Diary of Guarding Monster Girls

I want someone to hear my story.

"That's not a dark history; that's my path." Although it sounds a bit overdramatic, that's truly how it is.

Looking back at every step in the past, perhaps there were times of despair, perhaps moments of near breakdown, but in the end, I still made it through.

But when necessary, even the top pressure cooker needs to release some steam, or it'll really explode.

So far in my life, although it can be described as filled with misfortune and bad luck, there have been some bright and shining moments, not completely unspeakable.

Is it worth a look?

At least, apart from feeling a bit sorry for myself, I haven't let anyone down.

In the first half of my life, I didn't let anyone down. On this point, I am at peace, and I take pride in it.

At seventeen, I didn't think my life was ruined, and at twenty-five, I certainly didn't think so.

No matter how bitter or difficult, I've come this far; not only have I not been defeated, I'm still doing things like pursuing dreams that seem incongruous with such a fate.

I didn't let my mom break down. I pulled her back from the edge of the Abyss and took on the responsibility of the family by myself.

It's kind of cool, isn't it?

Looking back over the years, I've come to agree more with one perspective—live on, and there's always a turning point.

Just like the oldest joke in the world says, no matter which direction you go, you're always moving forward.

Lift your leg, move forward, as long as you're moving, you're advancing.

You can actually see from these words that although I've had a rough time, life hasn't left me with much negative energy.

Or rather, I don't allow it to linger in my life.

Life is already hard enough; don't torture yourself further. Smile.

I almost have no hostility in me; I never argue with people, my emotions have always been in an extremely stable state.

Maybe it's natural, maybe it's because I've been through so much bad luck for so long; either way, my mindset focuses on peace, and I don't often write those emotions into my books.

I'm just someone who's experienced hardship, and I can't praise difficulty.

But I want to say to everyone who has suffered in the past or is still suffering now:

"You are amazing! You are your own hero! We are the best!"

Finally circling back to the main point, I've rambled so much; actually, the core point is just to express one thing:

This book is really, really, really important to me right now!

I can't give up on the book!

Impossible!

Absolutely impossible!

Trust me!

I will definitely finish writing it well; that's it.

Please, help me write this great book, so my life won't be so exhausting—

I'm begging!

In the closing remarks of the last book, I wrote: I've encountered a lot of malice from others, and I've also felt a lot of kindness.

I am indeed somewhat unlucky, constantly meeting the wrong people in life, and I can't say I have a good life.

But I'm also fortunate.

I've received help from many people, only making it this far with great difficulty.

I'm lucky to be born in this country, to grow up and become an adult here, to encounter everyone in my life.

In my life, many people have helped me.

From the country, society, friends, relatives... big or small help, they've supported me so I didn't fall.

Before I became an adult, I received the national minimum subsistence allowance; when I was admitted to university, I received donations from socially caring individuals; after university, I received scholarships.

In the most difficult times, friends have helped me as well. Believe me, I haven't let any of them down.

I am especially grateful for my few close friends; it's their presence that kept my spirit intact at many crucial times.

Love you all! Thank you~

Now looking back, whether big or small, whether the money was more or less, all of it was truly lifesaving for the helpless me at the time.

This kindness is very heavy.

I know very clearly that it is by relying on the help of everyone that I have made it to today.

Before repaying this kindness, I will not easily fall.

When I was younger, I also hesitated to actively mention these matters due to so-called pride, but now I no longer cover it up.

Everything that happened in the past shaped the mentally healthy me of today, and in the future, I will also repay this kindness to those in need.

Moreover, dear readers, you are my support, but you're not just my benefactors.

You're friends, like dear relatives and siblings that I've never met.

We are separated by the internet, but you know my story, you've read my words, you've understood my spirit.

We are friends, after all.

I try my best to read each comment; they all help maintain my emotional stability—as long as they're not criticizing me, hmm.

Of course, if there comes a day when you really, really can't find me, it means I'm bowing temporarily under life's heavy pressure, working hard to live and make money to support my family—perhaps even moving to Africa permanently, who knows.

I'll confront life until I settle down and then return to pursue my dreams.

However, I think such a situation is highly unlikely to happen.

From the current perspective of this book's progress, it looks quite good, no—it's far beyond my expectations.

To have so many votes, I never dared to think of it before!

Your ongoing support, every tip from every big fan, every complaint and correction in the comments, they all make me grateful.

Ultimately, being able to get the Three Rivers recommendation is entirely due to your preference, due to the trust from the editor, giving this rookie a chance. Once again, thank you.

If this book can successfully become a hit, it would solve eighty to ninety percent of my current problems, allowing me to create with more peace of mind.

I've loved reading online literature since I was little, and it has indeed changed many of my ideas. Like many others, I have dreamed of writing a book myself since childhood, depicting the world in my heart.

Later, I indeed did it, despite all sorts of difficulties. I still like writing novels.

I truly love writing novels; otherwise, I wouldn't have been sticking to it for so long despite being inexperienced.

This matter is mainly dependent on your help and support.

So!

No matter what, let's stride forward bravely!

Even if fate makes us bow, even if life is always full of sorrow.

But so what?

As long as we are not completely crushed, we still have hope.

Please stride proudly, my friends.

Toward brilliant victory, or toward a grand ultimate end.

No turning, no bowing, march forward boldly!

Charge!

Charge!!

Charge!!!

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This time, I don't want to end with "but I just refuse to turn!"

I've said it too many times and proven it too many times now.

Got a bit carried away in excitement and ended up being a bit incoherent and saying too much; please bear with me~

In conclusion, I want to end with a quote I've recently loved and been touched by:

"No matter your birth, education, or family background."

"As long as you dare to be yourself boldly."

"There will always be someone who loves you!"

Thank you for liking the stories I write.

Thank you for seeing me at this moment or at some point in the future.

I'm immensely grateful for that.

Thank you for being willing to love me.

My dear friend, if no one loves you for the moment, please don't worry.

Cross the river of malice, and you'll eventually be embraced by kindness.

As long as you don't give up.

Someone will come to love you eventually!

At the very least, you have my grateful love.

Thank you!!!

Love you!!!

November 14, 2024

Sincerely, Bachren!

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After saying so much, I almost forgot the real business.

The book will be released at noon tomorrow, and I will still update at 6 PM. The first chapter needs to be posted manually, so it might be a little later than 6 PM.

It's going on sale tomorrow; seeking first subscription, seeking continued subscription ah ah ah ah ah ah!!!!

Hmm hmm hmm hmm eh ha ah ah ah ah—

By the way, if the first subscription reaches three thousand, maybe once I slim down, I'll try on a serious costume, okay?