Chapter 53: Denki
The roar of the crowd was a tidal wave. It crashed against me, a wall of sound and light, as I stepped onto the stage. Blinding spotlights painted me in hues of gold and electric blue, mirroring the lightning bolt design on my custom guitar. I strummed a chord, a familiar, powerful note that resonated deep within me, and the roar intensified.
"Konbanwa, everyone!" I yelled, my voice amplified by the microphone. "Are you ready to rock?!"
A deafening cheer answered me. I grinned, a familiar pull at the corners of my mouth. This was it. This was my life. Denki Kaminari, J-Pop sensation, electrifying audiences with my music. It was a dream come true, a whirlwind of tours, recording sessions, and screaming fans.
But behind the glitter and the lights, behind the carefully crafted image, was a secret. A secret I guarded with my life, a secret that fueled my passion and kept me grounded. I was dating Eijiro Kirishima.
My best friend. My rock. My boyfriend.
The beat dropped, and I launched into "Charge Up," one of my biggest hits. The energy coursing through me was palpable. I moved across the stage, feeding off the crowd's enthusiasm. The song was about believing in yourself, about pushing past your limits, and I poured every ounce of my being into it.
After the song ended, the lights dimmed, bathing the stage in a soft, warm glow. "Alright everyone," I said into the mic, a playful smirk on my face. "I have a surprise for you all tonight. Someone very special is going to join me on stage."
The crowd erupted in speculation. "Who could it be? Is he bringing someone new?" I heard people yell out.
"Please welcome to the stage," I continued, pausing for dramatic effect, "Eijiro Kirishima!"
The crowd went absolutely wild. Kirishima was a singer, but he was also a well-known actor, and he had a massive fanbase of his own. And of course, the gossip magazines had been swirling with rumors about whether we were together or not for years, though we always vehemently denied it.
It was a moment that felt like a lifetime in the making. I watched as Kirishima walked out from the side of the stage, his signature spiky red hair gleaming under the lights. He was wearing a black t-shirt and ripped jeans, but he still looked like a star. He gave me a wide, toothy grin, the kind that always made my heart skip a beat.
"Hey, Denki," he said into the microphone. "Ready to rock?"
"Always, Eiji," I replied, my voice full of affection.
We launched into our new song, "Unbreakable," a collaboration we'd been working on in secret for months. It was a love song, a testament to the strength and resilience of our relationship. The lyrics were honest, raw, and deeply personal. I poured my heart and soul into the melody, while Kirishima lent his powerful voice to the chorus, weaving a narrative that felt both universal and uniquely ours.
Looking at Kirishima on stage, I was struck once again by how lucky I was. He was more than just my boyfriend; he was my best friend, my confidant, my anchor in the storm. He understood the pressures of my career, the constant scrutiny, the loneliness that sometimes crept in despite the adoring fans. He was the one who reminded me to stay grounded, to be true to myself, and to never lose sight of what truly mattered.
The song ended. The crowd cheered louder than ever before. Kirishima and I looked at each other and laughed, a mixture of relief and exhilaration.
"Thank you, everyone," I said into the microphone. "We love you all!"
We bowed, waving to the crowd and exited the stage. As soon as we were backstage, I pulled Kirishima into a tight embrace. He wrapped his arms around me, burying his face in my messy blonde hair.
"We did it, Denki," he whispered. "We finally did it."
"Yeah, we did," I chuckled, squeezing him tighter. "And it was amazing."
Being a J-Pop star wasn't easy. The schedule was grueling, the expectations were immense, and the pressure to maintain a perfect image was constant. But despite all the challenges, I loved my job. I loved creating music, connecting with my fans, and sharing my passion with the world.
The hardest part, however, was keeping my relationship with Kirishima a secret. In this industry, image was everything. Being openly gay could damage my career. Our management team was adamant about it. They wanted me to maintain the "safe" image. The "relatable" image. The "available" image.
So, we hid. We snuck around. We met in secret. We whispered sweet nothings in the dark. It was exhausting, frustrating, and sometimes even heartbreaking.
But we endured. Because our love was worth fighting for.
"Tonight was different, though," Kirishima mused, pulling back slightly to look at me.
"Yeah," I agreed. "It was."
"Do you think... do you think people suspect?" he asked hesitantly.
I shrugged. "Probably. But hopefully, they'll just see it as us being good friends."
He sighed. "I hate this, Denki. I hate having to hide. I want to be able to hold your hand in public, to kiss you goodnight without worrying about who's watching. I want to be proud of us."
I knew exactly how he felt. I wanted the same things. But I was also terrified of jeopardizing everything I had worked so hard to achieve. My career, my music, my fans... it all felt so fragile, so easily shattered.
But then I looked at Kirishima, at the honesty in his eyes, the vulnerability in his expression, and something inside me shifted. I realized that hiding was no longer an option. It was suffocating us, eroding our happiness.
"I know," I said softly, cupping his face in my hands. "I hate it too. And I don't want to hide anymore."
He blinked, his eyes widening in surprise. "Really? What about your career?"
"I don't care," I declared, my voice firm. "Or rather, I do care, but not as much as I care about you. I'm willing to risk it all, if it means we can be together, openly and honestly."
A slow smile spread across his face, lighting up his entire being. "You mean it?"
"I mean it," I confirmed, leaning in to kiss him. It was a slow, tender kiss, full of longing and affection. A kiss that tasted like freedom.
"What are we going to do?" he asked when we finally broke apart.
I took a deep breath, a sense of calm washing over me. "We're going to tell the truth. We're going to tell our fans, our management, everyone."
"Are you sure?" he pressed, concern etched on his face.
"I've never been more sure of anything in my life," I said, my voice ringing with conviction. "It won't be easy, but we'll face it together. Unbreakable, remember?"
He grinned, his eyes shining with tears. "Unbreakable."
The next day, we did it. We released a joint statement on our social media accounts, confirming our relationship. We braced ourselves for the backlash, the criticism, the potential damage to our careers.
But something unexpected happened. The response was overwhelmingly positive. Our fans rallied around us, showering us with love and support. They praised our courage, our honesty, our authenticity. They celebrated our love.
Of course, there were some negative comments, some hateful messages. But they were drowned out by the wave of acceptance and encouragement.
Our management team was initially hesitant, but they eventually came around, recognizing the power of our story and the genuine connection we had with our fans.
Life wasn't perfect. There were still challenges to overcome, prejudices to fight. But we were together, openly and honestly, and that made all the difference.
I continued to make music, to electrify audiences with my performances. But now, when I stepped onto the stage, I felt a newfound sense of freedom, a sense of purpose. I was no longer hiding. I was being true to myself, and that made my music even more powerful, even more meaningful.
And when I looked out into the crowd, I knew that somewhere in the sea of faces, Kirishima was there, cheering me on, his eyes shining with love and pride.
And that, I realized, was the real magic. Not the lights, not the fame, not the screaming fans. But the unwavering love and support of the person who mattered most. The person who made me feel like I could conquer the world, one electrifying riff at a time.