I Was Given a Political Marriage

36 – Deprived of Flowers (3)

Scarlett comes to the cafe on the sidewalk of the princess.

My head was still dizzy and my heart ached like a throb, and it was so hard to stay sane.

“For now, drink this and calm down.”

“thank you…”

Hurb. No matter how bitter and hard life is, chocolate is sweet.

‘Sian would like chocolate latte too.’

Having been together since last year, I was able to know his taste well.

From his habits that the fiancée doesn’t know, what kind of food he likes and dislikes.

“So why did you bring me?”

“Before that, I have a suggestion.”

Bestea’s gaze, like a devil wanting a contract, adds to her anxiety.

However, like humans who are deceived by the devil, I also remained here, seduced by her words.

“Are you thinking of becoming my knight?”

“yes?”

I was taken aback by the sudden offer. Being a knight of the princess rather than ordinary aristocrats had many meanings.

Basically, in order to become a royal knight who protects the imperial family, bloodlines were more important than skills.

They called them white-winged knights with overwhelming skills, but they were questioned by Bestea, who offered such a position.

“I think this is a really worthwhile offer. Do you have any plans to make it?”

“No, it was so sudden… and there must be other talented people besides me.”

Scarlett was right at the top of the current 2nd year engineering department, but there were many talented people who surpassed her even if she went up one grade.

No, when looking at the entire empire beyond the academy, Scarlett may not even reach her toes yet.

“Talent… I don’t know what kind of person that talent refers to. Also, isn’t it a good suggestion for you? If my knight goes around, he’ll follow me around, and I’ll be able to see Eileen often.”

Seeing Eileen often meant that she could continue to meet Xian, who was going to be with her.

Just being able to meet him legally was a happy proposal, but was the princess making such an offer to me?

It was a story that could not be understood with the muscular brain, so he made a face asking for more explanation from her.

“On the contrary, would you mind if I ask you something?”

“Ummm, let me tell you.”

“I come from a humble family, and my only talent is to wield a sword. But why are you trying to help me like that…”

The princess laughed and turned her head to the side, as if Scarlett’s question had reached her.

Looking at the scenery outside the window, it is winter and the snowflakes that fall one by one catch your eye.

“Because it’s fun.”

“to?”

“I don’t know about anyone, but it’s just fun. I’m sorry Eileen, but your relationship is really fun.”

Scarlett thought after hearing the true intentions of the ugly princess that no one else knew about.

‘I’m out of my mind.’

Although she was said to be the princess who would lead the empire, her words and actions and even the eccentricities she had shown. This woman is insane.

However, it is true that the smiling smile and the sweet fruits approaching me are hard to get rid of.

gulp. I swallowed, lost in thought, and quietly opened my eyes.

“So will you accept it?”

“Xian… I can see you often, right?”

“of course.”

I still held the princess’s hand and knelt down. I may regret this choice someday, but now is the time to accept it.

For me, I wanted to believe that this choice was the one I would not regret the most.

I miss you Xian.

***

“Haah … huh, this, not coming out. Stop it.”

“Huh, good work Xian. Phuhhh, I might get pregnant soon with this, right?”

After intercourse, Aileen rubbed her stomach as if she was happy and looked at Xian who had fallen beside her.

The reality is that he puts the hard-to-pick flower called cyan in his hand and now enjoys it as he pleases.

I was so blessed with this happiness that no one else could have dreamed of, and I felt like I was going to cry.

‘When are you going to get pregnant? We’ll find out in about a month, right?’

It takes a lot of time to find out if you are pregnant. Waiting was important because I had to settle down starting with the time his seed reached the inside of me.

And even if I did, I had to see if I was menstruating next month to find out.

“Xian, aren’t you thirsty? Can you give me some water?”

“Give me… hehehe.”

Looking at the fallen man, I slowly got up from my seat.

“Huh… I’m still not used to the feeling of flowing.”

I couldn’t get used to the hot feeling flowing between my legs. Still, there was a water cup on the table right next to the bed.

Unlike his hot body, he held cold water in his mouth and kissed it.

Mixing his sticky, thick mouth with his scent, he touched his trembling legs.

