I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 81 Your preference (15)

The last moment was the ultimate entanglement, and the next second became a tit-for-tat with killing intent scattered around.

Xu Jiao’s mind quickly returned to her clarity. The heat in her body had not yet dissipated, and her right hand was implicated in the dark red lines, and she held the opponent’s wrist caressing her neck, with thin red eyes. Still moist.

She curled her lips and repeated the sentence calmly and clearly:

“Kill God.”

Lilith looked at each other with her cold black eyes. For a while, she couldn’t tell whether it was herself or the other party that could confuse people. Otherwise, how could she explain the fact that she was a little dizzy by the saint at this moment?

Reason told her that she had a fascination and admiration for the **** who was above the temple. Although she wanted to return to the temple and wanted to know if God had liked herself, but…

This does not mean that she has to cooperate with other people to kill God.

Lilith was expelled from the gods when she was captured and transformed by the humans in the six great temples. It was when she was frustrated. When she realized that she had been completely changed by the devil, she was a little desperate. And some are self-defeating.

She knew that she would never be accepted by God again.

She can only live in the dark forever, and never see the dazzling light again, so she fell into a deep sleep and began to reincarnate from life to life, using the identity of an ordinary human, as if this could make everything all over again. .

She met the incarnation of God again.

Lilith always convinced herself to kill the avatar of God, so that the moment the avatar dies, God will appear. In that short time, even if she will die in the next second, she will see God again. Ask your own questions.

however…

She was not willing to start.

She even inevitably had the same thoughts as before for the incarnation of God.

Just when she was about to deceive herself and wonder whether it would be a small kind of perfection to let the incarnation of God fall in love with herself, the incarnation said…she wanted to kill God.

The avatar wants to wipe out his true consciousness, which sounds ridiculously bold and mad.

However, Lilith knew that the other party was not joking.

She should kill this bold and rebellious incarnation for God, whether God forgive her or not, the neck in her palm is so slender, this is in her dream of completely controlling everything, Lilith can be like It was the same as when killing those few human popes, according to his original vision, to destroy this incarnation.

But somehow, she couldn’t do it.

The fingertips trembled, as if they had lost the strength to tighten their palms, and even flicked their fingers away slightly by the movement of the arteries.

…

Xu Jiao quietly observed Lilith’s reaction.

The curvature of her lips did not fall, but the hooks went a little higher, a bit clear in her eyes, and the thumb holding the opponent’s wrist rubbed Lilith’s cool skin, Xu Jiao asked:

“Why don’t you dare to use force?”

Lilith was provocative and instinctively trying to tighten the strength of her palms, but she didn’t want to appear that she was so easily irritated. Her throat moved. She kissed Xu Jiao’s lips fiercely. As she turned, fierce words overflowed from her lips :

“because…”

“I haven’t tasted enough yet, why should I make you so easy? I want to let you get the darkest breath, let you completely belong to me, and only when you are the most painful, will I comply with your heart and destroy you. ”

Their lips and teeth entangled.

Even the breath blends with each other’s, and can’t tell each other.

But these words carried a frightening meaning. In this extreme lingering, like the tip of a needle buried in cotton, inadvertently, it was a killing intent.

Xu Jiao laughed uncontrollably. She didn’t care if the corner of her lips was bitten. She even took the initiative to cooperate with her with interest. She raised her hand on Lilith’s neck and said:

“Is that right?”

Lilith felt the coolness coming from the back of her neck, and then pulled the tangled red thread next to her, just to pull Xu Jiao’s wrist down, and at the same time, she saw the golden blade that had just condensed in the palm of the saint.

That is the power of the sun **** she hates most.

Regarding this, Lilith was not surprised. She had long known that the woman under her was not a type who would be able to catch and let others hold her hands. As I said before, this was the worst and most vicious incarnation of God she had ever seen. .

