NOVEL NEXT Chapter 475
Chapter 475: 475, Yan ‘er, do you want me to kneel down and beg you?
Author: Qin Ruoxu MACHINE TRANSLATION
It was eleven o’clock at night. Looking out from Fu Qingshan’s room, one could see the city lights at the foot of the mountain and the mountains in the distance.
When they were deeply in love, Lin Yan nestled on his warm and strong chest. She had told him more than once that she loved the night view of the city from his window.
Probably outside his window, just like his high and mighty identity, it was always bustling and lively, without a hint of darkness or desolation.
Just like her love for him, it was always passionate and unreserved.
Of course, there was still the last part that she didn’t say.
It was… … that she loved him more, who watched the night scene with her …
She loved Fu Qingshan for many, many years, and almost everyone in forest city knew about it.
For him, she gave up almost everything that she could.
Even… …
She even tried to change herself because she was too afraid of losing him.
In the end, she turned herself into a completely different person, covered in wounds.
She loved him to the end of the world, to the end of the road.
This relationship seemed to be doomed from the very beginning to be unfair, and she had never asked for fairness, even though she had always been a moth to the flame.
But at this moment, she was finally beginning to lose all hope.
This feeling was even more painful than losing Yu Lin, because that was his family. She could do nothing, she could not complain, she could not hate, and she could not even openly feel the pain.
The punishment that could be given to him was to stay away from him.
Lin Yan was still emotional, and she was struggling a little too much. Fu Qingshan had no choice but to bend down and hold her firmly in his arms. He walked all the way to the kingsize bed in the middle of the room.
He was very tall, and staying in his arms would forever give him a weightlessness and the dizziness brought about by this height.
In short, it was different from what she could see with her height.
This was probably the so-called feeling of falling, just like their feelings.
She did not struggle anymore, and let him stride to the bedside.
It was not until he put her down that she moved and turned her back. She was not trying to get away from this room or this building.
Instead, she chose to stay away from him directly, as if she wanted to draw a line between them from now on.
Her resolute words were still ringing in his ears. He frowned his beautiful straight eyebrows and then strode to her, wanting to have a good talk with her.
His tall figure had just moved over, and it had covered all the light above her head. She noticed the changes in the light and shadow, but she did not look at him. Then, she turned her back, completely ignoring him.
The man sighed helplessly. Then, he stretched out his large hand hanging by his side, trying to pull her to his side, so that she could listen to his explanation.
However, when his hand touched her slender arm, she reflexively flung it away. His action was so big that it even gave her a fright.
Fu Qingshan’s large hand froze in mid-air. After a long while, he asked her in a low and indifferent tone, “Yan ‘er, do you plan to continue the Cold War with me? ”
“Fu Qingshan, I’ve already said everything I wanted to say in front of your grandmother just now. Whether you accept it or not, I’m going to take Yu Lin away from you, far away, far away, it’s best if… we can never see each other again in this lifetime. ”
The man’s sharp and handsome face was as gloomy as water, and his voice was extremely tense. “Lin Yan, you also said that you would never see me again. Did you do it? ”
“Do you want to try? ”
Her casual words destroyed his psychological construction.
Fu Qingshan’s hands were clenched into fists, and his knuckles were cracking. “Yan ‘er, there are many ways to punish me. Why do you have to use the way that we both suffer… ”
Before he could finish his sentence, she interrupted him coldly “Fu Qingshan, there are indeed many ways to punish you, but this is the only way to make you suffer the most. It doesn’t matter if I’m in pain or not. You’ll suffer more than me anyway, and that’s enough. ”
She could not use her own way to punish his family, so she would use this way to punish him.
That way, all the pain and sadness she had gone through in the past would not be wasted.
“Yan ‘er… ”
He called her name, and his tall and straight body suddenly lowered, half-squatting beside her feet.
She turned her head and refused to look at him no matter what.
He had no choice but to stretch out his slender fingers and Pinch her jawbone, forcing her to lower her head to look at him.
There were tears in her eyes, and there were also tears in his eyes.
“Yan ‘er, are you trying to drive me crazy by doing this? I will go crazy, I will really go crazy. ”
She endured the pain from her jawbone and enunciated each word clearly “But… Fu Qingshan, if I don’t leave you, I will definitely go crazy. I can’t forgive your grandfather, I will never be able to forgive him. But you are his most beloved grandson, and he is your most respected grandfather. What can you do with him? ”
“There’s no other way, there’s no other way. ”
She shook her head and smiled with tears in her eyes. “since we’re at the end of the road, Fu Qingshan, let’s give each other a quick death and live the rest of our lives, okay? ”
No one knew how much her heart contracted.
