Chapter 98
But with Qin Yizhi acting like this, Xie Qi felt the need to coax him. His thoughts were also strange. Although Qin Yizhi was the one who seemed to fall in love with him, Xie Qi couldn’t help but feel the same kind of affection and love toward him, like one might feel for a girlfriend.
This emotion came on suddenly. In comparison, he vaguely realized that he hadn’t truly cared for or loved Qin Yizhi before. In fact, he hadn’t been all that kind to Qin Yizhi.
After reflecting on this, Xie Qi felt that he wasn’t quite the partner he wanted to be. At least, in the relationship, he was the one who rarely contributed, which didn’t feel healthy. He had already grown up, become a strong man, and now he had to take responsibility and contribute in a relationship.
His affection for Qin Yizhi might stems more from his restless heart than anything else. But because he liked him and was in love with him, Xie Qi wanted to make Qin Yizhi happy, to cherish him and love him.
It was precisely because of these feelings that Xie Qi felt he could grit his teeth and tolerate Qin Yizhi being superior to him—even if it meant dealing with something like his fear of physical touch and intimacy. It was his responsibility as a man to make his “girlfriend” happy.
Xie Qi thought about it and felt pretty good about himself. He felt open-minded and was a good man. But he didn’t want to share these thoughts with Qin Yizhi. Even if he did say anything out of embarrassment, would it make any difference? He believed he had to overcome his feelings first before he could show his responsibility and bravery.
Anyway, Xie Qi was moved by his own thoughts. He looked at Qin Yizhi and, with a stronger attitude, said, “That’s it, you have to listen to me on this matter.”
Qin Yizhi lowered his eyes and suddenly brought up another topic: “Have you made any friends at school?”
Xie Qi blinked, quickly shifting the subject, and replied, “Well, the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. The people in the basketball club are all okay—carefree and open-minded, but they often laugh at me for having no leg hair.”
Qin Yizhi asked, “No one else?”
Xie Qi answered honestly, “There are a few people in class who I can talk to, but I don’t think they’re really friends.”
Qin Yizhi, knowing that Xie Qi had many rules when it came to friendships, didn’t say much more. He simply glanced at Xie Qi’s hand and asked, “You didn’t put the ring on?”
Xie Qi raised his hand and replied, “…Of course I take it off when I shower, otherwise, it’ll get damaged if it gets wet.”
Qin Yizhi said nothing more, only drinking in silence.
Xie Qi didn’t know what was going on in his head, and he actually didn’t know Qin Yizhi very well. Mainly because he talked less. If he hadn’t been smart, he wouldn’t have guessed that Qin Yizhi liked him.
But even if he didn’t understand what he was thinking, Xie Qi could feel that Qin Yizhi seemed unhappy.
‘I guess he must have too much work and a lot of worries, so he is very stressed.’
Okay, time for some coaxing.
Xie Qi didn’t know how to coax this man. He stiffly stepped forward, spread his legs, and sat on Qin Yizhi’s lap. He didn’t say anything for a long time, and then he called out in a somewhat unfamiliar voice, “Husband.”
His state of mind had changed. In the past, calling him “husband” was as easy as calling him “teacher,” and he didn’t feel ashamed, but now… it was different.
He had feelings for Qin Yizhi in his heart, and now he felt embarrassed when he said it.
Xie Qi secretly scolded himself for being pretentious and pretended to be proficient, continuing to shout, “Hubby, give me a kiss.”
After saying that, he took the initiative to move forward and kissed Qin Yizhi’s lips. Because he had drunk red wine, Xie Qi could taste the mellow aroma of wine in Qin Yizhi’s mouth.
But after he kissed him for a long time, Qin Yizhi remained unmoved and kept his teeth tightly closed, looking unhappy.
Xie Qi was stunned for a moment, then stepped away and asked, “What’s wrong with you? Open your mouth. Didn’t you know how to do it before? Why are you pretending to be a chaste man now?”
Qin Yizhi’s narrow eyes narrowed slightly, covering up the cold light that was about to pour out, “…Okay, in a few days, you’ve forgotten the pain?”
He tried his best to speak as calmly as possible, but the slight curve of his thin lips revealed a hint of displeasure.
Xie Qi’s face turned red, and his throat felt dry. He lowered his voice and discussed with Qin Yizhi, “It hurts… because you stretched too long all at once. S-slow down and be gentle…”
‘This damned man, you don’t even know how to do it, right?’
Although he had only found out about it after reading the resources Li Siwen had sent him, how could a 26-year-old man be so ignorant?
