I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 65 Do not want to divorce (32)

Two months later.

Xu Jiao was in a clearing outside the filming of “The Sapphire Case”, she was sitting there with a small bench in a daze, and people around, because the filming of this movie had to add a lot of sci-fi shots in the later stage, so The shooting scene is actually a bit simpler than expected, so that the special effects production in the later stage can be put on the screen.

There are some pure green and pure blue background walls, and actors occasionally need to install some equipment on their bodies so that they can arrange the vivid future world scenes on the 3D screen.

The scene is not enough, I can only get together emotionally.

In fact, to shoot this kind of science fiction film, you have to add your own feelings in it and put it on the big screen to let the audience immerse yourself in it. The acting test of the actors is very high, because every frame of yours will be The MAX screen is enlarged, once the mood is not full enough, or the transition is not natural enough, the audience will easily play.

This is also the reason why movies test acting skills more than TV shows.

In this movie, her role is known. Qiu Yongli plays the bionic person Xia Weiyang a hundred years later. The difficulty of acting a bionic person with unreasonable emotions lies in how to get closer to being insensible. After all, Xia Weiyang a hundred years ago Wei Young is not difficult, he just needs to be as happy and spoiled as an ordinary youth school drama, and Xu Jiao’s acting is difficult…

It’s how to show your suppressed emotions.

The part I just filmed is the part where I learned that I was teaching Xia Weiyang to fall in love. I looked at the face exactly the same as my former lover in front of me, and held back the pain in my heart. The memories were picked up little by little and spread out for the other person to see. She was patient and careful when teaching, but in fact she was deeply saddened.

Those memories are like the wounds that have scabs on her heart. Seeing that scars are about to be left, she tore the **** scabs with her own hands, revealing the **** traces to the other party——

Xu Jiao has recently tried not to use the “immersive” aura, which means that she must always be immersed in this depressed and unreleasable emotion. She wants to treat herself as Xia Weiyang, so she joined the two groups. In the past month, she has lost ten catties directly.

Now she was sitting next to her and didn’t participate in the filming because she was emotionally broken just now. She couldn’t hold back her tears where she shouldn’t, so the director asked her to go to the side to calm down alone.

Qiu Yongli was liberated from the emotionless state of the bionic person, looked at her worriedly, and then whispered to the agent who came to visit the class:

“Sister, I originally thought that I was a bit disadvantaged by the role of Xia Weiyang. After all, I knew it was the real heroine, so count it, but now I see Teacher Xu like that, I’m suddenly thankful…”

“If I acted, I might collapse on the first day and my mentality would collapse.”

She touched her small chest with emotion, but her eyes were still focused on Xu Jiao, as if she wanted to enlighten her, but she didn’t dare to approach very much. She only watched from a distance, keeping her hands warm. The red dates and white fungus soup are not sweet anymore.

The agent glanced at her and sighed helplessly. Qiu Yongli is considered to be a very lucky type in this circle. Just after his debut, one of the works became popular, and then he starred in “The Willow on the Palace Wall”. The drama of the heroine.

However, Xu Jiao obviously had better luck than her.

Although I was hovering on the 18th line before, the result was a marriage from the sky. It took off directly with Feng Qingyu’s resources, and then he participated in “The Willow on the Palace Wall”. It was originally just a role similar to the female fourth, but she and Feng Qingyu played. This year’s most abused life and death love, the popularity directly surpassed the male and female protagonist pair. In the emotional line, the audience only remembers the concubine p, where do you remember the male and female protagonist?

It’s better now. She directly took advantage of the popularity of the last film to rank among the top of this year. She took the November cover of first-tier magazines, and now she has won the female number one of “The Green Jade Case” in one breath.

but……

The agent glanced at Qiu Yongli, who didn’t show much jealousy around him, and couldn’t help sighing.

fair enough–

There are already too many careerists in this circle, although they are a little higher than those without ambitions, but they are also too tired.

Qiu Yongli is a kind of forgiving, stupid people have stupid blessings, it is a rare happy type in this circle, the agent thought.

…

Qiu Yongli walked in Xu Jiao’s direction, holding another bowl of red jujube and white fungus soup in his hand. When he approached, he also moved a small horse to herself and sat down next to her.

