Even Though I Was Reincarnated I Am Suffering Because of Yanderes

88 – 88 – You’re a woman, right?

A scream echoes through the forest.

When everyone is scared and confused.

Young was not embarrassed at all.

Everyone calm down! There is a warrior here! Wow!!

Even when the priest tried to calm down the priests who were trying to run away, his heart was pierced.

Even as I look at him, who has now become a cold corpse.

I didn’t feel scared or sad at all.

Was I such a dull person at first?

Is it because I’m from a different world that I don’t have any special feelings?

No matter what, people who could be considered colleagues who had been together for a long time have died.

I was wondering why on earth this was happening.

Is he really the devil who wants to destroy the world?

Is it really right for me to get rid of him who is suffering alone with my own hands?

Because of those questions.

They did not follow the lead team and did not move even though the priest urged them to do so.

After.

When the knights and priests of the church die or run away and chaos ensues.

I stayed still even when the body of the priest who always accompanied me was pierced.

It’s not that I didn’t move because I was scared.

Strangely enough, I didn’t feel like I should help them at all.

When the priest completely stopped breathing.

The blessings and magic he had cast have disappeared.

As a result, Young was able to clearly understand why he was like that.

“What kind of blessings and blessings.. Ha!..”

It was absurd.

It is said to increase the goddess’s protection.

What is the identity of the blessing given from the first day of summoning?

It was brainwashing to do as the priest said.

The personality or values change as the church wants.

It wasn’t the kind of strong brainwashing that would make one become a puppet of the church.

It was the kind of brainwashing that made one unconsciously ignore the words of the priest and do as he was told.

When the priest tried to inflict strong brainwashing on the spirit, she felt uncomfortable. Knowing that she would rebel, she secretly, little by little, cast her brainwashing spell on her under the pretext of blessing.

The priest who trained by his side every day and gave him blessings, or rather, brainwashing.

Even within the church, I knew that I was not an ordinary person.

No matter what.

When you are asked to do something you don’t like.

Or when you are told not to do something you want to do.

If it was her original personality.

When you don’t understand something, argue with it.

You should not just do what you are told.

But strangely enough, she did as the priest told her without giving any reason.

She had no idea that the goddess would do her best to her summoned self.

She continued to follow herself around, making modifications.

It is unknown whether it was an order from the church or his own actions.

However, it is because he is a person who has been by his side and treated him kindly from the beginning.

I thought he was one of the most comfortable people in the rest of the world.

When trying to defeat the Demon King and return to the world as per the deal with her Goddess.

If he was told not to go back, he may have complied.

Those in the church were very disappointed to hear about Young’s wish.

Because he is the hero who defeated the Demon King.

It is a being that has a cause that can be of great political power.

Her disappearance is bound to be regrettable in many ways.

So, I left myself in this world with the intention of being used.

Furthermore, it appears that the priest continued to apply mild brainwashing to the person in order to make her his companion.

“Fuck, you pervert..”

That expression and attitude that I thought was gentle.

After the brainwashing was over, I realized that I was always looking at myself with a sinister gaze.

As a result, he realizes that he was trying to do something strange to himself.

I couldn’t stop cursing from coming out of my mouth.

When I think about it.

The day I set foot on this land.

For the first time, I don’t think I did what the priest told me to do.

As soon as you hear your voice, keep talking to yourself.

You must continue to receive the magic of Haeju.

I could not have followed those instructions.

The reason why that was possible.

” So you helped me? “

…

Even if there is no answer.

I felt like I could understand the spirit somehow.

From the day I heard his voice.

I was able to have doubts.

I couldn’t object to the priest’s words or refuse them outright.

It is now possible not to act according to the priest’s instructions.

Young, who felt grateful to him, made a request with his own wishes.

“Can you answer me? “

Not a scream of pain.

It is not a sad cry.

Because I wanted to hear his pure voice.

Did her wish come true?

… You are special..

” !! “

He finally answered.

I feel sorry for him for the pained voice.

I thought it was a beautiful tone.

It wasn’t something he said carefully, but his plain speaking voice was very pleasant to hear.

And it’s special.

Of course, rationally, it cannot have a special meaning.

Just saying that word made Young’s face blush for some reason.

‘Why am I so reckless all of a sudden? ‘

I don’t even know who he is, I just heard his voice.

Of course, it’s a nice voice to listen to, but let’s listen to his voice properly.

His heart pounded, and an unknown crush on him continued to bloom.

Is he, like the priest, brainwashing himself?

I had that thought too.

More than that.

I felt like I was going to have strange imaginations that involved myself with him.

I shook my head to come to my senses and asked him what he meant.

” Am I special? “

Yes, the others came in with the people from the church..

” Looks like the same thing happened to me. “

Yes… When people from church approach me, I can’t control myself at all. That’s why I told people at church not to come.