And no one knew how much strength she used to complete these few sentences.
But fortunately, she did it and said it out loud.
Since she could easily endure such pain and sadness, what couldn’t she endure without him for the rest of her life?
“Shh, Shh, shh. Yan ‘er, don’t cry. Calm down and listen to me. Listen to me, okay? ”
“I won’t listen, I won’t listen, I won’t listen… ”
She raised her hands and covered her ears, refusing to listen to anything he said.
The warmth in his eyes grew more and more intense, and his entire body began to tremble. “Yan ‘er, do you want me to kneel down and beg you? ”
“A man has gold under his knees. Fu Qingshan, don’t kneel down to me because you know that I won’t be soft-hearted, and I won’t change my mind. ”
The more resolute her words were, the more his heart ached.
However, this matter would be a fatal blow to anyone, let alone Lin Yan, who had been as proud as a queen since she was young.
In her dictionary of life, other than the accident when she was young and the hopeless love she had for him, almost everything else was smooth sailing. She had never seen the dark side of human nature, and she had never seen the filth of this world She would be more unable to accept such a thing than an ordinary person.
Moreover, she could not punish the person who had caused her pain, which was even more unacceptable to her.
He could understand her feelings, but he could not let her do this.
“Yan ‘er, I beg you… ”
Without any hesitation, he really knelt down in front of her. His eyes, which were as deep as the night, were filled with begging. He was like a homeless child waiting for her to claim him.
“Fu Qingshan, get up quickly. Don’t think of using this trick to make my heart soften. ”
She reached out to pull him, but he did not move at all. “If you don’t promise me, I won’t get up. ”
“Okay, since you want to kneel, I’ll kneel with you. ”
After saying that, she moved to his side and knelt in front of him.
The two of them knelt in front of each other. One could see the strong feelings in each other’s eyes, but the stronger the feelings were, the more hurtful it was.
Lin Yan was pregnant. She could not even sit or stand for a long time, let alone kneel for a long time.
The man frowned his beautiful eyebrows, but in the end, he still compromised with her. “Are you sure that there’s no other way between us? ”
“Yes. ”
“Alright, then you can go. ”
After hearing this, Lin Yan slowly stood up from the high-class floor and said in a low voice, “thank you. ”
She stood up and looked down at the man kneeling in front of her before saying, “please use your phone later and send me the address of the hospital where Yu Lin is located. I’m extremely grateful. ”
Then, she turned around and left without turning her head back.
Xiao Bai stood outside the door and waited anxiously. There was no sound coming from the room for a long time. He was imagining the scene of the two of them getting back together and hugging and kissing each other when suddenly, the door of the room was pulled open from the inside He stood in the dark corridor and looked over, only to see an extremely shocking scene.
The highest-ranking general of the heroic soul special combat unit was kneeling on the ground. It was obvious that he had just knelt down to the woman who walked out.
The sensor light in the corridor lit up as Lin Yan walked out.
She looked at Xiao Bai who was standing there, not knowing how to react. She said in a low voice, “your commander’s leg injury seems to be quite serious. Go in and help him. ”
After saying that, she was about to walk towards the stairs.
Xiao Bai didn’t go in, nor did he chase after her. At that moment, he was at a loss as he stood on the spot.
At that moment, Fu Qingshan had already propped himself up on the big bed with one arm. Seeing that Xiao Bai was still standing there and didn’t move, he growled in a deep voice, “how did you bring her here? How did you send her back to me? Do you need me to tell you this personally? ”
Xiao Bai shook his head desperately. “No, no, no. ”
After saying this, he disappeared in front of Fu Qingshan like the wind.
Fu Qingshan’s entire body was in pain, but his face had the expression of a gentle breeze. He stood in place for a while before walking to the French window and watching the woman in a white dress walking in the night wind She gradually approached the black spyker car in front of the parking lot.
Half a minute later, the woman walked to the car, and Xiao Bai immediately ran over.
Soon, the car cut through the night sky and gradually disappeared from his sight.
He stared at the direction where the car disappeared for a while before taking out his phone from his pocket. He first sent Lin Yan the address of the hospital where Yu Lin was at, then dialed Ji Yunshen’s phone number.
