Chapter 108: Apartment, Relief.
Ryan pushed the apartment door closed behind him and let the click hang in the quiet like an exhale. The room smelled faintly of detergent and warm plastic from the cheap lamp beside the bed.
For a moment he just stood there, the city noise leaking in through the thin window like a distant, unimportant radio.
He felt the weight of the last two months gather behind his eyes, heavy and bright at the same time. Then he walked over to the bed and sat down, and a grin found him before he could stop it.
It was the kind of smile that lived in the corners of his mouth first. It spread to his eyes, softening the stubborn lines that had appeared there from nights of worry and planning. He thought of the alley where he had spent the early mornings, of the stairwell with its rusted rail that he had run up when his legs had felt like jelly.
He thought of the pills he had swallowed, the cold metallic taste of risk, and how each dose had felt like a small wager on himself. He thought of coming out of that hole he had been in and deciding not to sink back. He thought of West High, of the crew he now led, of the names that had become less like strangers and more like promises.
System: Yes, host. You have worked really hard. Training, doing quests, betting your life and risking it for growth. I am proud of you.
The voice inside his head was clinical and steady, but tonight it sounded strange in the warm dark of his apartment. The phrase "I am proud of you" caught him off guard. Pride coming from something that had watched him like a machine felt oddly human. He let out a small chuckle. "Yeah, thanks, System," he said aloud, like answering a friend.
The mirror across from the bed showed him back to himself in a familiarity that was still slightly foreign. He peeled off his shirt and watched. The soft roll at his waist had shrunken. The mirror told him that the contour of his shoulders was clearer, that the pills had done more than change his appetite.
Still, the abs were not the carved planes magazines promised, not yet. They were muted ridges under skin, suggesting potential rather than revealing it. He ran a hand over his stomach, feeling the promise and the remaining slack. He sighed, not with disappointment but with something like resolve.
I will work more on it, he thought, making a silent list of exercises and time slots in his head. He did not need to map everything tonight. He let the thought float away and crawled under his blanket. Sleep came like an old friend who had missed him, and he let himself fall into it.
Morning arrived with the shrill honesty of an alarm. He woke with the impression of sunlight on his face even before he opened his eyes. The day felt ordinary, but what lay inside him had shifted enough to color ordinary things differently.
He dressed for school with a practiced hand, tugging on a hoodie that felt lighter on his shoulders than it had a month ago. His hair refused to cooperate, sticking up in a way that suggested he had won and did not care to look perfect about it.
Arthur was already at his desk when Ryan stepped into the classroom. The desks had those small dents from years of elbows and fists. Arthur, as always, sat with the kind of stillness that made it hard to guess what he was thinking. Ryan slid into the chair beside him and nodded. "Yo," he said, warm and casual.
Arthur said the same word back. His voice was low, the syllables measured. There was a steadiness to him that didn't show much on his face, but everyone had learned that the quiet ones carried the heaviest things.
Ryan had seen Arthur in fights, in the middle of plans that had gone wrong, and in those rare times when he'd laughed until his shoulders shook. Today Arthur's face was unreadable, the way a closed book can still be full of whole novels.
The morning passed in the steady pulse of lessons and the small rituals of school life. Questions were asked. Pens scratched. The clock moved like it always did, indifferent to people's small revolutions.
When the bell rang for the second period, Ryan and Arthur made their way to room 202 like they had done a hundred times. The corridor smelled like shoe polish and leftover lunches. The chatter of students carved a rhythm around them.
They stepped into the room. Maya, Leon, Daniel, and Aiden were already there. Maya stood by the whiteboard with a marker in her hand, the lunar light from the windows painting silver across the desks.
Leon leaned back in his chair like a person who had no intention of ever falling. Daniel's grin took up his whole face before his words did. Aiden, quiet and observant, watched them like a hawk who had decided today to be patient.
When Ryan and Arthur entered, the energy in the room shifted, not sharply but like the air before rain. People looked up. Some nodded. Daniel practically leapt from his seat and shouted Ryan's name like it was a banner to be waved. "Ryannnnnnnn!!!"
Ryan laughed because his chest wanted to extend and the sound felt necessary. The smiles around him pushed a warmth into his skin that had nothing to do with the temperature. Maya's voice held pride and something playful when she said, "Hey there, vice crew leader and crew leader."
Ryan blinked at her. "Eh? Vice crew leader?"
He looked at Arthur, and then back at Maya. The question hung between them, short and practical. Maya's eyes lit up. "When did this happen?" Ryan asked, half to himself.
"Well, isn't it obvious?" Maya said, not with arrogance but with a certainty that had roots. Leon nodded in agreement, leaning forward the way people did when they wanted to be taken seriously. "Arthur's the strongest. Most battle experience. Information. Leadership. He backs us up and he organizes. Who else would be vice?" He grinned, like the logic was a small, funny gift.
Arthur's eyes widened a fraction. It was a blink so tiny most people missed it, but Ryan caught it. There was a flicker of surprise, maybe of feeling seen for the first time in a long time.
That small widening was the only thing that showed on his face, but it landed like a stone in the quiet. No one noticed for more than a heartbeat because the room had decided on a new truth and it felt natural.
"He's agreeing," Daniel added, like he was reading a line from a script the crew had written without telling Arthur.
Arthur sank back into the chair like someone who had been handed a title he had not sought but would not refuse. For a moment he simply watched them — watched Ryan with that half smile that could be a weapon or a shield. Then something in his shoulders eased.
Not because he wanted the title, but because the title meant he was not alone. It meant responsibility, yes, but it also meant the same two things Ryan had come to value more than personal recognition: trust and continuity.
The classroom settled into its roles. People found their seats. Conversations hummed. Ryan felt a light in his chest that was easy and dangerous at the same time. He had imagined leadership as something public and loud, but what it really was in the quiet moments was smaller.
It was the weight of other people's confidence pressing into you and asking you to be better for them. He thought of the late nights he'd spent sketching plans on the backs of receipts, of the small kindnesses he had done that had nothing to do with status. He thought of the promises he had silently made — to the crew, to Arthur, and to himself.
Maya cleared her throat and the marker squeaked a small, confident line on the board. Her voice when she spoke next was bright and precise, as if she'd practiced the tilt of the syllables. "Today we will discuss the High School Crews annual meet."
The whiteboard behind her already had a rough circle and some arrows. It looked like a map someone had sketched in half a breath and a full intention.
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