Come Back

“Is that what you mean by doing 69?”

As if he were worshipping Choi Hong-seo’s genitals, he rubbed his cheek and nose against its pillar and smiled faintly, pulling his lips together. He tried to hide it, but the smile was dark with bitterness.

First time sleeping. Choi Hong-seo’s unconsciousness of trying to do fellatio before even sharing a proper kiss or caress. Now, both of them are aware of what caused that behavior.

A mistake made without knowing what was wrong, having only known sex that involved serving and being exploited.

Hae-seong wiped the water droplets that were scattered from the edge of the shower head from his face. Then, he pulled down Choi Hong-seo’s pants, which were hanging loosely below his buttocks, to his ankles while still kneeling. Choi Hong-seo grabbed his shoulders and pulled out his feet one by one, until he was completely naked. He felt as if he was his master who was being served with utmost care.

Lee Hae-seong stretched out his legs and raised his long body, and took off his pajamas. Choi Hong-seo, who was watching him take off his clothes without any hesitation, averted his gaze when their eyes met. His bare feet came close, treading on the water.

Thud, the glass wall behind him hit him again, and Lee Hae-seong placed his hand on Choi Hong-seo’s shoulder. As he bent his upper body, the water spraying towards his face was blocked.

“Why is your face red when you make such a bold suggestion?”

“……”

“It wasn’t me who suggested it, it was Hongseo who suggested it.”

Scratch. His feet came closer. The tips of his toes touched the front of his big toes. Their erections brushed against each other, close enough that the glans rubbed against his pubic hair.

“That’s, uh, right, but… um… um.”

As soon as I felt the tip of my chin lift gently, my lips closed. A warm, wet red tongue surged in like a large wave, filling my mouth, and the arms wrapped around my back pulled me in tightly.

They still held each other’s bodies, which were still slippery, and shared a long kiss, rubbing and washing every nook and cranny of each other’s bodies with their hands.

He wrapped a large towel around Choi Hong-seo’s body like a blanket to dry him, then squeezed the water out of his hair with a washcloth. Then, he combed his wet hair with his fingers and kissed her forehead.

They returned to the bedroom, holding hands, without even putting on a gown. While Choi Hong-seo sat on the edge of the bed, Lee Hae-seong opened the curtains so that only a very dim light could come in. With eyes that were not yet accustomed to the darkness, they could only distinguish each other’s silhouettes and sharp gazes.

He climbed onto the bed with his knees bent and sat down in the middle of the bed first. He lay down on the sheets without a pillow and smiled at Choi Hong-seo. The silhouette of his long body stood out in the darkness. His erect penis was standing upright, maintaining a firm angle, just slightly above his lower abdomen.

Choi Hong-seo pulled both legs up onto the bed and crawled towards him. Although he had decided to reveal everything to him, it was still not easy to lie face down on top of him.

He grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s hesitant hand and led him.

Slowly, he sat on his stomach as he instructed. With his back and butt exposed to him. This time, he grabbed Choi Hong-seo’s ankle and pulled him back. Sensitive to even such a small action, Choi Hong-seo looked back with a start.

“If I want to lie down, I have to come back further?”

He placed his hands on his lower abdomen and moved his knees further back, toward his armpits. It was more appropriate to say that he was half-dragged by the force of his pull. When his ankles passed his shoulders, he this time wrapped his arms around his thighs and pulled him back. By the time his calves were firmly caught in his armpits, there was no room to retreat. His chin was between his hip bones.

Choi Hong-seo kept turning his head and looking down with an anxious expression. In the darkness, Lee Hae-seong looked up at him with narrowed eyes. Then, the hand that was wrapped around her thigh moved up to stroke her skin and pressed down on her lower back.

“……”

Choi Hong-seo bit his lower lip and slowly lowered his upper body to lie face down. Naturally, his buttocks lifted, and his two hands stroked the flesh on his buttocks in a circular motion.

Unlike Choi Hong-seo, who immediately took hold of his penis and put his tongue on the glans, he started by observing it closely.

My spread-legged position, my spread-out buttocks, my penis hanging upside down and scraping against his collarbone, my testicles peeking out between my legs. I wanted to hide. I was so conscious of my lower body that I couldn’t see it, that I couldn’t focus on his genitals standing right in front of me.

His rough breathing from his nose and lips touched my delicate flesh. I could feel the warmth and moisture mixed in his breath, and I could tell he was very close. His hands, caressing the outside and inside of my thighs, pressing my perineum with his fingertips, pulling my testicles lightly, and playing with my penis, seemed like those of a scholar seriously researching. The sexual intensity was almost imperceptible. Nevertheless, Choi Hong-seo’s waist gradually became tired, and his exposed buttocks shook.

“Ugh, uh… uh…”

By the time he had spread the hole wide open with his fingers, I couldn’t stand it any longer.

“Yeah, well, you don’t have to look at it carefully…”

“Because it’s Hongseo’s new body. I have to engrave it in my mind and get used to it, one by one.”

He said it as if it was a given. Between the buttocks. Looking closely into the gaping anus.

Not Yoon Hye-an’s body, but Choi Hong-seo’s new body.

Apart from the shame that felt like my body was on fire, something inside me was healed whenever I heard him say those words. The fear and anxiety that had been standing up like scales turned over by a knife, as if a life that had already died had awakened in someone else’s body, slowly subsided.

Other people didn’t matter. If only Hae-seong could see himself as Choi Hong-seo, he could exist as Choi Hong-seo. It wasn’t scary or confusing.

