Chapter 52: Just a bit more
Kyo has started to get the idea what his sister meant before. Only special someone should be allowed to see and do what he is seeing and doing. He feels more excited. If he does this to her, then he will become her special someone. Then, nothing in the world can separate them. In the future, she will become his real bride.
"Kyo!" She tries to sit up. Kyo gets the idea that he will never get another chance like this. His right arm is numb. He lays down his body above her and presses her underneath.
"Just a little more, Sister."
She struggles beneath him and tries to push him away. He kisses her mouth again. When the tip of his long hard thing rubs against her wetness, it throbs harder. She freezes under his body and widens her eyes. He recalls what Mogrok told him. Guided by his intuition, he proceeds further.
"Sister, this... " He didn't know that he could ever feel like this. His long thing is swelling inside her hole while her hot wet walls are clenching his long thing. "It feels so good... It's better than kissing."
"Kyo... Ah... please, move it out slowly." She looks at him with teary eyes. "This is too much..."
Seeing that she is crying, he moves back. He hears her gasps loudly. That sends a tingle of pleasure through his body. The feeling of moving inside her is...
"Just a bit more, Sister... it feels too good. I want to do more. Only this time. I will be a good boy after this."
He thrusts his long thing inside her hole harder.
"Move slowly then... " She is panting hard, shivering underneath him. "Control your strength. You are too strong. You will tear apart my body like this."
Kyo moves slowly at first. She shuts her eyes again and parts her lips. He leans down and kisses her again. He kisses her the same way she kissed him. His tongue explores her mouth. He starts thrusting harder into her. She grips his hair. She wraps her legs around his waist. Their tongues meet and get entangled with each other. He feels happy. His sister is finally accepting him as her special someone. He forgets about what his sister told him about controlling his strength. He thrusts deeper into her, wanting her to take all of him. He whispers in her ear when he sees her watery eyes, "Just a little more..."
***
Kyo collapses beside me after he is done. He falls asleep quickly. I move his arm away from my waist. I couldn't stop him when he couldn't use his right arm. I underestimated him. He is a man first. A man with the body of God. My Kyo can't be this bad. It must be that Dark God's dark desires. He must want to punish me this way.
I lie down inside the bathtub. The cold water stings the bruises on my body. It hurts so much between my legs. My bruises are beginning to heal and disappear. I don't know what to feel. Kyo and I had sex. It is more like he followed the urges of his body and did whatever his hormones told him to do. He didn't even know what goes inside what. I clutch my hair in frustration. What if he wants to do it again? I can't... Not again. It's just not right. I am feeling guilty when it's my body that's been wronged.
I clean myself and walk out of the bathroom. He is still asleep. I dress myself up. It's already morning. His sleeping face is innocent. I sit down beside him and touch his forehead.
It's my fault. I have been treating him like a kid when he is growing up fast. Physically, he looks to be around 19 or 20. His muscles are hard and toned. His hair is long again. I realize that my hair is also longer. Did it happen in the cursed sea?
He grabs my wrist and opens his dark eyes.
"Um... " I feel awkward. What do I say? I can't treat him like a man. I can't undo last night either. It feels like we have done something very very wrong.
"Are you satisfied after tasting the body of mine, Harbinger?"
My heart stops beating for a moment. I pull my hand. He doesn't let go. Death. He is looking at me like he wants to tear me apart. Literally. He grips my wrist harder. "Going as far as making me say that I take you as my bride, even seducing me with your body when I am in a weak state, and lastly, using my body to satisfy your lust, do you have no will to live? I have been kind enough to let go of you last time, but you go ahead and test my patience."
What's he saying? "It's not me. I didn't seduce you. It was Kyo who kissed me first. I tried to stop him many times."
He laughs lightly, but his eyes become dark and chill. "You want to say that I desire your body and I seduced you?"
"I am sure that it's your unhealthy sexual feelings that making him do things that he shouldn't be doing." I decide to voice my opinions. If he kills me, then be it. "Kyo is innocent. You are the wicked God. What do I know? He won't get strange ideas unless they are suggested by you in his mind. Tell me... you guided him to push his penis inside me, right? My Kyo didn't even know a single thing. He is too innocent for this world."
***
The Dark God stares at the idiotic girl in front of him. He can't believe that his harbinger is the stupidest person in the world. Why does she treat his other self so differently? Kyo is him without any awareness of being the thirteenth God. The meaning of 'Kyo' is 'childlike' in the forgotten language. When this girl gave him that name on the night of union, only his childlike innocent part of his real personality emerged. When he gets his core from the Harbinger's body, the name 'Kyo' will disappear and he will become whole.
Still, Kyo is a part of him. She treats them like two people. Her Kyo?
He eyes the girl. Golden eyes. Long dark hair. She's not a woman yet. How can have any desire for a little girl? It is impossible. He is the Dark God. Usually, women were scared of him except that one woman. His first bride. The woman he killed with his hands.
His second bride is his harbinger. She will meet the same fate by his hands.
He frees her wrist. Kyo has accepted her as his bride, then he has to accept her as his bride too. There are even two witnesses. She still thinks that that wedding was a child play. When a god accepts a woman as his woman, there is no going back. They have even consummated it.
His mood turns sour when he sees her standing in the corner and watching him with a pale face. He can smell the fear in her body. When it's his other self, she is at ease. She will even kiss him willingly. But, when he comes out, she is always shaking with fear. She can't handle his presence.
She calls him younger brother and sleeps with him. This Harbinger of his is devious.