I Want to F*** You

Tao Ruan is immediately moved.

The wind is blowing outside, the leaves are dancing, and the pedestrians who is passing by smiled brightly while talking on the phone. The car next to them started the the engine, but Tao Ruan could not hear any of it.

She could only hear her own heartbeat ringing in her ears, ba bum, ba bum, ba bum…can't stop.

She can only cling to Gu Zhizhou's shoulder tightly, embraces him and snuggle him.

Like Gu Zhizhou.

I really like him.

Tao Ruan never told anyone before that her secret crush from highschool was like Gu Zhizhou, gentle and a mature senior. The senior that time was very gentle but not that handsome, he was mature but there is still a hint of naiveness and immaturity and also occasionally childishness. He was so popular that he already have a girlfriend, so Tao Ruan was heart-broken.

In this way, her highschool romance passed by ignorantly. And after two years of university, she almost forgot her boyfriend criteria then Gu Zhizhou appeared.

He perfectly matches her visions and expectations, and made her heart flutter.

This is great.

Even with Gu Zhizhou's psychological problem, his gentleness and warm personality, his love for her and also how he pampers her are enough to accompany and wait for him.

In short, she really loves Gu Zhizhou, her perfect boyfriend. She is really happy to be with Gu Zhizhou.

Gu Zhizhou sent Tao Ruan back to the dormitory, and parks in the dorm parking lot. Before getting off the car, Gu Zhizhou leans forward to unfasten Tao Ruan's seatbelt. Tao Ruan puts her arms around Gu Zhizhou's neck and planted a kiss on his cheeks.

"You don't need to get out of the car to send me off, I'll be fine. Pay attention to your safety on the way back, see you later!" Tao Ruan got out of the car when she finished speaking, and Gu Zhizhou is still immeresed in the kiss for a while before recovering.

"Ruan Ruan…" he whispered Tao Ruan's name, caressing the cheek that has been kisssed and suddenly laugh.

Gu Zhizhou looks very handsome, but his eyes were hot and deep. He looks at Tao Ruan walking back to the dorm and said slowly, "I won't let you go anymore."

Ji Xia came to school during lunch.

She search for a post and handed her phone to Tao Ruan.

Tao Ruan is confuse with her actions, so she looks at the post and found the title, ["What should I do if my boyfriend can not get hard?"]

"The amount…" Tao Ruan bites her chopstick, "Xia Xia why are you showing me this post?"

Ji Xia honestly answers, "I want to show you how other peoples reaction are. See!!! they are all persuading the girl to break up with the boyfriend, none of the comments want the girl to continue the relationship."

Tao Ruan is unhappy, "But Azhou is not really bad, he just has psychological problem. And I like him, even with his problem. No, I love him so much, and I can wait for him to get better."

Ji Xia still insisted on changing her mind.

"Xia Xia," Tao Ruan put down her chopsticks and shook her hands, "I know you are just trying to protect me, but it is really rare to find boyfriend who loves me. Azhou likes me, I like him too, I really can't separate from him."

Ji Xia felt a headache coming, "I'm really afraid you're stuck too deep, wait for later…"

"What's later?" Tao Ruan's eye are clear.

Ji Xia could not say it.

Gu Zhizhou was right, she was actually more afraid of Tao Ruan finding the truth.

Love always makes people blind. Tao Ruan may fight with Gu Zhizhou once she knew the truth, but in the end she is very likely to forgive him.

After all, Tao Ruan loves Gu Zhizhou, even if he is abnormal.

But what about herself?

If Tao Ruan learns that she approached her out of calculations from the beginning and even help to drug her, would Tao Ruan forgive her?

Even if there is a chance of forgiveness, her trust in her would be broken and will result to estrangement with her, right?

Tao Ruan and her, there is no way to that they will still be close, right?

"Xia Xia?" Tao Ruan waves her hand in front of her face, with concern on her delicate little face.

Ji Xia flinch, "Forget it, it's fine. Since you insisted on staying with my brother, what can I do?"

"I know you are the best." Tao Ruan happily declares. After talking, she picks up her chopsticks and continues to eat.

After lunch, the two separated, and Ji Xia receives a call from Gu Zhizhou.

The voice on the phone is clear, without any emotions, let alone the gentleness when dealing with Tao Ruan.

"You showed the post and persuaded Ruan Ruan to separate from me? How could you do that? You're my sister, how could you let my heart destroyed." Gu Zhizhou spoke to Ji Xia.

"How did you know about this? Are you watching me…" Ji Xia unconscuosly wants to go back, but felt that something is not right when she was talking.

She just separated from Tao Ruan a few minutes ago. Did Ruan Ruan told Gu Zhizhou about their conversations?

That is not right…

Tao Ruan is not a person to complain, even if she accidentally blurted it out, it would be not as detailed as Gu Zhizou's description.

In an instant, Ji Xia had a terrible thought in her heart.

She breathed deeply, and asks Gu zhizhou in trembling voice. "Are you monitoring Ruan Ruan? Are you still watching her?"