Lilith squeezed Xu Jiao’s wrist bone, opened her mouth, and took away the golden blade of her palm with her fangs, spit it aside, smiled excitedly at Xu Jiao, and licked her lower lip with the tip of her tongue:

“You lied to me again.”

She said: “I just told me that I don’t have enough energy. Why are you so energetic now? Hmm? I didn’t give enough, right?”

From her words, Xu Jiao heard the urge to rush on her face. It was stronger than before. For some reason, her lower back was a little soft, but she knew that she shouldn’t lose herself in this temptation, she secretly pinched it. He touched the palm of his hand, met Lilith’s face, and whispered:

“Why do you have such a strong desire for me, Lilith?”

“Because you love me?”

When she heard the second sentence, Lilith felt as if she was hit by something hard in her heart, causing a sense of suffocation, but she saw the mockery in Xu Jiao’s eyes, so she instinctively pinched the other party’s waist, Many people were drawn closer, and the snake’s tail wobbled restlessly, much more violently.

Xu Jiao couldn’t control her messy breath. She pinched Lilith’s shoulder with her fingertips, showing no mercy, but Lilith didn’t realize it, and only smiled and kissed her cheek:

“love you?”

“How could I fall in love with you? You are just the incarnation of God, a substitute, a substitute for failure that is totally different from God. Anyone who has seen the face of God will never fall in love with this world again. Others exist because God is perfect.”

Xu Jiao struggled to maintain her sanity, trying to discern more information about God from her words. After all, this was the only person she could come into contact with who was considered to be connected with God.

It is estimated that it will be difficult to find a person like Lilith on this continent who has been blessed by God and is very close to God.

The more Lilith is anxious to prove her love for God, the more Xu Jiao wants to laugh, because she has written so many novels, and it’s not that she doesn’t know the emotional routines in some novels, such as the avatar of the last world, here In similar bridge segments, usually the protagonist will fall in love with the double in the end.

Because we get along day and night and love each other day and night.

Xu Jiao seemed to like seeing Lilith’s angry look. She couldn’t bear it anymore, and she wanted to provoke her: “Perfect? ​​Nothing is perfect in this world, because…because perfection itself is imperfect, Lilith.”

“You worship God… Worship is too far away from Him, which proves that you didn’t see the real God during the time you spent with Him.”

Lilith couldn’t help but sealed her mouth again with her lips: “I found…your voice is only the most beautiful when you beg for mercy.”

Xu Jiao was out of breath by her, and the flush on her face became more intense, as if held back or agitated. In the blink of her eyes, there were physical tears falling.

She finally didn’t want to bear it anymore, and raised her hand to push this uncontrollable stupid snake away, even pushing her hands and feet together, but Lilith easily pushed her back again, seeing how hard she tried, she couldn’t escape. In the same way, Lilith finally reappeared a little pleasure in her eyes.

“Shhh.”

“Be good, make me happy, I won’t kill you, let you go, how about?”

Xu Jiao’s feet were entangled by her snake tail, and her wrists were pressed on top of her head. Even the mobilized elements were completely blocked by Lilith with magic energy. Now she is truly a weak saint.

Lilith saw that she was no longer struggling, her face slowly moved downwards, just as the two were very close—

The snake girl raised her face suddenly, avoiding Xu Jiao’s move of raising her head to bite her.

After regaining the distance, Lilith smiled, keeping a little guard on her face, and only sighed: “I know you are not good, but you are so helpless and stubborn, I also like it.”

“Do you know? The more fierce you are now, the more I want to see you crying and begging me.”

Xu Jiao was physically at a disadvantage, but her inner warfare did not give in at all. Hearing such slurs, she didn’t change her face much. She just looked at the other party’s face and said slowly in a dumb voice:

“Listening to me begging you, will there be a supreme pleasure?”

“But your pleasure is too humble. If you put God under your body one day and hear Him begging for you, you should be more satisfied, oh…but you don’t seem to have this chance.”

