Chapter 97
Chapter 95
After a hot pot meal, the two of them felt relieved. I slept very well all night and went to the examination room the next day.
Twelve years of preparation in his life, just to fight for this test, when he first entered the test room, Xia Chiu-chuu felt the difference.
Everyone showed a completely different attitude from usual. Even a boy who used to go to school to pass paper airplanes every day was sitting in his position. From the moment he got the paper, he filled in meticulously according to what the teacher said. Write the name and use the 2B pencil to paint the test number in the grid.
I have read the whole test paper at first glance, and I probably know the title. I think it is a essay question and I have an impression in my mind.
Then start to do multiple-choice questions, reading comprehension…
At first, I felt a little flustered, but from the time I finished the exam number, Xia Chiu-cho felt a kind of inner peace.
She has tried her best.
In the past three years, she has not been deserted.
She may be absurd and incompetent for the first half of her life, and decadent for half her life. However, this time, she has tried her best since she opened her eyes.
She exhausted all her energy to search all the way before the life test called the college entrance examination, to find herself, to find her lover, and to find her inner consummation.
If learning is a process of filling the soul, then the most important step is to recognize the soul.
What kind of person are you, what kind of person you want to be.
Life is never hard work, not everyone has to go to Tsinghua University.
She first found herself who worked hard, and then she found the paintbrush in her hand. She worked **** her own path and came to this examination room. At this time, she held the pen in her hand, whether it was the topic or not, it was difficult or not. She has a clear conscience.
As usual doing simulation papers, she solved one problem after another, listening to the sound of turning pages and brushing the pen tip in the examination room.
As soon as they looked up, they finished writing for twelve years.
All that has been paid is on this test paper, with answers in return.
On the afternoon of June 8th, after the last exam was finished, Xia Chiu-cho walked out of the classroom, surrounded by human voices. Everyone quickly walked to the school gate. Some were tired, some were happy, some were depressed, and some were excited.
When Xia Chiu-chuo walked out of the school gate and came to the road, there was a sudden cry of someone behind him.
Xia Chiu Chiu turned his head and saw a young man in his father’s arms. The surrounding people looked at that person, and was soon overwhelmed by other voices.
If there is a foreseeable day in the life of Chinese children, it is probably the two days of the college entrance examination.
Most of the time in life, major decisions are made quietly, and when you choose, you don’t even take it seriously. The only thing about the college entrance examination is that from the day you entered school twelve years ago, everyone was told that your twelve years, A full stop will be drawn on the afternoon of June 8th. From then on, you can’t go back and don’t have to.
Xia Chiu Chiu watched the scene quietly. Someone came to her and gently held her hand. She turned her head and looked up to see Jiang Huai An.
He stood under the tree, looking gently at the direction of the school gate.
“It’s not over yet.”
He said gently: “The college entrance examination is just the beginning of life.”
Xia Chiu Chiu looked up at her, she heard the sound of heartbeat amid the cicadas chirping.
Puff through, puff through.
Then what started to become clear in my mind.
Going to leave.
She suddenly flashed such a thought.
She vaguely noticed something. There was a pure white ceiling in front of her. Jiang Huaian was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, reading the contents of the newspaper to her.
Xia Jiao frowned and said, “Why is my sister still not awake? I want to change her hospital. I want to take her abroad.”
“Don’t worry.”
Jiang Huaian said softly: “She will wake up.”
JAC…
“Tweet?”
Jiang Huai An pulled her for a while, Xia Chiu turned her head abruptly, and saw Jiang Huai An frowned and looked at her: “What’s the matter with you?”
“It’s nothing.”
Xia Chiu Chiu turned her head, she thought for a while, smiled and said, “Will you accompany me to climb the mountain tonight?”
“it is good.”
Jiang Huai An didn’t understand what Xia Chiu wanted to do, but he still nodded.
The two greeted the family.
Jiang Huai An called Jiang Lan, and Jiang Lan nervously asked him, “How was your exam?”
“pretty good.”
Jiang Huai’an has a relaxed tone: “Aunt, don’t worry, Tsinghua is fine.”
Jiang Lan couldn’t help laughing: “You kid, why are you so crazy? Let’s wait at ease.”
After handing the things to the driver of the Xia family, after having dinner together, Xia Chiu-chuo took him to the outskirts of the city.
When the two arrived at a scenic mountain in Nancheng, Jianghuai An bought tickets and rode up the cable car together.
Sitting in the cable car, watching the scenery shrinking little by little, the stars getting closer and closer, the two people seem to be flying into the universe, the world has turned into a background, and only two of them are left in the world.
