GLIMPSE OF MY LIFE

Mark; ( at this moment i remember when i got engaged to khushi...when i don't want to and looking at them i can say that they will be a good couple....like us!

Either ways if they want to get married ar not..

After all parents choice are best!!

Now i can say that ,my parents found the best life partner i could ever have , i couldn't have found her on my own...i was looking at her at the same time she was looking at me too...

I guess we both we're remembering the same moments...

It was tough before but after i got to know her...i feel so blessed to get her in my life....

And I know it may be tough for ishana and abhi too, but I'll make sure...that there relationship don't go like us...and for that i planned something for tonight...ishana is gonna hate me for this...but still I'm gonna do this...cause i can see how distant they are from each other....abhi does try to get close to her , but in front of my sister who can win...anyway I'll make sure that abhi wins tonight!)

Mark' mom; mark what are thinking give them the ring....

Mark; ohh , here you go..( i pass the ring to ishana ....i noticed her hands are shaking....hahaha i couldn't control my laugh..there and laugh out...

Everyone is looking at me...with same face...

They think what's so funny i saw to laugh on the stage...but there couldn't be the funniest thing then this...she is shaking when she didn't even put the ring on abhi's hand...

Now i can imagine how there first night would be.....haha)

Khushi;( i looked at him he started laughing...i dont know what so funny.....)

Mark's mom; mark what you are laughing about...is that place where you can joke around...

Mark; I'm sorry mom...

Ishana; ( i just Dont get it why the hell suddenly my hands started to tremble....my hands are trembling like hell...I'm scared....

I think my brother notice my hands are shaking when he passed the ring to me....

How can he laugh at a time like this where I'm this scared...

Uhh my hands ....if this goes on how am i suppose to put this ring on him....)

( i asked in low voice...)

Bro how can you laugh when I'm like this!!

Mark; sorry..i just imagine something else...i didn't mean to.....

Ishana; what the hell are you imagining at a time like this!!

Mark; you want to know!!

Ishana; hmm

Mark; i was thinking that you are shaking like hell when you are just going to put this ring on him...what will happen on your first...

Ishana; enough...i don't want to hear...,how can you think something this dirty over here...

Mark; i wasn't thinking of anything,its came suddenly in my mind, when i saw your shaking hands...

( look its better than before!

Her hands were stabilise after my joke...)

Ishana; ( thank god...now its fine....i can at least put this ring on him...)

Ishana's mom; what are you guys doing there ....come on ishana put the ring on abhi hands...

Mark; aunty we are encouraging her...

Nothing else...she is just bit scared...

Ishana's mom; what is there to be scared off its just a ring...

Mark; yeh, i said the same thing in different way...

I guess she must be seeing the future...about what's going to happen next!!

Right ishana!

Ishana; could you please give me some time...

( i held my hand out ..to reach abhi's hand...

Do you need to do this...can't i runaway...I'm already scared enough....

I don't know why I'm nervous and anxious...furious....at the same time

As i hold his hand to put the ring on his finger my hand start to shake again not again!!

Now even my heart beat is started to raise as if everything in body is saying not to get married...)

Abhi; ( i didn't get anything when her brother laugh all of a sudden and then murmured something...i couldn't hear what he said...but ishana...too start to talk...and i can't hear her too...finally she held out her hand to reach mine...i held out my hands as gestures to put the ring...and then i noticed her hands are shaking...i mean its just a ring why is she shaking this much.....

I held her hand with my other hand and put the ring on my finger...cause the way she is shaking, i don't think she will be able to put this ring on my fingers on her own.....

Everyone sarted to shout....and clap)

Ishana; ( finally abhi held my hand and put the ring on his finger....if he didn't helped me ,i think i wouldn't be able to do that.....

I took a deep breath!!)

Khushi; abhi now its your turn to put the ring on ishana...( i give him the ring )

Abhi; ( okay, now its my turn...there is no turning back after this abhi...do you think you will be happy?

I asked ,myself....,there's lots of thing going around in my mind!

I'm confused on my decision...that really!,will i be able to handle this marriage...

Can i take care of her like this for whole life with just one sided love.....

I never knew that the moment i have been waiting for, I'll be thinking this way....

Cause i know even if i get married ,i will be the only one taking all responsibility.....

I can't expect anything from her, cause I'm the one who want to marry her, will i able to do both task properly, i mean taking care of her and my job?)