Xu Jiao heard the movement and looked back at her. She saw the hot soup she was handed over. She smiled and thanked her, then took it, raised her hand to hold the spoon and stirred slowly, and heard Qiu Yongli being there. Then he asked in a low voice:

“Are you still sad?”

Xu Jiao’s movements stopped for a moment. She turned to look at Qiu Yongli. For the first time, she was thankful that Qiu Yongli was not the protagonist of the book “Starlight”. She didn’t have the face she liked, otherwise she would devote herself to herself like this. When his emotions poured in, there would always be a moment when Qiu Yongli was mistaken for…someone else.

The words Feng Qingyu said before still echoed in her ears:

“If you have other sweethearts in the future, don’t think of them as others, okay?”

Qiu Yongli shouldn’t be one of these ‘them’.

Xu Jiao took a sip of this white fungus soup, and when the faint sweetness melted in her mouth, she suddenly said: “In fact, it is not sad, because some emotions have been deposited for too long, as if it has melted into you. It’s the same in the blood, and I don’t feel any special sadness anymore.”

But it will not be happy.

Just like a traveler walking in the sky of a canyon, when you look up, you can see the blue of the sky through the height of the cliff. The brilliant and sunny sun is just above her head, which makes people feel familiar. She seems to be able to touch it by raising her hand. The sky is her good mood, but the road under her feet is the way she has been walking. She tries her best to run back to the past, but this deep canyon has no end. .

So she will always be at the bottom.

But now, this work requires her to condense the long road into a single point, so that all her emotions that have passed over the years are piled together, only making her feel that she can’t breathe.

She didn’t want to cry sadly, but because she didn’t cry anymore, the backlog of emotions would cause her to collapse.

Seeing the care in Qiu Yongli’s eyes, Xu Jiao curled her lips at her and said, “It’s okay, don’t worry about me. I will be relieved from this state when this movie is finished.”

Qiu Yongli nodded, and suddenly suggested: “Would you like to ask for leave and go for a walk?”

Xu Jiao drank the bowl of soup in her hand. The white fungus soup didn’t contain too much sugar. I don’t know if Qiu Yongli’s manager was afraid of her gaining weight. In short, Xu Jiao only felt that there was something in the soup. The sweetness only wandered on the tip of my tongue, and I wanted to relish it again. I can’t find the slightest aftertaste, leaving only the faint fragrance of white fungus and red dates.

Putting down the bowl in her hand, Xu Jiao smiled and shook her head at Qiu Yongli: “No.”

Relaxation is of no use to her.

It’s better to finish early and end early.

Qiu Yongli looked at her a little bit hesitantly, but there was one sentence stuck in her throat and didn’t say it.

She wants to ask, you are filming here now, and your mood is so bad, why doesn’t Feng Qingyu come to see you?

However, the situation in the past two months told her that there might be some contradiction between Feng Qingyu and Xu Jiao, and there are some troublesome gossips on the Internet. I see that they have not appeared together in public for a long time, and they have begun to rumors that they are married The relationship broke down and the news of the divorce was ready.

Although Qiu Yongli felt that most of these things with noses and eyes were fake, she also knew that she shouldn’t call Feng Qingyu on her own at this time.

Seeing Xu Jiao drinking the soup and continuing in a daze, she could only return to her agent. It happened that Lu Xun came back from abroad and sent her a message asking how she was doing. Qiu Yongli casually took Xu Jiao. The situation revealed a few words.

…

After asking the assistant to clean the bowl in her hand and sending it back to Qiu Yongli, Xu Jiao took a breath, got up and gestured “ok” to the director, and then walked towards the camera.

Qiu Yongli also put down the cell phone he was chatting with, and regained his appearance as a cold and polite bionic person, and went back to Xu Jiao from the other direction.

This is a scene of Zhixian taking Xia Weiyang, a bionic person, to a shopping mall.

The two of them walked in the high-end supermarket that was crowded with people, watching the various commodities that dazzled her, putting their hands on the handles of the smart shopping cart that recognizes the way and can automatically turn, slowing down involuntarily.

Xia Weiyang asked in time: “Do you have anything you like?”

Zhizhi looked at her, blinked, and then said seriously: “No, you shouldn’t ask me what I like-but throw all the things I have just seen into the shopping cart.”

in memory.

