Come Back

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“Ha, uh! Huh, uh… Ah, ah, haaak! Ugh!”

The image of Choi Hong-seo, lying face down with his buttocks raised high while hugging his pillow, glows faintly in the darkness. Lee Hae-seong, who was standing upright on his knees and clinging tightly to him, grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s sides and wouldn’t let go.

As the thick red shadow extending from Lee Hae-seong’s groin sinks deep between Choi Hong-seo’s buttocks, almost simultaneously, the sound of the skin rubbing against the exposed buttocks and upper thighs is repeated.

“Hoooo… hoo.”

Understanding exhaled deeply. His thick chest, which had been spread wide, slowly sank. It was a breath that felt like a strong force restraining himself. He pulled his pale buttocks outward and looked down. He continued inserting while taking in his lover’s anus that repeatedly opened and closed like a slurping mouth, receiving his penis.

That hideous, large object that seemed impossible to fit into a human body would force itself into Choi Hong-seo’s body, stretching his anus to its maximum every time.

Being accepted.

To be accepted emotionally and physically by someone you love, by someone you long for.

Understanding, once again immersed in the sensations he had once considered completely lost, seemed like someone intoxicated by the most ecstatic hallucination.

“Haak, ha! Haeueueu, hue… Ah, no… no…”

Choi Hong-seo, who had been burying his face in the pillow, lifted his chin. His penis, which was hanging upside down, was on the verge of bursting. Every time he slapped it from behind, his penis and testicles flailed around wildly.

In an instant, hundreds of thousands of comets brightly lit up my head, which had been like a flowing black universe.

He raised his head and stretched his left arm back as if he was seeing a fearful vision. Hae-seong grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s wrist tightly. It was as if he was trying to carve his own image into his wrist. Pulling his body forward, he crushed Choi Hong-seo’s insides with even more brutal force.

“Go… again, go again… again, again… ugh, huff!”

Shaking his head wildly and shivering as if his body was being burned by flames, Choi Hong-seo reached the conclusion.

“Huh, huh… huh… ha, huh…”

The feeling of climaxing both forward and backward at the same time was completely unfamiliar to me. It was still more fear than pleasure. My whole body trembled, and my insides, the flesh that was tightly clenching Lee Hae-seong’s penis, convulsed and twitched. Choi Hong-seo lowered his buttocks that had been raised and spread out on the bed.

The dark vision seemed to become darker, and then Lee Hae-seong’s entire body covered my back.

“Ugh, uhm… umm… uh…”

With eyes as fearful as a beast that sensed the violence coming to him, Choi Hong-seo looked back at Hae-seong’s face, who had his chin resting on his shoulder. The lips that kissed his eyes, stained with sweat and tears, were not rough at all. They were even careful. He found Choi Hong-seo’s hand that he had pushed under the pillow and covered the back of his hand, intertwining them. His fingers were sticky and stuck between his fingers.

“love you.”

“Me too… ha… huh! Heh! Ha, an, ah, huh!”

The moment his heart was stolen by the whisper that he would never get tired of hearing no matter how many times he listened to it, it came back to pressure Choi Hong-seo again.

I couldn’t forget that my penis was still inside me, throbbing hard and full of heat. He hadn’t ejaculated yet.

Another naked body lying face down on top of the one lying face down. The testicles crushed between the mattress and the legs, and the round flesh under the buttocks splitting to both sides. Another lower body piled up on top of that. Firm buttocks contracting and relaxing repeatedly, and taut thigh muscles. Sweat beads glistening on the skin covering the muscles tightly packed without any gaps. A long penis pantably moving in and out between the buttocks lying face down below. Another fat testicle mercilessly hitting the perineum between the anus and the testicles.

All those vivid images of lovemaking and intercourse unfolded vividly in Choi Hong-seo’s mind. While having sex with him, he felt like an observer of this sex. His sex was so tangible and vivid that it made him mobilize all his senses.

Chulbuk chulbuk chulbuk chulbuk.

The moment he felt that the movements of filling, rubbing, and stretching inside him faster instead of shorter ones were adding speed, Choi Hong-seo gripped his clasped hands tighter and prepared for his climax.

“Haa, hot! Haa!”