After a few beeps, a deep and magnetic man’s voice came from the other side. “It’s so late. What’s the matter? ”
“Well, help me buy all the shares of Lin Nancheng Company. The sooner the better. ”
Ji Yunshen covered the phone receiver and walked all the way to the balcony before replying in a low voice, “Lin Yan did a great job on you? ”
“No, she didn’t get angry or make a scene. ”
“then why are you still targeting old Lin? His company has only just started to improve a little… ”
Fu Qingshan rubbed his aching glabella and replied after a long while, “because Lin Yan is going to leave me with Yu Lin. There’s no room for negotiation. ”
“Oh? ”
Ji Yunshen chuckled in a low voice. His voice was even more deep and hoarse. In the middle of the quiet night, he looked particularly sexy “I’ve thought about her reaction before, and her actual reaction now is the closest to what I imagined. This is Lin Yan’s way of doing things. ”
“Stop Gloating. Be careful not to repeat my mistakes one day. ”
“Yo, officer Fu, you’re obviously saying that the grapes are sour because you can’t eat them. Why? Are you so jealous of other people’s love and happiness? Do you have to curse a few times to feel happy? ”
Fu Qingshan was upset and did not continue to talk to him. “Young Master, let’s hurry up with this matter. I’m hanging up now. ”
After saying that, Fu Qingshan pressed the hang-up button.
When he hung up, Lin Yan’s text message also came back. There were only two simple words. “thank you. ”
He could even imagine her distant and indifferent expression when she sent this message, and her determination to never interact with him again.
He sighed again, turned around, and left the room.
…
Spring in Lin city was still uncertain.
A second ago, the moon was clear and the wind was clear, but now, raindrops were falling.
The black spyker car drove quickly on the road until the raindrops fell and landed on the car, making a pitter-patter sound. Only then did the woman sitting in the back seat regain all her thoughts.
She turned her head slightly to look out of the window. The tall buildings were already shrouded by the heavy rain. The dense mist had turned into blurry outlines, and her original appearance could not be seen clearly.
Was It because even the heavens felt her sadness that they cooperated with her and let the heavy rain fall?
She curled her lips and sneered. After a long while, she retracted her gaze from outside the window. Then, she began to close her eyes and rest, no longer showing any emotions.
Xiao Bai sat in the main driver’s seat, observing the emotions of the woman sitting in the back seat from time to time.
It was not until she began to close her eyes to rest that he dared to frown. He did not dare to imagine how he would face the officer next, nor did he dare to imagine what kind of expression the officer would use to look at him.
In short, he felt like he was sitting on pins and needles. He wished that he could immediately disappear from this world without a trace.
The car drove steadily for nearly forty minutes before it slowly stopped at the entrance of a high-class private hospital in the suburbs.
The mercenaries and bodyguards guarding the entrance of the hospital saw that a car was approaching. They quickly walked over to see who was inside. After confirming that the person in the car was not a dangerous person, they waved their hands and let the car pass.
Xiao Bai smiled at the bodyguards outside the window before stepping on the accelerator and driving the car in.
After parking on the parking lot in front of the hospital building, he turned his head and looked at the woman in the back seat who was resting with her eyes closed. “Miss Lin, we have arrived at the hospital. ”
Lin Yan acknowledged and opened her beautiful eyes that made people feel ashamed of themselves. Then, she moved a little closer to the car door and reached out to open the car door. Xiao Bai saw it and quickly stopped her “Hey, don’t open the car door, Miss Lin. ”
Lin Yan’s actions paused slightly. Then, she looked at Xiao Bai in the driver’s seat. “Is there anything else? ”
“No, nothing. It’s just that it’s raining heavily outside. I’ll use an umbrella to send you in. ”
Lin Yan was clearly distracted just now. She had already forgotten that it was still raining heavily outside. After hearing Xiao Bai’s words, she smiled and said, “Oh, then thank you. ”
“You’re welcome, Miss Lin. Protecting you is something I should do. ”
She didn’t express any opinion on his words.
Perhaps in her opinion, the people and things related to Fu Qingshan had all been blocked out in her heart, so even if he said something that she didn’t like to hear or did something that she didn’t like, she could remain indifferent Because she thought that it was people and things that had nothing to do with her, she didn’t need to care at all.
