Chapter 40
Chapter 39
Jianghuai An rushed back.
Song Zhe’s family and Jianghuai An’s family lived in a community. When they went to the cram school early in the morning, they saw Xia Chiu’s family in the community, so they quickly called Jianghuai’an. So Jiang Huai’an was so scared that he rushed back to his home. He knew very well what was going on at his home. When Xia Chiu came to the house, he was afraid that they would suffer.
It’s just that he couldn’t be too obvious, so when he got to the door, he pretended not to know anything and asked “What are you doing?”
Before he could speak, however, he heard her.
You don’t care, someone is in charge. You don’t love Jianghuai’an, someone loves him.
Xia Chiu, who said these words, was nothing like her usual.
When he usually sees this person, he always thinks she is like a child. Innocent, simple, and cute, people can’t help but want to hold it in the palm of their hand, for fear that the reality of this world will stumble her.
But Xia Chiu, who said these words, looked like a little leopard showing his paws, grinning at these people, fierce and firm.
She is guarding him, she is fighting for him.
At that moment, his blood surged.
He didn’t know what to say or what to do. He just suddenly discovered that Jiang Cheng, who he once thought was important in his life, turned out to be…
It’s just that.
Jiang Cheng was not as important as he thought, and he was not what he thought he was.
His heart was warm. Seeing how fierce their quarrel was, he didn’t want Xia Chiu to quarrel for him any more, so he hurriedly said.
As soon as he spoke, everyone looked at him, Xia Chuo was stunned, and then a little flinched.
Jiang Cheng was the first to react, and said with a calm face: “You still have the face to come back?”
“Why do I have no face to come back?” Jiang Huai’an sneered: “My luggage is still here.”
Jiang Cheng’s expression didn’t look good after hearing this. He wanted to say something, but didn’t say it.
Jiang Huai’an came into the house, saw Xia Yuanbao and Xia Jiaan, pursed his lips, bowed first: “Sorry, my brother is a bastard, I apologize to you for him.”
“Jiang Huai’an!” Xu Qingqing raised her voice: “Who are you apologizing for?”
“He cheated and beat someone, shouldn’t he apologize?” Jiang Huai’an looked at it coldly. Xu Qingqing had something else to say, but Jiang Cheng said to her, “Shut up first!”
Jiang Huai’an was a little surprised. He raised his eyebrows, his first reaction was-Xia Chiu was really **** good, and he was able to persuade Jiang Cheng.
After Jiang Cheng roared, he looked at Jiang Huai An as if he had something to say. However, after holding back for a long time, he just said: “Come back when you come back, hurry up and take a bath, what does it look like.”
When Jiang Huai’an heard this, he nodded and said: “Okay, I packed my luggage and went home to wash.”
“Your home is here, where are you going back?!” Jiang Cheng’s patience was a little exhausted, and he said impatiently, “Jianghuai’an, you are enough.”
Jiang Huai An originally wanted to argue with Jiang Cheng, but Xia Chiu’s family was here. He scrutinized his image. After all, he didn’t want to let him see the embarrassment in front of Xia Yuanbao. Without reply, he said to Xia Yuanbao: “Uncle, Jiang Huainan, I It has already been called. If you are still not angry, send the Public Security Bureau newspaper to warn the school to record it, or if I call again, what do you think is better?”
He said with a sincere expression, Xia Yuanbao was still a little vacant. He glanced at Jiang Huainan, who was wrapped like a zongzi next to him. When the other party heard Jiang Huai An say that he was fighting again, he tightened his body and seemed to completely believe Jiang Huai An’s words. , I seem to be beaten again at any time.
Xia Yuanbao gave a light cough, pretending to be calm and said: “We are here to ask for an apology…”
“Jiang Huainan!”
Jiang Huai’an raised his voice and swept it coldly: “Apologize!”
“Jianghuaian, don’t go too far, look at our Huainan…”
“I told you not to talk!”
Jiang Cheng roared: “Isn’t it messy enough?!”
Xu Qingqing showed an angry look after hearing Jiang Cheng’s words. He wanted to argue, but Jiang Cheng grabbed his wrist in advance and said coldly: “Don’t make jokes in front of outsiders.”
Xu Qingqing froze, her eyes flushed, but she didn’t say much.
Jiang Huai’an walked to the shivering Jiang Huainan, put his hand on Jiang Huainan’s shoulder, smiled and said: “Second brother, you have to admit that you have done something wrong. If you don’t apologize, your brother will educate you again.”