“Puha, isn’t this enough?”

“Yeah…”

“How can you be so cute?”

Xian couldn’t do anything but flinched. The more he watched, the hotter he felt in his stomach.

However, his condition was already at its limit, and he had to treat it carefully because if he went beyond this, he might be ruined.

“Sian~ Where will we travel when we get married? Let’s play together and make love every night.”

“marriage…”

“Yes, I have a wedding dress and you have a tuxedo. Isn’t it nice to just think about it?”

In my head, I imagined the future of marrying him. Xian waits for himself wearing a tuxedo.

She wanted to put the ring she had brought on his white finger, kiss it, and make a human oath.

After receiving cheers from the guests, we left together, and in the evening, I wanted to make love while holding hands on the bed.

“Hey, let’s get married quickly, Xian.”

“I hate…”

“Even if you don’t like it, it’s soon anyway. Isn’t it strange that you don’t get pregnant with this just to see how cheap you are?”

I don’t know how many other men get out with one ejaculation, but I couldn’t believe that he was sending out less.

Seeds sent out as if to fill one’s insides, and moreover, they had good resilience, so it was energy that did not end once.

I heard that most men stretch at once, so it must be an unusual energy.

“Sian, they told me to give up~ And let’s think about what to name our child in the future.”

Xian smiled sadly at the word marriage, but he seemed to have given up soon enough, hugging her and giving himself away.

“How about Aspel for girls?

“I don’t know, I don’t know the name… Don’t educate me too much when I’m young.”

“What education?”

I was surprised by the one word he said, who had been silent until now.

Does education refer to etiquette or refinement learned as a basic childhood?

“If you’re a boy, don’t teach your groom… It hurts. I don’t want to make you suffer the same pain as me.”

“Ah… of course. Are you seriously thinking about it?”

It felt like my heart would stop at the sight of his lovely figure, the way he looked up at his slightly blurred eyes.

‘If it’s a son… Um, should I not get engaged?’

When I thought about it, the thought of a woman taking her precious son in the name of engagement made me feel feverish.

It’s a selfish thought, but if I give birth to a son or daughter, I will really love them and raise them.

Unlike his father, who left the world quickly when he was young.

“Eileen.”

Even the appearance of Xian, who spoke with a weak voice in his arms, was lovely, stroking his messy hair and listening.

“Are you really going to take care of me…?”

“Of course I take responsibility. Then, what have I done up to this point?”

His voice trembled as if he was anxious, and Xian pushed his head further into his arms and continued.

“I have nowhere else to go. Eileen… You are the only one.”

“Yes, I am the only one. You know how much I love you.”

The words whispered quietly by his side must have worked now, he must have known because he had lost his virginity.

That’s why I tightened it more from the side. He must be isolated so that he cannot escape.

“I’ll be responsible for the rest of my life. So you just have to dream happy dreams.”

“happy…”

“Of course, it’s not dangerous to go alone, but I’ll be by your side to protect you, always holding hands by your side.”

Sian stroked his smooth back, and closed her eyes with a comfortable smile, probably satisfied.

One last time he left a small kiss on the forehead before falling asleep.

“Have a nice dream. Let’s be together again when you wake up.”

“huh…”

Teasing him with sweet words, I closed my eyes.

Looking for warmth, I hugged his body tightly and wrapped my body with my legs.

Soon, when they think their bodies are completely attached, they push their chests even more, making the distance between them disappear.

Sweet dreams.

***

When I opened my eyes, I was sitting quietly on a green meadow.

A cozy lawn and warm sunlight that cannot be felt in modern times.

I was sitting on the lawn reading a book to someone.

A small and cute looking child. I didn’t know who the girl was, but it felt so familiar.

“Hey, ah~, I read that story the other day. Tell me something else today.”

“Um~ Then, would you like to hear about a different world from here?”

“A different world?”

I don’t know why, but I was smiling like I was happy.

Then, while stroking the child’s hair, he told the girl a story.

The story about modern times that I saw in my previous life, the child seems to be focused on my words with sparkling eyes, as if everything was amazing.

And the child’s hair.

“dad!”

It was blonde.