warmth. How could he judge an unknown relationship?
“You really know your place. ”
“Of course. I’ve never been good at anything since I was young, but I know my place very well. I’m very good at reading people’s expressions. I think if I were in ancient times, I would have been a eunuch who was well-connected and well-rounded. ”
Song Guo’s words successfully made Lin Nancheng laugh. He hugged her a little tighter, as if he was using his body temperature and strength to comfort her and give her strength. “Why a eunuch and not a noble consort? ”
“The emperor has so many wives, and I hate being jealous among women the most. It’s so good to be a eunuch. The whole family won’t be hungry if one person is full. ”
“You are a mischievous person. ”
“Then do you like the mischievous me? ”
The man nodded. “Yes. ”
“A very perfunctory tone. ”
“Then how can I not be perfunctory? Do you need me to take off all my clothes so that you can see if I’m perfunctory? ”
“You’re wearing a towel all over your body. How do you want to take it off? ”
The two of them looked at each other and revealed a blissful smile.
This night seemed to be destined to be long.
…
After a long night of talks between Song Guo and Lin Nancheng, the way the two of them got along changed. They were more like a couple in the heat of love. Even Lin Yan, who was spoiled by Fu Qingshan to the point of being out of control, said that her brother’s love for Song Guo was a little perverted.
Song Guo didn’t think that Lin Nancheng was that perverted. She just felt that he was more gentle and considerate. He would think about her first before thinking about herself. It made her feel that this man had put her first in his heart.
Of course, it was also from that night onwards that she followed him to work.
When he was busy, she would watch movies and watch dramas in his CEO’s office. When she was tired, she would go to the CEO’s lounge to sleep for a while.
When he was not busy, he would take her out for a drive to see the scenery and eat delicious food. He would also take her fishing and playing chess to cultivate her character.
Although Song Guo felt that his lifestyle was similar to that of an elderly person, she still enjoyed it.
That day, Song Guo and Lin Yan had an appointment to watch a movie together.
As the two of them were pregnant, Fu Qingshan and Lin Nancheng were worried, so they personally followed them. As a result, the two of them, who were originally able to watch a nonsensical comedy movie, had to compromise the needs of the two men to watch the movie It was forcefully changed into a Hollywood martial arts blockbuster. The entire process was filled with intense fighting scenes, causing the two of them, who originally wanted to watch a movie to relax, to become tense for two hours.
After watching the movie, Lin Yan complained that the two of them insisted on following. Fu Qingshan spoiled his wife and did not say anything. Lin Nancheng said a few words to Lin Yan, but Song Guo retorted, “Lin Nancheng, you still have the nerve to say Yan ‘er. You are clearly the one who instigated the fiercest. ”
Lin Nancheng glanced at Song Guo and immediately shut his mouth.
Fu Qingshan had been standing at the side to watch the show. When he saw that Lin Nancheng did not say another word, he said with a smile, “Director Lin Pampers women so much, aren’t you afraid that one day you will spoil your woman so much that she will kick up her nose? You don’t know how high the sky is and how thick the ground is! ”
“before you say this, director Fu, you’d better take a picture of yourself first! ”
Of course, both of them used very low voices in their conversation. The people outside the movie theater were noisy. Even if the two women in front wanted to listen, they could not hear what they were saying, let alone the two men who deliberately lowered their voices.
However, Song Guo and Lin Yan did not care about their whispers. After walking out of the cinema, the two of them unanimously decided to eat Korean food. This time, the two men did not dare to have any objections. They ate whatever they wanted to eat They did not say another word.
When they reached the Korean restaurant, Fu Qingshan directly asked for a private room. In the private room, Song Guo and Lin Yan began to discuss what kind of milk bottle diapers and milk powder to buy. The two men sat by the side and accompanied them, looking very patient.
The two women discussed enthusiastically, completely ignoring the men beside them. Only when they could not decide on a color would they take the time to come over and ask what color was good.