When it came to love, it was vigorous, and when it came to love, it was free and easy. Such a woman was really rare in the world.
Xiao Bai went through the gap in the back seat and took a black double umbrella. Then, he pushed the door open and got out of the car. He opened the door for her while holding the umbrella for her. When she got out of the car, he walked neatly to the entrance of the hospital Only then did he let out a slight sigh of relief. He said in a low voice, “Miss Lin, I still have to go to the officer’s place. If there’s anything, call me again. ”
“Okay. ”
After she answered, she turned around and walked towards the direction of the elevator. She was so perfunctory that he could not bear to listen to her anymore.
Yes, he was more or less complaining for his superior.
After all, a man had gold under his knees. The women who could make him kneel were the women that he used his life to protect and love deeply. However, she easily trampled on his self-esteem. She could even completely ignore it. He knew that it was a little selfish for him to think like this However, at this time, he could only be selfish.
He watched the woman walk away bit by bit until she disappeared into the elevator. Only then did he turn around and leave the hospital.
Lin Yan stood in the elevator that was so bright that it could be seen. She looked at the reflection of the figure on the elevator wall. After a long while, she stretched out her hands, pulled the corners of her lips, and practiced smiling.
Since this love was her big gamble, she could win and lose.
It didn’t matter, as long as Yu Lin was still by her side.
When she reached the top floor of the high-class Ward, she had just walked out when a man dressed like a doctor stood there waiting for her. The two of them looked at each other for two seconds, and the man dressed like a doctor said respectfully, “Miss Lin, I’m Fu Yulin’s attending physician. ” “Miss Lin, I’m Fu Yulin’s attending physician. Mr. Fu just called me and said that you would come to visit. I’ve been waiting for you for a long time. Please follow me. ”
Lin Yan nodded and thanked him. Then, she followed behind him and walked to the end of the corridor.
Yu Lin was still sleeping quietly. Looking through the window of the Intensive Care Unit, there was no extra emotion in his facial features. There was no pain or sadness. She stood there and endured it The warm fluid that was surging crazily still flowed down from her eyes.
The attending physician brought her to the side of the ward and brought a set of sterile visiting clothes to her “Miss Lin, Yu Lin is still in a critical period. If you want to go in for a visit, you have to put on a sterile suit. The visiting time is only five minutes. Because you’re afraid that if the visiting time is too long, some bacteria will be left behind, which will cause his condition to become even more critical. ”
Lin Yan took the sterile suit from her hand and first thanked her. Then she said, “I’ll stand here and watch him for a while. Just like you said, I’m afraid that I’ll bring some bacteria to him when I go in. It’s better to watch him from afar. ”
“okay, Miss Lin. You can go in anytime you want, but you only have five minutes. ”
After the attending physician instructed her softly, he pointed in the direction of his office. “then… if there’s nothing else, I’ll go back to work first, Miss Lin. ”
“Okay, thank you for what you did just now. ”
“It’s okay. It’s what I should do. ”
After the attending physician finished exchanging pleasantries with her, he left the sterile intensive care unit that Yu Lin was in.
Lin Yan maintained the same posture as before. She leaned against the wall and stared at Yu Lin who was on the hospital bed without blinking. Only when her body could not take it anymore did she sit on the long row of chairs and continue to watch. She watched like this for an unknown amount of time Only then did she slowly fall asleep.
At this time, the sky had already broken into the morning, and the rain had also lessened considerably.
A new day had quietly begun.
…
At six o’clock in the morning.
Yu Lin’s attending physician came to check on the ward. When he saw that Lin Yan had fallen asleep on the long row of chairs, his face was once again filled with agony. He hurriedly walked over and extended his hand to push her. “Miss Lin, Miss Lin… ”
Lin Yan was still struggling in her endless nightmare. When she heard someone call her, she first frowned. Then, she used almost all of her strength to open her eyes and look at the person in front of her.
When the attending doctor saw her open her eyes, he quickly said, “Miss Lin, your physique is much worse than ordinary people. Now that you’re pregnant, you must not ruin your body. I really can’t explain it to Mr. Fu. I don’t know if you understand what I’m saying. ”
“Yes, I understand. ”
Lin Yan nodded very gently. “But… When Will Yu Lin wake up? Is he out of the critical period now? ”
“Yes, after 72 hours, even if he’s out of the critical period, he should wake up very soon. So, please take care of your body, Miss Lin. Don’t let Yu Lin get better. If you fall ill again, it won’t be worth it. ”
“okay, I will remember your words. ”
The attending doctor heard her promise and nodded with a smile. Then, he took out a notebook and pen and started to write and draw according to the numbers on the instrument.
