Heroine Netori.

Having spent half my life in the hospital due to an incurable disease, reading web novels was my only pleasure.

The protagonists in the novel loved and were loved on my behalf, and enjoyed the seemingly ordinary yet extraordinary daily lives that I dreamed of.

I comforted myself by putting myself in their shoes, loving them in their stead and being loved in their stead.

But the ending was always a painful emptiness.

So I begged.

"God… please make me the main character in a novel in the next life."

With those words I died.

and…

I really entered the novel as I wished.

"Why Louisa!! Why! Are you raising your voice?!"

I became a villainess with an incurable disease instead of the main character.

**

Louisa Aubert.

The youngest daughter of a noble family, she is a girl with an unrealistically beautiful appearance.

A woman who monopolized the love of the male leads and was the envy of many readers.

She was a fake protagonist.

The author gave Louisa an incurable disease because he didn't like her, and added a prickly personality to distance her from the male leads.

Then they added a character named Aria Melts, saying that this was the real protagonist's appearance.

Naturally, the male leads changed their hearts from Louisa to Aria.

Louisa was consumed by jealousy and tormented Aria, but every time this happened, the male protagonists appeared to protect Aria and in return broke Louisa's heart.

Ruina, who was even angrier at this, tried to expel Aria from the academy, but even that was prevented, and Louisa ended up being expelled instead.

Having lost her will to live, Louisa goes down to the outskirts, where she suffers for the rest of her life before dying of an incurable disease.

I felt so sad when I looked at Louisa because she seemed to be looking at me.

I felt sorry for him because he had the same settings as me and lost everything and died like that.

At first, I felt miserable seeing readers who had been cursing the author later cursing Louisa, as if I was the one being cursed at.

But then I became that Louisa.

Thanks to you, I found out.

God exists and he enjoys seeing humans suffer.

**

Please stop…

"Louisa… I will always protect you. I won't make you cry anymore. You just have to trust me."

Don't lie. You're going to leave. You're going to ignore my trust.

"Oh… I heard that the youngest daughter of the Ober family was pretty, but I didn't know she was this pretty. Ahem! Would you give me the honor of dancing with you?"

Don't lie. I'll throw you away. You won't even look at me.

"Don't get too close to the prince. It'll only cause you trouble. But… I understand. Why the prince likes you…"

Don't lie to me. You don't understand. You'll only make me suffer.

"Your Majesty, I promised to escort you today. Please yield."

"Then you should have come earlier. It is unbecoming of a gentleman to keep a young lady waiting."

"I'll go first while you two are talking. I'll be late for the start time. Okay."

Please don't… Don't make me expect something like that…

Why are you being so nice to me?

Why does this make me so happy?

How much are you trying to torment me?

How much are you trying to hurt me…

"Ruina… I like you. Oh, no, I didn't expect an answer! I just… wanted to tell you how I feel, that's all. That's all!"

"Louisa! That guy confessed to you, right? Thanks to that, I realized. I like you too. You have to choose well. Well, in the end, I'll be the one chosen."

"Louisa… I heard the story. You would make a wise decision. That's the kind of woman you are. But you wouldn't have left me out of that choice, would you?"

Liars… why do you make it so hard for me?

Anyway, you guys will disappear from me once that kid appears.

Because that is… our destiny…

**

I knew it, but I pretended not to know.

I was so happy to experience happiness for the first time in my life.

It was such a pleasure to be loved.

Every single day was exciting, my heart raced, and I couldn't help but laugh.

Even though I denied them inside, I couldn't refuse the sweetness they gave me.

Deceived by that sweetness, I had vain illusions.

'Could it be that this is a novel with an early setting? A setting where Louisa lives happily ever after without any incurable diseases?'

'Yes, that's definitely true. It's different from the original from the start. I got a confession before I even entered the academy!'

But that was just a sweet dream.

"…Elise is dead after all. I have to go right now. I'm sorry, Louisa. Go to bed first today. Okay?"

"Honey, I feel so bad for that child… He was a child who had nothing but happiness left, so why… Even God is so indifferent."

Elise Linz is dead.

When I heard the news, my head started hurting and my stomach started to hurt.

He dropped the spoon he was holding and fell under the chair.