“Before your college entrance examination, I said I had something to tell you,” Xia Chuchu said, Jiang Huai An turned her head, and saw Xia Chuchu quietly looking at him, she seemed to have plucked up the courage, and slowly said: “Today I will tell you. Up.”
“Say it.”
Jiang Huai’an didn’t understand what Xia Zhuo was up to, so he smiled and said, “It’s okay, you said.”
Xia Chiu-chuo took a deep breath: “What I said to you below, don’t be surprised if you hear it. What I said is true, don’t take me crazy.”
“What are you talking about?”
Jiang Huai’an laughed out loud: “Why do I think you are crazy?”
“If, if I say,” Xia Chiu said cautiously: “I…I will be your wife in the future, do you believe it or not?”
Hearing this, Jiang Huai An was stunned, and then he pressed his lips, turned his head a little embarrassed, and watched Mingyue slowly slip past their sides, and couldn’t help but smile and said, “You…you are I want to talk about this.”
“Your future… must be my wife.”
Jiang Huai’an said, with some flushing on his face: “Needless to say.”
“I’m not kidding you…”
Xia Chiu Chiu was a little anxious: “I mean, I know that I will be your wife in the future, so I came to you.”
Jiang Huai An was taken aback for a moment, and realized the difference. He was in a daze when they first met, Xia Chiu, carrying 200,000 yuan on his back, was clamoring to find Jiang Huai’an.
He always felt that something was wrong, but he didn’t think about it. It was just when Xia Chiu found the wrong person. However, now that Xia Chuo said this, he vaguely understood: “What you mean is that you foresee the future and know that you are my wife, so you come to me?”
“Neither… nor is it.”
When he said that, Xia Chiu-chuo didn’t know what was going on, so she felt a little embarrassed: “Yes…I had a dream. I have never seen you in the dream. I honestly studied until I graduated from college.”
Because the life of the previous life was not glorious, an exquisite porcelain doll, Xia Jiaozhuo didn’t mention it, and vaguely said in the aisle: “I met you on a blind date after graduating from college. You have been pursuing me…”
With that, Xia Chiu talked about the things in his previous life. The two of them walked down from the cable car, sat on the chairs of the landscape platform, and looked at the entire South City.
Jiang Huai’an listened to Xia Chiu and talked about the future he didn’t know. She said every detail of that person, where they met, what he said, how he fell in love with her, proposed to her, and even married her.
Xia Chiu Chiu spoke seriously, Jiang Huai’an listened, and his heart was grunting with acid water, but he didn’t know where the sour gas should go.
When Xia Chiu-tzu finished speaking, Jiang Huai An remained silent. Xia Chiu-tzu said a little anxiously: “What…what do you think?”
Jiang Huai’an lowered her head, Xia Chiu-chuo poked him with her hand, and Jiang Huai’an looked up at her: “So, the first time you came to me, was it for that Jianghuai An?”
Xia Chiu-chuu noticed that Jiang Huai An was unhappy, and a little nervously laughed: “Don’t be so unhappy, that’s the future you…”
Jiang Huai’an was silent. After a long time, he let out a sigh of breath, turned his head, and looked into the distance and said, “Xia Chiu, eat your own jealousy, I’m afraid it’s the only one in the world.”
“You… believe what I said?”
Xia Chiu-chuu didn’t expect that JAC’s acceptance level was so high, but he was a little surprised. Jiang Huai’an smiled: “In your dream, you dreamed that there was a Jiang Huai’an in the City No. 1 High School. When I came to the City No. 1 High School, you found me. If this is not foreknowledge, how could there be such a coincidence?”
“Moreover,” Jiang Huai’an laughed: “Even if what you said is false, I will take it seriously.”
“Xia Chiu,” he looked at her seriously: “Everything you say, I take it seriously.”
Listening to these words, Xia Chuchu was stunned for a moment, then suddenly rushed towards Jianghuai’an!
Jiang Huai’an was so scared that he hurriedly caught her, and Xia Chiu made a big sip on his face, and then said: “Jiang Huai An, I really like you!”
After Jiang Huai’an heard this, the unhappiness in his heart finally dissipated. He looked at Xia Chiu’s joyful expression, and said helplessly: “If you like it, then say you like it. Why do you rush to kiss me like this?”
Xia Chiu Chiu was a little embarrassed, and stepped back, Jiang Huai’an took her hand and leaned towards her: “Come here, I will teach you how to kiss.”
Xia Chiu Chiu flushed when she heard this, “Jiang Huai’an! Hmm…”
The two chattered and talked for a while, and Jiang Huaian finally sent her down, and Jiang Huaian looked at her delicate profile.
