Hogwarts: The Founder Reborn
Chapter 337 Self Doubt
After that, there was a great chaos. In the panic, Narcissa grabbed Godric and dodged.
Is that a woman's hysterical venting or something else?
All Godric knew was that Cynthia died that day.
Died in Azkaban.
The only memory left was Narcissa's trembling hands covering her ears tightly, her eyes were full of despair and helplessness, Narcissa told Godric not to look, she kept Godric in her In his arms, he has been so protected until someone finds out that something is wrong and other wizards come.
Perhaps it was for this reason that Shaker never looked for Godric again, although they were secretly in touch.
"Sissy, take that child away!"
During that chaos, Sirius' words clearly passed through Narcissa's palm and reached Godric's ears.
Perhaps, that person is not completely careless.
"Godric!"
A pair of hands hugged Godric from behind.
Godric knew it was Salazar without looking back.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were in Hufflepuff's dormitory. I couldn't find it anyway, so I borrowed Harry's map and found it. What's wrong with you?"
Salazar carefully guessed: "Worried about Sirius?"
Godric shook his head: "Helga said that he is in good condition now, nothing serious."
"Then why are you standing in the air?"
Salazar reached out and stroked Godric's cheek, frowning.
"Is not It Cold?"
He took out his wand and cast a Warming Charm on Godric.
"Let's go, don't destroy your body like this."
Godric didn't say anything, and followed Salazar's movements, and was led away by him.
When they returned to the hall of the auditorium, the two saw the students staying at school, including Harry who was looking forward to it. Seeing Godric behind Salazar, Harry breathed a sigh of relief.When Salazar said that he couldn't find Godric, Harry was very worried. He was really worried about Godric. How could Harry not see that he was out of his mind.
Salazar pulled Godric to Harry's side and whispered, "When we found it, it was blowing cold wind!"
The tone was full of complaints, Salazar glared at Godric, and then said to Harry: "You look after the man, I'll ask Madam Pomfrey for a dose of cold medicine, he looks like this, he will definitely get sick !"
Harry nodded, then stared at Godric with concern.
"are you OK?"
Godric shook his head and said, "It's really nothing."
"It's nothing." Harry lowered his head. "I'm also worried about Sirius. I can't wait to rush to Voldemort and tell him, let Sirius go, and I will give him my life!"
"Harry!" Godric frowned tightly.
"Sorry." Harry said dejectedly. "I should say sorry to you. It was because of my problem that Sirius was targeted by Voldemort and captured. If it wasn't for me, you and Sirius wouldn't have suffered so many things."
"it's not like that……"
Harry shook his head, and continued to blame himself: "I really think that without me, you and Sirius would not be so nervous."
"Without you, he would still be a member of the Order of the Phoenix and fight Voldemort, that's what he is. At that time, he won't just be locked up because of his special status as your godfather. "
Both fell into silence.
For Harry, Sirius was the only family member in the world, and his relationship with Godric, that family relationship, was actually built on Sirius.
Harry has experienced the pain of his family members because of their own sacrifices. When he knew that his parents died to protect him, there was a long period of time, and he felt that it would be good if he disappeared from this world. He has always kept his parents death as his own sin.
Because in the beginning, the only person Voldemort wanted to kill was Harry himself.
Godric sighed and said, "I don't blame you, Harry, it's not your fault, I just feel... I'm uncomfortable because I think I'm good enough and good enough, but I still can't save Sirius."
Most importantly, Godric knew that he and Salazar were strong enough to rescue Sirius.
"I think I'm powerful, or that's how I thought of myself before. Does it sound ridiculous?" Godric smiled wryly. "I feel that in this world, I can stand firm with my own ability, and I can protect the people I care about from any harm. I don't think there is anything that will hurt the people I care about. Even if there is, I will You can use your own powerful strength to defeat that enemy."
"Finny..." Harry looked at Godric worriedly.
"I'm so arrogant, Harry," Godric said. "I think too highly of myself. I'm not as strong as I think, nor as smart as I think. I overestimate myself."
Godric felt pain.
【I saw the injuries Helga suffered. I couldn't even heal her injuries except to numb her pain with drugs. I couldn't do anything other than comfort her with pale words! 】
[Sirius can obviously be saved, but in Helga's safety and Sirius' eyes, I still gave up on that sincere man. Sirius gave me a heart, but I gave up on him. 】
【Hypocrisy, arrogance, incompetence... Godric, you are the most useless guy...】
All Godric's confusion, all his trance, was doubting himself.
Harry didn't understand Godric's mood at the moment, he didn't understand why Godric questioned himself.
"Finny... the attack on Sirius was beyond our expectation. It wasn't your fault, didn't Dumbledore think of it either? Besides, it was Dumbledore and Moody who saved him. We are all trying to find a way, that is not a pressure that you alone need to bear, it is something that all of us have to work hard together."
Harry wasn't sure if his words had comforted Godric.
"I don't think you are right now, what you think is wrong, very wrong."
"We are not mature adults like Dumbledore and the others, and our experience is far inferior to theirs, so you don't have to blame yourself so much."
Godric opened his mouth, unable to respond to Harry's words.
He is different from Harry, he is not a fledgling teenager like Harry, he has the foundation of his previous life.
"Thank you, Harry, you're right, I'm at the edge of my head, don't worry about me, I'll adjust it myself, and it will be fine."