The day Elise Linz died, that day had two meanings.

One is the day the 'witch' awakened.

And the other one is…

"Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!"

The day Louisa Aubert became incurably ill.

I'm terminally ill once again.

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"Oh my… How can she be so pretty? It's not the clothes that are the wings, but Cecilia herself that is the wings, so whatever she wears looks good on her."

Of course, I am my father's daughter.

"Leah… You… This is a bit dangerous. What if some guy who fell in love at first sight comes running at you, ma'am?"

Don't worry, Dad. You're the only man who can come running to me.

After I put on my dress, put on my makeup, and got ready, everyone complimented me.

But I liked it more that my father was shocked.

Hehehe, I hope you don't think of me as a little kid anymore.

I could feel my father's heart pounding as he escorted me.

Ahh… You're aware of me? How can I be this happy…

It would be really romantic if I went on a love elopement with my father like this.

But that would be like a dream.

So from now on, it's important.

You have to meet a lot of people and find out.

My father's bride.

That's why I debuted in the social world.

**

To conclude, the debutante ended successfully.

Thanks to my godmother's support, no one who was hostile to me attended.

Many people, regardless of gender, fell in love with my beautiful appearance.

There were a few people who were overly favorable towards me, but they made it so I never thought of them again.

It made me a little annoyed, but I didn't show it like I usually do.

But unfortunately, she couldn't find a bride for his father.

If you had good looks, your status was low, and if you had high status, your appearance was just so-so.

There was no one like Louisa Aubert.

That day, my father was clearly impressed by Aubert's appearance.

I almost got jealous, but I held back.

I guess I'll have to settle on aubert's.

I will satisfy my father in every way, including my looks, family background, abilities, and talents.

To do that, you need to enter the academy.

I didn't really feel like doing it, but it was something I had to do for the happiness of my father and me.

Still, I'm glad I was able to meet my father at the academy.

Hehehe, I'm looking forward to it.

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I finally got into school!

The academy of my dreams! I got admitted there!

Surely, wonderful and happy days will repeat themselves?

"Whoa!"

Oh no! I was so excited that I couldn't control myself and ended up causing an accident.

I bumped into a senior. What if I get in trouble?

"What kind of guy is he!"

Oops, we're in trouble!

You must be very angry!

I shouldn't have been like this from day one... I guess I should have just stayed in a corner and stayed quiet like my father said...

"I'm sorry! I couldn't see ahead!"

I quickly bowed my head and apologized several times, and luckily my senior forgave me!

"What, freshman?"

"Yes, yes! I just enrolled today!"

"Ha… I don't know what to say about this. Just stay alert and go."

"thank you!"

I'm so glad. He was not only handsome, but also had a kind heart.

My heart is pounding for some reason. Is this love? Haha!

I suppress my excitement and go into the dormitory. There is a really cute and pretty kid there.

I can't believe this guy is my roommate! I guess I'm really lucky.

"Hehehe, hello? My name is Cecilia Asil. Nice to meet you."

"Hello! I'm Aria Melts! Nice to meet you too!"

Cecilia even seems to have a good personality. With such a bright smile!

I felt like I needed to learn.

"By the way, Miss Melts. I know it's rude to meet you for the first time, but could you please take off your clothes?"

"Yes, yes?! No?"

Huh? My roommate is a pervert, not like he looks?

I never thought that they would suddenly ask me to take off my clothes…

"Hmm… Your breasts are really big. I'm jealous. Then, while you're naked, would you mind spreading your pussy too?"

"What have you been talking about all this time!"

This is a big deal! He's not just a pervert, he's a total pervert!

What should I do? Should I tell the principal…?

"It's clean. You even have a hymen. It looks like you haven't masturbated before. Is that right?"

"Of course! Huh? What did I just say…?"

Uh… why am I naked?

Why am I spreading my genitals in front of someone I'm meeting for the first time?

"I feel a little sorry for the family background, but I think I'm a good enough concubine. Put on your clothes again and forget about what's going on."

"Ahh… Ugh…"

me?

what?

what?

huh?

"Hehehe, hello? My name is Cecilia Asil. Nice to meet you."

… Oh, right, I should say hello to my roommate.

"Hello! I'm Aria Melts! Nice to meet you too!"

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