NOVEL NEXT Chapter 7.2
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“Hey, check if it’s uploaded.”
The video, recorded between that intimate moment, was now supposedly online.
I immediately grabbed Lee Ju-ha’s phone and opened the OnlyFans site.
“Uh…”
Lee Ju-ha’s profile showed her photos.
Her body doesn’t look much different, but her face seems heavily edited.
Honestly, it doesn’t seem like she even needed to do that…
As I clicked through her profile, there were also a few bait photos.
She definitely has a breast structure that’s rare to see in Korea.
The size and shape of her breast are unreal…
But does she have any particularly standout appeal? I’m not sure. Considering this is a platform where people from all over the world upload content…
[Click Video]
There are two videos uploaded, huh.
One video is about 15 minutes long, and the other is around 10 minutes.
It seemed like she split footage from a session into two separate uploads.
“Ugh… um…”
I feel strange.
Damn, watching a sex video of myself on screen.
Seeing my face blurred out made it even more unsettling.
I can’t focus. Watching myself pant and move in the video just makes my brain freeze.
Is… is this for real?
“So? What do you think?”
I don’t really know.
Just seeing my back and myself on the screen is enough to make my brain shut down…
Honestly, my eyes are drawn more to myself than to Lee Ju-ha’s naked body.
Wow! Porn actor debut! …Damn.
“I’m not really sure.”
I guess I’ll need to watch it all to figure it out.
I tried to ignore myself and focus as much as possible on Lee Ju-ha.
Honestly, it’s kind of arousing.
Remembering that moment makes my penis tingle and start to feel heavy.
But if I think about it objectively—would other people find this arousing? I’m not sure.
The angles are awkward, for starters.
It’s shot from a bit of a distance, so you can see what’s happening, but it just looks like two people… well, doing it. Nothing more.
This really shows why the camera angle is so important. It feels like the camera should’ve either been mounted on the wall or I should’ve held it myself while filming.
Ah… so this is why adult film actors say shooting is hard.
Because of the angles, they end up sticking the camera right in front of their face or right near their belly button.
And to focus on the female actor, they’ll even film from above the male actor’s face—that must be why they do it.
“It feels okay but also kind of off.”
I finished watching the rest of the video.
I’m not sure if it feels lacking because I filmed it, or if it’s actually just not great. It’s like I don’t feel much of a reaction either way.
Now I get why they have a dedicated cameraman. Without someone else filming, it completely lacks a dynamic feel.
Or maybe it’s just the camera quality? I really don’t know. Or perhaps it’s because I’ve detached myself and gone into “sage mode” after the fact.
“For that to be the case, you sure…”
Lee Ju-ha’s gaze shifted downward toward me.
I hastily covered my crotch. Hey, getting a full erection is just a natural response!
“It’s not that I think it’s bad—I just don’t know if it’s good enough to, like, sell well or anything.”
“Oh? Sounds like you’ve seen enough to know what’s trending.”
…I haven’t seen that much, though.
Well, okay, probably more than most girls.
Lee Ju-ha sprawled onto the bed with a tired sigh.
“Whatever. It’ll sell, I guess.”
I mean, yeah, I don’t think it’s that bad that it wouldn’t sell.
Lee Ju-ha seemed to think that making 3, 4, or 5 million won a month probably wasn’t realistic.
But there would definitely be demand. A body like hers isn’t exactly common.
“I don’t know much about angles or camera perspectives.
Maybe talk about that next time you meet unnie or whatever. I’m not really sure~.”
If you’re satisfied with it, I don’t have much to say.
But wait… unnie? Is she talking about the person who edited this? …God, just thinking about meeting them would make me break out in a cold sweat. Damn.
“Hey, I sent you 150,000 won.”
“What’s the 150,000 won for?”
“For the poker game you lost earlier.”
Huh?
Oh, right, I did win 300,000 won earlier.
But it’s surprising that this place actually allows cash exchanges. That’s interesting.
“Does this site really let you cash out?”
“Of course, why else would I play? Last time, I cashed out 500,000 won, you know.”
Really? What a peculiar site.
I mean, if they didn’t allow exchanges at all, no one would bother playing. And for the site, 500,000 won probably isn’t much.
I smacked my lips and sent the 150,000 won back.
“Just keep it.”
“Huh? Why?”
Lee Ju-ha, who had been lying down, suddenly sat up with wide eyes.
Honestly, since I won it, it’d make sense for me to take 200,000 won and leave Ju-ha with 100,000 won, but…
It wasn’t my money to begin with. And honestly, I didn’t even play to win any money.
I just stepped in a few times because I felt bad seeing Lee Ju-ha getting swindled like some easy target…
The 300,000 won was just a byproduct of that.
More than anything, the thought of actually using that money feels unsettling.
Not only because it’s tied to something illegal, but…
Every time I’d check my account, I’d probably be reminded of bad memories from the past.
That’s why I don’t want to keep it.
‘Besides, it’s someone else’s money anyway…’
I don’t want gambling money sitting in my account.
People say gambling money carries bad energy all on its own.
It’s something I picked up from being around my dad for so long—the sense of energy, good or bad.
Lee Ju-ha didn’t seem to think much of it, though.
“Just use it. You won it with your money, anyway.”
Realistically, with how drunk she was, it might as well have been her money to begin with…
“Hey, Lee Jun-hyung, seriously!”
Lee Ju-ha suddenly lunged at me, grabbing my crotch again.
Why my crotch again!!!
“Are you seriously asking to get f***ed? Huh? Is that what you want?!”
“No, that’s not what I mean!”
“Come here, damn it! I’ll take another round off you!”
“No, I don’t want to, damn it! Taking two rounds hurts! It hurts!”
I scrambled away, flailing and panicking, but I couldn’t help bursting into laughter.
Somehow, it felt like a lot of the gloomy memories weighing me down had lifted and scattered away.