Over the past three years, Xia Chiu Chiu has grown a lot taller and lost a lot of weight. The baby fat on her face has faded. At this moment, even if she is wearing the most ordinary casual clothes, she looks very beautiful.
Jiang Huai’an looked at her and had countless questions to ask. He wanted to ask her, can she distinguish her from Jianghuai’an? These two Jianghuai’an, who does she love more?
Is it because the future Jianghuai An loves him, or just loves him?
He has so many questions, but he can’t ask a word.
It doesn’t seem to have that much meaning, that person does not exist, that person is the future him.
But no matter how you think about it, Jianghuai An feels like a knuckle in his throat. No matter how to convince himself, he couldn’t accept it, and the person who deceived Xia Chiu-chuo in the future was himself.
These emotions were pressed on his chest, and when Xia Chiu-chuo stopped joking, he came up. He suppressed and remained silent. Xia Chiu-chuu didn’t notice it. She was very excited to say what was in her heart. She sat on the cable car with him up and down the mountain, and said happily: “Do you know why I want to bring you to the top of the mountain tonight?”
Jiang Huai’an was a little puzzled. He raised his head, Xia Chiu shook his hand and said with a smile: “Because you told me before that the night view of this mountain is very beautiful, and I will bring me here after I get married. Later I didn’t have time to come over. , I just thought, come and see with you tonight.”
Hearing this, Jiang Huai An instantly felt that those depressed things could no longer be controlled. He looked at Xia Chiu and slowly said, “That’s not me.”
Xia Chujuu was taken aback for a while, and Jiang Huaian said again: “The person in your dream, the future person, has nothing to do with me. In the future, you don’t want to tell me that it is what I said to you.”
“But…” Xia Chiu’s heart trembled slightly: “That’s you.”
How could it not?
Obviously that person in the future is him.
If that person is not him, does she like two people?
Xia Chiu Chiu’s face turned pale, Jiang Huaian stared at her as if she understood what she meant.
He couldn’t help but sneered: “So, if I’m not him, you don’t like me, do you?”
Xia Chiu Chiu froze at this question. She opened her mouth, but she couldn’t make any sound.
Was not very angry at first.
It was just a knot in my heart.
However, when Xia Chiu hesitated for this moment, Jiang Huai’an suddenly realized that it was not that he was jealous, or that he was making trouble out of nowhere. Perhaps the angry words he said casually were true.
Jiang Huaian looked at her incredulously, and slowly said, “Xia Chiu, do you like me or the Jiang Huaian in your dream? Have you ever thought that I am not him?”
“you are!”
Xia Chiu said stubbornly. She looked at him and said eagerly: “I hesitated. I’m afraid you are not him, but I’m sure you are. When you picked me up on the basketball court, I’m sure…”
“How are you sure?”
Jiang Huai’an thought it was a little funny, he mocked: “That person may not exist, how can you be sure that I am him? Maybe when I grow up, you will find that I am different from him at all.”
“He eats red oil pot, I didn’t eat it originally.”
“He likes spiciness, I didn’t like it originally.”
“Even though his family is poor, he works hard by himself. On the contrary, when I meet you, I don’t know what it means to be motivated.”
The more Jianghuai An thinks back to the past, the more he realizes–
What did Xia Chiu Chiu do, what is it that he thought was good for him?
All she did was to use his love as a carving knife to carve him into the shape of that person.
Teach him how to eat spicy food, teach him to work hard, and even–
“You tell me the truth,” Jiang Huai-an pulled out his T-shirt, which was bought by Xia Chiu. At that time, she didn’t even ask him what color, style, or model he liked. Although they are indeed all the colors, styles and models that he likes. At that time, he only felt that Xia Chiu-chuo understood him and took all aspects of him to heart. However, these small details plunged into his heart like a knife at a moment.
“Is this dress his favorite style, color, model?”
When this was said, the cable car reached the ground.
Xia Chiu Chiu stood there, unable to say a word.
Jiang Huai’an understood that his whole body was trembling, and he felt a huge humiliation coming up. He was so afraid at this moment that he looked at Xia Chiu, because he felt that countless malice was coming up.
Why do you treat him so…
Why, what he gave is sincere, but he wants to be a substitute in someone else’s dream? !
He opened the door and walked out, Xia Chiu Chiu stood where he was.
After a long time, the staff came forward and hesitated and said, “Miss, are you uncomfortable?”
Xia Chiu Chiu slowly raised her head, looking at the back who walked quickly.
He is exactly like the future.
Because they were exactly the same, she made all the decisions, all the thoughts, and never thought that these were two people.