Through this, Young was confident.

He does not want slaughter. So he yelled at them not to come.

And when people from the church come in, they cannot control themselves.

It means that he turned hostile only to the people in the church and killed them all.

The only thing they have in common is that they believe in a goddess.

” Is that because they believe in the goddess Labinus? “

Just as the goddess hated the devil, he, the devil, also hated the goddess.

Does she unconditionally kill anyone who believes in her?

But to say that, don’t come in after seeing the people in the church.

He shouted and did not attack the fleeing priests.

Only the priest who ordered them to enter the forest became a cold corpse.

Yes, that’s right. I have no choice but to attack those who believe in Him.

The goddess must have been the one who sent people to kill her.

There was no feeling of hostility toward the goddess in his voice when he called her “Him.”

Then why do we have no choice but to attack people who believe in the goddess?

Young couldn’t help but find this strange.

Furthermore, what he said next was strange.

But Labinus? Ah, you’re not Nuss anymore…

” Nus? What do you mean?..”

I’m sure you know the name of the goddess.

To him muttering another name: Nus.

Yeong, who felt uncomfortable, asked this right away.

You don’t have to know..

He avoided answering.

” … Can I come in? “

First of all, Young-eun.

I wanted to talk to him face to face.

No matter how she looked at it, she could only think that the goddess and the church were deceiving her.

Because it was difficult to believe that he was the one destroying the world.

Because she felt that more than anything she wanted to see him.

But.

He did not allow it and asked her back.

Can’t you do it without having to come in?

” Huh? “What are you talking about?”

You can do it without me being visible from this distance, right? Please get rid of me

” What!? “

Young couldn’t help but be surprised.

She thought that only the goddess knew her own abilities.

Even the people in the church only know that she is her warrior. She never told us about her abilities.

And even if you can’t see it, as long as you have a distance.

She can hit anything she wants.

That is why he is asking her, who is now outside her forest, to pull her bowstring, which she is holding in one hand.

But how does he know her abilities in such precise detail?

The spirit asked about this.

” How do you know my abilities? “

What he knew was not only her abilities.

Don’t you want to go back?

” … “

Young was at a loss for words.

Why wasn’t she thinking about the most important fact?

It was only then that I was able to remember his question.

The reason she came to the entrance of this forest was to defeat her demon lord.

According to the goddess’ deal, she wanted to return to the original world.

I was very surprised to learn that the owner of the voice was the devil.

What she had to do did not change.

That’s why talking to him like this right now would be meaningless.

And he certainly is.

Get rid of me!!

She hoped for her own extinction.

So, he is not offering any resistance.

Even if I can’t see it, I think she wants to hit it.

If you just pull the bowstring, you will disappear from this world.

And you will be able to return to Earth as soon as she bargained with the goddess.

But why am I so hesitant?

This is probably the moment I’ve been looking forward to the most since I was summoned to this world.

Young continued to worry and just played with the bow in his hand.

Then she heard her new voice.

[ A child from another world! ]

It was someone else’s voice calling her, but it was a voice that was difficult to distinguish between genders.

[ You must not get rid of this poor child, Asmodeus! ]

I was able to find out who the owner of the voice that worried about him was because of the shout that followed.

World Tree! If you keep doing this, you too will be in danger, please let me go!

I think the voice I heard told the World Tree to let him go.

Even now, he seems to be next to the World Tree, and for some reason he can’t seem to get away.

I guess that’s why I’m asking you to let me go.

But what does it mean to say that the world capital will also become dangerous?

As Young was asking such questions, the sound of two people arguing continued to ring in his ears.

[ Asmodeus, I am fine! You leaving my side is better than never being you again! ]

It’s okay! If it’s not for extinction, I’d rather just let everything go!

[ Hey! Why are you saying things you don’t even mean! ]

No!! Because of me, even you…

[ I’m not restricted by gender, so it’s okay! ]

I can’t be at ease! There’s no way Nus will just keep sitting like this!..

Gender?

I understand that the World Tree is called the mother of the elves.

I understand that there are trees that have both male and female genders.

Is the World Tree like that?

No, more than anything, the name of the goddess is always called Nous.

I felt reluctant for some reason.

That’s why.

It is true that returning to Earth is the most important thing.

As expected.

Even if it wasn’t the World Tree’s request.

Because she did not feel like harming him.

She slowly opened her mouth and spoke.

” … Can I come in? “

If you talk slowly.

Once you find out his circumstances.

Maybe we can find a good way.

Maybe I can help him.

Young-eun had such thoughts.

She asked if she could approach him.

No.

The answer was refusal.

Are you afraid that you might harm yourself like the people in the church?

Is it because I don’t like that?

Or, for some reason.

Is it because they don’t want anyone to approach them?

I heard a spirit going through many thoughts.

The reason was completely unexpected.

You are a woman, right?