After about ten minutes, the dishes that they had ordered earlier were brought over one after another by the waiter. The two women stopped talking about the children and started discussing the delicacies.
“Guo Guo, if you like Korean food, I also know of a Korean food restaurant that is especially delicious. In a few days, I will reach my due date, so I probably won’t be able to eat anything during my confinement. I must have a good meal before I give birth. Tomorrow, can you accompany me to another restaurant? ”
Song Guo nodded. “Sure. ”
“Guoguo, you’re so nice. ”
Fu Qingshan snorted coldly. “Isn’t it Nice that your husband is busy serving you? ”
Lin Yan saw Fu Qingshan’s cold face, so she smiled and said, “you’re also very nice, husband. ”
“Humph, hypocrite. ”
Although Fu Qingshan said so, the curvature of his lips betrayed him.
Lin Nancheng heard that Song Guo was going to accompany Lin Yan to eat Korean food, so he couldn’t help but ask, “Guoguo, Korean food is mostly spicy food. You can’t eat spicy food if your stomach isn’t good. You’re pregnant, so what can you eat there? ”
“WHO said that Korean food is spicy? There are also dishes that are not spicy. Besides, you can choose the degree of spicy food. ”
Song Guo was famous for not being able to eat spicy food, but she could not help but want to eat spicy food. Because of this matter, Lin Nancheng had scolded her countless times, but she did not remember it.
Now that she was pregnant, she could do whatever she wanted.
“Alright, then I’ll continue to follow you guys tomorrow to prevent you, this little rascal, from cheating and secretly eating spicy food. ”
“Lin Nancheng, you… ”
“What me? Did I say something wrong? ”
Song Guo looked at the man and the man looked at Song Guo. After looking at each other for more than ten seconds, Song Guo was the first to turn her head and choose to eat. She did not speak anymore.
Lin Yan saw that Lin Nancheng was so strict with Song Guo’s taste, so she could not help but frown “brother, what are you doing? Pregnant people have a bad taste and like to eat something with a strong taste. You can’t always follow Song Guo and not let her eat this or that. That would be so unfair to your mouth and stomach! ”
Pregnant people were already having a hard time. In addition to having a bad sense of taste, they would like to eat spicy food. Lin Yan Understood Song Guo’s feelings very well, but she was afraid that Song Guo would be reluctant to reject her brother, so she spoke up to help.
However, Lin Nancheng obviously didn’t think so. Song Guo was afraid that Lin Nancheng would say something bad, so she interrupted him first “It’s okay, Yan ‘er. My stomach is really bad. It’s easy to hurt if I eat spicy food. The doctor previously told me to not eat spicy food while I’m pregnant. He has already given me a lot of tolerance. Otherwise, I won’t even be able to eat these dishes. ”
When Fu Qingshan ordered the dishes, he was very careful about the taste of the two pregnant women. He ordered half of the spicy food and half of the dishes that were not very spicy. Therefore, Lin Nancheng did not say anything. If Fu Qingshan had only ordered spicy food.. He would have spoken a long time ago.
Lin Yan still frowned when she heard that. “Then what should we do? It will be very sad if we don’t EAT SPICY FOOD! ”
Song Guo glanced at Lin Nancheng carefully. “A little bit. ”
“What little bit? ” “It’s very sad. If I can’t eat spicy food, I’ll suffer a lot of grievances. I’ll even tell Fu Qingshan about my past. I’ll only stop when he can’t stand it and can’t get angry at me. I’ll only stop when he has to compromise with me. Why are you so obedient to my brother? ”
“did he… did he bully you? ”
Lin Nancheng gritted his teeth and called Lin Yan’s name. Lin Yan stuck out her tongue and looked like she couldn’t do anything to him.
Song Guo pursed her red lips and said after a long while, “he didn’t bully me. It’s just… It’s just that I have prenatal anxiety. It’s easy to miscarry if you eat spicy food, so I’m also very careful… ”