She hesitated at first, and then she also decided…she liked him.
I like this person.
She likes his future. However, if he is not the person of the future, wouldn’t he like it?
Xia Chiu recalled the two JACs.
She had never been forced to make such a choice. Two Jianghuai’an appeared repeatedly, one was gentle and calm, and the other continued to be young.
She watched him grow, from the beginning of the campus fighting on the street, he changed little by little.
She watched him feel distressed when he cried while holding himself in the rain, and watched him admire him as he tried hard to brush his papers every day. Her feelings for him were complicated and deep.
If the Jiang Huai An in the future is because of treating her so that she can fall in love with him.
Then this young Jianghuai An, even if he is not good, even if he has always been the school bully, when he raised his head in anger, perhaps, she still liked him.
She likes this person, not his kindness to her.
After trying to understand this moment, she caught up and shouted: “Jianghuaian!”
Jianghuai settled down, he did not look back, restrained his emotions and said: “You don’t have to say anything to me.”
He couldn’t believe what he said now.
That Jianghuai’an doesn’t exist, who knows, isn’t Xia Chiu afraid that he will leave to coax him?
The self-esteem of the young man is vaguely haunted. He turned his back to her and said in a hoarse voice: “I have no abilities for not letting you like me. I am also incapable than a person in a dream. It does not matter if you don’t like me. Sooner or later you will like me.”
“But if you don’t like it, you don’t like it,” Jiang Huai An raised his head slightly: “Don’t lie to me, and don’t tell me what you like me.”
“I didn’t lie to you.” Xia Chiu said eagerly: “I like that you are real. I bought you clothes without asking you, because you two are really the same…”
“Different!”
Jiang Huai’an suddenly turned his head and roared: “I am not him, I am different from him, I am like him, just like him, you taught me!”
After roaring this sentence, Jiang Huai’an noticed that he was out of state. He breathed quickly, suppressing his inner heart and said: “You don’t need to say more, I am in a bad mood now, you can go back.”
With that, he raised his head and glanced at the car parked aside waiting for them. The Xia family’s car had already been driven back, leaving only the Jiang family’s car on the side of the road, originally intending to send the two people back together.
Jiang Huai’an said in a cold voice: “You go back by car, and I’ll take a taxi.”
With that said, Jiang Huai An went to the mainland, and Xia Chiu Chuo chased after him, anxiously said: “How do you want me to prove it? I like you, I think it very clearly, no matter what your future is like…”
Jiang Huai’an couldn’t listen, he turned his head, took Xia Chiu’s wrist and walked into his car.
Xia Chiu-chuu had never faced such a Jianghuai An before, and when she saw him unmoved, tears welled up in her grievances.
She explained desperately: “At first I wanted to make you like the future, but then I didn’t. You are you, I know. I never thought that you must become like the future. I never thought about it. Over…”
Before she finished speaking, Jiang Huai An came to the car and forced her into the car.
Xia Chiu Chiu struggled desperately, punching and kicking him, Jiang Huaian sat down on her seat and fastened her seat belt. Xia Chiu Chiu kicked and bit him, Jiang Huai An was bitten by her, and yelled, “Be quiet!”
Xia Jujuu was stunned by such a roar. After a while, she couldn’t help but burst into tears.
She bit her lip without speaking, tears running down her cheeks.
Jiang Huai’an looked at her, silently did not speak, and slowly straightened up. After a long time, he finally said: “Don’t cry. I will think about what you say, but let’s not talk now. I will wait for the list to be released. Look for you.”
As he said, he took a deep breath and looked up at her: “Don’t worry, I won’t be separated from you. Whether you like me or dislike me, I can’t be separated from you for such a vain person.”
Xia Chiu-chuo slowly raised her head to look at him. The more he spoke, the more she felt wronged, and her tears would shed like money.
Jiang Huai’an pursed his lips, and finally said, “You don’t like me. Sooner or later, I will let you like me.”
“I like you.”
Xia Chiu Chiu lowered her head, seeming to be a little tired: “Really, I didn’t lie to you.”
Jiang Huai An did not speak. After a moment of silence, he closed the car door and said to the driver: “Send Miss Xia back first, and tell my family I will go back later.”
The driver answered, Jiang Huai An turned and left, Xia Chuuchu sat in the seat, took out his mobile phone, and began to edit the text message desperately.
“Jiang Huai An, you bastard.”
“Jiang Huai An, I hate you.”
“Jiang Huai An, I never want to see you again.”
After typing this sentence, Xia Jue pursed her lips, and finally uttered another sentence–
Unless you come back and say I love you.