“You are pitiful.”

Lilith: “!”

She didn’t understand, how could someone be so ignorant of current affairs, who is obviously about to be unlucky, and even provokes herself not afraid of death at this juncture. Is this saint really not afraid of being killed in a dream?

Perceive an invisible string to be taut.

Xu Jiao’s breathing paused, and she was about to continue her efforts. The next moment, her jaw was suddenly pinched by the opponent with great strength, and sharp pain came from her jaw. Her brows were frowned inadvertently, and then they were loosened.

Lilith stared at her with unsentimental vertical pupils. After being quiet for an unknown period of time, Xu Jiao heard her suddenly say: “Don’t just talk about me, let’s talk about you.”

“Why do you react so differently when you see me and the blond-haired little one?”

“Clearly knowing that I am the same person as her, but being so overly guarded against me, he would not even care about me at all to prevent me from being so tightly guarded. What is the reason?”

Xu Jiao turned her eyes away, and said casually: “Because you look more annoying than her.”

Lilith smiled, but then said: “I like it? You have known… No, you used to have a close relationship with someone similar to me. Did I look like her? Or is there something special about me? Same as her?”

“But since you came to the world, the first person you have come into contact with is me. Other than that, you have not interacted with other people. In other words, this memory is when you were a god…”

Xu Jiao interrupted her: “I am not a god, I remember I said it.”

She hated that the world would make her unique memories all over the place, which would give her a feeling of being offended.

Lilith asked again: “Then who are you?”

“Who is the one you once loved?”

Xu Jiao couldn’t answer either of these two questions, so she closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

Lilith was in one mood when she used this saint as a substitute for God, and now when she found herself being used as a substitute, her mood became a different one, mixed with ridiculous, absurdity, and no reason at all. Anger and grievance.

The flames that burned in the body before were all extinguished in an instant.

The witch, who has always been heavy-desired, has become somewhat dispirited at this moment.

Lilith really wanted to strangle the saint to death.

But in the end…

She just disappeared in place.

Xu Jiao opened her eyes and found that the scenes and the magnificent palace in front of her were blurred, and even her consciousness was in a trance, and then she slowly woke up.

…

It is still the entrance of the cave.

Xu Jiao sat up, and found that all the tiredness and greasiness on her body disappeared. If it weren’t for the dizziness in her mind, she almost felt that the previous feeling of drowning was just a dream that was too serious.

She sat up against the stone beside the cave door, pressed her temples with her fingertips, let out a sigh of breath, and asked the system:

“How long did I sleep this time?”

System: “Six hours.”

Xu Jiao’s movements stopped, and she gave a hmm, indicating that she already knew.

She stood up from the ground, looked back at the hole, remembered the words Lilith had said to herself in her dreams, her eyes could not help flashing a little contemplation.

This snake seemed not as stupid as she thought.

Simultaneously.

In the dark cave.

The black snake flicked its tail restlessly, her closed eyes moved a bit, but did not open it. No one knew what she was going through. The scales on her body slowly turned into a dull gray. The appearance of black and bright is completely different.

But under that piece of gray, there is a more pure force emerging.

The black magical energy penetrated from the gaps that did not know where it was, filling the caves that were already airtight even more terrible, but fortunately, no one could see the scene of the end.

I don’t know how long it took, the black snake moved suddenly, and a light gold flew out of her body and landed on the open ground beside her.

It was a little girl who looked only ten years old, petite, and looked simple and cute.

The girl is not afraid of this huge snake body, which is as thick as the bucket and coiled together like a small city wall. After walking around in this way, she squatted on the spot and said to herself:

“It looks like it will take three or five days.”

She patiently supported her chin, and squatted there waiting for the black snake to pass the molting period. Wait and wait. Before she waited for the black snake’s body shape to change, she heard two “cooing” calls. .

It came from the belly.

The little girl lowered her head and touched her stomach, and said, “I’m hungry.”

