NOVEL NEXT Chapter 319: What she wanted
Smut content.
«Take what you want,» Nate said.
Lara's eyes trailed down, and she blushed. He had allowed it, right? And, at the same time, he had given her control over everything. He wanted to be sure she was okay with it, and he wanted her to do only what she felt right.
His fingers pushed her underwear down, and she raised her bottom to help him. Her panties slipped down her legs, passing her knees and ankles. She got rid of them by kicking them away, and she returned to focus on Nate. There was nothing protecting her from his gaze, and it was okay.
It felt right... More than right. It was what she needed but didn't know. Would it have been the same for Nate? Would he also feel so... so complete?
She caressed his smile with trembling fingers, wondering about the many women he had charmed like that. She felt a sting of jealousy in her heart: they could see him all those years while she barely could remember his face! How unfair!
Yet, he was hers. She could have him all to herself. She could be the only one allowed to touch him. She just had to throw away her fears and live on.
She knew it wasn't that easy. Yet, at that moment, she felt strong enough. She could work on herself in the future. That was for another day. At this moment, all she wanted was to finally have him.
«C-can I?» she asked, stuttering.
He had done the same for her, so it felt only fair to ask back.
Since Nate nodded, she pecked his lips before forcing his underwear down. She observed his hardened member, stroking it a few times. She wasn't sure how, but her hand knew what to do. Nate's groans made her bite her lips in amusement, proud of herself.
She guided his tip in between her legs, letting it slip inside. She moved slowly, feeling that big foreign object fit inside her. It was weird, but it felt good. Not as good as she had imagined, though.
She was expecting something more, deep in her heart.
When he was all in, their bodies in contact and her knees trembling because of her weight, she let out a sigh.
«Easy, easy,» Nate said. «Don't rush.»
She nodded, pecking him again. His care towards her made her heart melt, and she split his lips with her tongue to kiss him again.
She retreated her hips and moved them forward. Her inner walls stretched to accommodate him, and a moan left her throat. It was a little better, but that feeling of being filled up was still so strong.
At the same time, she was comfortable and uncomfortable.
«I... I can't like this,» she said. «Can you... can you do...» she murmured, but she couldn't finish her sentence. She wasn't even sure what she wanted.
She didn't want to stop, that was sure! But she also didn't know what to do, how fast to move.
«Yes,» he said, pushing her hips up and letting her sit on the mattress. «We forgot something...»
He reached into the drawer, looking for protection. He had some in his wallet, in the drawers of his room, and he had brought a few to the base. He wasn't expecting that outcome, but he didn't want to reach such a point and then have to stop.
«Oh, right,» Lara murmured, sitting on the bed and blushing to the tip of her ears.
She had forgotten all about it. Thank goodness Nate was responsible!
It wouldn't be right to have other kids before it was time. They first needed to build their relationship and know each other before considering enlarging their family.
«Just tell me if it's uncomfortable,» he said.
«It's fine,» she replied, observing how he wore the condom. His hands were a little clumsy as if he hadn't done it as often.
He offered his hand to her, and she crawled to him. They kissed while finding a position comfortable for both. Lara lay on the mattress and Nate on top of her.
She spread her legs, adjusting her hips until they touched each other.
She moaned when they became one, that same feeling from before invading her belly.
«S-slow,» she said.
Nate nodded, carefully pulling back. He waited for a little before pushing inside again, and Lara arched her back. She let out all the air in her lungs and threw her head back, surprised by the nerves tingling in her whole body. That was so much better!
She moaned, sinking her fingers in Nate's back until scratching him with her short nails. She did feel like it had already happened, but she couldn't wonder any longer because her body took control.
Her hips retreated and moved up against Nate's, and her trembling breath tickled his neck. She searched for Nate's lips, offering a kiss he met as if reading her mind.
Their bodies were one, reading each other's needs and wishes. Their moves mirrored each other, their hips clashing. Their tongues fought, their hands grabbing each other with the desperation of left lovers.
Their hearts beat in sync, and their arms pulled them even closer. Their throats yelled their pleasure while their nerves reached the point of non-return.
Pleasure invaded their bodies, both at the same time. After so many years, they were together again. Their souls could resonate and feel the other with such precision, unthinkable for simple lovers. They were mates, born for each other and finally joined.
While the waves of ecstasy travelled through their bodies, waking up every single nerve, every cell, they looked each other in the eyes and felt in the right place for the first time after so long.
They needed no words to communicate, no sign to decide.
Nate rolled down, freeing Lara from his weight. He didn't let go, though, and he hugged her to sleep like a kid with his favourite toy.
«I missed you,» he said.
«I think... I think I missed you too.»
Lara's eyes closed while she fell into slumber. She couldn't be sure what was happening, but one thing was certain: it was not just about carnal pleasure. It was something that affected her soul.
Something her human self struggled to accept and understand, but her instinct knew was her salvation.