Hearing Jiang Huai’an’s words, Jiang Huainan suddenly remembered that when Jiang Huai’an was pressed to the ground that day, he saw Xu Qingqing next to him being pulled by Jiangcheng, knowing that he could not count on Xu Qingqing, and after holding back for a long time, he finally said, “I’m sorry… ”
“speak louder!”
Jiang Huai An yelled, Xia Yuanbao was frightened, and quickly said: “Um, we actually didn’t…”
“I am sorry!”
Jiang Huainan closed his eyes and shouted, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!”
Hearing this, Jiang Huai’an smiled, and finally took away the hand placed on Jiang Huainan’s shoulder. Jiang Huainan suddenly seemed to escape from the hands of a behemoth, gasping for breath.
Jiang Huai’an walked to Xia Yuanbao and said respectfully: “Uncle, I’m really embarrassed.”
“It’s okay,” Xia Yuanbao waved his hands, not knowing what was going on. In front of the young man, he felt a little embarrassed: “In fact, we just came to see, that, the matter is resolved…”
“Didn’t you say that you are here to pack your luggage?” Xia Chiu-chuo suddenly intervened. Jiang Huai’an looked at her, saw her calm and firm eyes, and listened to her calmly: “Just right, we drove over and you packed up. Things, we send you.”
Jiang Huai’an didn’t speak. After a long time, he lowered his head and smiled, understanding what Xia Chiu meant.
She told him last night that one has to move forward.
Now that he can’t go out, she forces him to go.
She doesn’t want him to pack up, she wants him to pack up the naive and embarrassed self in the past. Let yourself get out of the swamp-like life and state of mind, and move forward.
She pulled him hard, dragged him, carried him, and urged him.
Jiang Huai’an didn’t know how to respond, he didn’t know if he could do it, but at least at this moment, he couldn’t brush off Xia Chiu’s face.
He nodded and said: “Okay, please sit here for a while, and I will pack my things.”
With that, he went upstairs.
As soon as he stepped forward, Jiang Cheng followed him up, waited into his room, closed the door, Jiang Cheng immediately said: “When are you going to make trouble?! I didn’t say anything just now because I didn’t want to make it too ugly, you really want to go?!”
Jiang Huai’an didn’t speak, bowed his head and started to pack his luggage. Jiang Cheng was so angry that his chest rose and fell fiercely: “Where are you going? This is your home. You are only high school now. Are you going out to be your little ruffian again?”
In the past, when Jiang Cheng said these things, Jiang Huai An felt particularly uncomfortable, as if he was stuck in his throat, so pain that he couldn’t help but fight back, using attacks to protect himself.
But this time, I don’t know if it was because of Xia Chiu’s presence. When he thought of that person sitting outside waiting for him, he felt that his heart was soft, soft and strong. The words that used to be like a knife couldn’t shake him at all.
He didn’t respond to Jiang Cheng’s words, but quietly packed his things. Jiang Cheng looked at Jiang Huai’an’s movements and couldn’t bear his neglect. He rushed over, raised his hand, and slapped it.
Jiang Huai’an moved faster and stopped his hand when he raised his hand.
Jiang Huai An has never fought back against him.
He beat him many times. Every time, Jiang Huai An was taunting and quiet, looking at him provocatively, and then let him beat him bloody, as if he was self-abuse, trying to stimulate with his own scars. Own father.
Many times Jiang Cheng felt powerless. Facing this little beast’s son who usually showed his fangs at any time, he didn’t know what else to do besides scolding.
Everyone says that there are filial sons under the stick.
It is said that it will be fine when the child grows up.
So Jiang Cheng kept thinking that he only needs to be cruel to Jianghuai An, and take care of him, and everything will be fine when Jianghuai An grows up.
Before that, he will always and always be his father.
However, at the moment Jiang Huai’an returned his hand, reality seemed to be shattered violently.
He may not be his father forever. He will grow up one day, but if he grows up, he is still full of hatred as before, at that time, he can do nothing.
He can no longer force Jiang Huai An to do what he doesn’t want to do, and can’t hold him down.
As a father’s dignity, if Jiang Huai An is unwilling, then he does not exist.
His dignity was never obtained by him by making Jianghuai An afraid, but Jianghuai An gave it.
Jianghuai was able to resist him early, and could easily catch his fist early, but he had never done so.
Jiang Huaian saw some fear and confusion in Jiang Cheng’s eyes. He didn’t understand why Jiang Cheng showed such a look. He just let go of Jiang Cheng’s hand and calmly said: “You don’t want to hit me casually in the future, even if it’s a cat or a dog, he didn’t think so. It makes sense to lose your temper and fight as you want.”