At least that said, it can appease the child's worries a little.
Is that a woman's hysterical venting or something else?
All Godric knew was that Cynthia died that day.
Died in Azkaban.
The only memory left was Narcissa's trembling hands covering her ears tightly, her eyes were full of despair and helplessness, Narcissa told Godric not to look, she kept Godric in her In his arms, he has been so protected until someone finds out that something is wrong and other wizards come.
Perhaps it was for this reason that Shaker never looked for Godric again, although they were secretly in touch.
"Sissy, take that child away!"
During that chaos, Sirius' words clearly passed through Narcissa's palm and reached Godric's ears.
Perhaps, that person is not completely careless.
"Godric!"
A pair of hands hugged Godric from behind.
Godric knew it was Salazar without looking back.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were in Hufflepuff's dormitory. I couldn't find it anyway, so I borrowed Harry's map and found it. What's wrong with you?"
Salazar carefully guessed: "Worried about Sirius?"
Godric shook his head: "Helga said that he is in good condition now, nothing serious."
"Then why are you standing in the air?"
Salazar reached out and stroked Godric's cheek, frowning.
"Is not It Cold?"
He took out his wand and cast a Warming Charm on Godric.
"Let's go, don't destroy your body like this."
Godric didn't say anything, and followed Salazar's movements, and was led away by him.
When they returned to the hall of the auditorium, the two saw the students staying at school, including Harry who was looking forward to it. Seeing Godric behind Salazar, Harry breathed a sigh of relief.When Salazar said that he couldn't find Godric, Harry was very worried. He was really worried about Godric. How could Harry not see that he was out of his mind.
Salazar pulled Godric to Harry's side and whispered, "When we found it, it was blowing cold wind!"
The tone was full of complaints, Salazar glared at Godric, and then said to Harry: "You look after the man, I'll ask Madam Pomfrey for a dose of cold medicine, he looks like this, he will definitely get sick !"
Harry nodded, then stared at Godric with concern.
"are you OK?"
Godric shook his head and said, "It's really nothing."
"It's nothing." Harry lowered his head. "I'm also worried about Sirius. I can't wait to rush to Voldemort and tell him, let Sirius go, and I will give him my life!"
"Harry!" Godric frowned tightly.
"Sorry." Harry said dejectedly. "I should say sorry to you. It was because of my problem that Sirius was targeted by Voldemort and captured. If it wasn't for me, you and Sirius wouldn't have suffered so many things."
"it's not like that……"
Harry shook his head, and continued to blame himself: "I really think that without me, you and Sirius would not be so nervous."
"Without you, he would still be a member of the Order of the Phoenix and fight Voldemort, that's what he is. At that time, he won't just be locked up because of his special status as your godfather. "
Both fell into silence.
For Harry, Sirius was the only family member in the world, and his relationship with Godric, that family relationship, was actually built on Sirius.
Harry has experienced the pain of his family members because of their own sacrifices. When he knew that his parents died to protect him, there was a long period of time, and he felt that it would be good if he disappeared from this world. He has always kept his parents death as his own sin.
Because in the beginning, the only person Voldemort wanted to kill was Harry himself.
Godric sighed and said, "I don't blame you, Harry, it's not your fault, I just feel... I'm uncomfortable because I think I'm good enough and good enough, but I still can't save Sirius."
Most importantly, Godric knew that he and Salazar were strong enough to rescue Sirius.
"I think I'm powerful, or that's how I thought of myself before. Does it sound ridiculous?" Godric smiled wryly. "I feel that in this world, I can stand firm with my own ability, and I can protect the people I care about from any harm. I don't think there is anything that will hurt the people I care about. Even if there is, I will You can use your own powerful strength to defeat that enemy."
"Finny..." Harry looked at Godric worriedly.
"I'm so arrogant, Harry," Godric said. "I think too highly of myself. I'm not as strong as I think, nor as smart as I think. I overestimate myself."
Godric felt pain.
【I saw the injuries Helga suffered. I couldn't even heal her injuries except to numb her pain with drugs. I couldn't do anything other than comfort her with pale words! 】
[Sirius can obviously be saved, but in Helga's safety and Sirius' eyes, I still gave up on that sincere man. Sirius gave me a heart, but I gave up on him. 】
【Hypocrisy, arrogance, incompetence... Godric, you are the most useless guy...】
All Godric's confusion, all his trance, was doubting himself.
Harry didn't understand Godric's mood at the moment, he didn't understand why Godric questioned himself.
"Finny... the attack on Sirius was beyond our expectation. It wasn't your fault, didn't Dumbledore think of it either? Besides, it was Dumbledore and Moody who saved him. We are all trying to find a way, that is not a pressure that you alone need to bear, it is something that all of us have to work hard together."
Harry wasn't sure if his words had comforted Godric.
"I don't think you are right now, what you think is wrong, very wrong."
"We are not mature adults like Dumbledore and the others, and our experience is far inferior to theirs, so you don't have to blame yourself so much."
Godric opened his mouth, unable to respond to Harry's words.
He is different from Harry, he is not a fledgling teenager like Harry, he has the foundation of his previous life.
"Thank you, Harry, you're right, I'm at the edge of my head, don't worry about me, I'll adjust it myself, and it will be fine."
At least that said, it can appease the child's worries a little.
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