Missing You Deeply



20 No Matter who I Look for, It Won’t be You (4)
Translator: Henyee Translations
Editor: Henyee Translations
Su Wanwan was walking along the road when a car suddenly drove up beside her. She casually glanced at it and her black pupils immediately constricted.

This is Pei Munian’s car.

Su Wanwan couldn’t help but find it funny. Must he really press me so hard? There’s still a few hours till midnight yet he’s already in such a hurry to see the outcome?

Previously, she had thought he was simply worried that she would pester him again which was why he forced her to break up with Lingyu. But now, it looked like he just didn’t want to let her off easy. Wasn’t this a repeat of three years ago?

Assistant Wu stopped the car and rolled down the window. He was about to invite Su Wanwan into the car, but before he could say anything, Su Wanwan was already furiously storming towards them.

She stormed straight to the backseat window. Her beautiful black eyes were wide open as she stared at the man sitting inside. She bit down hard on her lower lip hard and took a deep breath, forcing herself to suppress her rage. She then told him, “I broke up with Ling Yu as you requested. Are you satisfied now?”

The last thing Su Wanwan wanted was to show her weakness in front of Pei Munian. More than that, she didn’t want him to know that he still had a place in her heart. However, when she said this, her eyes still reddened uncontrollably.

After breaking up with Lingyu, the guilt she felt towards him surpassed her sadness because she had hurt such a good man. What saddened her was Pei Munian treating her like this. What made her even more depressed was that she still held onto a glimmer of hope despite him treating her this way.

At that time, although she was the one who broke up with him, she still hoped he would try to get her to stay deep down in her heart. Even if he stayed with her because of that incident, she would still willingly accept it.

But in the end, it was all just in her head.

In love, the person who developed feelings and fell in love first would always be the loser. She was a loser through and through.

When Pei Mu Nian looked out the window, he saw her standing there. Her slender frame was quivering slightly, her eyes were reddish, and her eyes were wet with tears.

She cried.

Does she feel sad?

Does she feel sad because she broke up with Lingyu?

Unconsciously, Pei Munian clenched his fists which were resting on his knees.

If she had no feelings for Lingyu, she probably wouldn’t be sad because they broke up, would she? When she broke up with me back then, she was so willful and confident. But now, she’s so miserable…

His heart felt like it had been stabbed by a sharp knife and his face turned pale. Immediately after, he felt that he was being especially ridiculous.

Don’t I already know that she doesn’t love me? After so many years, have I still not accepted that?

Pei Munian lowered his eyes to conceal that ridiculous streak of weakness in his eyes. Afterward, he looked at Su Wanwan again. The corners of his lips were curled up and the words that left his mouth were cold and merciless,

“Su Wanwan, put away your crocodile tears. I’m not Gong Lingyu. It’s useless to put on a show in front of me. Since you’ve broken up with Ling Yu, you better remember to stay away from him and stop harassing him. Otherwise, it won’t just end here next time.”

After tossing out his threat, Pei Munian wound up the window without hesitation. He then commanded coldly, “Drive off.”

Assistant Wu hadn’t expected this outcome when his initial intentions were simply to give Su Wanwan a ride out of goodwill. A chill ran down his spine in fear and he didn’t dare to say anything else. He hurriedly stepped on the gas and drove away.

Su Wanwan stood there for a long time in a daze, her tears coursing down her cheeks uncontrollably.

Furiously wiping away her tears, she cussed in a hoarse voice, “A*shole! Pei Munian, you’re an ultra-big asshole!”

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After the car had driven a distance away, Pei Munian’s deep voice suddenly rang out, “Stop the car!”