Chapter 57
Chapter 56 – It Is Good
“Ming Lang, you need a doctor.” Ji Chenli patiently explained to her, but Ming Lang was probably already dizzy, and couldn’t listen to Ji Chenli’s words at all. A comforting voice: “I won’t go, I won’t go to the doctor, I’ll go to the bathroom and get you a cold towel for a minute, okay?”
Only then did Ming Lang let go.
Ji Chenli brought a basin of warm water to wipe Minghong’s sweat, and put a cool towel on her forehead to cool down. After finishing these tasks, Minghong immediately grasped Ji Chenli’s wrist again, lest she would kill her while she was not paying attention. Like sneaking away.
Ji Chenli leaned against the bedside and Ren Mingyu held onto it, planning to wait half an hour to see if Minglang’s body temperature had dropped. If it didn’t work, she had to find a doctor. Just in case, I specially brought a box of cold medicine, I don’t know if it will be useful or not, anyway, I gave it to Minglang, and I leaned against Minglang’s bedside to take a nap.
After tossing until two o’clock in the middle of the night, I don’t know if the medicine has taken effect. Minghong’s fever began to subside, but she still frowned and couldn’t breathe well. Ji Chenli asked her what was wrong, only to realize that it was a headache.
“You have practiced kung fu since childhood, why is your body weaker than mine?” Ji Chenli complained to himself, and resigned to his fate, he pulled Ming Lang over, put his head on his lap, and pressed her forehead.
Ji Chenli’s fingertips are delicate, and the force is very gentle. To Minghong, it doesn’t look like a massage, but rather like a caress. It is itchy and very comfortable. Minghong wraps his arms around Ji Chenli’s waist, and gradually calms down. Ji Chenli Li was also tired from pressing and pressing, her hand movements slowly stopped, her head was leaning against the head of the bed, her mouth was slightly open, and she fell asleep. This position was uncomfortable, and she even started snoring.
“Chenli.” Ming Lang put his arms around Ji Chenli’s waist, his muffled voice reached Ji Chenli’s ears.
Ji Chenli woke up suddenly with sleepy eyes, “So you haven’t slept yet.”
Ming Lang let go of Ji Chenli’s waist, moved his head off Ji Chenli’s lap, and lifted a corner of the quilt, “Come and sleep too.”
“I, I’ll just go back to the sofa and sleep.”
Ming Lang shuddered, and said with a red nose, “I’m cold.”
When a person is sick, he appears weak. Seeing Minghong like this, Ji Chenli softened his heart. In the end, he was no match for the earnest look in Minghong’s red eyes, and he also lay down on the bed. Just met a stray cat and stray dog Ji Chenli on the road and gave it a bite to eat, let alone a human, Ji Chenli comforted himself, he should do good deeds and accumulate virtue.
As soon as Ji Chenli stepped into the bed, Ming Lang immediately stuck it up. She still had some sense left, her brain was not completely burnt out, she didn’t dare to do anything wrong, but her shoulder was against Ji Chenli’s shoulder, and she was still hot, Ji Chen Li’s arm was cool and comfortable, and Minghong couldn’t help but move closer.
Ji Chenli’s whole body was tense and his scalp was numb, but fortunately Minglang didn’t make any further movements, the two just lay side by side. Lying next to Minghong, Ji Chenli couldn’t fall back to sleep again, his eyes were wide open, facing the ceiling, I don’t know how long it had passed, only Minglang said: “I really hope this disease will never get better.”
“How can anyone curse themselves like that.”
“Tonight is the happiest night I’ve had in so many years.” After all, Minglang couldn’t help it, and took Ji Chenli’s hand in his backhand, “I’ve dreamed of you many times, and every time I’m grabbing Wake up when I live with you, open your eyes, the surroundings are dark, there is no one, and then I think, you must hate me very much, and you don’t even want to be touched by me in your dreams.”
“As long as I can catch you once in a dream, I’m willing to pay any price.” Ming Lang talked a lot tonight, mixed with her breathless nasal voice, buzzing in Ji Chenli’s ears, Ji Chenli could hear it. Morning is annoying.
“You said you didn’t love me, Minglang, why bother?”
“I also said that I regret it.” Ming Lang held Ji Chenli’s hand tightly.
Ming Lang’s hands are very slender and full of strength, unlike Ji Chenli’s hands, which are thin and soft due to lack of exercise, Ji Chenli feels that his fingers are about to be crushed by Ming Lang, Ming Lang Rubbing Ji Chenli’s fingertips with his fingertips, and inexplicably, Ji Chenli’s heartbeat started to beat faster again.
Ji Chenli panicked, Ming Hong was too strong, the barrier she had built with great difficulty was almost captured by her, Ji Chenli wanted to withdraw her hand, but she was restrained by Ming Hong, unable to pull back.
“Chenli, your heartbeat has accelerated.” Minghong said softly, “I’m really scared.”
“What are you afraid of?” Ji Chenli felt his voice trembling.
“I’m afraid this is another dream. After waking up, I’m still me, surrounded by darkness, without you everywhere.”
“Your heartbeat is so strong, it’s just like the real thing, I almost believed it.”
