MHA being a hero is very hard but I'm still standing.

before starting I forgot that story writing depends on the past in describing so I fixed it and enjoyed it.--------------------------------------------------------

The POV of Deku ----------------

I stretched my body on my bed and took off my mask. 

I sighed and watched my mask "I wish I would make it and stop faking it." 

I couldn't smile all the time, but I tried my best and with effort, I managed to smile most of the time, I still had those times when my smile was shattered in pieces consequently I made this mask to cover me when I lost my smile.

I slept readying myself for the coming life "Good night Mom and you too small one."

After days and days, after I received my success in a litter literally, I was over the moon, and with such a thing I received another thing it was an order from the school to move my place to the inner student residence. 

"So, you say as an orphan I have to live here leaving my home behind" I stood in front of Mic with my eyes on him like a predator and my anger was like a rage volcano that just needed another push to cover the sky and the land with lava, smoke and destruction.

 "Yes, it's for some security reason and your safety" he talked in a calm tone feeling what I meant. 

"Oh, security and safety so where is that security when my mom died in the effective range of the school huh?" I started shouting. 

He didn't have the words to answer and stayed silent "Answer me Mr. Mic or I should go ask the dead."

Eraser head was there watching when I headed to leave, he interrupted using his quirk and his metal fibers tape to catch me from my neck "Listen you kid…" pulling me from my neck and erasing my quirk.

Using the power of his own I turned with my ankle smashing into his stomach rapidly. 

He managed to catch it, but my head smashed into his nose, and gripping his tape not letting him fall "No you listen I'm not moving an inch from my home and if it cost me my whole future, if it cost me all I have this home and walls are all I have and I'm not leaving under any condition." 

I let him and untied the tape from my neck "I don't need to be a hero if that takes the last thing that my mom left to me."

I headed to the exit ready to destroy everything that would come my way.

All Might himself was there "Wait kid just calm down and think again what the possibilities of-"

I grilled on him "I don't care and don't come here and talk about the fucking possibilities" I shouted with the highest of my voice. 

"If security was your real reason don't worry, I never needed the help from the others.

I don't need you not anyone in this life. 

And don't come and talk about caring about me no one did, and no one will except my mom. 

I screamed for help for days and no one respond not even you the symbol of peace with your bullshit of Don't worry I'm here or whatever.

I was lost for months waiting for someone to find me in my fucking Shit life in my fucking trauma but not even one soul tried to search for me.

I was fucked up living the hell whenever wherever however I go or I do, just living the pain in silence for year after year but did anyone give the fuck? absolutely no! you just lived as if I never existed. 

And now you're telling me about my safety and security screw you and you all. 

All you want is to take the last rope between me and madness no I think I'm already a fucking messed up. 

Do you know that the only thing that had me in this life till now is that home and my mom visiting me in my dreams so don't co…." the tears didn't stop I couldn't control myself all those years living on the memories of my mom and they want to take it away all this year holding it back refusing to break, refusing to rely, refusing to let go and refusing to trust, as an angry kid I cried on them knowing that most of it was my fault for being weak and pathetic. 

I was taken by sudden by All Might he just wrapped me with his arms and that was all it needed to finally break the cracked dam that stopped my feelings from being seen.

I didn't resist I didn't move I just cried harder and harder for minutes and minutes, I cried until finally all that I had stock, ended and the lake behind the broken dam dried. 

"Better now?" he asked in a calm fatherly tone. 

"Yes, thank you Mr. All Might" I got away from him hiding my face for a while.

After some time "Look you can live in your home, and we will provide someone to be near and take care of you no need to move and if you feel like changing your mind our door won't be closed."

"Thank you but I don't need a babysitter." 

"don't worry he won't interrupt your life, but the future heroes are likely to be attacked by villains." 

I took some moments to see it and it was way better than leaving home so I shook my head in approval. 

I turned around facing Mic and Eraser and bowed "I'm sorry for my childish behavior I was furious and irrational."

"don't worry son we understand and it's good to release your emotions from time to time" Mic was the first to talk putting his hand on my shoulders with his shiny smile. 

"I was wrong too for using violence in such a tense moment and using my quirk on you" Aizawa bowed a little and talked with regret. 

I smiled "So I think we both were mistaken so what about a new page?" I extended my hand. 

He took it "Let it be a new page Izuku Midoriya."

"So, are we going to see you in the next week?" All Might asked with his high tone.

I smiled wider and screamed "The hero is never late for action" I replied in the same high tone. 

"And that's the spirit kid now go and ready yourself" he raised his hand and slammed my back and screamed in happiness. 

I took myself and left feeling good for the first time in a year I looked in the space "Thank you for being angry and here for me little one" talking to myself as people would see.

The third pov------------

All the school staff got out of their hides after Deku had gone. 

Some had tears and others looked sad and their eyes were full of empathy and Nezu was thinking. 

All the hero had gathered and hidden near when they heard that Deku was here to ensure their suspicion and because it was something too serious, they all gathered fearing he would go rage.

"He is unstable and with such a past he will need a lot of work to ensure that he won't turn into a villain," Nezu's voice said all that was in mind at that second but not considering that he wouldn't have promises and someone to stand next him.

All didn't say a word waiting for Nezu to pick up the one to take care of him. 

"So, who is going to do it" Now Nezu let them choose. 

All had a down head thinking but no one had the courage or the ability to be the one to care for a kid. 

Midnight raised her hand "I will take that roll."

"why" Nezu needed to know why to confirm if she was suitable or not. 

"I was the one to see him when he gripped his dead mother and know a lot of things about his life due to taking care of him for a month after the issue in the hospital" She had something that others didn't witness of the miserable story or at least a moment of it.

Nezu raised a thump to her "ok from tomorrow you will be his guardian and we will provide you with the next flat of his."

The Deku pov-------------------

"So, they didn't find any one than you to send as my guardian" I sighed. 

"Why that sad face, your naughty boy did you expect someone more beautiful than me" She leaned towards me showing the circles and how they were soft and shiny with her playful tone. 

I didn't reply since she would continue if she saw a reaction. 

I entered my home and got my rabbit mask the metal one with the red frame from the particular test and wore it "Now we can talk Ms. Kayama."

"What I cute mask do you love rabbits" She got closer, and I didn't move a bit and she started to touch it.

"No, my mom did" Now I was safe from her quirk. 

"Oh, you are now the good boy of mom, I know she will be very proud of you and the hero you will become" She got herself back and her tone changed to some cheerful one of pure happiness. 

I didn't have the words to reply, I just took such a compliment with a very happy heart and smiled under my mask. 

"Thanks, Ms. Kayama," I said in a very happy tone even if my mask hid it. 

She smiled in order of that giving me that look "No stop calling me Ms., Call me Kayama."

"Yes, Kayama, and thank you" After hearing it she took me in a hug squeezing my chest as I was way taller than her.

"You are welcome" Her tone was still the calm happy one. 

"Do you know they are softer than All Might ones?" I said with a red face that my mask was hidden.

"Naughty boy! how you dare compare the woman's most powerful weapon with a man's" she hissed in my ear after climbing to it, her playful tone made me excited more than I was, in the end, I'm a man with needs.