When she was shopping with Xia Weiyang, once she passed the snack shelf, she couldn’t walk. Looking at chocolate, potato chips, spicy strips, etc., she deliberately put down her pace. Sometimes Xia Weiyang didn’t notice how she was walking slowly, and she was confused. Looking back at her.

Then the pace that knows will be slow, slow, slow to a complete stop.

At this time, Xia Weiyang would walk over helplessly, take a glance at the snacks on the shelf, and throw everything she likes into the car. When she knows it, she will lift her lips and say:

“Oh, the snacks at home have not been eaten yet, so will you buy too much?”

Then Xia Weiyang would look at her as if she was cheap and behaved, and sneered, picked up a corner of potato chips from the car, and gestured to put it back.

Knowing it rushed over: “If I want to buy, I will buy it! You throw it back and try and I won’t leave today!”

now.

The bionic Xia Weiyang took a look at her, and then moved all the things she had just swept over, because it was too precise, so she even accidentally swept it with the peripheral light-everything she hit was thrown into the car.

Got it: “!”

She hurriedly stopped and said, “Hey, hey, don’t do this. I’m not interested in this nutrient solution or mustard biscuits. I just took a curious look.”

The bionic Xia Weiyang obediently put everything she said back to the original shelf.

After taking two steps, I found out and bowed my head and didn’t move.

Bionics: “?”

She glanced up and down and asked, “I remember I taught you 108 ways to tie shoelaces. Nowadays, even three-year-old children can tie their own shoelaces. Look, things like losing your shoelaces shouldn’t bother you.”

Got it: “…”

She looked at the bionic man blankly for a long time, and said: “I want you to tie.”

The bionic Xia Weiyang looked at her twice, confirming that this was really the order she gave herself, so she walked over, bent down, pulled up the two loose shoelaces, and tied a standard bow.

When tying the shoelaces, the bionics in the supermarket, as well as the ordinary humans shopping, all cast their eyes in this direction of the two of them.

Knowing that I pretended not to find out, I only secretly said in my heart:

What is going on in the world one hundred years from now?

Haven’t you seen someone who fell in love with a bionic person?

As a result, when the two of them went to checkout, they found out that everyone around them looked back at themselves, and then one after another gave them away, wanting them to checkout first.

Zhizhi calmly asked the bionic person next to him: “…is there any special day today? Why did they make way for me?”

She was obviously not someone who had no common sense when she woke up, but she still didn’t understand why this happened.

Xia Weiyang tilted her head and randomly connected to the channel with a bionic person around her. After a few seconds, she replied sincerely: “Because you just asked me to help tie my shoelaces, it is considered a disabled person, so Everyone very kindly decided to give you priority access.”

Got it: “…”

Got it: “Me!”

She wanted to say something and stopped, and finally, in the friendly and caring eyes of the entire supermarket, Xia Weiyang hurriedly settled the bill and fled. After two steps out, she said: “Are you people in this society too bad? Understand the romance! Can you be admitted to tying a shoelace as a couple?”

Zhizhi looked at her, thought about it, and answered seriously: “Because no one in this society will fall in love with a bionic person.”

I was choked if I knew it.

After walking a few steps, she suddenly frustrated and threw down the shopping bag in her hand, and glanced at Xia Weiyang next to her. She suddenly said: “I don’t want to go anymore, Xia Weiyang, you carry me.”

“Even if you are treated as a disabled person again, do you insist that I execute this order?” Xia Weiyang asked sincerely.

Knowing that he was furious, broke the jar and said, “Yes!”

Then, there were two more overlapping figures on the road.

Xia Weiyang carried Zhizhi on his back, and walked forward steadily step by step. The person on him was wrapped around her neck and still carrying a big shopping bag in front of her chest, ignoring the gazes of passers-by walking the dog.

Knowing that he buried his head on the opponent’s neck, suddenly said dullly:

“Xia Weiyang.”

“I didn’t let you carry me before, because there will be a lot of people watching on the roadside, I’m afraid they think we are abnormal, so I don’t want you to carry me, but…”

“But now I don’t care.”

Hearing her words, there was no ups and downs in Xia Weiyang’s voice, and he calmly replied, “Miss Zhi, this is the first time I am walking on the street with you on my back.”