I could show him anything, because I had faith that he would accept me as I was. As I groped his penis again and kissed the veiny pillar, his voice rang out between my legs.

“I decided not to regret it.”

“……”

“I’m going to do that now too.”

“Ugh… Ugh! Huff!”

At the end of his words, he finally extended his tongue and licked the hole thickly. Choi Hong-seo reached out with his other hand that was not holding his penis and tightly grabbed his thigh. He desperately dug his fingertips into the tough muscle and grabbed it as if it were his lifeline.

He rubbed his tongue widely over the anus without removing it. He shook his head from side to side as if trying to melt the hole with his tongue, pressing and pushing the entrance. Choi Hong-seo’s lower body kept tightening. It was something that happened regardless of his will. He couldn’t lick his penis anymore because of the shame that his hole, which was twitching as if forcing insertion, was being exposed to him in every detail. All he could do was lie down on his stomach and moan.

“You said you wanted to do 69, but isn’t this just like me giving Hongseo fellatio?”

“Uh, uh… yeah.”

“huh?”

As if he was urging, he jerked his waist and shook his genitals. The heavy, stiff thing nodded dully and rose up, slapping Choi Hong-seo in the face.

“Haa, huh… hauk… huh.”

Without even thinking about grabbing it with my hand, I stuck my tongue out like an idiot and turned my head here and there to chase it. It seemed like my not-so-good head was paralyzed by his tongue and lips that were digging all over my groin.

“No, that’s not it, sir…”

“Me? Me what? I’m just doing what Hongseo told me to do.”

“Still, they’re somewhat similar to each other… ugh!”

Lee Hae-seong, who had been scraping the entire genital area with his teeth, rubbing it with his tongue, and sucking it between his lips, suddenly chewed hard on a small piece of flesh. It was the perineum between the testicles and the anus, protruding like a sac. Choi Hong-seo opened his eyes wide and struggled at the pain of his tender flesh being chewed. Sweetness spread through the tingling sensation.

After that, he bit here and there without thinking. From the inside of the thighs to the buttocks, and even the perineum that he had chewed at first, he bit several more times. If he could, he would have bitten even the inside of the anus. The sound of sucking flesh, slurping, slurping, resonated in the darkness.

Choi Hong-seo wished he had said something. Even something mean to embarrass him more… No matter what obscene words he heard, it would be better than hearing this.

“Ah… it hurts, it hurts…”

With each bite and chew, the sweetness grew stronger than the pain, but I denied it.

“Even though the Cooper fluid that Hongseo dripped down my collarbone is exciting?”

“Ugh.”

The pleasure of my eyes turning white made my body crawl forward without me realizing it. I was struggling as if by instinct to escape from a swamp that was pulling me deep inside.

“Black!”

But he didn’t let her escape. He grabbed her pelvis with both hands and pulled her back with all his might. His face was completely buried in Choi Hong-seo’s buttocks, which collapsed as if he was sinking. His high nose bridge pressed against her perineum, and his testicles were crushed above his lips.

“Ahh, uh… yeah!”

While he was half out of his mind from the stimulation of biting and sucking his testicles, this time his fingers dug long into the spot that had been sufficiently softened by saliva. Choi Hong-seo was startled and grabbed his thigh. The spot that had once been lightly teased in the bathroom was rubbed sharply and mercilessly this time.

“Ugh, uh… heh… ha, uh… ah, no… no, no…!”

Semen poured out into Hae-seong’s chest and stomach. Choi Hong-seo, who had reached ejaculation, shook his entire body intermittently like a drug addict.

“Haa, ha, haeu, ugh. Huh.”

I crawled on the bed, trying to escape from the pleasure.

“Ugh!”

But before he could even get out between his calves, his ankles were grabbed. Both ankles were grabbed and he was dragged backwards. He raised his body and supported himself with his knees, and his buttocks were pressed against his groin.

“Where are you going?”

“Ugh, uh…”

“I won’t send it this time.”

He held Choi Hong-seo’s sides tightly and rubbed his genitals on the spot he had just carefully taken care of with his tongue and lips. Choi Hong-seo’s thighs trembled at the sexual stimulation provided by the bulging volume. He couldn’t tell if it was because he was scared or because he was looking forward to it.

His waist fell back for a moment, and a soft pillow dug under Choi Hong-seo’s cheek. And soon, a smooth, thick glans settled into place at the entrance of his anus and began to rub.

“Even if you… don’t love me anymore, I won’t let you go. This time.”

Incredibly, his hands were shaking as he attempted to insert it. I could feel them.

If we become physically connected… then maybe the resentment you felt about me will be released and disappear.

It seemed that the fear still remained in Hae-seong. Choi Hong-seo, who was hugging the pillow with both arms and lifting his buttocks, turned his head and looked at him.

“Ugh! Huh, huh…”

He dug into the entrance that had relaxed immediately after ejaculation. In the darkness that was quite familiar to him, his whole body was glistening with sweat. His face was distorted from the pain of forcing his penis, which was too small to fit into the narrow inner wall.

“The kind uncle that Hongseo liked, he won’t do that anymore.”

“Haaah, huh… ha. Huh.”

“To love selfishly and badly.”

Selfish and bad people don’t put pillows under your cheeks. They don’t bother to use their tongues and hands to loosen up your hole. I know what kind of sex selfish and bad people have.

The beads of sweat that had been hanging from the tip of Lee Hae-seong’s chin dripped down Choi Hong-seo’s back. It seemed that his frowning eyes and mouth, and his hardened jaw muscles, were not due to the pain of insertion.