MHA being a hero is very hard but I'm still standing.

"we meet again" I stood watching the dust cloud fading away showing me the body of the one I most hated, the one I most wanted dead, the one that I would lose every hero meaning for and just to kill him, the black shit in front of me my nemesis and not just him but also I had the same for the one that created him, I wanted to bury them alive, shatter them into pieces, turning their flesh into liquid I wanted to K.I.L.L.

I got my guns and exchanged the magazines with living shoots, I took the bags and opened them swiping my hand fast to spread everything around. 

I remembered when we were changing our clothes before heading here. 

"Midoriya how do you catch the things that come to your hand." 

"If I'm using pull my palm will start to absorb the damage to some point and when it happens, I start to receive the rest, so I use small things because my palm absorbs each alone." 

I didn't know why I remembered that but I'm sure that the thing that was playing in my head was the scene of that black hand piercing the flesh, tearing it apart to reach my forehead and leave this scar. 

I threw my guns to the sky on seeing the black boulder that charged toward me raising my palm to face his fest. 

I pulled the fest away taking the damage and still standing like a mountain "suicidal trap" All the things around us started to rush piercing him from everywhere. 

I saw his blood dropping and the feeling of the pleasure that came after, the test of the iron that reached my mouth was MAGNIFICENT. 

He moved his other hand grasping my other hand. 

He grasped me too powerfully using me as a club spinning in the air around him, heading to the ground to be shattered. 

I coughed with blood, my lunges were flattened he then quickly, spun me around him and threw me like a Shuriken.

I used my palm to reduce the damage but there was too much to be absorbed. 

My head broke a rock or two in the process till I stopped. 

I saw him ejecting all the things that got stuck in his body and his body started to recover. 

I pulled my gun and aimed for the head not waiting for him to act. 

I SHOT 

And SHOT 

And SHOT and AGAIN and AGAIN I shot till my magazine ran out of bullets. 

His head was a past thing I turned him headless, but his head started to regenerate in seconds he was as normal. 

I changed the magazine, threw it again, and put my hand on my head to feel the worm liquid covering my head beside the dirt. 

I touched my mouth it was frowning 'That's not what I want.'

I raised my other hand and used it, I used both indexes to raise my lips. 

I raised them up to the sky and wide to my ears showing what I wanted. 

I wanted to smile in the face of the one that I was going to kill, I wanted to smile as all of them asked 'I'm gonna smile I'm gonna smile the most psychotic smile and the most terrifying smile I will plant the fear with my smile as how I'm going to give hope with it.'

"What a glitch, he's like master, did master interrupt to entertain himself? No, he can't he is doing things now so what is that what is him why does he look like Master?" Shigaraki mumbled to himself.

Nomu didn't give me any attention even when I stood, he just headed to Aizawa. 

I approached and struck him from behind painting his face into the ground. 

I wanted to call for Asui to come and run with Aizawa but calling them would uncover their hide and they might be the next target and I didn't need any additional luggage. 

I pulled my gun aiming for the heart and bam after bam I holed his chest. 

the blood covered my face more and I enjoyed it I carved every moment when I hurt him in my mind. 

I stood and took Aizawa fast while that motherfucker stood again like a zombie and his chest was closed within seconds. 

I tried to run but the vortex stood in my way 'shit!' 

I got into the vortex to exit next to the nomu and Shigaraki "That's a level game, once you are in there's no option other than losing a heart."

I let Aizawa and aimed for the nomu again, fortunately, they didn't take a step. 

I looked around me to see that I was the one in the way if I pulled the knives and balls. 

'If I take a step away from Aizawa they will start attacking him and if not, they also will start attacking him, and with his state, he must go get some medical treatment' I was stuck in a situation with no escapes. 

"Midoriya…don…don't worry ..about. me All Might is coming, save your friends" the weak voice of Aizawa.

"don't worry they will handle themselves the problem now is not the villains but those two and the one blocking the exit" Good that was very good, he was getting his consciousness back, he could cancel the quirks of that black shit and let me kill it. 

I looked at my palms before taking any step forward and they were red and bleeding, but the most important thing was they were red 'That is what it needs! my quirk needs a rest.' 

When I start to absorb the damage of heavy things that start to happen my hands turn red and the absorb stop 

I looked at the nomu in front of me and looked after that on my hands, the devil in me smiled making me smile. 

I opened my mouth with a smile showing off my teeth, it reached my ears again. 

The blood put its touch too making me look more insane than I was. 

Blood on my hair, blood on my teeth, blood in my mouth, blood on my eyes, blood everywhere 'Oh god! how much I love this smell of iron and salt, it screams to me "You still alive."'

Some blades found their way to my hand also my eyes found Asui and Mineta without changing my facial direction, I put my hand behind my back and took an angel that hid my hand from Shigaraki and nomu, I aimed for Aizawa. 

I knew they understood what I did due to the nod Asui gave me. 

I fixed my eyes on Shigaraki and nomu and threw the blades. 

The nomu rushed to protect Shigaraki and he did well, putting himself where I wanted.

The guns rushed faster than me as I closed the distance between us. 

I shot the place Shigaraki was standing knowing that my bullets would pierce nomu, but having him distracted was better than me worried about what the one behind him would do. 

I shot and shot aiming for different places maybe I would find a weak point. 

Then I saw something

I saw the little one appear and aimed for the place where Asui and Mineta 

I turned my head to see what was there. 

I darted with max speed, but I wouldn't make it. 

I saw Shigaraki holding the head of Mineta and trying to reach for Asui's. 

I started to see that Mineta's head started to turn into dust slowly. 

Asui had tears in her eyes, she couldn't even scream for help, she froze there in the scene helpless and hopeless. 

I knew I wouldn't make it fast enough, I knew I would see them dying and after them, the nomu that rushed to me would kill me after

I saw Aizawa's hair rise and Mineta was still there but as well as it was I saw the nomu change direction to Aizawa.

"SAVE THEM" he screamed with the highs of his voice.

now I would protect Aizawa but how long he could hold?

or save the two and watch him die.

or stay in my place choosing what I should have done and letting both die. 

There was no hope but when the dark fell what did you think a hero would say 'I will burn as hard and fast as hell don't worry I will brighten the nights.'

I put my hand on my chest and moved "push" to my heart and it stopped.