Chapter 40: First Crush (40)
The days of spring brought not only the bloom of cherry blossoms but also a stirring of new emotions that Haruto couldn't quite place. As the weeks passed, he began to notice little things about Aiko—how her laughter seemed to light up even the cloudiest days, how her hair danced in the breeze, and how her mere presence could make the ordinary feel extraordinary.
One afternoon, Haruto found himself in the classroom, surrounded by the noise of his classmates. The teacher had stepped out, and the air was filled with chatter and giggles. Aiko sat by the window, her face illuminated by the golden sunlight streaming in. She was humming a tune softly to herself, doodling in her notebook, completely lost in her own world.
Haruto couldn't help but watch her. There was something about the way her pencil moved across the paper, the way she tilted her head when deep in thought, that made his chest feel oddly tight.
"What's wrong with me?" he muttered under his breath, pressing a hand to his chest as if to calm his racing heart.
His best friend, Riku, who had been sitting beside him, noticed the shift in Haruto's demeanor. "Hey, Haruto, you okay? You've been staring at Aiko for a while now," Riku teased with a mischievous grin.
Haruto's face turned a deep shade of red. "I wasn't staring!" he protested, a little too loudly.
Riku smirked. "Oh, sure you weren't. You've got that dreamy look on your face. Admit it—you've got a crush on her."
The word "crush" hit Haruto like a bolt of lightning. He opened his mouth to deny it but found he couldn't. Instead, he stammered, "I… I don't know. I mean, she's my best friend. It's not like that."
Riku raised an eyebrow. "Really? Because it sure looks like it is."
That evening, Haruto lay on his bed, staring up at the ceiling. His thoughts were a whirlwind of confusion and realization. Was it really a crush? Could he see Aiko as more than a friend? The idea both thrilled and terrified him.
The next day, Haruto tried to act normal, but everything about Aiko seemed magnified. Her laugh was more melodious, her smile brighter, her presence more magnetic. He found himself stumbling over his words whenever she spoke to him, a fact that didn't go unnoticed by Aiko.
"Haruto, are you feeling okay?" she asked during lunch, her eyes full of concern.
Haruto froze, his chopsticks hovering mid-air. "Y-Yeah, I'm fine!" he said quickly, his voice cracking slightly.
Aiko tilted her head, studying him. "You've been acting strange lately. Did something happen?"
"No! Nothing happened! Everything's fine!" Haruto blurted out, his cheeks burning. He quickly shoved a piece of sushi into his mouth to avoid saying anything more.
Aiko watched him for a moment longer before shrugging. "If you say so."
Later that afternoon, Haruto decided to seek advice. He found himself at the park, sitting on a bench with Riku, who seemed far too amused by Haruto's predicament.
"So, you like her," Riku stated, crossing his arms.
Haruto groaned, burying his face in his hands. "I don't know, okay? She's my best friend. What if I ruin everything by saying something?"
Riku leaned back, looking thoughtful. "Well, do you want her to know?"
Haruto hesitated. "I… I don't know. Maybe? But what if she doesn't feel the same way? What if it makes things awkward?"
Riku clapped a hand on Haruto's shoulder. "Look, man, feelings are complicated. But you won't know how she feels unless you take a chance. And besides, Aiko's not the kind of person to let something like that ruin your friendship."
The days passed, and Haruto found himself both dreading and longing for Aiko's company. One afternoon, as they walked home together, Aiko stopped suddenly and turned to face him.
"Haruto," she said, her voice unusually serious.
He stopped as well, his heart pounding. "Yeah?"
Aiko hesitated for a moment before asking, "Is there something you're not telling me?"
Haruto's breath caught. This was it. He could either admit his feelings or brush them aside. Gathering his courage, he looked her in the eye and said, "Aiko, there's something I've been trying to figure out. I… I think I like you. More than just a friend."
Aiko's eyes widened in surprise, and for a moment, Haruto felt like the world had stopped. Then, to his relief, she smiled softly.
"Haruto," she said gently, "you're my best friend. And… I think you might be more than that to me, too."
Haruto felt a wave of relief and joy wash over him. While they didn't define their feelings in that moment, it was enough to know they shared something special.
As they continued their walk home, the world seemed a little brighter, the air a little sweeter. The cherry blossoms fell around them like confetti, as if nature itself was celebrating this new chapter in their lives.