As he said, Jiang Huai’an lowered his head, folded his clothes neatly and put them in the suitcase.
Xia Chiu’s words echoed in Jiang Cheng’s mind.
Human feelings have limits.
He was a little scared, and this kind of fear blocked all his words in his throat. Until he saw Jiang Huai An pull out the drawer and took out a photo album.
The photo album was posted with flowers that were out of sync with this era. This photo album was made by Jiang Huai’an mother. In the past, their family would take a family photo every year and put it in the photo album.
Jiang Huai An has always cherished this photo album and loved it since he was a child. After his mother left, Jiang Cheng saw him sitting in a corner several times and flipping through this photo album.
Seeing that Jiang Huai An took out the album, Jiang Cheng couldn’t help it anymore and said, “What are you doing, do you plan to leave and never come back?”
“My aunt and grandpa asked me to go home with them many times. I refused before, but now I want to go.”
Upon hearing this, Jiang Cheng exploded and said angrily: “What do you mean? I treated you badly? I can’t support you anymore? You are my son. What is it to run to your grandfather’s house?! ”
“Why did I go, don’t you know?”
Putting it in the past, Jiang Huai An had quarreled with Jiang Cheng a long time ago, but now Xia Chiu is outside, and she is there, as if she had a pin to calm the monstrous wave and calm him down.
When putting aside rebellion, Jiang Huai An is not a person who can’t speak, on the contrary, he is even very good at communicating with others.
He looked at Jiang Cheng calmly, and said calmly: “This family has no place for me. You have your wife and your dear little son. You don’t need me to be here. I’m here. It’s not good for anyone.”
Jiang Cheng fell silent and watched Jiang Huai An put the album into the box. After a long time, he finally said: “You speak like this and I am very sad.”
“If words hurt others as well, then you have hurt me many times.”
JAC covers the alley and zips up.
He raised his eyes to Jiang Cheng, his tone of voice calm: “I always wanted you to recognize me, I hope you can treat me like before. I can’t forgive you about my mother, but the feelings have always been feelings for so many years. In my heart, there is always I think you are my dad. So when Jiang Huainan comes, I will be sad. You used to treat me alone, but then you treated two people better, and Jiang Huainan was better than me.”
“You are the elder brother,” Jiang Cheng frowned: “From now on, the Jiang family will be yours. You have to learn to take care of Huainan.”
Hearing this, Jiang Huai’an sneered and laughed: “Why? He is your illegitimate child outside. His mother tried her best to pester you to enter our house when my mother was seriously ill. You let me take care of it. He, is your brain okay?”
Jiang Cheng’s complexion became ugly. A second before he scolded, Jiang Huaian slowed down his voice: “I’m leaving, and I don’t want to fight with you anymore. I’ve quarreled enough with you, and I’m tired. ”
“People want to look forward. I can’t ruin myself for a scum like you.”
“What do you mean by ruining your whole life for me?!” Jiang Cheng couldn’t control himself anymore, and shouted: “Which one of me is not for your good? Which one is not for your sake? I was wrong to let you study well? I was wrong when I told you not to fight? I was wrong when I disciplined you? I…”
“I don’t need your discipline,” Jiang Huai An said calmly: “I will walk my life myself, I will study hard, go to the best school, and walk the best path. I will give all who love me People look at me, Jianghuai An is an excellent person who does not let them down. Do you think I am the same as Jiang Huainan who gets points by cheating? I have been first in everything since I was a child, and I need your discipline?!”
“Look at what the **** I am being managed by you over the years of your discipline? If you don’t be so partial, if you praise me a bit, if you are gentle with me, if you don’t say when Jiang Huainan is holding my toy’ He is your younger brother, you let me down. When Xu Qingqing disgusted me, he asked me to call him his mother. When I was fighting with Jiang Huainan, I would kneel as if we were to be punished, and then let me watch Xu Qingqing treat him. Ah yell, will I **** go to this day?!”
“You always think you are fair. You always think that you are fair to both of us. But he has a mother and I don’t have a mother. Can this **** be the same?!”
Jiang Huai An couldn’t control himself, and roared hysterically: “For so many years, you left me to Xu Qingqing to take care of you, and you didn’t even answer the teacher’s phone call. But this is not a real mother, it is not a real mother! My mother is gone,” Jiang Huai Ann closed her eyes, her whole body was trembling, and said hoarsely: “My father is also dead.”