“No, you will not be hungry, that is your illusion.” A lazy, hoarse voice came in his mind.

Little Lilith shook her head: “No, I’m really hungry. I still have human instincts. Eating and sleeping are all my necessary needs. I’m going to find the Lord Saint, she must be hungry too. .”

The voice in his mind suddenly became vicious: “Don’t go!”

“She doesn’t like us again. She just uses us as a substitute. It would be nice if I didn’t kill her. How dare you go to her?”

Little Lilith tilted her head, and moved her whole person aside in time, avoiding the gentle sweep of the black snake’s tail.

When she found that the body of the snake became motionless again, her soft voice, which was completely different from the painting style of the dark cave, rang: “No, you are the person who acts as a stand-in for the saint, although I am yours. Part of it, but fortunately, I don’t look the same as you. She doesn’t hate me, which is great.”

The hoarse voice was choked by her.

After a while, the other party replied: “I really have something wrong with my brain that will keep you alive… When I kill that woman, I will remember to reintegrate you again. You must have something wrong. problem.”

Hearing her such fierce words, the child didn’t look scared at all. He even raised his hand to touch the gray snake in front of him, as if he wanted to help, but was stopped in time:

“Don’t touch it!”

“If you don’t want to die, don’t try to touch your current body.”

The blonde girl retracted her hand and turned the subject away obediently: “You won’t kill her, she doesn’t know, but I can hear it very clearly—”

“you like her.”

“Who likes her?! Impossible! Don’t talk nonsense here, I like God!” the voice exasperated.

The little girl said “Well”, as if she was waiting for her to say something else to quibble, but after waiting for a long time, she pulled her tutu and bowed to the snake body, and said softly:

“Well, you like God, but I like Lord Saint, whether she is the incarnation of God or something else, I especially like her.”

“I’m going out to find the Lord Saint to have a big meal together. You can wait here slowly. I wish you success in molting.”

blacksnake:”…???”

She controlled her mind and pulled back the heavy breath that was going to turn into devilish energy from the cracks in the stone, and said in a dangerous tone: “You are only a part of me, as long as I am willing, I will take the last bit of consciousness left by you. All ruined, don’t betray me, huh?”

The little girl’s voice resounded from the black magic, in response:

“You finally remember that I am a part of you.”

“In other words, my emotions are just the differentiation of your emotions. I felt such a strong love. As long as the Lord Saint appeared nearby, I couldn’t help but look at her… Why did you refuse to admit it? Fall in love with God. It’s nothing shameful to be incarnate.”

blacksnake:”…”

She did not speak.

After a while, the little girl muttered to herself again: “Huh? Do you think that? Because she doesn’t like you, she clearly knows who she loves, but you have fallen, so He refuses to admit that he likes her, refuses to admit defeat, wow, you are so naive.”

blacksnake:”!”

She angrily said: “Shut up! Don’t look at my heart anymore!”

The girl’s voice hesitated to speak.

I was a little annoyed by her thoughts, and then Black Snake finally asked her coarsely: “What are you going to say, I only give you a chance to say something, hurry up.”

“Um… I want to ask, why does the Lord Saint want to kill God? Will she die when God wakes up?”

The black snake couldn’t answer, and suffocated a word for a while: “Perhaps.”

There was a bit of mockery in her voice: “It may also be that the incarnation of this **** had some accident when it came to the world. Maybe it is also the devil who occupies the body now.

After all, she has more scheming and worse than her witch, and she can seduce people!

Lilith is determined in her heart that this is her own opponent of the same kind!

The little girl was amazed, and then she asked: “Then…If the saint really wants to kill the gods, will you help her?”

This question is really sharp.

Black Snake had to admit that she was questioned.

Between God and the incarnation of God, if she must choose one, how should she choose?

Originally, she thought this was something that could be answered without much entanglement, but now…she found out that she was hesitant.