Ji Chenli said: “You are Minglang, no one in the world can fool you.”
“Yes, you.” Ming Lang laughed at himself, “Chen Li, you lied to me twice.”
“The first time, you tricked me into marrying you, and the second time, you tricked me into thinking you wouldn’t leave.”
“The third time, you lied to me and said you don’t love me anymore.”
Hearing this, Ji Chenli smiled, “I didn’t lie to you this time, Minglang, I really don’t love you anymore.”
She really doesn’t love Minghong anymore, even if there is throbbing, it’s just because she happens to like the type of Minglang, and she was temporarily deceived, thinking of Minglang’s cold eyes and words in her previous life, and her Neglecting again and again, Ji Chenli trembled with fear, she no longer dared to love Minglang again, this kind of big mistake had already shattered Ji Chenli once, how could she make it again.
“It’s okay.” Ming Lang turned his head and begged, “Chen Li, this time, let me love you instead, okay?”
What she said was so sincere, Ji Chenli couldn’t help the temptation, and almost nodded in agreement.
But reason is still there, Ji Chenli finally learns to be good, knowing that he must protect himself first.
Ji Chenli is very stupid, he hurt himself badly, so he learned how to protect oneself first.
“Minglang, do people like you know what love is?” Ji Chenli sneered, “You just lost someone who gave you heart and soul, so you just became obsessed, Minglang, you don’t understand love. “
“Isn’t the love born of obsession not love?” Ming Lang asked Ji Chenli a question instead, “Chenli, you were not obsessive back then, it’s not fair.”
“Your obsession is love, but my love has become obsession, Chen Li, it’s not fair.”
“Chenli, your heart beats so fast, I don’t believe you don’t love me anymore.”
Stop talking, Ji Chenli thought, stop talking. Ming Lang understands people’s hearts too well, her words are like sharp knives on Ji Chenli’s defense that he spent seven years building up, and they are about to pierce the last layer of protection on Ji Chenli’s centrifuge.
“You don’t know how to love,” Ji Chenli could only repeat in a murmur, as if he was blaming Minglang, but also as if he was telling himself, “You don’t know how to love, you don’t know.”
“If you really love me, you shouldn’t have left me alone for seven years. No one would be so cruel to a lover. Minglang, you don’t love me.”
That’s right, seven years, thinking of those seven years, Ji Chenli’s heart suddenly hardened again.
How can he be defeated by Ming Lang’s rhetoric? Ming Lang spent seven years proving that she really doesn’t love her. The **** facts are much more credible than any nonsense that comes out of Ming Lang’s mouth.
Love can be felt, Ji Chenli will not despair like that if he feels it at all, if Minglang really loves Ji Chenli a little bit, he will not make Ji Chenli despair like that.
“You don’t love me, you don’t love me…” Minghong’s body was very hot, but Ji Chenli seemed to be stuck to a piece of ice, her heart was so cold that she just wanted to run away.
But she was trapped by Ming Lang, escape? Where are you going?
“I don’t know how to love.” Ming Lang opened Ji Chenli’s palm, and inserted her fingers between her fingers, interlocking her fingers to trap her in her hand. She turned sideways and leaned close to Ji Chenli’s ear , the long voice is like an aria, “Chenli, you teach me.”
“You taught me how to love someone.”
“Chenli, this time it’s me who loves you and treats you well, you don’t have to accept it, just like me in the previous life, but Chenli, you have to give me a chance.”
“You can ignore me, you have to give me a chance to give up, you can’t be so unfair.”
Ming Lang took every step of the way and pushed Ji Chenli to the edge of the cliff again, no, this time it was a trap.
A trap wrapped in the name of love, full of candies and flowers, Ji Chenli knew that if she peeled off the sugar coating, what would greet her would be a man-eating devil’s den, but she couldn’t help being tempted.
That was Ming Lang, whom she had loved all her life.
The instinct to love Minglang has been engraved into Ji Chenli’s soul, now that the person she has loved all her life is begging her so sincerely, how can she not be moved.
But…
“It’s all fake.” Ji Chenli said, “Sweet words are all fake, bright, cold, cursing, ignoring, these are the truth.”
What Ming Lang wove for Ji Chenli was just a sweet dream, those vicious eyes were what Ji Chenli had really experienced, the naked reality.
“Minglang, I can’t believe you anymore. If I fall into it again, I will die with nothing left.”
Ming Lang pressed against Ji Chenli’s neck, “You don’t have to trust me, just watch a scene I direct and act with cold eyes, please.”
“The play is over.”
“If you don’t call to stop, this scene will never end.”
Ji Chenli is not Minglang’s opponent after all, or it means that the conditions offered by Lang are too tempting, Ji Chenli knows it is a deep pit, but still jumps in.
For the last time, Ji Chenli said to himself, anyway, Ming Lang will never let her go, if she doesn’t promise her, I don’t know how many tricks she has, the last time, when she got tired of playing with her, the two of them get together and part ways.
So Ji Chenli closed his eyes, and heard himself answer a word: “Okay.”
Ming Lang hugged Ji Chenli ecstatically, but Ji Chenli felt that his heartbeat, which had been too fast just now, was visibly weaker.