Jiang Cheng was stunned by Jiang Huai’an. He looked at Jiang Huai’an blankly, and for a while, he didn’t know what to say.
He felt that everything he said was wrong and everything he did was wrong.
He doesn’t know how to communicate with his children. His father taught him to fight since he was a child. He has always been like this, he doesn’t know what to say about all the scruples and gentleness in his heart.
Even, he couldn’t even say that “I’m sorry”.
He felt that he had failed in life, faint and weak, and at a loss. He didn’t even have the courage to stop Jiang Huai An. He was afraid that in the next moment, Jiang Huai An could let all his “self-righteousness” disappear.
Seeing that he did not respond, Jiang Huai’an raised his hand and wiped a tear, put the thing in the box quickly, and dragged it down.
When walking down, Xia Chiu-chuu was standing in the yard waiting for her. Xia Yuanbao and Xia Jiaan felt a little embarrassed and were already sitting in the car. When Jiang Huaian rushed out, he remembered that he was crying and was seen by Xia Chiu again.
He was a little embarrassed, rubbing his face with his sleeve, trying to make people not see how he had cried.
Xia Chiu-chuu looked at him, feeling a little uncomfortable, took out a tissue from his sleeve and handed it to him, and said seriously: “Don’t wipe it so hard, it hurts.”
“Well,” Jiang Huai’an took the tissue and laughed hard: “Sorry, let’s go.”
Xia Chuchu nodded. She wanted to pull him, but she thought it was in his yard, so she put her hand on the lever of his suitcase, lowered her eyes and said: “Let’s go, I’ll take you back.”
“You don’t need to drag it, I’ll do it myself.” Jiang Huai An hurriedly refused, Xia Chiu Chiu shook his head, stubbornly dragging the suitcase out. It was impossible for Jiang Huai An to let her drag the luggage, so the two of them took a suitcase and went out together. go with.
Their hands are close together, and the temperature seems to be connected in series by a lever.
The temperature spread from his fingers to his heart little by little, and his heart slowly settled down.
“Jiang Huai’an,” Xia Chiu said, earnestly: “I scolded your dad for you.”
“Ok…”
“So, this matter should be turned over.”
Jiang Huai’an was silent, Xia Chiu paused and looked back at him.
“Trouble you,” she had his reflection in her eyes, full of vitality in the morning sun, just like a new life. Looking at those eyes, he couldn’t help but feel a little dazed, and then he heard the man’s voice: “In the future, can you not just look at these scumbags and look at us.”
“you guys?”
“Yes,” Xia Chiu nodded, “Look at these people who are good to you.”
Hearing such words, Jiang Huai An laughed lightly. He nodded and said seriously: “Okay.”
“I promise you,” he said earnestly: “From now on, I will look at you.”
In this case, it is inevitable that people will be misunderstood. Xia Chiu-chuo blushed instantly. She turned her head, looked at the birds flying down on the branches nearby, and said stiffly: “There are still many people, and we are all very good to you.”
“You are the best to me.”
Jiang Huai’an quickly answered, and Xia Chiu’s speech was choppy for a moment, and his heart beat fast. Jiang Huai An looked back at his house and then at the people around him.
He especially wanted to reach out, to hold that person’s hand, to turn around with her, and to leave this place far away.
But he didn’t dare.
I am afraid that I will be wrong, I am afraid that I am abrupt, I am afraid that I am not worthy of the almost perfect little girl in front of me.
He could only look at her quietly, until Xia Chiu found that he was silent for a long time, turned his head, and said in doubt: “Why haven’t you left?”
Jiang Huai’an chuckled. He took a deep breath and raised his eyebrows and said, “Xia Chiu Chiu, don’t you know, when I used to, everything was the number one thing.”
“I know.”
Not only is the past, but also for the coming.
“Do you particularly want me to take Tsinghua University?”
“I think you have a good time.”
“Xia Chiu,” he turned around and pulled the suitcase, not daring to look at her: “I will be number one in the future.”
As he was back then, everything is fine.
Such a Jianghuai An is worthy of Xia Chiu Chiu.
However, the expression of the young man’s mind was too tactful and too tactful, and Xia Chiu-chuo didn’t notice it at all.
She only thought that this was a whim of Jianghuai An’s declaration, and she didn’t know until many years later that this was the beginning of a long-planned plan.
It’s just that I didn’t understand it at the time, so I turned my head, clenched my fist, and yelled seriously: “Come on! You can definitely do it!”
JAC: “…”