Half a minute later, the doctor recorded all the numbers. Then, he smiled at her and said, “Miss Lin, the hospital has a canteen. Now is breakfast time. If you have anything you want to eat, I will get someone to send it over. ”
After hearing his words, Lin Yan waved her hand and said, “No need. I will eat by myself in a while and familiarize myself with the environment here. Thank you for your kindness. ”
“Alright, then I’ll go back to work first. ”
“Go ahead. ”
After Yu Lin’s attending physician left, she stood up to stretch her body. Last night, when she was sleeping on the long bench, she seemed to have caught a cold and felt uncomfortable everywhere. However, when she heard that Yu Lin was out of danger and was fine.. She felt full of energy again.
After standing by the window and watching for more than ten minutes, she turned around and walked out of the sterile ward. She was ready to wash up and eat breakfast.
Just as she walked out of the sterile ward, she saw a tall man walking over from the elevator. He walked towards her step by step against the light at the end of the corridor. She really wanted to pretend that she did not see him and automatically ignore him.
However, he took a few big steps towards her and stood in front of her. “doctor he said that you fell asleep on the long bench last night? Do you know that you are pregnant now? What if you catch a cold? ”
“Don’t worry about me, Mr. Fu. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he sneezed loudly.
The man did not need to look carefully. He could tell from her voice that she had caught a cold. He quickly took off his suit jacket and covered her body.
The man’s wide suit jacket had a smell that belonged to him and a scorching body temperature. When she felt it, she felt as if she had been electrocuted. She quickly took off the suit jacket and handed it back to him. “I don’t need it. Thank you. ”
The man frowned and reached out to take it, but he covered her body again. “Don’t argue with me. Just wear it if I tell you to. ”
Lin Yan knew him very well. She knew that if she resisted too much, it might have the opposite effect, so she did not argue with him anymore. She thanked him and went around him to wash up and eat breakfast.
Lin Yan had just taken a step when he stood in front of her. “I’ve already asked Xiao Bai to send breakfast over. Now go to the ward next door and rest well. I’ll call you when breakfast comes. ”
“There’s no need… ”
“I told you to go to the ward next door to rest now. Don’t make me repeat myself. ”
Lin Yan raised her head and looked helplessly at the overbearing man in front of her “Fu Qingshan, I think I’ve made myself clear enough to you last night, so what kind of show are you putting on now? I’m sorry, my acting skills are limited. I really can’t accompany you anymore. ”
After saying these few words, she quickly moved past him. Just as she was about to successfully walk past him, the man’s large hand that was hanging by her side grabbed her slender wrist and pulled gently She landed in front of his chest.
She was not prepared at all. Her entire face crashed into his warm and hard chest. The pain instantly came from the tip of her nose. She covered the bridge of her nose and did not recover from the pain for a long time.
Fu Qingshan did not continue to say anything to her. Instead, he bent down and held her firmly in his arms.
The woman did not struggle. Perhaps she also knew that it was useless to struggle.
He took a few big steps and walked to the ward that he mentioned. He extended his leg and kicked the ward door open. Then, he carried her to the medium-sized hospital bed in the middle of the room. Then, he reached out and pulled the blanket over her He covered her with it and said, “take a rest quickly. If you really catch a cold, you’ll feel better. ”
He did not say anything earlier, but now that he said it, she really started to feel dizzy.
She struggled to get up, but was stopped by the man in a low voice. “If you continue to struggle, do you believe that I won’t let you see Yu Lin? ”
She knew how despicable he was. Since he said that he would let her go, then she had no reason to doubt him. After all, he knew her temper better than she did.
She did not continue to struggle. She laid back down and quickly closed her eyes.
The man gently tucked her into the corner of the blanket and kissed her fair and smooth forehead. Then, he got up and walked out of the ward and closed the door.
When he reached the sterile ward next door, he glanced at Yu Lin who was lying on the bed. Before he could speak to him, the phone in his pocket vibrated. He took it out and saw Ji Yunshen’s name written on it.
He swiped the answer button. The next second, Ji Yunshen’s magnetic voice was heard. “Old Fu, the matter is already in progress. It will take effect in two days. ”