However, at this moment, Xia Chiu-chuu felt something was wrong with her instinct. She had just pressed the send button, that is, at that moment, there was fire in front of her.
But Jianghuai An turned around and walked towards the road.
In fact, he understands the truth, but he can’t restrain the mania and sorrow in his heart. He was afraid of saying something hurtful, so it was better to leave for a while.
He hadn’t been far away from the car, and the car ran toward the mountain road. At this moment, the JAC phone rang.
It is Jiang Huainan.
Jiang Huai An answered the phone casually, and said in a bad tone: “I am in a bad mood now.”
“Don’t get in the car!”
Jiang Huainan raised his voice. He seemed to be running for orders. Someone behind was chasing his name. Jiang Huai An instantly noticed something was wrong and asked, “What’s wrong?”
“Second Uncle wants to kill you, he hit a time bomb in the car…”
Before he finished speaking, there was a loud noise on a bend visible to the naked eye behind Jiang Huai’an, and the flames burst into the sky!
Jiang Huai’an turned around, staring blankly at the flames illuminating the night.
Jiang Huaian listened to Jiang Huainan talking to him all the time.
“I have sent a message to Auntie, you should contact Auntie now and leave there as soon as possible. They caught me right away…”
“But don’t worry, he won’t do anything to me. I just know…”
Jiang Huainan’s voice was a little hoarse: “Second Uncle is my father. Brother…you won’t blame me?”
There is no sound, no sound.
Jiang Huai An didn’t respond, he just listened to the phone and ran towards the flames all the way.
Until he arrived at the scene, the car was on fire, and someone nearby had called the police. Someone saw him look wrong and stopped him and said, “What are you going to do, boy? Calm down!”
“let me go……”
Jiang Huai’an held the phone and looked straight at the living.
“Someone there…”
He was hoarse and rushed into the prestige, and everyone around him found that something was wrong with him, and the guards of the park pulled him.
Jiang Huaian could not hear any sound, he only knew.
There are people in there.
Xia Chiu is inside.
He pushed her in with his own hands and fastened her seat belt.
He wanted to go in and save her, he shouted: “There is someone inside! You let me in! I’m going to save her! She’s in it! She’s in it!”
“You calm down.”
More and more people came, more and more people pulled him, ambulances and fire trucks came.
The fire was finally put out, and he looked at the scene and lifted out two scorched corpses.
He couldn’t see the appearance of the corpse at all, but he still recognized her at a glance.
He rushed over, howling and crying.
I don’t know how long it was after crying, the Xia family also came.
As soon as Xia Yuanbao arrived, he rushed forward and hit Jiang Huai An with a punch in the face.
“It’s your fault!”
Xia Yuanbao roared: “You are the cause of my family’s tweeting!”
“what are you doing!”
Jiang Lan and Jiang Cheng also arrived. Jiang Cheng saw Xia Yuanbao’s hands and rushed over to hold him.
However, Jiang Huai’an didn’t care. He stood beside Xia Chiu’s corpse, hugged her, and cried loudly.
I don’t know how long it took before the person finally let go and was carried away.
After Jiang Huai’an calmed down, he never said anything again.
Jiang Cheng personally gave him water, looked at him worriedly and said, “Huai’an…”
Jiang Huai An didn’t speak, he just stepped into the bathtub while holding the phone. His expression was deserted, as if there was nothing.
Jiang Cheng sighed, “Dad is outside, ask Dad to come out if anything happens.”
Jiang Huai’an didn’t speak. He soaked in the water and looked at his mobile phone screen quietly.
When Jiang Cheng went out and no one was there, he finally had the courage to open WeChat.
The messages in WeChat popped up one by one, and he watched quietly, his eyes blurred with tears.
“Jiang Huai An, you bastard.”
“Jiang Huai An, I hate you.”
“Jiang Huai An, I never want to see you again.”
“Unless you come back and say I love you.”
Well, I come back and say I love you.
Can you, see me again?
Jiang Huai’an said hoarsely, and slowly said: “I love you.”
No one answered.
Jiang Huai’an lowered his head and cried aloud.
“I beg you.”
I beg you, see me again.
I’m wrong.
Shouldn’t fight with you, shouldn’t force you to get in the car, shouldn’t care about you, shouldn’t be angry with you.
Xia Chiu, if there is another time, I will let you no matter what.
Xia Chiu…
The water in the bathtub tumbled, like a whirlpool, spinning around Jianghuai’an.
However, he didn’t know anything, the only person in his mind was in front of him, smiling.
“Excuse me, do you know Jianghuai An?”
“My name is Xia Chiu Chiu.”