The one who reached the point was Lee Hae-seong, but the one who let go of the lips he had bitten and let out his anger was Choi Hong-seo. The sensation of his penis, which had been swollen to the point of bursting, shaking inside his stomach and pouring out semen.

Barebacking is a ritual that you only do with your loved ones.

It was probably because of those words that I felt a sense of satisfaction that was more than sexual satisfaction whenever I felt his ejaculation without a condom. I released one hand from my clasped hands and slid my hand under his prone body to touch his lower abdomen. The place where his love was poured out.

Countless kisses poured down on the back of his neck, and his hips began to move slowly after he ejaculated. Although his penis was still stuck inside his body, it was still worth living just because the violent insertion that made his head tingle had stopped.

“Ugh… ugh, huff.”

Choi Hong-seo shrank the back of his neck as he felt the penis that had been tightly blocking between his legs slowly and lengthily withdraw. The sensation was so vivid that it made him tighten his anus. The semen-soaked flesh and the penis clung tenaciously, not wanting to separate from each other.

“Huh, huh… huh.”

As he backed away, fluid spurted out of his swollen anus. Thick, thick semen flowed down his inner thighs.

The moment the tip of the glans came out, Lee Hae-seong’s penis jerked with a thud. Lee Hae-seong, who straightened his upper body, wiped the sweat that had gathered at the tip of his chin with the back of his hand. His entire body’s muscles were tense and his penis was still hungry. His gaze, which had scanned Choi Hong-seo’s sides and buttocks where his own hands had clenched tightly, naturally turned to between his legs. The testicles and penis, entangled with bodily fluids that he couldn’t tell whose they were, were hanging out between his legs. The anus where Lee Hae-seong’s penis had been moving in and out just a moment ago was not completely closed and was twitching along with Choi Hong-seo’s breathing. No matter how you looked at it, it was a body that had suffered greatly from intense lovemaking.

Hae-seong Lee, who had been licking his tongue over his dry mouth and lips, grabbed Hong-seo Choi’s left arm.

“Hongseo, look over here. Are you okay?”

Choi Hong-seo’s body, which had been forcibly turned over, was in a more disarray than his back.

The wet, swollen eyes, the flushed complexion, the lips that were hard to close like a hole in the lower part of the mouth, and the saliva flowing from the corners of the mouth, the earlobes that were redder than the cheeks. Hae-seong Lee’s eyes, which were looking closely at the face that looked like it had just been through a period of sad crying, were still swaying with heat.

“Ugh, ugh. Huh.”

Hae-seong Lee’s gaze turned downwards as he ran his thumb over her lips that were groaning as if trying to stop her from crying.

Her nipples, which had been persistently teased since the bathroom, were swollen and red, and the space between her squirming legs was completely aroused. From her pubic hair and the shaft of her penis, to her smooth, shiny glans and the inside of her thighs, there was no place that wasn’t wet. Even if you thrust it in all at once, her lower body looked like it would receive it smoothly.

Understanding’s gaze greedily explored every nook and cranny of his lover’s lovely naked body, which was literally tattered due to the affair. The sight of the penis, soaked in the cum and semen that flowed throughout the long caress, hanging long on the unusually white inner thigh flesh, was enough to whet his appetite.

For a moment, Hae-seong narrowed his eyes and leaned forward to approach his lover. He stroked her pale face and kissed her lips. He soothed her labored breathing and gently melted every corner of her mouth, which was filled with sweetness.

“I’m sorry. Did I bother you too much?”

Choi Hong-seo looked up at the affectionate face that was sweeping the hair off his face.

“Just… the usual.”

Lee Hae-seong’s eyes widened at the sound of Choi Hong-seo’s voice, which was locked tightly.

“Do I usually bother you this much?”

“I didn’t say I was bullying you.”

“You were crying?”

“that…”

While Choi Hong-seo rolled his eyes to find the right words, Lee Hae-seong’s upper body, which had been kissing him between the eyebrows, moved away.

“I’m going to stop teasing you today. Drink some water first, baby…”

Lee Hae-seong, who was trying to get his body out from between Choi Hong-seo’s legs, stopped talking and turned around. Choi Hong-seo, who was lying down, was holding Lee Hae-seong’s wrist while supporting his upper body with his elbows.

