I Am Zeus

Chapter 240: Ixion



The silence after the storm was heavier than the battle itself. The only sounds were the slow, pained breaths of the wounded Beasts and the crackle of dying lightning in the air. Zeus stood, his body a testament to exhaustion. Every muscle screamed. The divine energy that usually flowed through him like a river was now a shallow, muddy stream.

Lucifer watched him, his own form still flickering at the edges, but a cold, sure calm had returned to his eyes. He began to walk forward, his steps slow and deliberate on the scorched earth. There was no hurry anymore.

He stopped before the swaying God of Thunder.

"You know," Lucifer said, his voice quiet, almost conversational. "I thought I was being clever. I thought you were my Father's true rival. A power outside His control. A genuine threat."

He reached out, not with a strike, but with a casual, almost dismissive motion. His hand closed around Zeus's throat again. This time, there was no blazing retaliation. Zeus lacked the strength even to heat his own skin. Lucifer's grip was like a band of frozen iron, lifting him until his boots barely scraped the ground.

"But you're not a rival," Lucifer continued, his face inches from Zeus's. "You're just… old. A relic. A strong one, I'll give you that. But still just a relic. You fight for thrones, for worship. Your power has limits."

A blade materialized in Lucifer's other hand. It was not made of metal, but of solidified despair, a shard of the same nothingness he commanded. It was black, but it was a black that seemed to drink the faint light from Zeus's eyes.

"I was wrong to consider you His equal," Lucifer whispered. "You are weak."

He drove the blade forward.

It did not make a sound as it entered Zeus's chest. There was no tear of flesh, no crack of bone. It was a cold, seamless intrusion, like a drop of ink falling into clear water. But the pain was absolute. It was not a physical agony, but a deep, soul-level chill that spread instantly, numbing his limbs, silencing the last sputters of lightning in his veins.

Zeus's eyes widened, a final, shocked gasp escaping his lips. He felt his heart, the core of his divine power, stutter and grow cold.

Lucifer held him there, impaled, watching the light fade from his eyes. "You were never meant to be a god," he said, his voice devoid of mockery now, filled only with a terrible, final certainty. "You were a placeholder. A temporary king in a temporary kingdom."

He leaned in closer, his words for Zeus alone. "And I am going to kill every last one of your family. Every Olympian. Every Titan. Every last being who ever bowed to you. I will wipe your legacy from existence. And you will die knowing you led them here. You brought them to their slaughter."

With that, he opened his hand.

Zeus fell.

His body hit the hellstone ground with a dull, heavy thud. The dark blade remained in his chest, a stark, unnatural stain against his form. He did not move. He could not. The cold was everywhere, inside and out.

The world began to dim, the sounds of the distant, chaotic battle fading into a muffled roar. His vision tunneled.

Then, the memories came. Not as a gentle reminiscence, but as a flood, violent and unbidden.

Metis, her wisdom shining in her eyes, a confidence in him he had not yet earned.

Demeter, fierce and loving, the smell of earth and harvest.

The mischievous smile of Maia in a secluded grove.

Leto's gentle strength, her hand on his.

The captivating laughter of Mnemosyne.

Themis, stern and just, her scales always balanced.

Hera. Hera in all her tempestuous, complicated glory. His wife. The partner he had failed, betrayed, and loved in equal, messy measure.

His children. So many faces, from Ares's brutal pride to Athena's calm intelligence. His brothers, Poseidon and Hades, their shared history of conflict and loyalty. His mother, Rhea, who hid him from his own father. His father, Cronus, the king he had to overthrow. Gaia, the primordial earth, the source of it all.

He saw the life he had built, the world he had ruled. A tapestry of power, passion, creation, and war.

And he had failed it. He had led his entire pantheon into the heart of darkness, convinced of his own strength, and now he lay broken, a dying king on a foreign shore. He could not protect them. He could not even protect himself. The weight of that failure was colder than Lucifer's blade.

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The darkness became absolute. And then, it became light.

Not the light of Heaven or lightning, but a soft, endless white. Zeus found himself standing. The pain was gone. The blade was gone. He was whole, but he felt… different. Lighter.

He looked down at his hands. They were not the powerful, weathered hands of the King of the Gods. They were younger. Softer. The hands of a man. A shepherd, perhaps. A mortal.

He looked up, and he saw himself.

It was Zeus, as he knew himself. The powerful build, the storm-grey beard, the eyes that held the authority of millennia. The God-King in all his glory.

The God-King looked at the mortal man, a flicker of disdain in his eyes.

"So," the God-King said, his voice the familiar rumble of thunder. "You are the man who took my life."

The words hit the mortal soul like a physical blow. He remembered. Not just the memories of being Zeus, but the memory of before. A simple life. A short life. A death. And then… a convergence. A cosmic accident or design where a mortal soul was thrust into the vacant, powerful shell of a deposed deity. He hadn't been born a god. He had been promoted. He had spent so long being Zeus, he had forgotten he was ever anything else.

The mortal man—his name had been Ixion, a name lost to time—looked at the divine persona before him.

"And you," Ixion said, his voice quiet but steady, "are the shell I was forced to fill."

The God-King frowned. "Forced? You seized my throne. You lived my life. You took my wives, fathered my children, wielded my power."

"Did I?" Ixion asked, taking a step forward. The white space seemed to pulse around them. "Or did we become something new? You were a title, a role, a collection of powers without a pilot. I was a soul without a destiny. When we merged… we didn't conquer each other. We became."

He looked at his own mortal hands, then back at the god. "The love I felt for them… was that yours? Or mine? The rage? The pride? The stubborn will to protect Olympus at any cost… whose was that?"

The God-King was silent, his imposing form seeming less solid now.

"The fear I felt when Lucifer's blade went in," Ixion whispered. "That was all mine. The fear of a man who remembers what it's like to be nothing. The fear of losing everything I'd ever been given… everything we'd built."

He took another step, until he was standing directly before his divine self.

"There is no 'you' who took 'my' life," Ixion said, the realization dawning like a new sun. "There is only me. I am the mortal who learned to be a king. I am the king who never forgot the fear of a mortal. I am the shepherd and the storm. I am Ixion. And I am Zeus."

As he spoke the words, the two figures began to glow. The magnificent God-King and the simple mortal man dissolved not into one another, but into a single, brilliant point of light. The final barrier, the last secret he had kept even from himself, shattered.

In that infinite white space, the soul that was both Ixion and Zeus understood. His power had never been the issue. His identity was. He had been fighting as a god trying to protect his possessions. But he was also a man fighting for his family, for his home, for the very concept of a future.

He had not failed because he was weak.

He had failed because he was fighting only half the battle.

And in the absolute silence of his soul, a new kind of storm began to gather. Not one of pride, but of purpose. Not of a king, but of a man who had become a king, and would not let his home be destroyed.


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