‘We are all men, so don’t pretend to be pure and innocent—even if you don’t know how to use your fingers well, you can’t be that pure.’
Xie Qi thought so. There was nothing he could do with this man. He was a different kind of “girlfriend,” and he had to be responsible.
Xie Qi thought this, sat a little closer to him, and lowered his voice, saying, “Of course, you can’t be so reckless… You can’t buy some oil? What’s it called, lubricant? Everyone knows that a layer of oil on bicycle chains reduces the risk of wear. How could you not know?”
“Even if you drive a luxury car every day, it’s not like you don’t know this common sense. Apply some oil… and it won’t be that difficult. Why do you still need me to teach you?”
Qin Yizhi was confused, but he didn’t show it on his face. He was already cold and indifferent, “…Do I have to use it?”
Xie Qi: “…”.
Xie Qi patiently explained to him, “Of course, you have to use it, otherwise, you’re so big, my whole body will split open. If you feel sorry for me, of course, you have to use it. If you don’t feel sorry for me and want to treat me like roughly, then it doesn’t matter. It’s not a big deal. I’ll go to the hospital for treatment.”
He also sighed as he spoke.
He was already prepared for this. What else could he do?
Xie Qi found that he was actually quite responsible. He had never been in love before and didn’t know that he was so responsible. But now that he had this experience with Qin Yizhi, Xie Qi felt a little touched.
If he hadn’t fallen into this marriage, he felt that he was quite suitable to be a husband and a father. —At least he had a sense of responsibility.
Because he had an idiot father, he also cared about this aspect and didn’t want to become a man like Xie Dai.
Anyway, as a man, Xie Qi was willing to give himself full marks.
Qin Yizhi: “…?”
He was shocked and remained silent for a moment without saying a word.
Xie Qi saw that he had said so much from the bottom of his heart, but he didn’t say anything, and suddenly he felt a little angry.
He wanted to get angry, but he held it back. ‘Fuck, what can I do? I insist on falling in love with a boring gourd. What can I do?’
‘Bear with it.’
Xie Qi leaned over and kissed Qin Yizhi’s lips again, a little hesitant, but with a pride of a man who willing to give in, “…you don’t want to use lubricant? It’s okay. But you need to do more preparations. Do you understand? You’re 26 years old, why are you pretending to be an innocent boy?”
Qin Yizhi finally spoke: “Use it, I want it… buy it now.”
As he spoke, he put down the wine glass and finally put his hand affectionately around Xie Qi’s waist. The hand that had put down the wine glass picked up the phone and looked through it. There was no food delivery app, so it had to be downloaded first.
Qin Yizhi directly sent a message to the macho man: [Go out and buy lubricant and protection, and deliver them immediately.]
Xie Qi was stunned when he saw him editing text messages, and his face was so hot that he became mute with shame. ‘Can a personal chef do such a thing? Isn’t this embarrassing?’
The macho man over there felt very shocked and confused when he received the text message, so he thought about it and replied: [Mr. Qin, what size do you want?]
Qin Yizhi replied: [The largest size.]
Macho Man: “…”
The macho man said: [I heard that if the size is wrong, it will slip off.]
Qin Yizhi: [Go now.]
The simple words made the macho man dare not continue to question, and he went to buy family planning supplies in despair.
But Xie Qi wasn’t actually ready. He was a bit stuck at the moment and said slowly, “L-later. I’m tired today. I’m really tired.”
After saying that, he was about to get up and run away, but his waist was still pinched and held firmly in place by Qin Yizhi. “I see you’re very energetic. I bought the lubricant, and I’ll use it on you when it arrives.”
Qin Yizhi’s voice became a little deeper, with a hint of danger about to come.
“…” Xie Qi’s face was hot, and his eyes were wandering. “Why are you so anxious? Will I still run away?”
Qin Yizhi said calmly: “You have legs, of course, you can run.”
Xie Qi: “…”
Qin Yizhi looked at Xie Qi’s pretty red face, a little calm, “Have you fall in love?”
Xie Qi was startled and lowered his eyes, feeling secretly happy in his heart. He tasted it and said in a hoarse voice: “…Yeah.”
Xie Qi raised his eyelids and looked at Qin Yizhi’s handsome face as if nothing had happened, “What about you?”
Qin Yizhi softly said, “Hmm.” He looked at Xie Qi, his eyes were deep, but his tone was a little softer than he could say, “Let’s go to bed and talk.”
Xie Qi: “…”
‘No, you might as well continue to pretend to be an innocent virgin. =_=’