“Sir, you haven’t finished it yet.”

In the bathroom, on the bed. He had ejaculated twice in total, but as if it wasn’t enough, his penis was still erect, showing off its fertility.

“Are you tempting me? You can’t even control your body properly?”

Lee Hae-seong was smiling, but he was already sexually shaken by the passive temptation thrown at him by his younger lover.

Choi Hong-seo swallowed his saliva and soothed his cracked throat.

“Tomorrow is a rare holiday.”

“You pushed me all week. It was the result of my own reflection, but you’re making it useless like this?”

As I looked at his face, I didn’t have the courage to speak, so I slid my gaze, and there was his naked body full of sexual charm and his thick penis nodding. Choi Hong-seo’s eyes, which had been wandering around with nowhere to look, finally met his eyes again. I had to drive a wedge for him who was struggling.

“You said you were newlyweds…”

“……”

Lee Hae-seong licked his lower lip with his tongue, turned his body again, and slid in between his legs. Choi Hong-seo hugged his body tightly.

Lee Hae-seong couldn’t sleep well at night. Even when he was able to fall into a light sleep, he had seen him suffer from nightmares or from being squeezed by scissors several times. At those times, he couldn’t wake up even if he shook his body. He knew that he could still sleep to some extent after intense sex. That’s why Choi Hong-seo didn’t want to stop now.

“Ugh, uh… haa, ha…”

Choi Hong-seo stroked the back of his embraced member as he felt his penis slowly pushing back into the spot where it had just slipped out. Lee Hae-seong whispered as he rubbed his cheek against Choi Hong-seo’s heated cheek, holding his lower abdomen and chest tightly together.

“If you do this, you won’t have to worry about anything.”

“Then we stay like this all night.”

He raised his head and showed me a charming smile right in front of my eyes.

“If we do that, our baby’s body will really be ruined.”

Not only my body, but also my body and mind, and even my next life, I would gladly destroy it for you. I only thought it in my head and didn’t say it out loud. I knew he would be sad, not happy.

After that, I couldn’t remember when I fell asleep.

The plan to lull him to sleep with intense sex instead put Choi Hong-seo to sleep. When he woke up, his whole body shaking as if he had dreamed of falling off a cliff, he was in Lee Hae-seong’s arms. Whether it was a bad dream he couldn’t remember, Choi Hong-seo realized that his body was drenched in cold sweat.

Uhm, um…

A groan, as if suffering from a high fever, was heard from above. As expected, Lee Hae-seong had a hard time sleeping today.

He was frowning, his eyebrows furrowed. His jaw muscles were tense, his molars clenched. This was not sleep.

Choi Hong-seo escaped from his arms, held him to his chest, and carefully wrapped his head around him. When he wasn’t suffering from nightmares, he would immediately open his eyes if Choi Hong-seo moved even a little in his arms. It wasn’t that he was sleeping so deeply that he wouldn’t wake up even if he moved that much, but it seemed that he was suffering that deeply in his dreams.

Fighting the haziness that made his whole body feel like it was being sucked into a swamp, Choi Hong-seo hugged his large body tightly and buried his lips in the crown of his head.

The seemingly peaceful daily life was actually a walk on a melting ice lake. Real fear was not expressed, but looking at each other, hugging, smiling, but trembling with fear inside. This was not living.

What made you come back again?

I wanted to ask God, Buddha, Allah, the gods of heaven and earth, or any god.

Are you trying to make this person bleed like this, and then punish me with it? I wanted to swear and fight back. Why… Why didn’t you just throw me into the fires of hell? Why are you punishing me through this person? God is so loving. Why are you making this innocent person suffer instead of the sinner? Why.

Hot tears flowed down his head. Choi Hong-seo, who tried to push away the tears with his fingertips as if he would not give up, realized that the face he was touching was hotter than the tears.

I thought it was the fever left by sex. After sleeping with him, I always felt a long, hazy feeling where my body temperature rose by 1 or 2 degrees. But something was different.

High fever, nausea, dizziness as if the floor was spinning and my body was sinking. Choi Hong-seo opened his eyes wide in the darkness and gasped for breath. He knew what this feeling was.

It was the first time that ‘it’ had come to a place that did not have any strong memories from a previous life.

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