Knowing that there was no sound, she just buried her head in her neck, and said, “I know.” for a while.

…

“card.”

In this scene, Xu Jiao finally did not cry in front of the camera, because this part of the content is funny and sad, so it is not suitable for the main corner to tears to render the sad atmosphere.

However, when Qiu Yongli put her down and fell to the side in a lifeless manner, she couldn’t help raising her hand to touch the back of her neck.

There are water marks there.

Xu Jiao still cried just now.

It just didn’t show up in the lens.

The agent and assistants gathered around her and patted her on the shoulder and arm. After all, it was Omega who played such a power scene. Although Qiu Yongli was taken to the gym for temporary work a few days ago, they were still worried about her losing strength. .

After all, Omega is so soft.

But Qiu Yongli didn’t care much about their massage, instead staring at the direction Xu Jiao was leaving, and then sighed very maturely.

…

Xu Jiao went to wash her face near a sink outside.

When the coldness flushed her face clean, she felt that there were more people around her. Of course, it was not because she was so sensitive to breath, but because the smell of the other party’s pheromone penetrated her nose.

It’s a bit sweet and bitter.

It’s a smell that I haven’t smelled for a long time.

She curled her lower lip, there were wet water stains on her face, and there were no traces under her eyes. No one could see that she had just cried. She smiled at the other person and said:

“How did you come?”

Feng Qingyu wore a brown windbreaker, a classic of the B family, and a checkered scarf. The whole person was cold and windy. He looked at her calmly and said after two seconds:

“Someone told me that your mood on the crew was not very good, let me come over and take a look.”

Xu Jiao exhaled gently, “Did you see it now?”

She said, “It’s actually okay.”

Feng Qingyu didn’t answer this topic, but just took out a candy from her pocket like magic and handed it to Xu Jiao.

Xu Jiao looked at the candy. The candy paper is reflective, like a colorful color. The inside is pink, which makes people feel that it should be ordinary strawberry flavor.

She was a little stunned, and did not raise her hand in time to take it.

Just listen to Feng Qingyu said: “When I was filming this kind of tragedy, I was sad, and I couldn’t get rid of this energy, I would eat a candy, so I felt a lot better in the interval between filming.”

Xu Jiao moved her throat, and finally raised her hand to take it, and thanked her in a low voice.

Then, as if recounting the old with an old friend, she said briskly with Feng Qingyu: “I thought you wouldn’t want to see me again.”

After all, the two of them went through the divorce procedures a month ago.

Now Xu Jiao is recounting old times with Shi Weiya, asking people out, or picking up the wind when Qingyu is away.

Feng Qingyu lowered his eyes and answered casually: “Yes, but anyone with a normal head will no longer ask for humiliation.”

Xu Jiao thought she was called by Qiu Yongli, so she didn’t think much about it. She peeled off the sugar paper, and then ate the sugar inside. As she expected, the inside was strawberry-flavored.

She squinted her eyes, waited for the sweetness to dissipate, waved her hand to Feng Qingyu, signaled that she could go back, and walked in the direction of the crew again.

Take two steps.

But the sound of footsteps followed.

Xu Jiao thought she had something to say, so she looked back, but Feng Qingyu did not leave. Instead, she glanced at her and calmly said, “You are acting like this because the person you like is no longer there, and you put your emotions into it. , So my heart is too depressed.”

The feeling of looking up and finding someone you like in the world is too cruel.

Xu Jiao didn’t answer the question, just looked at her.

Feng Qingyu patiently went down and said, “Don’t you think I am very similar to the person you like? Go and act, and I will be watching you by the side.”

In this way, when you turn your head around, when you see my face, you may not be so sad and collapsed.

Maybe you can lie to yourself, in fact, the person you like is still there, and just looking at you quietly not far away.

Xu Jiao understood her unfinished words and smiled suddenly: “Feng Qingyu, didn’t you just say…”

But a person with a normal head will no longer be humiliated by himself.

Feng Qingyu interrupted her, her expression was still faint, as if she didn’t feel anything: “Well, my head happens to be a bit abnormal now.”

She glanced at Xu Jiao calmly, then turned her gaze away, and said:

“and so.”

“I don’t know when I will return to normal, so please take a second look.”